#just a vent into the void
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Also not to contradict my previous post but there's been an alarming tendency of YouTube guys leaking into GWAG and posting their Patreon previews there.
I get it - YT has been becoming increasingly difficult to post any "spicy" content on but GWAG is a porn subreddit - sure there are always exceptions to the rule like the "But Master" series that hadn't become "porn" until part four, but I'd like to see you try post the first three parts on YT - and if you only post "technically SFW" content I feel like it's not exactly your place. There are quite a few GWAG VAs who have Patreon, but they don't post previews on Reddit - they just advertise it on their page. On the other hand, those kinds of previews would also often seem out of place on say r/lgbtpillowtalkaudio because most of them aren't vanilla and/or "cosy, sweet, soft, soothing" - they're functionally kinky porn just without the porn part.
An exempt from GWAG Wiki:
Also, this is less of a technical thing and more of a feeling, but knowing those kinds of guys (from YT) I FEEL like if they were actually posting their full content on GWAG they would... not necessarily get banned or reprimanded but face moderation - they're not especially good at tagging their stuff properly.
All that said, I trust in GWAG mods more than I trust in any gods, so I'm sure it's going to be okay at the end.
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Something something we are the other in the political landscape that more than half of voters don’t want to think about apparently. Whether or not they hate us or want to ignore us when they vote, how can you when you created the other when you made and took a stance in the dichotomy in the first place. How can we be polarized when any day you might wake up and be disabled. Or when one day you might experience horrible unfairness in your life and wish you had community and understanding but bc you didn’t stand for oppressed people in the capitalist hellscape you have no one to stick up for you as a person when the capitalist machine eats you too. How can you hate us when we are you.
#generic ‘we’#just a vent into the void#also rehashing of American Gothic pieces and Black and anti-imperialist works#there is hope in this polarization#we can’t be driven out by them bc we are them#will it so i will it so
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Some of you people sound exactly like the fundamentalist adults in my life who were dead sure that Obama was going to abolish religious freedom and term limits and turn the US into a single-party state when he got elected in 2008 as opposed to like. being a pretty standard-issue federal politician with policies they didn't like. You know that, right?
#i hate go ''you have become that which you once hated'' but good grief some of you are annoying about it#this isn't about my mutuals for the most part I'm just venting my frustrations into the void
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you guys ever feel so unloved that not even the yandere fanfiction hits anymore? :/
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#i'm plagued by it#the big black empty hole inside of my chest#nobody gets it. i can't explain it#i can't make therapists or doctors understand. they just don't get it#are you sad? depressed? sometimes? they think#they just do not get it. no this big black void hovers over me constantly#it wants me to join it#it is always with me#and how will therapy help it go away if therapists do not even understand what it is?#i am utterly and completely helpless and powerless to it#i am scared. because i know the day will come where i succumb to it#bpd emptiness#chronic emptiness#bpd feelings#childhood trauma#actuallytraumatized#traumacore#vent edit#bpd
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It's terrible knowing that if I ever show sadness or show anything emotion that's not positive towards anything whether it's my fault or not I'll either get blamed for it or told that my emotions are irrational.
#i will never care if you reblog#im so tired#i just wanna escape#vent#tw vent#cw vent#eldest daughter syndrome#sad thoughts#eldest daughter#eldest sibling#oldest daughter#toxic mother#emotional neglect#emotional abuse#emotional abandonment#toxic mothers#toxic mom#toxic parents#thoughts to throw into the void
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Deep deep fear that one day all my friends are gonna decide they just don't wanna talk to me anymore for whatever reason and unfortunately, I won't get the memo and will keep trying and that'll just make them hate me more :(
#Logically in my LOGICAL brain I know that's silly#I wish I was not like this cause it causes so much fucking stress#for no reason#for imaginary reasons that don't exist#I also shouldn't be this anxious cause my friends aren't like that#they are all very good to me#and they probably don't have reasons to do that but I could give them several#I have very good friends that I really don't deserve but I'm too afraid to push people away so :)#vent tw#urghh sorry it's gettin so bleak on main#just having a rough night after a nice weekend#I think the combo of nightmares + feeling good lately has destroyed me lmao#anyway Kid Leo Update tomorrow#yayyy#don't respond to this it's just me yeling at the void#if you see this and we're friends uhhh no I will not elaborate actually I am just gonna sleep it off
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I often worry that I look like someone who only likes things for "shallow" reasons (shipping, memes, jokes, shitposts, ooc headcanons, etc.) but I'm also too shy and scared to ever try to post more serious thoughts on fiction online ever. I spent so much time in lit/english class feeling like my interpretations were always wrong or not focused on the right things, and so I'm just left to assume that those faults of mine probably carry over to now and the things I like as well. So while I really enjoy analyzing and picking apart things I like in my head, I'd never post those thoughts online out of fear of looking stupid, but I'm also worried I look stupid not posting any real serious thoughts. People seem to assume that what someone posts online represents the totality of their being or thoughts sometimes. I also think I don't owe anyone a certain way of enjoying things, but I also know that people can be judgmental assholes about it (which is simultaneously why I don't want to post sincere analysis and why I feel like I look stupid not posting it).
To make it clear I think there is nothing wrong for liking something exclusively or partially in a "shallow" way, I also don't think those are actually shallow ways of engaging with something, and I like things in those way too, but I know others can be assholes about it and I have a lot of hangups over how I'm perceived by others
#this is general and not just about tes#but tes is also this on steroids#there is so much going on i worry it is very very easy to look like an idiot trying to do anything analytical with it#and people get really heated about it and heated about others opinions related to it#which is why i stick to characters#except for falmer stuff because theres not much and ive already combed through probably all of it#even then i keep that to this site#mine#vent#not tes#just throwing my thoughts in the void
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I know its been said on here again and again but investing in your hobbies really is sooo helpful. I used to be excited to get home from school so I could eat and now I'm excited to get home so I can paint or draw or bake and I don't even think about eating
#like food for me before really was just about boredom#or filling up some void in my life#and now im so much more fulfilled and happier without it#tw 3d vent#tw ana rant#⭐️ ing motivation#@na motivation#⭐️ve#tw ed ana#light as a feather#ed but not ed sheeran#soupinmyshoes#i need to lose this weight#i need to lose so much weight
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The curse of being in the fandom of a popular media and watching as “serious” metas that you know are based off fanon memes go viral is to know pain.
#i want to respond soooooo badly#but what do you even say at that point?#just waltz onto someone’s post and go#‘hey there! you seem to have a fundamental misunderstanding of this character#that has made this entire meta void because nothing you believe actually applies’?#obviously not so#guess I’ll just vent
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i will not dedicate hours to explaining that & pairings are not the lower-focus version of romantic pairings, i will not dedicate hours to explaining that & pairings are not the less important version of romantic pairings, i will NOT--
#daily affirmations i guess syndnhzny#*reciting to the mirror*#i am in control of my time#im in control of where i put my energy#i will never be able to make everyone understand that & fic is equally character-focused as /#i will never be able to make everyone use the & tag correctly#i have my mutuals in my fandom who understand#reaching outside that risks starting tiring drama#i have control over my time and where i direct my energy#Id be much happier if i just spent it on the ~100k & fic that still doesn't have a complete first draft xynzgnxgnzng#ok im ok now#thx for listening void of the internet (+ the one or two ppl this reaches 💕) youre a real one 💪#uhh#tw repeating text#just a vent post#im ok now#probably#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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the right time
#arts into the void#trans#transgender#art#lgbtq#this isnt a vent specifically its just based off stuff I've seen a lot of around#transmasc#has alt text
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Ah of course it was that simple. Well... I hope Spring is enjoying her freedom, wherever she is. Spring's soul is okay... right?
H̴͙͖̤̼͖́̀̅̈͠Ǎ̶̲͔̰̞͎͂͐H̶̥̻͖̥̰̒A̸͕̬̖̣̞̋͋̐H̴̲͈̿À̶͉̍̌͊̔͜H̵̹̞̯̋A̸̜̳̼̫͉͒̚͠ ̷͙͕̫͔͋͌̋̕͜͝Ȟ̶́͑̀͜ͅE̷̤̜̿̔͝R̷̨̼̟̗̒́͑́ͅ ̴̣̭͐̓͘S̸͖͚̙͔̀Ō̵͍̩U̷̯̩̼͈̐̎͊̎L̴̨̺̰̺̄?̴̨̜̲̮͋̄͜ ̸̩̘̹̂͒̚Ḥ̵̭͕͆E̶̥͉͓͊̓̊͛̏ͅR̶̩͇͛͛̏̀͂ ̷̡͓͕̭̜̋͑̈́͠͝Ŝ̷̳̠̙̫̼̊̔͒O̴͉̲̤̘̓̈́ͅỦ̸̫̮̙͔̗L̶̝̀ ̶͍̒͆I̴͇̯̖͉͑̒̃̍͝S̶͚̾̿͝-̵̨͚̺̾̎̋̍
My soul is fine!
Boy let me tell you all the fun I had this month I was completely free!
I went through many dimensions and solved many puzzles, getting inside someone’s personal work
Everything was very beautiful, I really hope this individual is doing better with his struggles though!
I then went to a subway station and got lost many times…
Many, many times…
But the places I visited were very interesting with very interesting people in them as well
After getting loss many times on that subway station, I decided to take a break for a few days in someone’s house, it was cozy, but a bit too welcoming for me…
At the end of my journey, I went inside someone’s mind!
It was bizarre but mesmerizing, many interesting things in there
I had so much fun exploring with no limits
…
But the month is over and the deal is broken, now I'm back and my body hurts… I wonder what he did while I was gone…
I hope I get to visit those places again someday in the future… they were nice…
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Image credits (visit those places):
The Beginner’s Guide
Subway Adventure
2:22AM
Fugue in Void
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What bill did (slight blood/gore warning):
I think he found out I study psychology LMAO what is this???
#my artwork#<3<3<3#me#2:22 am#fugue in void#the beginner’s guide#subway adventure#I think The beginner’s guide is the only game you have to pay for#it’s still worth it though#I love liminal games with interesting stories#10/10#is this a vent? idk lol#I'm back though! just in time for spooky month
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turns out being a void child doesnt protect you from gender dysphoria. heres goner chara in sweater town bc i cant relate at all
#vent art ig lol#im in Misery#just drawing bc i cant stand doing anything else lmao#undertale#chara#goner!chara#chara dreemurr#he draws#gaster followers#void chara
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the “just following orders” crowd when it comes to azula is so aggravating to me at this point. A) you realize that line’s been used to attempt to justify atrocities throughout history, right? it’s not the flex you think it is.
B) so many of these people show their hand because they apply that ‘logic’ to azula but not zuko. and to be clear—they shouldn’t! zuko trying to capture aang may be “following orders” but it’s still wrong. the difference is that zuko actually LEARNS this and atones for it. a huge part of his arc is realizing he CAN’T justify the wrong he’s done by following his father’s orders.
so the hypocrisy is kinda staggering.
#woke up in a mood lmao#don’t want to Start Shit i’m just venting into the void and to the five people who share my frustrations lmao#anti azula stans#mine#text#atla#azula#zuko#fandom critical
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I think it's funny how most of us here went from Sad™ and Depressed™ as children/teens, only to end up ✨Sad and Depressed✨ adults.
Funny in the way that, we thought things would never get better, and they did. And funny in the way that they actually never DID get better - we just learned how to cope.
Except that we actually *didn't* learn how to cope, we just got used to it. Which really means, we didn't got used to it - we are just too tired to care.
Going through my worse depressive bouts before felt like fighting teeth and nail for a way out. It was hell, and it burned, and I cared. Now I simply shrug and be thankful there's fire to make some coffee. Does this make sense?
It was so loud and shrieking before, and now is more of a constant heavy hum, always there just out of reach, clinging to my legs and feet, dragging itself on the floor like a old dying beast. Once in a while it remembers it's alive and rips by flesh with its teeth, without any warning. Then back to playing dead. It bites less frequently now but my God, does it hurt.
I'm glad to not have to constantly fight for my life anymore, but I miss the days when that was something I wanted. I'm afraid I tipped the nihilistic scale too far and now I'm just sort of drifting away, little by little.
It's too quiet now and I don't like it.
#idk i just needed to vent a little#i hardly ever talk about more personal stuff because I just tend to deal alone but. i think this might make sense to some people out there#the amount of years dealing with this have made me really good at identifying the patterns#but sometimes they sneak by. and it's scary when things go quiet. i think i'm doing so well but really i'm right on the eye of the storm#idk ignore this guys. this isn't a sympathy post or anything. also no need to worry about [ ]#i'm not going back there. i'm just screaming a little bit to the void to lessen the load i suppose#anyways. it's way too early to be having existencial crisis. sheesh.#sorrreeehhh. my whimsy is a little plastic these days#darya talks to herself
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