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i love adhd. i have a lot to do at work today. i take my meds. i open the word document. i immediately misspell “benzodiazepines.” i go on tumblr to post “benzodiazepenis….” for the mutualés. and then it’s 45 minutes later and ive caught up on tumblr and checked the weather and read a fic and texted an ex and ordered new pens and looked up a recipe for chicken pot pie and posted about adhd and done zero work.

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ya gotta stop caring what people think and start being extremely weird. but never cruel. i think that might save you

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Updated nightstand anthology

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Briscoe Park

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bro your whimsy. you forgot your fucking whimsy. your solemn and somber attitude is scaring the hoes

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just told my mom i was gonna freak it sensitive style and she hyped me up with “ooh quiet down…. quiet down..” while i was dancing

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cats being capable of understanding accidents and even giving you a little head bonk to let you know you're still cool makes it infinitely funnier that they don't understand when you're trying to help them

cats when you step on their tail: i'll admit that was rather ouchie, but given the lifetime of goodwill and trust between us, one must conclude this booboo is but a fluke.

cats when you try to get their claws unstuck from the couch covering: this nefarious bitch has never had a single honorable intention in their dishonest and shameful life, this must be one of their sinister plots or perhaps even an attempt on my life,

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Keep scrolling guys we’re almost there

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a very quick doodle i did for my videography class- the prompt was “your relationship with time.” it is, obviously, heavily drawing from the concept of the ring introduced in the imagery of perverts (because i’m the worst at impromptu drawings, especially if they’re expected to have a deeper meaning behind them. it takes me ages to form a thought), but i think i did an (at best) okay job of getting my point across :-) the reason the ring came to mind is because it feels very heavy visually, like a void. and that’s how time feels sometimes. endless and uncertain. i started with that and decided to completely allow the very messy spirals to swallow the ring, to make it seem just as endless, repetitive, and messy as time can be. it’s definitely not my best (as it is mostly unoriginal and not very visually appealing), but i’m always proud of a quick doodle that accomplishes something :-)

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Mauro C Martinez, Celestial. 2024

Oil on canvas. 60 x 72 in.

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​found this comment on a video of some swans crossing the street. wow.

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old photo from my great grandparents family pics collection