#it’ll never be worth it

[anonymouspicturesposts]

some people need to see this, i know i did❤️

100 reasons not to kill yourself

Feel free to add more in the notes <33

Family, friends, parents, siblings, grandparents, other loved ones will miss you so much

Tons of people really do care about you even if it feels like they don’t. Trust me they do.

Seeing all the sunsets and sunrises

Laughing really hard

Singing in the car to music

Looking at the stars/moon/stargazing

The feeling after finishing a book

Going to concerts

Meeting your online/internet friends !!

Writing story’s/songs/poetry anything you do

Warm showers/baths after a cold day

Drinking tea/coffee on rainy days

Sitting in the sun

Late night talks with friends

Swimming in the ocean

Listening to music

Your favorite artist still might release music you need to hear

Screaming just for the fun of it

Sleeping after a long day

Waking up to find snow outside

Being told “I love you”

Traveling around the world

Eating your favorite food

All the books you haven’t read

You’re favorite authors will write more books for you to read

Watching your favorite movies and cuddled up in blankets

Writing letters

Coffee shops

Going to Vintage/antique stores

Making other people happy

Watching twilight while it’s raining out

Falling in love

Breathing

Big long hugs

Drinking coffee

Waking up on Christmas morning

Laughing until you cry

Roasting marshmallows over a campfire

Listening to a song you love on repeat

Meeting people and immediately clicking with them

Sleeping in

Lighting a candle then blowing it out

Wearing your favorite outfit

Daydreaming

Getting flowers

Finding your soulmate

Helping other people

Long car rides

Eating icecream on a hot day

Chocolate

Kissing someone you’re in love with

Being yourself

Waking up in the summer to birds chirping

Listening to the wind

Taylor Swift

Taylor swift’s re-recordings

Having inside jokes

Mediating

Having complete silence

The thrill of sneaking out

Driving really fast

Nutella and peanut butter

Having a crush on someone

Remembering your dreams

Listening to the ocean

Sitting in the beach

Wearing your favorite clothing

Sex

Getting tattoos and or piercings

Cute cats

And dogs

All the other super cute animals

Getting drunk

Publishing a story you wrote

Telling a story

Art

Graduating

Getting married

Having children

Making a family

Seeing one of your favorite books become a movie

Museums

Learning new languages

Amusement parks and roller coasters

Dancing

Holiday breaks

Stormy weather

Wearing sweaters

Saving someone else’s life

Dressing up on Halloween

Cuddling with someone

Laying in the grass looking at clouds

Taking photos

Building blanket/pillow forts

Holding hands

Crying

Someone hyping you up

Watching fireworks

You are loved

Just simply living and breathing and drinking water and eating food. Sometimes it’s hard to do those things but it’ll be worth it someday.

[addictt-with-a-pen]

oh, don’t mind me, just over here being the most unlovable creature in existence

[napping-sapphic]

idk if i’m just THAT tired of feeling awful and dealing with so much life stuff lately but i’ve decided that actually i’m going to like myself and allow myself to have a nice day this time thanks

[bondagebimbo]

LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.

and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠

I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.

I’m just. I give up.

this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭

[sweetandglovelyart]

I decided to try designing a Metadede child and a Taransusie child, this is Meta Knight and Dedede’s daughter Cintia and Taranza and Susie’s daughter Clover. Before anyone asks how they exist, my lore for them is that both of them are clones, but instead of being cloned from one person they’re cloned from a combination of two people. I have more backstory about them and explanations for their names under the cut.

I wanted to give Cintia a moon-themed name (because of the moon theme in the final battle against Meta Knight and Dedede in Kirby Fighters 2), and I also wanted her to have a Spanish name because of Meta Knight’s accent in the anime. However, I didn’t want to call her Luna since she’s a princess and I didn’t want anyone to confuse her with the My Little Pony character Princess Luna. Cintia is the Spanish version of Cynthia, which means moon/is related to the moon goddess Artemis, so I called her that instead of Luna. The little gold and black design on her crown is supposed to be a crescent moon to further convey the moon theme. I feel like Meta Knight would call her by her full name most of the time but he might call her “mija” (“my daughter” in Spanish) or “pingüinita” (“little penguin” in Spanish) as a little affectionate nickname lmao, Dedede and most of the other characters would just call her Cindee.

For Clover, I wanted to give her a floral/plant themed name since she’s the princess of Floralia (in my AU of things Taranza becomes the king of Floralia after the events of Triple Deluxe, so that makes Clover a princess). Four leaf clovers are also symbols of good luck, and each leaf of a four leaf clover represents luck, faith, hope, and love, so I thought that it would be a nice meaningful name for her. Her full name is Clover Maxine Haltmann, she has Susie’s last name since Taranza doesn’t have one and her middle name is Maxine in honor of her grandfather Max.

Clover is the first one to be cloned, when Taranza and Susie are engaged and are preparing for their wedding. They go visit another planet to establish diplomatic relations between Floralia and the aliens on that planet, and after they mention that they’re getting married soon the aliens ask them if they’re planning to have kids. Taranza and Susie explain that they can’t have kids the usual way since they’re different species and that wouldn’t work, but the aliens are experts at cloning and have technology that allows them to clone children for couples who are different species. The aliens clone Clover as a wedding gift for Taranza and Susie, not realizing that the two of them saying that they couldn’t have kids didn’t necessarily mean that they wanted to have kids lmao… it all works out though, Taranza and Susie didn’t expect to get Clover but they’re still happy to have her and they return to Popstar with her. After seeing Clover, Dedede and Meta Knight decide that they want to have a kid, so they go visit the aliens and ask them to clone one for them, and that’s where Cindee comes from. I drew Cindee and Clover as little kids here so I could give them some outfits and convey their personalities a bit, but I’ll have to draw them again as babies.

[6ebe]

Applying for 50 jobs within 12 months and not getting a single offer is almost an accomplishment woah I’m so talented x

[kavehater]

Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭

[scrimple]

I can regulate my emotions just fine as long as I can cut myself :3

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

[questionably-audhd-oracle]

Guys I don’t think anyone will be able to know me completely and I don’t think I’d ever be able to explain myself adequately; closest I can get is when I write and paint and I have yet to meet anyone who doesn’t just give a cursory glance and nod approvingly. Like yeah I’m glad you think it’s pretty but it’s more than that. It’s me. It’s as close as you’ll get to knowing and as close as I’ll get to telling you and instead of really reading it or really taking it in you just say “that’s nice” or something and man that kinda sums up how people have treated me to my face my whole life. Yeah they look at me and yeah they critique but they don’t care to really understand. And even if they did, I just don’t have the energy to even try to convert or explain or translate the way I see myself into a manageable presentation. I don’t think I ever can. That’s kind of lonely

[vashti-lives]

For Reasons I had to completely undo the ENTIRE neckline of my sweater and now I have to start from scratch and pick up all the stitches ALL OVER AGAIN and I’m so mad I might cry. I was like half way through (I except for where I wasn’t?????) and now I’m at the beginning again.

[victoriasugdens]

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[liam-summers]

Hozier actually asked Angel what he was thinking about in this scene

And then he wrote these lyrics right after

“I do not have wings, love

I never will

Soaring over a world you are carrying

If these heights should bring my fall

Let me be your own

Icarian carrion”

Cc @keanherself

[vigilantejustice]

hello. in today’s unhinged news my brother surprised me by paying me back the (very hefty) chunk of change he’s owed me forever and now i’m flying to melb with a stranger from discord to camp out for paramore’s last show in two days 🤯🤡

[wyn-n-tonic]

Tw weight but actively noticing the ways in which people are beginning to treat me better as I lose weight is crazy and disheartening. Like why wasn’t I worth kindness twenty pounds ago? Will the kindness be better in another twenty pounds. Anyway Go Birds.

[4xiaojun]

NEW THEME WHO THIS?? 🙈