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/ The pain of deciding icon sizes....
#;ooc#ooc#LIKE!! I LIKE THE COMPACT VERSION;; but then the issue is that sometimes u cant fully see the whole expression properly#and also because when i open my folder; if I have smaller ones; even with the max zoom; i still cant really see what icon it is#i like both; its just i cant decide#and i usually dont save the raw files so if i wanted to go back i cant easily remake them#so itslike -sweating- THE decision#WHICH TO PICK... WHICH TO PICK!#what do U guys think#i need a second opinon on this matter#oh also another pain is that i already have the versions of other characters done#so if i switched i would have to fix everyone#but thankfully it was only 3 and not everyone so i could still change it all#i also could just have no border like when i did a crack reply with k.iku#it would be easier truly-
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I've said this before but valjean's view of the bishop throughout the book gets me so bad because like. he knew him for what, a day maybe? and it absolutely had a vast & profound & positive impact on him. but then he goes on to spend the whole book comparing himself to his idealized vision of the bishop & finding himself wanting & feeling guilty and miserable about every petty or selfish thought that crosses his mind. but it's so fucked up because like we as the readers know the bishop better! we've read the whole first book and we know he came from a privileged & wealthy background, that he was a rake when he was young, it wasn't til he was in his 40s or 50s to have some sort of change of heart & become a priest (a similar age to valjean when he met him!), that he has moments that seriously shake him, that he has some dubious politics left over, that he still has moments of pettiness he has to work through on the page (his initial approach to the member of the convention, e.g.). and also he's just kind of a weird old guy (affectionate). and like this is not to criticize the bishop, I think he's a genuinely really good guy, just that while the bishop has a realistic view of himself & his past ("he described himself with a smile, an ex-sinner,"), valjean is not getting any of this except maybe like. what would be mentioned in the newspaper when the bishop died. so his whole view of him is of this one shining moment where he changed his life and he feels he doesn't live up to that. which is sad! because the bishop understood him more than he realized & wouldn't have wanted him to feel that way
#haven't edited this post so hopefully it makes sense#there is also something to be said for the other way that i think valjean comparing himself to the bishop unfavorably is unfair because#like the bishop is very much coming from a place of privilege & respect & authority not just in his background but in his current position#which is not to devalue any of his truly good work ofc!! but just that in many ways it's Easier to be good & charitable & humble & kind etc#if you're coming from a place of security y'know? <- and this is something the narrative of the book gets even if jvj doesn't#thoughts#les mis#anyways this is one of the reasons why the bishop sections are important & any abridgement would make the text poorer
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Roy Harper: You know, sometimes dandelions remind me of Dick. Wally West: Aww, is it because they’re like a little sunshine, spreading light and hope everywhere? Roy Harper: What? Gross, no, it’s because they’re like a weed that you can’t get rid of!
#incorrect batman quotes#incorrect dc quotes#incognito polls#roy harper#wally west#incorrect flash quotes#arsenal#kid flash#flash#dick grayson#nightwing#robin#reminded me of a post where roy says dick’s his annoying little brother#truly love them but like it would be easier to just forget them#incorrect quotes#incorrect batfamily quotes
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one of the weirdest and hardest things about all of this is how the joy of listening to one direction is rivaled by this pain and heaviness now. I was listening to them the other day and Strong came on. I was in grade 12 when it came out and I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot of some random high school one night waiting to pick my brother up from a basketball game, listening to Strong on repeat right after the album had come out. I loved it so much. That memory was never painful, but it is now. It's still happy but it's also sad because that chapter feels even more closed now than it did before. I always knew I could never go back, but I could reminisce and go onto my tumblr and look through my tags and think about all the fun I had without it feeling tainted. I could think about going over to my friends house first thing in the morning on nov. 23, 2013, spending the entire day watching the 1d day live stream in her basement, then finally going back upstairs to see that it had snowed three feet since I'd last been outside, without it feeling painful. I could listen to any song, see any picture, watch any video from those 5 years and never feel one negative emotion. That's changed now and it's hard to come to terms with.
#seeing pictures of them at his funeral was horrific#i couldn't even process what i was seeing#truly a part of my identity feels warped#i'm sure it'll become easier but it's just not ever something i thought i would have to experience#i dont know how to describe it
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aptx!kaito au in which Shinichi doesn't know aptx exists and feels insane that his leading theory is "a six year old is the mastermind behind Kaitou Kid"
#no I don't know how this would logically work I just thought it'd be funny#and yes this would fuck up countless meetings and character arcs but consider: the CHAOS#this au is a gift to me from me bc ch1120 is making me pop a vein and I needed a pick-me-up <3#Shinichi humbling arc but it's because he keeps getting outsmarted by (what he thinks is) a literal 6 yo#(given that he never ran into the org and doesn't know shrinking is possible plus Kaito is much better at acting like a normal child)#and KID gets to bully Shinichi. as a treat#pls don't look at the drawing too closely ajdhhdhd tis just a dood in this cheap little notebook I got as a handout#somehow I find it easier to draw in places other than my sketchbook... less pressure to do it well and fill up all the blank space I guess#kuroba kaito#kaitou kid#kid the phantom thief#kudou shinichi#jimmy kudo#does anyone even call him that anymore it's so cursed. JIMMY#dcmk#detective conan#magic kaito#detco#idk what to call this au...#kinda want it to have something to do w the 'the truly impossible' sherlock quote hmmm#redefining the improbable AU#maybe?#shrunken!kaito#aptx!kaito#i keep getting notes for this post nooo let it die already 😭 I do not want to be Perceived
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lowkey think that if jorge really wanted to sell us on the "odysseus is a monster thing" he should have had odysseus continue to stab poseidon even after he begged. bc like. Looking at odysseus now? he's less a monster and more like a morally grey protagonist. All of his questionable actions have pretty good explanations behind them. if you want to tell me he's a MONSTER, you need him to do something really fucking vile. without good justification. killing the baby? (also. he fought in a war. i reckon plenty of babies died indirectly as a result of his actions somehow) zeus literally told him he and his family would die otherwise. blinding the cyclops? pretty self-explanatory. sacrificing the men to scylla? bad, but has an understandable reason behind it and you can theoretically justify it. choosing the crew to die? saving his own life+you could argue they are the ones at fault for eating the cows anyway. torturing poseidon? there's literally no other way poseidon would let him go at that point AND he immediately stops after he begs.
point is, if you're going to tell me a character is a monster then at least make them do something that cannot be defended. something that CANNOT be justified at all. continuing to stab poseidon after being begged would have done that. but who knows, maybe the suitors being killed will be shown as something like that? still unlikely though considering they plot to kill telemachus and rape penelope.
#and like. i KNOW people will say killing the crew was not justifiable at all#and true! if this was irl theres no way id defend him doing that#but in fiction the morals of killing are a lot more wishy washy and it's easier to forgive or justify it#because its fiction and we naturally don't feel the same we would if someone was actually dying#which is why if you truly want to sell a character being a 'monster' you need to have#a kick the puppy moment? i cant think of a name rn#but essentially a moment where the character does something that is unnecessarily cruel and evil and excessive+cannot be justified#ody doesnt rlly have that imo?#anyway dont rip me to shreds please#odysseus#epic the musical#meta
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Thank you so much for the beautiful piece about Lyra that you made ❤️ it really touched my heart
awww anon, this is such a sweet and short message to receive 🥹 Thank you for reading it, even if the content is pretty difficult; I appreciate it so very much that you read my comic about my beloved Lyra. She was my little light and joy and I'm so glad to have shared her🤍
#text post#anon#pet loss#truly blown away by how sweet everyone is to the comic#thank you thank you for reading it#and for letting me talk about Lyra in such a raw and painful way#It's been almost 8 months now and while I was able to talk about how I grieved her at the start#the more time passes the more it felt strange to keep bringing up my grief to people#so I've been kinda stuck still grieving her while feeling that people would expect me to be over it by now#things are easier but I just miss her still#and it helps when people in the tags say they're still grieving years later#grief is just the love I still have for her so I imagine it's not so easy to just disappear?#anyway yes thank you anon <3#and thank you everyone who read the comic
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I just became very explicitly aware that my life is ruled by neither the forces of sexuality nor of romance, and that most people apparently consider that unusual.
#asexuality#aromantism#i guess. i guess???#honestly i am super confused#and it's so complicated that I'm trying to define my experience through the absense of something honestly that can't be sound practise xD#i feel like asexuality is easier to grasp for me than aromanticism#or demiromantism#like i know i can fall in love but it is nothing that is just going to happen suddenly or often#and i feel like I've spent most of my truly adult life unaffected by romance#also in the way that i just don't desire it (or am i secretly bitter?)#but i feel it connects to my asexuality well in the way that i don't detest romance - i just have so many interesting and exciting things#to do that i don't miss it#am i to believe that is unusual??#truly all of this would be so much easier if sex and romance weren't mystified all the time#personal thoughts
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Round 7
Round: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
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#detective conan#music#polls#detco posting#my stuff#ok in the process of making this post but i need to say this: butterfly core IS SUPER GOOD#and while i don't like the music video that much (too much CGI for me)#i still picked that bc VALSHE's look in is *CHEF KISS*#something about the energy reminds me of annie lenox in the sweet dreams music video#as in: HOT AS FCK#so there you have it#also only 4 songs into this round and full of bangers... well good luck picking everyone i would have already lost this round#god so many of these are such big BANGERS#shuffle is truly evil#but BUT......... i have to admit if mune ga doki doki gets a very low amount of votes i will be very disappointed... the original banger...#really hoping that it'll win... bc that is the banger of our nation isn't it?#(sorry revive and all the rest of you... mune ga doki doki is special all right)#have fun everyone!#also adding the links of the other polls#and i will do that for all posts#for easier access#just haven'T had the time for it till now
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If they didn’t want us to baby Sauron then why is he so baby shaped? 🥺
If not husband then why made of husband material? 🥺
#rings of power#sauron#lotr#trop#lord of the rings#halbrand#sauron would of hated my ass#easily manipulated#easier than mirdania#Galadriel truly built different
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Everyday i wake up and think abouthow sad i am that lestat the musical is objectively a horrible musical because i really do think interview with the vampire would probably make the best musical ever
#TO ME#interview with the vampire#iwtv#the vampire lestat#lestat the musical#okay but like litterally the structure of the story would be perfect for a musical#perfect two act structure#the interview framing device would work SO WELL#a play is also like the only place i think you can actually do book accurate armand#because its theater so you can just have short women and youngish theater twinks play him#claudia works WAY easier in a play for pretty much the same reason of suspension of disbelief being different#like in a play all that works so much easier#or like anne rice style oppulance and sensuality would work amazingly in a broadway style production#literally you cant tell me it doesnt also have the exact same audience as the longest running show on broadway phantom of the opera#JUST THINK ABOUT THE THEATER ACTORS PLAYING VAMPIRES PLAYING THEATER ACTORS PLAYING VAMPIRES#it would specifically be my favorite thing ever#i just think theater is actually the only place you can truly make annes vision come to life#god how i long for lestat de lioncourt to sing showtunes to me
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my romantic self-esteem is just absolutely rock-solid. for whatever reason!
#I’m a catch!#and I’m so not interested in anybody who wouldn’t demonstrably make my life better in every way#and that involves not being afraid of me or the idea of romance/marriage in general#and if you are afraid it just isn’t interesting or attractive enough for me#there was a boy a few years ago and tbh I think he liked me#and I liked him! he was cute he was intense in an endearing way#and he was smart#we argued about Taylor and then the next time I saw him he was like Christmas tree farm is a good song#(it had just come out)#and he never did anything about it and then he moved away and that is totally fine#and I wish him well.#but the crush was killed by the simple fact that he never liked me enough to say it#like truly and with all (non-romantic) love; go with God#at that point lol#that said I have never wanted marriage or children as an abstract concept#so it makes it much easier to think along these lines#it would be so devastating to want it so badly and not get it!#but I can’t even imagine summoning the desire for it in an abstract sense#I’ll meet someone and love them and then that will lead to marriage and possibly children#or I won’t#but both roads look about the same to me in terms of desire#or any desire big enough worth mentioning#not talking about the whispers or the daydreams that do sometimes intrude#but yeah I don’t think full desire would come until there was a person#and there might not be! I cannot conjure them from the deeps lol#anyway I’ll stop talking about it because I know it can be sensitive/delicate to talk about#in a public setting
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It's strange being a self taught knitter with no one around you who is also in the fiber crafts. Like I am terrified of doing color work that involves more than one color yet I will jump on the chance to do lace work with no background. I'll look at patterns that call themselves a beginner pattern and go 'no thanks' yet I will buy the worst written pattern in the world and eat it up. I just feel like I never lost that beginner title.
#knitting#fiber arts#knitblr#like I could not finish a 'easy' square sweater but a sweater with a design finished in a couple of months#I had never knitted a sweater up until that point and i truly thought the square one would be easier
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I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M WRITING THESE WORDS BUT RUMOR HAS IT THAT EVA, REEVE, PATRICK, AMBER AND ANDRÉ ARE GOING TO JOIN WEST END HADESTOWN IN FEBRUARY TO FILM A PROSHOT FOR NETFLIX
#i don't want to get super hyped because there is nothing confirmed yet but this would literally be a dream come true for me#like. truly. i've been DESPERATE for a hadestown proshot.#and i was willing to take any cast at this point#SO THE FACT THAT APPARENTLY THE OBC IS COMING BACK is one of the best things to ever happen to me idc how dramatic that sounds#like. I'M SO HAPPY YOU DON'T GET IT i never thought this would happen#and it makes sense!!#1. eva is leaving gatsby in january#2. the west end is where most proshots are filmed if i'm not wrong because it's easier to do it there#3. someone said there's a week that can't be booked at the end of february (that's when they'll film it i guess)#4. i'm convinced that if the 5 protagonists are returning it HAS to be for a proshot#5. the hadestownuk account announced there are news coming soon 👀#i think and i hope it will happen but if it doesn't pls don't get mad at me for getting your hopes up 😭#i've been checking and most of my hadestown posts mention how much i need a proshot lmao#so naturally I NEED TO POST THIS#let's all manifest this is real 🕯🕯🕯#hadestown
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those missing pit babe hours? not a phase.
the laptop is on, the doc is open and thoughts are being thunk. it's finally time to write my tribute piece to the scene between alan and dean in episode 10 because it's been months and i'm still not over the way that made me feel.
what's the gist? a bit of a character study of alan having doubts and feelings and a bad time. how long will it be? at most, 3-4k. idk how it takes a village made it to 32k but that was a fluke!
but behold! a sneak peek!
Life in the X-Hunter garage had never really been normal, Alan supposes, but there had once been a well-oiled routine. He would come to work early, the sun not yet touching the sky outside. His fingers would find the light switch and the garage would flicker into being; blue-wrapped cars elevated on scissor lifts, North’s tools strewn across his station, Dean’s gleaming helmet abandoned after a hasty polish at the end of the day. Fucking kids.
These tiny reminders of his team kept Alan company until the garage slowly filled with the early-morning grumbles of gruff mechanics and an even gruffer Babe. Alan would smile, because despite his hatred of the hours prior to ten am, the young racer insisted on being the first to show up, the first to take his car on the track, the first to start training. Babe’s constant presence, his drive to improve, to succeed – it made Alan strive to do right by him, by Way, by all of X-Hunter. His team was his own driving force, and it kept him coming in, even when he was tired or frustrated or ill.
It wasn’t just the morning routine though, that pulled Alan through each day. On any given day, Alan would be treated to a symphony of Dean’s enthusiastic questions, Way’s answering laughter and Sonic and North’s frequent antics and non-existent hazard perception.
More recently, the day-to-day chaos had grown to include Charlie’s vibrant energy as he threw his all into racing, or curled himself around Babe’s body like the rambunctious puppy he was. And, of course, there was Jeff.
#pit babe the series#pit babe#alan pit babe#alanjeff#alan x jeff#it's......... going to be..... fun?#but i've been thinking about it since i watched the episode#truly some of the best acting in the entire show between sailub and lee in that scene#and it never gets easier to watch#and i always thought about how alan would be coping under the weight of it all#especially after way and then charlie and the state babe is in#like#my sweet guy is having a terrible time
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I am about to go to bed but I think one the largest things where the parallels don't match, where things really are quite different with Mythal and Asharen narrative wise is:
Mythal thought she knew best for the elves. She ruled over them because she was talented, just, she knew better than most. she was a natural leader Asharen might know more about magic than most, however she knows it's not her place - or anyone's, single person, powerful or no, wise or no - to make this massive decision of changing by themselves.
And this is the crux of why she would never be able to join anyone trying to tear down the veil. Intentions and knowing a better world of how it was before should not matter when even one person (in this case, herself is enough) says she doesn't want it. Because that choice, that change would impact everyone.
and folks that "know better" might say: you don't know better and therefore you stick with the devil you know. Maybe! But it still all boils down to choice: those who claim to fight for freedom of making your own decisions, your own mistakes, should not be removing the choice of the many simply because they think themselves wiser.
#asharen lavellan ( headcanon )#( this goes in the tag )#( and that's what is important )#( if you are free. truly free. you are free to choose your fate. even if that fate is considered “bad” )#( the same way that she decides to go into the fade prison when it is a “terrible place” the point is choice )#( urgh there is a lot of philosophy also involved in this but I am tired I just wish I could write something simple and go )#( would make my life easier oqwbhgfer )#( and there are also other implications in other verses where she did take this stance for very specific reasons that she woudln't otherwis#or in most cases. but she is also a /person with feelings/ and sometimes things aren't so linear )
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