#I think the combo of nightmares + feeling good lately has destroyed me lmao | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

angelpuns · 2 months ago

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Deep deep fear that one day all my friends are gonna decide they just don't wanna talk to me anymore for whatever reason and unfortunately, I won't get the memo and will keep trying and that'll just make them hate me more :(

#Logically in my LOGICAL brain I know that's silly #I wish I was not like this cause it causes so much fucking stress #for no reason #for imaginary reasons that don't exist #I also shouldn't be this anxious cause my friends aren't like that #they are all very good to me #and they probably don't have reasons to do that but I could give them several #I have very good friends that I really don't deserve but I'm too afraid to push people away so :)#vent tw #urghh sorry it's gettin so bleak on main #just having a rough night after a nice weekend #I think the combo of nightmares + feeling good lately has destroyed me lmao #anyway Kid Leo Update tomorrow #yayyy #don't respond to this it's just me yeling at the void #if you see this and we're friends uhhh no I will not elaborate actually I am just gonna sleep it off

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