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[whiskeysmulti]

.Whiskey.

Got my hair done today and worked on some of my diamond art, so relaxing at the moment then I'll attempt writing in a few.

Inbox: 20

Drafts: 34

Before and after shots under the cut.

[professionallyunstable]

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

[hisenemy]

[shalom-iamcominghome]

If anyone is interested, please feel free to light a digital candle through Illuminate. I got a name a few years back, and it's a name I won't forget. May every name we have found be a blessing. May their names never be forgotten. May we never forget.

Never again means now.

[puppyguur]

[thehealingsystem]

currently crying as I'm writing this but uh I reeeaallyy wonder when people are gonna decide to leave us lesbians with unconventional gender identities alone. please leave the teenage bigender lesbian alone. they're a young girl in high school who likes other girls whom their mother will never accept and has to hide their relationships, and forever hide their heartache after they fail. please leave the transmasc lesbian alone. people will whisper behind his back about how much of a tranny he is while expressing disgust when he holds hands with a girl. please leave the nonbinary lesbian or just transfem lesbian alone whom is too masc or man-leaning for your taste, whether that be because they're amab or a nonbinary guy, they're trying super hard just to live and can barely pass and is forced to hide or else people will accuse them of invading spaces or being a predator. I know you won't ever see us as deserving of the lesbian label- no matter how much we present like a cis girl or how much we've been discriminated against for our attraction, from my experience- but we're just trying to make it by too. I'm tired of just trying to convince people I'm allowed to exist. not be in spaces, be in communities, exist. please leave me alone. please leave trans lesbians alone.

[shey-pancake]

TW: S/A topics ⚠️

so, I wanted to make a self-insert oc as this is my new comfort story, and that I feel represented, I had to !! I did two versions, a normal one and a "at work" one

meet: Yellow 💛

he is a friend of blue, and has also suffered from S/A.

Victaton has already clarified that blue is the only one man in the company, but this is just a silly self insert of mine for my own comfort, so it doesn't matter, both mutually support each other <3

[break-a-neck]

I ruin myself because I can, physically, and mentally

[eroguro-angel]

Artist - mai (maika 04)

[whiskeysmulti]

30 Days Of Pride- Day 22

Share Your Glow Up

2 years ago

Now.

[professionallyunstable]

“whats wrong with you” - a lot actually

[findmeinthefallair]

*eats recycled cardboard* Won't be the last time they both experience suicidal ideation too T_T

[ambienangel-u]

I have a jealousy problem and it’s going to be the death of me. I can’t look at girls like norafawn, cybermari, sharkpartyqq, kyaandere,,,gorgeous popular women in general etc…I’ll fucking blow my goddamn brains all over the floor. I hate my body, I hate my skin, I hate my hair, I hate my face, I hate myself so much. No amount of effort I put into my hair, my nails, my makeup, my skincare, my starving, my working out, my anything…none of it will ever make me feel worthy of love. I’m fake, I’m hideous, I’m just so fucking disgusting. Its genuinely so pathetic how I cry over how ugly I am all the time. I hate myself. I just hate myself so much. I wanted to save up to buy cute jirai coords and cosplays and other dumb shit but a body like mine, the body of a swine, doesn’t deserve anything like that.

[casually-salad]

she moves like she dosent know how, her legs are new, what spell did he use.. why out here? please... let me make you warm again.

[officially-other]

My first attempt at writing that's vaguely like poetry: from a dragon

I am not what you think.

I walk around, awkward limbs and flighty mannerisms, and you think I’m strange. You have no idea how strange you would think I am if you only saw what was underneath.

Underneath, I am a creature of the ocean. Something that could never pass as human, and no longer wants to. Saltwater rushes through my veins in secret, silent to everyone but me. To me, it’s a roaring sound of the waves that I have never seen except for within my soul. It yearns to dissolve into the ocean like it could long ago, but for now those days are over and I am hidden underneath skin and muscle.

Underneath, there are wings; fins; antlers. They ache to tear from my back, through my skull. Nonetheless, they stay hidden for me, safe in the silence. Protected like I protected my kin in a lifetime so close to the surface and yet unreachable. Wrapped in a form that no longer coils around them like a serpent, but keeps them hidden from predators well enough I suppose.

I suppose.

I accept my form reluctantly and do what I can to make it mine. I shape it to feel better when I discover my gender, and when I can’t shape it to fit my true self I cover it in things that feel a little more like home. A little more draconic. A little more like the ocean that I never have seen, but feel homesick for anyway.

I do find joy in being in this body, at least. Out there, there are others. Angels working minimum wage, dragons sitting on a park bench, wolves buying groceries. We hide, but we do so to be free. We walk through crowds, and no one notices our scales and fur and feathers. But we do. We see each other, even if from miles away, and we see what’s underneath.

And underneath, none of us are what you think.

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[5moliv3]

I want to cut into every part of my body that you’ve touched until they’re covered with scars. Don’t you want that? Don’t you want me to make myself untouchable by anyone else but you? Don’t you want me to carry your love with me everywhere I go?