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Will Blue Blood ever find out about what Cinch did? How will he react to knowing someone he trusted drove a wedge between him and his true love? How will he react when he finds out he missed out on the early days of his daughters life? This sounds like the recipe for a villan origin story (or at the very least a murder)

He will find out! I’m planning that story out quite a bit! I’ll say it’s not a great revelation for him. Blueblood had been in his heartbroken and disguising it by not letting anyone get close to him era when Ditzy left cause he didn’t know why so that leads to the jerk behavior from the Gala. This is gonna rattle him to the core, yeah.

[addictt-with-a-pen]

oh, don’t mind me, just over here being the most unlovable creature in existence

[angeart]

please, stop—

[hellfire--cult]

Does someone know a way to like, go back to how I was feeling with stranger things in 2022? I wish I could erase my memory to watch it all, all over again and feel like that once more. Is that so much to ask for?

[artificialbreezy]

i’m just ramblin

you bullied me so hard. so hard. you can deny it until you are blue in the face but the second i block you and your whole group of friends it suddenly stops. what a weird, and whacky coincidence.

now, you’ve done even more fucked up shit. which apparently isn’t your first thing with SA. apparently you’ve had grey area in fics for a while now.

now, if you would’ve just fucking listened the first handful of times you were called out for your gross behavior towards the guys this maybe wouldn’t have happened. maybe, you would’ve learned the things you were doing weren’t okay. however you are FULL grown adult, you SHOULD know it isn’t okay. you should’ve known.

instead of being an adult and taking accountability. you’re hiding. you’re blocking people.

you are the reason people look at us weird. you’re the reason. i really hope you know that.

[dearmyloveleys]

Qijiu is quite literally my tragic roman empire.

As a romantic and a sucker for any storyline about the red thread of fate, I am particularly devastated about the one between shen jiu and yue qingyuan. They could have been, but they never would have. The most tragic aspect is that they weren’t mostly doomed by the original narrative, but by them as individuals, their actions and how unseemingly, deeply complex they are.

The extra chapter about them means so much to me, not only because we get to see a sliver of PIDW, but also how ill fated qijiu are because of their own actions. Shenjiu was never going to be redeemable, or wanted himself to be less villainous. He lived with hatred, and was going to die with it.

But Shenjiu still cared. He knew he was trash and that he would hurt Yue Qingyuan.

As for Yue Qingyuan, his own actions and delay/pandering (no matter how well intentioned they were), contributed even if a little, towards the further darkening of shenjiu. He blamed himself for this and he knelt in front of Shenjiu.

He asked Shenjiu to draw xuansu and take his life for the hatred he harboured.

Shenjiu was ruled by so much hatred and bitterness. He could never hold love in his heart. But in the end, he did still feel.

He was still human. He expressed so much regret and lament towards their fate together at his end. He blamed himself for Yue Qingyuan’s death. Yue Qingyuan shouldn’t have met this kind of fate. It shouldn’t have been like this.

The red thread of fate may entangle, pulled, but never break. For a properly fated couple, death will not separate them. But for qijiu, even in death their red threads reached out for each other but never joined. It’s always the possibility, the what if that hurts the most.

Is it cruel foreshadowing that when shenyuan comes into the picture, from a simple what if, that their red thread of fate is decidedly broken and cut?

Not even passing by each other. In a new life and forever after in other reincarnations, qijiu will never be fated ever again. They were too early and too late for each other, as they always were. Never in time.

[sleepy-keith]

okay i’m watching season 8 now and i’m just so angry. the sunset scene with our boys had more romance and intimacy than allurance has altogether. but the writers were fucking assholes and took away what they kept hinting and promising at. queerbaiting at its absolute finest.

[frogaroundandfindout]

Dick telling Bruce that he refuses to keep denying that Bruce is a part of him and that he is proud to have been Robin (Teen Titans Spotlight #14)

[karaspal]

i don’t want to say my takes on supergirl are better than most people’s, but i did read most of new 52 supergirl without my only takeaway being “kara is angry and hates humans” so perhaps my takes are better than most people’s.

guys. friends. pals. i’m begging you. stop. kara cares about people. and anger is a normal part of grief. it was there. but it wasn’t her only personality trait. learn some literary understanding. the difference between her and clark isn’t that he cares and she doesn’t. enough with that!!! kara zor-el might be a lot of things, but one things she’ll never be is indifferent when it came to people’s suffering. humans included.

“kara doesn’t care about humans because they aren’t kryptonian” reads as elitism to me. and i know she grew up in the house of el where elitism was sometimes the case (depending on the era). BUT. she is better than this. that’s the point. she cares about everyone. kara and kal are the better future of the house of el. the difference between them isn’t that he cares and she doesn’t. so enough with that. the equivalent of “kara hates humans” is john byrne’s superman btw where clark didn’t care about krypton and only earth.

kara can miss krypton, her people and her culture without hating another. she can feel like an outsider on earth without hating its people. i mean, kara spent her entire new 52 run meeting and bonding with other people, most of them humans. so idk why people are so adamant she hated humans. i know people want to be a difference between kara and clark, but taking away kara’s compassion will never be the correct way to establish that difference.

[britts-galaxy-brain]

Yeah. Okay. I think I'm done for a while. I have been at this since 2017. I have done my best to make sure evidence was available for anyone who asked. I've tried to be diplomatic with everyone I've worked with and known. In the earlier days, I've done my best to strategize with others in ways that didn't stifle discussion while not giving Lily and people like her ammo to twist and distort the truth that we've experienced and witnessed.

Throughout the years I have been taken advantage of and attempted to be walked over. I have tried my best to keep personal conflicts with people private, only for those people to make it public anyway. Yet for some reason, every fucking time, I'm the one who gets shit for not rolling over and taking it. Someone outright spreading lies about me? Putting words in my mouth? Refusing to accurately report what I'm saying? Someone sexually harassing me? Someone making videos attacking other content creators and lying about content she doesn't own? I'm supposed to just take all that I guess. Because the responses I've gotten every fucking time some shit blows up with someone is to find some way to blame me for it. It's not the people stirring shit up that are the problem, nah. It's the person on the receiving end refusing to just shut up and let it happen.

This situation in particular cut deeper than any of the previous ones have for me personally. And now Ethel is back and piling on with her bullshit. So. If all yall want out of me is to be a fucking doormat and let people walk on me, if yall really fucking think I'm the main issue "distracting from Lily's abuse" despite the fact that I still post about her and all this tangential shit leads back to her anyway, then I'm stepping out.

I don't know for how long. But I'm tired of being the one getting dogpiled because I won't let people treat me like shit. So yall go off.

[ghost-bxrd]

hello im thinking about owl song again. the main thoughts ping-ponging around my brain are dick, not truly believing it's jason (because if he does he has to face what jason has become), jason, blaming dick for his death (maybe if you'd just picked up the phone, dickiebird (maybe he even changes the voicemail because he's seen all those missed calls)), and talia, who changes tactics from "you remain unavenged" to "too little, too late" (sure, dick murdered the joker, but why didn't anyone do that before it got this bad? why did it take jason to finally put him down? were none of the other children he's murdered over the years enough incentive?)

You’re most certainly right about Jason partially blaming his death on Dick 👀👀👀👀

[billy-hargrooves]

I should have known better 😦.

I remember watching The Pacific and Band of Brothers, how it was bad from the beginning, characters you cared for dying one after another. But I also remember how in both series, we also had some lighter moments. Giving us false hope that more of them will survive, making us feel better for a while....

We all know how the war ended, thank God, for those men who risked their lives, got injured, or died.

Band of Brothrrs, The Pacific and Masters of the Air is our story, and don't tell me otherwise, we can live the way we do now because of them! Each one of them! Basta!

Yes, I'm emotional because the 5th episode hit me very hard 🥺.

I may also see things a bit differently as a historian that I am, and a half German born and raised in Germany not so far away from where Bucky went down in this last episode.

I've read comments, not many, but some, how Masters of the Air isn't as good as Band of Brothers.

That's not true! Both series are different, trying to show us different views of the war, this time how it was for US Air Force to fly those, let's be fair suicide missions and yes, perheps at the begining it looked easy, less horrifying to us cause they were up there in the skys away from everybody and everything - it's just thst it's not true. They were as in the middle of this war as everybody else was.

And I think that especially this episode was proof for that.

And as before with the two other series, the second half of MotA will become more and more devastating, heartbreaking and impossible to watch without getting damaged by what will come.

And I don't think I'm prepared for that.

Sorry for my ramblings, but I needed that after watching this episode.

[elevatedemoboy]

Completed and broken.

[keeve-trenniis]

DOES IT DRIVE YOU CRAZY???????

DOES IT DRIVE YOU ABSOLUTELY INSANE????????

[muttgirl]

Sry cant talk going thru 2nd puberty rn (mourning who i couldve been and what i couldve done without my hardships but this time im an adult not a teenager)

[prettypupp]

hole fucked too good

overstimned my clit

layijg in my bathtub for abt 5 minutes bc i cant get Up

im still shaking

i was VOCAL this time ....