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They can't have my beautiful glass bricks! >:(

Oh noooo not someone linking my main to farm for attention. Whatever will I do when people start sifting through my sfw furry shit and vapor posting and taste in interior design?

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Oh noooo not someone linking my main to farm for attention. Whatever will I do when people start sifting through my sfw furry shit and vapor posting and taste in interior design?

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Hey so uhhh why is Patty dming random minors that criticize her???

projecting today aren't we?

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Boiling down criticising people like Lily or PatriciaTaxxon to transmysoginy is 1. Stupid because in 99% of cases the criticism has nothing to do with them being trans and 2. Waters down the definition of transphobia, WHICH DIRECTLY HELPS PEOPLE LIKE TAXXON AND LILY CALL EVERYTHING TRANSPHOBIC.

Nobody is criticising Lily or Patricia for being trans, they're getting criticised because they are pedophiles that have hurt and abused people. That is seperate from them being trans.

And no, being into incest or underage shit isnt a kink, calling it that makes me consider you someone with something to hide and is an attempt to mask what it is, which is a paraphilia that needs treatment and NOT indulging in.

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Weekly Reminder, cause some of y’all think the pedophilia allegations are debatable and wanna conveniently forget all the other shit Lily’s done.

Lily has lied about having cancer. I do not understand why people keep ignoring that—even if she wasn’t incredibly creepy about siblings and underage characters—lying about having fucking cancer should’ve been enough for everyone to realize she’s a piece of shit who lies for attention. But nooooo.

Lily has been rampantly racist against Japanese people, against black people (2)(3), against Jewish people, Asians in general honestly (2), even against Native Americans—who she self-identifies as. There’s dozens more recorded instances of her casual bigotry, but we’d be here all day if I tried listing them.

Lily has been frequently inconsistent with her autism diagnosis, and uses abhorrently ableist language to insult her detractors. She won’t say the r-word, but she’ll call people “Thalidomide babies” and say they have FAS and Down Syndrome. How progressive.

Lily has lied about her education. This isn’t as damning, but in a professional setting she would have been immediately fired and blacklisted.

Lily made up an entire person to sexually harass, catfish, and manipulate her friends. There’s numerous bits of evidence proving Tara Callie never existed, but not once has Lily ever tried to prove she was real outside of saying “because I said so.”

Y’all need to stop pretending the pedophilia allegations are the only thing people in the LO Crit Sphere have against her (and are just pedo-jacketing a trans woman). Lily has always been abhorrent, before the SU video, before she came out as trans, Lily Orchard has been a liar, a manipulator, and overall a shitty person.

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So on December 13th I first made contact with Patricia Taxxon on this blog, calling her out for her bigotry towards trans men. Shortly thereafter, she responded with this.

Not long after that I got this anon.

It was one of the first anon hate messages I got. And here's the thing about anon hates: most people who send them are on anon because they are already someone directly involved. After many, many years on Tumblr I can say that with confidence. People that want to cause pain and abuse will do so publically, so you can't as easily shut them down, which is what I did when I didn't answer any of the hate mail. But I kept a few of them, including this one because it sounded like a threat or admission of intent. I figured it was someone in Patricia's inner circle. Either that, or Patricia herself. The more that was revealed to me about how vindictive she is there more sure I became. It was something I said behind the scenes to a few of my friends but never planned on making a public statement on it. Until today.

It's the same typing style, and the same misuse and misunderstanding of the term panopticon. Do I have hard, concrete evidence? No I do not. But for me, this makes it very clear that Patricia was hoping to frighten and bully me into silence using her audience. She was not expecting me to hold my own. She may have forgotten she sent this to me, or hoped I deleted it. But I held onto it because I thought that it might at some point be very illumunating.

Honestly I don't feel an ounce of guilt whenever Patricia whines about being harassed. (Read: experience consequences for her actions) Because she very intentionally tried to start a harassment campaign against me first.

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btw i genuinely hope youre aware youre never going to be safe. if were ever in the same con together or the same event i promise you, you are not walking out of there alive. i promise above it all im not gonna let such a waste of oxygen keep reverting humanity years because she keep calling anyone she doesnt like a pedo. and before you say anything, you brought this on yourself, hatred only brings hatred, and let it be known you NEVER backed down from it, why should we?

Hey guys now I'm being physically threatened for saying "pedophilia bad". Or maybe it was "lesbians aren't attracted to men", who knows.

Anon I'm very sure you're the kind of person too scared to make a phone call to find out where your Door Dash is. I doubt you could actually square up with anyone irl.

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Lily will say some vile shit to people and tell them to off themselves but call her a disney adult and she'll have a meltdown and accuse you of being a transmisogynistic pedophile. She is the definition of a crybully who will dish it out all day but can't take it.

A-fucking-men. Cry bullies should be called out on their shit more in my opinion, it's getting out of hand.

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Fuck you, Patricia. Just. Fuck you.

Victims should be believed and supported no matter what unless the abuser hits a little too close to home, huh.

You're so transparent.

so apparently @patricia-taxxon defends lily orchard, a known sexual abuser. this is incredibly disheartening to hear, as she is one of my favorite music artists. there's a chance this is someone impersonating her, but if this is actually patty, i'm incredibly disappointed.

edit: i misinterpreted it so much

edit 2: actually i didn't i just got gaslighted

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yeah but isnt the entire anti trans girl hate train you ride is JUST lies, manipulation and such? oh you guys just like to spread lies, harass people, and manipulate the narative if its convenient for you okay okay, terfs gonna terfs

Lily Orchard spent our entire five year long "friendship" lying to me, catfishing me, and using every underhanded tactic she could think of to manipulate and coerce me into a sexual relationship I made it clear I didn't want.

Get the fuck out of my inbox.

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Anyone who is in the general orbit of Buttons/Eden/Kirby is getting blocked for my own sanity. I absolutely refuse to deal with that again.

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"People who's guilt is purely speculative"

That makes no sense. You're either guilty or you're not. In Lily's case, she is and there's a decade+ long internet footprint to prove it.

Manipulative lying cunt.

Lily is so confusing and contradictory.

Says people who harrass people who are accused of something wrong should be beaten with a brick. Also claims she's not OK with unfair punishments in the same post. Reiterates three lines later at the end that those haters should be hit in the head with a concrete block.

Also has claimed canceling people doesn't work, aka it doesn't ruin those people's lives. If that's the case why does it matter if people make call out posts for them?

Says real victims go to the police and if they don't and instead say shit online they're lying and shouldn't be taken seriously. Continues to say lizzy and Courtney SAd her and has never gone to the police, is pussed and calls people transphobic if they don't believe her.

Harassing people is shitty, I won’t disagree there, but to imply it’s a crime worse/more deserving of bricks to the face than being an actual fucking predator is�� a choice. 🤔

(And just in case, before some of y’all start piling into my inbox, if you think providing evidence that Lily is a liar and abuser is “harassing,” do not bother to type anything. I will ignore you.)

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Lol no dude you're just attention baiting and annoying.

You've said on numerous occasions that you're here because Sai allegedly treated you badly at some point.

But you refuse to say what she did. You refuse to say who you are or how you knew her. Any time anyone asks you a direct question, you deflect in the smuggest fashion you can manage.

You've been sticking your nose in situations you know nothing about or care to learn about, and have flippant facilitated the spread of misinformation on serious topics. You've got a Google drive full of a mishmash of docs that were made by other people and have been shared around since well before you showed up to play bullshit cryptic games.

If you had anything of substance to say, if Sai had actually done anything half as bad as what you've tried to insinuate, you would have said it by now.

I don't think you're a supporter of anyone. I don't think you're a bigot. Or a predator. Or anything. I think you have a petty personal vendetta and a need to feel in control of something, so you're baiting and being intentionally vague as humanly possible to farm for attention.

Hence why I've only responded to you to correct misinformation you've either said or promoted via anons. You have nothing to say.

sai seriously seems delusional to the point of concern. the way she accuses anyone who criticizes her of being either pedophiles or secretly connected to lily or whoever else she’s pissed off this week are huge signs of someone dealing with conspiratorial paranoia. she needs an offline outlet away from all this lily stuff because it looks like its causing alot of damage to her mental health.

In the Lily Crit Sphere, all opinions that don't approve of the Sphere's members must be from people who support Lily. It's impossible for there to be any other option. And if someone does not like the Sphere, but doesn't support Lily, they must be a child. Or homophobic. Or racist. Or a pedophile. Or a zoophile. Or a rapist. Or a supporter of those things. Something about them has to make their thoughts automatically invalid.

On a slightly related note: It does amuse me that every possible ask Lily has ever answered is supposedly one she sent to herself.

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"Where did I call you every name under the sun?"

Here's just a few examples. Note that I never responded to or acknowledged any of this.

So let me get this straight.

Courtney and I are both victims of Lily in our own right.

If I do anything to push back, challenge, or just generally dislike Courtney, I'm "not supporting a victim" and that's "proof" that I'm a "fair weather friend".

Yet Courtney can call me a pedo enabler, scream at me in public servers, call me every name under the sun, accuse me of being a clout chaser, put words in my mouth, downplay my own experiences, and that's okay?

That's being supportive?

I'm supposed to just continue to take that?

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So apparently Courtney dug up this post and is trying to pick a fight with me again by outright denying and bullshitting about me.

I'm done.

And that was just ONE SERVER. It's happened in at least two other public servers we were both in.

This was immediately after I left her first server. SHE chased ME into dms. I refused to talk to her in dms indefinitely after this argument.

We don't like each other. That much is obvious. I've tried to let it go and stay out of her way. The only reason I bring her up at all anymore is because she's constantly trying to pick fights with me and spew venom at me in public.

I'm sick of taking it quietly.

So let me get this straight.

Courtney and I are both victims of Lily in our own right.

If I do anything to push back, challenge, or just generally dislike Courtney, I'm "not supporting a victim" and that's "proof" that I'm a "fair weather friend".

Yet Courtney can call me a pedo enabler, scream at me in public servers, call me every name under the sun, accuse me of being a clout chaser, put words in my mouth, downplay my own experiences, and that's okay?

That's being supportive?

I'm supposed to just continue to take that?

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Really, how do you want us to discuss her very open and blatant bullshit? I'm very literally not allowed to. I don't feel like I can discuss half the shit she does that's fucked up because I'd spend half my fucking time arguing with insecure people about how "No, diapershitter3000, not all adult babies are freaks, kink is valid." over talking about how she wants to roleplay as a child during sex with her dad and how role reversal pedophilia fantasy is a real and dangerous thing.

Just like I said on the stream, she's mixing kink on purpose. She's mixing therapy speak on purpose. She's using it as a shield and as obfuscation because you're all so fucking obsessed with discourse you're letting a person who's admitted to grooming a minor use your inability to be confrontational and your progressivism to her advantage. That's what these types of predators do. That's why there's so fucking many of them. That's why no one says anything.

Then I get shitty little snippy comments about how I don't focus on her sexcapades with children enough. I fucking can't, bro. I've come out and said it blatantly multiple times and all I've gotten is it's just fantasy and kink and it was years ago so it doesn't matter now enough times to genuinely make me question if it's even worth putting myself through this as a victim of csa.

I did my fucking part, I can't make other people look at it.

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so gen question i hope doenst come across as offensive, but in your bio you say you dont like how the topic of lily is discussed and thats why you made ur blog. but it seems like you're agreeing with the other blogs in the lily-sphere uncritically. so which ones were you initially frustrated with, and what was the behavior you found so wrong in the first place?

I also think the lily hating has long since crossed over into lolcowing, to the extent that its very difficult to imagine real accountability is possible anymore. I agree with the stance you take in a lot of your posts, and then i see you reblogging and agreeing with the worst offenders in the lily sphere so like. have you changed your mind?

Look, I'm upset right now so excuse me if I'm terse, but I've REPEATEDLY and VERY LOUDLY admonished people for not giving a shit about her racism and homophobic bullshit.

I am extremely critical of who I reblog because there are plenty of people in this space who are just in it for the attention and bants, I've not been shy about that. I refuse to even follow people who post worthless shit.

I know you mean Sai, just say Sai. Sai has talked repeatedly about Lily's abuse of Courtney, Britt, in general, her trying to take away both her and Ant's channels, her racism, and her pedo inclinations. She might not cover it in totality on stream or in one big long video, but she doesn't shy from it. She's talked about it on stream.

She's also the only one of 3 people who checked on me behind the scenes after I was racially abused and purposefully triggered. She's also been one of Britt's loudest supporters.

I don't agree with her on a lot, I've openly not agreed with her on a lot. I've told her personally what I don't agree with her on. I've told her she can be out of pocket. She's one of those fun people you can go "Ayo, I disagree." and have a conversation with. There are some things she's just not going to budge on, donkey of a woman, and that's just fine with me.

And let's be fucking real, she's one of few in this space that takes the racism seriously. I've seen what people say. I know they only care until someone cries "You're not focusing on the important topics enough" then they call it "Lily being mean" because maybe six people in this space at most can handle confrontation and their ally ship only extends to the tip of their nose.

The media takes matter because that's where she shows her racism, xenophobia, homophobia, and pedophile inclinations the most. She couldn't even review hamtaro without making it weird with adding incest and sexualizing a literal baby hamster. Going over the media takes shouldn't be the main focus, but it serves a very good purpose.

My aim on here was to talk about her racism. It matters. Even if it's just me screaming about it in this godforsaken space, it matters. I'm tired of racism being given a free pass because it's progressive to hate asians and fetishize anyone darker than tea stain on teeth. I'm tired, as a CSA survivor, of the shit she's made like The MLP pedophile rape game getting a free pass.

I'm tired of people like you pretending none of this matters anymore because there was no big Lily left the internet blow up. That's not how things work most of the time, sorry. People like her and Birdie and Patricia and any of the other people I've mentioned on here don't take accountability and the police don't give a shit about online crimes most of the time. I'd know, I was blamed by them for being groomed as a kid and told I wanted it because I went in those spaces.

All we can do is keep pointing it out, supporting victims, and raising awareness of not just Lily, but other people like her that just will not face the justice their victims deserve while trying to mitigate harm. If you don't want to be a part of that, fine. Harm reduction is work and it's work you will not be acknowledged for. My advice is curate your experience like an adult. That's the healthiest and happiest way to live your life online and off.

So no, I've not changed my mind.