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kaisollisto · 2 days ago

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#tko_art 25 #my whole left leg hurts #gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #there's still sum wrong with this i think #hmmmmmmmmmmm #the lips are probably too big #and the smile line on the bottom is probably wrong curve #tomorrow problems #and rendering this will look so different hahahaha #and i still have to draw armor on her hahhahaha #based off another drawing that i had #idk why she's purple don't ask me #that's a problem for future kib #and the angle for her neck is probably too harsh #ugh i don't know anatomy #frowny emoji >:(#anyway this is just rendering practice #next time i have to do a two body problem #i can't draw two things in orbit #it's so sad n depressing #but that's probably... bc of ... perspective???#ughhhhhh #it all leads back to her >:(#drawing her likeness was a tad easier #took me less time too #zzzzz #gonna go put my leg in a coma

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clownsuu · 2 years ago

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Wally talks to his dad about his love life

Home I feel is a really good listener (maybe a little too good since he eavesdrops a lot on accident- very observant of his surroundings)

cw minor obsessive/possessive behavior on first photo under cut

I remember I freaked out years ago when I found out some bugs, specially some spiders, have lil beaned peets

#I will never get over that fact it’s the cutest thing ever #I think that’s what cured me from my fear of spiders LMAOOO #That and djmm #B e a n s #Welcome home #welcome home howdy #welcome home wally #welcome home home #howdy pillar #wally darling #wallypillar #howdydarling #funfact I was gunna draw some ship stuff for mob au with these two #Bbbbbut u h h h h h h #Every single time I ask anything relationship wise with mob howdy and Wally it’s like-#R e a l l y a b u s i v e JDHFHHDJDJDJ #I had a fic where I asked if howdy was married and he depressively said yeah #And I was like “why u so sad dawg isn’t married life supposed to be good specially with someone so powerful”#And he’s like “yeah but I’m just seen as another object- if anything the torture got worse afterwards-“#And I was like o h #And I ran away with him LMAOO #But then later we got caught by Wally and Wally killed me rip JDHDHDDH #In “canon” mob Wally marrying someone who is a part of the “mob family” he would treat mostly gently #However when it comes to howdy he would still use him as a punching bag #Howdy rarely gets any sleep- and to then be bound by the boss? Who never sleeps and is incapable of doing so? W h a c k #Another funfact #Since Wally can’t sleep he would stare at his (current/possible) partner while they sleep #Very awkward

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dykedvonte · 3 months ago

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It’s crazy how expendable all the crew members were to the Pony Express.

A 30% chance that your shipment would be lost. Cargo and crew are inseparable if we are to believe the shitty layout of the Tulpar. People use it because it’s cheap. The labor is cheap. The lives are cheap.

They are all relatively easy to forget about. It’s implied Anya and Curly don’t have many friends or much family to be concerned about them back home. She mentions nothing and no one to fall back on and he feels like wasted his life with the company. Jimmy probably only has Curly, otherwise people wouldn’t care or ask. Of course Daisuke and Swansea have family’s but Swansea thinks poorly of his and Daisuke’s poorly of him. All people in the companies eyes that wouldn’t stir up too much trouble if they became part of the 30%.

It makes it so much sadder because that ladder they were climbing was so small and shitty. There were rungs, ranks, but even the highest was barely off the ground. Jimmy wanted to reach the top of something that was brutally cut off and knocked everyone else off just to not see it.

#like yes curly was slightly better off but he’s not getting a severance package he’s a top show pony to the company #but they will just shoot him if he becomes a horse with a broken leg #Anya was likely picked cause she had enough knowledge but not enough to concretely call malpractice and Swansea was already a cog in the mix #he was an alcoholic getting back on the straight n narrow he needed it Daisuke is forced on the trip and eager to prove himself #Jimmy also need the job and got it from nepotism and won’t care as long as he’s paid #complains but yknow and Curly likely doesn’t do much but work he’s like a perfect little face man and he kinda hates it #like it’s a misconception that he was bored at the top or he needed a new ladder because he was done with this one he literally is miserable #and feels like he unfulfilled and doing nothing with his life as he’s ONLY successful in his work like he has nothing else #which makes it so mad cause Jimmy saw Curly as this guy with a perpetual golden goose but he’s just like them #like shiny gold appearances aside he’s like the second saddest like next to Anya because shes like depressed #because yknow she’s a victim but she had hopeful and happy determined prospects like Curly is just sad with his life and Swansea is chilling #like he’s made his peace even if he’s not like clicking his heals and Jimmy is less sad more angry #he’s a sad mans tho like he’s like Dan vs to me #mouthwashing #the pony express #mouthwashing game #nurse anya #anya mouthwashing #captain curly #curly mouthwashing #daisuke mouthwashing #swansea mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing

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theunconcernedembalmer · 1 month ago

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...so my laptop finally died

#its me the mun #died right after i finished a reply. colour n all. im so sad #i cant even upload it anywhere now!!! cos my laptop is now unresponsive!!!!#i literally had it in thr drafts i was typing out the tags n then my laptop crashed i wanted to cry #i was so close..........#im gonna try n see if i can at least save that one reply #god i owe like 90% of the blog to this laptop. i know its about time but..... not like this........#i was just typing in the tags before my laptop crashed. i kind of wanted to keep this blog with art from my laptop #since it looks a little different from my ipad sketches. cleaner. neater. consistent colours #but i guess now i dont really have a choice u-u #well not like the inbox is that full. ill see what i can do with the two or so asks i have #i will set aside time to draw thats my new years resolution i refuse to fall back into work induced depression #anyway fifi pls give me more time to get to ur reply im so sad i couldnt get it out before it died......#i spent half an hour trying to get it to go past the welcome screen...... sighs.....

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b4relyreal · 3 months ago

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im going to lose it

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usagiismh · 5 months ago

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Ooohh ahhhh the details

#twilight princess #midna twilight princess #princess zelda #legend of zelda #lesbean #oohhh so sad #interdimensional sadness #depression got new heights n shit yknow

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alukaforyou · 19 days ago

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hello! I have been following you for years now, and just wanted to say that I'm really glad that your tags under reblogs went from depression and no plans for long life to becoming a tattoo artist and looking forward to living more. all while being faithful to pink. I hope that many many good things come your way from now on!

also, I really like your art. both lineart and coloring is very beautiful)

aaa tysm 💗 omg i was JUST thinking abt this recently!!! like im so glad i didnt kms during hs - college LMAO cuz now i can motorboat sukunas fat boobs in 2025 life is beautiful 👍🏻

#becoming a tat artist was not planned in any way but having $ and moving out rly did That #i forgot how much it sucked living w my fam the trauma of it all like it feels so distant now im like.. did that all rly happen sjejwjsm #im on ok terms w my fam now mostly cuz i basically ran away from home and cut contact at first but they begged me to forgive them basically #sort of so my sis n i visit them once a month or so and they r on their best behavior #and we play pretend normal family ANSWJJSWJKSJA #also there was the general existential dread like idk wat to do w my life im scared i should die 💀 BUT NOT ANYMORE CUZ ME HAS A JOB N CAN #AFFORD STUFF YAY :D #i havent wanted to kms since like 2020/2021 YAYZ #or 2022? idk my memory is soo completely fcked at this point stuff beyond a year ago seem super far away and weird but basically IVE BEEN #GOOD FOR A WHILE #i also dont cry anymore only at sad cat posts online haha but looking back that was not normal 👎🏻#specifically i was like i wanted my fam to find my dead body so i can traumatize them back and also run away from existential dread THATS A #KRAZEE LINE OF THOUGHT OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT WAS MEEEEEE #now i have 2 beautiful kids (my cats) and i daydream abt my anime husbands #and i buy a bunch of hanboks #and go to the salon for my hair instead of bleaching it and dying it pink myself #and i get my nails done man life is GOOD :3 #literally depression WHO #i cant believe i would have missed out on jjk cuz i only got into that in 2024 STAY ALIVE PPL!!! :3 #drawing sexy sukuna every night haaaaaa 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻#asks #TY AGAIN THIS ASK IS NICE 💗💗💗💗#allll da best to u toooo 💗💗🎀💗💗💗🎀💗💗💗🎀🎀

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leah2eroes · 2 months ago

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tumblr stopped being fun at some point in the last like 3 weeks. i hope it comes back. i feel awful.

#i wish guilt wasnt a factor here #i feel bad about not providing content #idk i just #its 7am here and i havent slept quite yet #im really sad right now #like on the verge of tears but theyre not coming #im saving up to get back on hrt but its so fucking goddamn expensive #my hormones are having a fucking hard time balancing themselves i think #like theres a mountain of problems im faced with right now and theyre too real and i just want to burrow into the recesses of my own mind #and like stay there forever #it sucks when the “i feel broken” thing is manifesting in very real ways #when like your mental health issues are causing real tangible problems n shit #ive been too depressed and lacking in motivation to do anything with my life and its put me in a hole i dont feel capable of crawling from #im just #endlessly frustrated at my inability to function #which gets more potent the longer it goes on and the worse things get #blegh when did this become a vent post no thanks #whatever #people have already unfollowed me in the last 2 weeks of inactivity why should i hold myself back from posting this #i feel like im supposed to turn to drugs at this point lol #like thats the logical progression here #shame thats not a thing im willing to do #unless someone links me to a dubious but entirely safe source of adderall or something #amphetamines save me.....#i need sleep #fuck

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starfilledsky2810 · 2 months ago

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damn I yap a lot

tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]

so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]

Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]

Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird

Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly

Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.

Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so

OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.

#so the post is for the practical stuff n the tags r for emotional btw [or at least I tried to do that]#[yeah just except the para starting with “originally” I'll keep that there despite being unnecessary]#-#genuinely. im so scared. im so scared all the time [most of the time not scared of anything in particular - I mean the physical problems #fuck me up by making me scared and sad and tired most of the time for no reason]#I have no energy and it's all up and down and even though I actually feel okay rn [not good but okay] after literally breaking down an hour #ago I still know this shouldn't be happening #nobody is going to believe me if I say I have high-functioning depression. who do I tell. well they will believe me but how would it help #and I'm so scared to tell anyone for no reason. I'm not scared mentally rn but no matter whether or not Im ok the emotion stops me from #taking action if that makes sense.#--#I don't understand what I did to deserve this why is this happening to me #why are these internal problems out of my control happening to me #I don't understand and it truly deeply scares me #---#I meant to out this at the start of the tags but fuck it I'm too far in and on mobile to go all the way back now #thank you if you read this far. truly thank you because I need someone to talk to and my irl's are not an option for all different reasons #if I reach out to you about smth random please talk to me as if I'm still not half-gone.#feel free to message me whenever about wtv despite the “hiatus” I need it #... if you have read this far for whatever reason please text me that my Rui loves me my brain is trying to guilt me and say he doesn't #[that just happens when I'm in a certain state even tho that's when I need Rui the most selfship mutuals u get it pls help me out]#he. he does love me right? I swear he does I just. can't seem to believe it right now #I shouldn't have pushed all that to the bottom when it was directly telling my mutuals what I need lol #I feel a little hopeless sometimes. that's not like me I'll be alright in the end. no not that. I'll be better than alright I can fix this #I can fix this. I just need help. god I need help.#at the very least I'll be alright

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werebutch · 1 year ago

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So many times I’ve seen people on here be like wowww it’s so funny seeing ppl rage over vegans 😁!! ….. these people genuinely have no idea what they’re talking about. If you mention all their stuff being made of plastic they cover their ears and go lalala like they’re 5. I’m sorry but it DOES make me mad. I wish your passion for the environment could go somewhere actually useful and not to blissful ignorance and even environmental harm. -_-

#idgaf if you don’t eat meat. good for you… but if the reason you’re vegan is because of some sad baby cows and not the overall impact of #the fashion industry (etc) then you’re not seeing the big picture. and you’ll likely never WANT to see ..#different subject but I also think it’s worth noting the anthropomorphism of farm animals in advocacy for veganism. does that make sense #like the whole thing about like. imagine you’re born just to become meat and a jacket etc etc so sad so depressing. except.. animals have n #concept of that. they only know right now. they don’t think about stuff like that?….#you can’t put yourself in their place because they genuinelh don’t have the capacity to understand it like we do. it’s annoying #obviously I want livestock to be treated well. it makes me sad that abuse is rampant in an industry like this. but if you want to really #help… buy your meat from someone you KNOW treats their animals well. ?does that make sense..#this is not the garden of Eden bitch animals die. that’s not always a bad thing. hello can anyone hear me

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agalychnisspranneusroseus · 3 months ago

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Thank god Sasha was confirmed bisexual, otherwise people would hc her as lesbian solely and exclusively because she's kind of a bitch.

#like it's a stereotype at this point. happy bubbly character HC'd as bi or pan. weird almost alien-esque character HC'd as ace/aro/aroace #skinny depressed sadboi man HC'd as gay. physically stronger taller and more extroverted and confident man HC'd as bisexual #and of course. mean bitch HC'd as a lesbian #i really don't get the ''nice fun and bubbly = bisexual'' stereotype at all #like what does it meannnnn #is it meant to represent how they're more ''open'' to ''more people''??#and lesbians being mean represents ?? idk that they're more ''closed''?#also see how the fanon male gay characters are usually like sad delicate flowers that must be protected and fanon lesbians are #just more ''rough'' somewhat. or at least closed off and cold or distant somehow #''frigid'' is the word that comes to my mind (yikes)#btw I LOVE that Anne and Marcy are characterized as lesbians a lot of the time in this fandom #since they're definitely much more ''soft'' and like cutesy and sweet than big mean Sasha #i love lesbian Anne (extroverted. confident. likes playing matchmaker. super super social. local jock. quite girly when she has the chance)#and I love lesbian Marcy (soft adorable bubbly girl. surprisingly extroverted. VERY hyper. vv energetic. adorable n precious cinnamon roll)#i kinda like the idea of aroace Marcy as someone who clings to her friends so desperately because she sees them drifting away from her #and priorizing other types of relationships (romantic bonds) while she's left alone because THEY were her everything #and she gave her whole heart to them #but they never gave their hearts to her because they were waiting for someone else to give them to. a romantic partner.#something marcy could never be #but I also feel like sometimes the ''weird girl'' thing might give off alien vibes somehow (?) like she just clearly doesn't belong in this #in this world she doesn't belong to this species she doesn't experience what most humans experience #i have mixed feelings on aroace marcy but tbh i don't care enough to like. complain about people who see her that way lol #though I admit I prefer lesbian Marcy a lot more #my posts #btw one hc i really do adore is trans girl Anne. idk if it's ''too stereotypical'' in relation to her like about who she sees in the mirror #i find it so soft and sweet. how she learns to love herself. how she forms a sense of self. trans girl anne my absolute precious #amphibia

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chryblossomjjk · 1 year ago

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#first therapy session went well !#i didn't cry which is v surprising lol #maybe bc we didnt go too in depth about things but #therapist already picking up on things i didn't like #never really thought of myself as an anxious person #depression was more so what stuck out to me #but like therapist was like bestie... u sound more anxious than ur perceiving #like i put that i don't struggle with social anxiety bc generally in a group of people im pretty outgoing #but like my coping skills are isolation lol #and i often turn down invitations bc of my insecurities #and in general just hate being perceived despite wanting it #like i literally havent answered any asks on here in months bc #im afraid of what people think of me #and im scared of interaction #but im also dying for human connection lol :'))#i also avoid men completely bc trauma so yeah #and it all stems from a deep deep belief that i am not worthy of love n wOw im sad but like we can only go up from here right :'))#LMAO SORRY THAT THIS IS WHAT MY BLOG HAS BECOME BUT #idk this is my diary fr #anywho sorry for everything #will most likely delete all these rants bc its embarassing lol but #love you all #and im so sorry for not answering the asks #thank you for reading my fics #your comments mean sm to me truly #love you endlessly

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mango-shpango · 6 days ago

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someone take me to brighton so i can go to a tomedy night pls

#i love tommys more creative endeavors sm and i want to go watch it so bad #like idk the vibes seem so good from what i can tell #his newer videos are such creative inspo for me #like. i really wanna get into filming n videos bc of it #GUYS SOMEONE GET ME A CAMCORDER AND I WILL 😣😣#if i make sad n depressed videos would you still lov me #if i was a worm- HAHA

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lolliepops-rox · 4 months ago

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Now you may see me reblogging a bunch of red velvet pancakes¹, but understand the version of Matt that lives in my head HATES James for a very long time for reasons they can't explain (She's an egg. That's why.)

Ke8zu1vr9s9d8w Just. Open and Proud transman man James. Handsome, rugged, Mountie James who represents everything Matt doesn't want to be. (masculine & accepting herself) And Mattie can't explain WHY she doesn't like James

Mattie: He's totally evil! Alfred: I mean, he seems to be the most normal of them all? Mattie: No trust me he's totally planning something evil, I just don't know what yet. Alfred: Okay...

¹amazing ship name btw Hetalia fandom. You peaked with the selfcest ship names for Cana & ame

#aph canada #2p canada #hetalia #2ptalia #eoz81hbr trans women matt & ivan are so near & dear to my heart #talking lollie #matt gets over the hate once she cracks her egg <3 #until then theyre a depressed stoner sitting in the basement with a smashed bong on the floor n sitcom reruns being the only light #but then she gets sorted and her & James can smoke weed & watch reruns together in the livingroom so its way less depressing n sad #and maybe make out n have t4t sex on the couch idk #oh fuck. ive gone back to my roots but the new flavour of them that lives in my head (4chumblr)

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capricioussun · 1 year ago

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People looove giving uf papyrus bad posture idk why but I’ve been trying to come up with reasons why. He’s just shy. He has anxiety <3 The armor is too heavy for his frame but he insists on wearing it anyway. Childhood accident that left him with a crooked spine </3 Sans made him feel self conscious about being tall. Undyne told him when he was a teenager that if he gets taller than her she’ll break his legs off from the knee down. Thinks it makes him look more intimidating (it doesn’t). Has scoliosis :\

#love trying to come up with reasons for fanon things #like the time I made myself sad making a tragic backstory for ‘‘blueberry’’ where he was actually in a terrible accident protecting papyrus #when they were kids that wound him up with amnesia/head trauma so Papyrus lied about being the older brother to take care of him n now sans #is mentally stuck at the age of when the accident occurred and it’s part of why papyrus has Depression (he blames himself)#lol #underfell #underfell papyrus #uf edge

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cazieve9 · 1 month ago

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🎀Tw V€nting abt 👩🏻‍🏫🏫! <33

No matter how much I change or think I’ve married I’ve relised people will always see me as a v1l€ d1sgust1ng monst€r and a st@1n on there social cricle, I can’t blame them i understand how my attentions appear but I’m so sick of putting my heart out explaining and trying my best to understand and be aware of everything thing just to get nothing or just silences in reply, I care so deeply about stuff yet people seem to think I don’t care at all, god I regret even joining that school, it makes me feel so d1sgust€d about myself, I can’t help but wanna v0m1t and cry even thinking abt it, make it even worse? I’m basically in isolation now because a girl got all her friends to report me because she dosent like how strong spoken and confident I am (old teachers option that she got fired) so erm yay! I’m unable to get an education because of how I present myself, god this school is like a kick in the teeth, everytime I think I’ve gotten better it all goses worng again huh? Anyway I’m back on tumblr to cry and b1tch abt my life and post my €d/D1et sh1t, so erm, Yea trying to do a week+some F@st The longest I’ve don’t is like a week, but with school starting again I don’t think it will be hard, since being there always makes me feel so d1sgus1ng about how I look to the point I’ve V0m1ted just gone looking at myself ahah!, I’ll probably share my crazy theory’s and thoughts on Victoria (Member of staff and teacher who agrees with the girl in my class Millie) in another post or a reblog to this😭 god this probably seems so whiney, oh well I have no one to v€nt to without ruining stuff and no one really reads these v€nt posts so atleast it helps me get my thoughts out? I don’t know man, I never do ahah..

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