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So, I kind of stopped posting the drafts from my "365 Days of Poems" project, mainly because I fell behind on writing the poems. I'm still rather behind, but I wanted to post one poem that I wrote a while ago that kind of expresses how I feel in light of the US presidential election. I can only hope that it will help others who feel like I do and maybe provide a sense of inspiration or motivation to those who feel a bit lost right now.
Day 40: Sedate Extinction
when our world ends
or just we as a people end
i fear so many of us
will have such raw throats
and tired hands
and sore backs
and broken spirits
and bruised hopes
that it will die quiet
without strain or care
there will no longer be a fight
no more will to survive
to persevere and push on
that we will go out with a whimper
and the sweet release of oblivion
and that will be that
and the tears we shed together
but until then
i will scream
i will claw
i will write
i will uplift
i will hope
and i will try my damnedest
to keep our people
and our world
alive and here and hopeful
#keep fighting everyone#there is so much work to do#and i fully believe we can do it#so long as we do it together#us politics#election 2024#us elections#poem#poetry#creative writing#writer#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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20 questions for fic authors
i saw ur tag in the morning when i woke up nessa and then i completely forgot. BUT THANK U FOR THINKING OF ME!!!! i don't really want to tag anyone bc its a bit scary. but eros and duo if u see this... perhaps this might interest u to do it
1. How many fics do you have on ao3?
46 ! and maybe like 20 which existed on ao3 at some point but got deleted by oj for one reason or another.
2. What's your total ao3 word count?
96 365... the oj does not write long things
3. What fandoms do you write for?
mostly project moon these days. and mostly limbus bc (inferno pink grabs me by the throat)
if i didnt feel like it was pointless id probably write for a larger variety of stuff bc the oj brain is full of self insert stuff. but it doesnt rly matter
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
the wine on your skin (137) gonna shrimp myself over that one bc it was my first and probably shittiest smut. but its smut in a large fandom (fire emblem) so it attracted people i guess
yeah dante's fine. what do you mean they're at -45 sanity you're lying (132) IM GLAD PEOPLE LIKED THAT ONE it was a lot of fun. and nice people cared about a dante centric fic with abnos:) (but also still mad as hell over that thing with the guy taking one of the concepts and clearly saying it was from another fic while categorically refusing to actually name it lol)
do NOT wake the manager up. YES they fell asleep on the job but they're REAL comfy right now do NOT disturb them (117) i can't tell if people get attracted by the funny titles or bc they see there are more characters besides faust and dante. bc i know people are NOT coming for them.
i'll always be there (104) a short manuleth fic... im glad there are manuleth likers out there. that professor loves that doctor ok
and they'll fall in love with her again and again (88) people liked the exploration of IDs... its kinda debunked now but it was still fun
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I USUALLY DO unless i find the comment weird. but if its rly weird i usually straight up delete it lol but otherwise i reply to comment if only to thank people for taking the time to leave one. its a tough world out there for attention starved writer
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
id argue the angstiest i have is one of my deleted ones where i straight up killed a char and the fic was all about everyone else's grief it was depressing lol otherwise theres the obvious silver snow edeleth angst but its kinda whatever. the backward clock chapter of the dante abnos fic was rly good imo. the nothing there one too. the inferno pink confession fic too.... ough...
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
SCORCHED GIRL & ANGELA FIC GOT ME FUCKED UP MAN. FOUND FAMILY BETWEEN THE FUCKED UP LITTLE GIRL AND THE ANDROID
8. Do you get hate on fics?
nah. thank god i dont i think id nuke my ao3 on the spot i already explode over weird comment
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
i smack my faust and dante dolls together
i used the be rly scared of smut now im a free little oj. it gets horny sometimes but also im rly vanilla so its usually very sweet.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
i dont. i should sometime though.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
NOT AS FAR AS I KNOW I THINK ID NEVER WRITE AGAIN OTHERWISE
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
nay
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
no and i dont think i could oj needs to write her thing in peace. art&fic stuff are rly fun though.. oj likes when duo art inspires her or oj text inspires duo...
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
ALL TIME IS A TOUGHIE the ships come and go guys cmon. rn inferno pink is all the rage though. and me with all the ladies i like
15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
funnily enough i dont rly have wips bc i only start things when im REALLY motivated and i usually dont write things long enough that id drop them mid way. so none
16. What's your writing strengths?
being straight to the point maybe. idk. i mean my whole style is about short sentences and descriptions and just giving enough to get the feelings and vibes and idk. like i dont spend a paragraph talking about the weather thats not my style.
i like to think im good at sounding like chars too. if its the chars i like at least. or i hope at least. maybe its all in my head.
17. What's your writing weaknesses?
im rly bad at writing things that require more description... stuff that i cant just move on from or write by sprinkling lil actions between dialogues... like say. a fight scene. im rly bad at it
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
i mean if the char actually speaks in another language usually and mixes it with the translated language or whatever sure. itd make sense i have no issue with it
19. First fandom you wrote for?
long ago i wrote stuff for shin megami tensei 4. but i think even before that i wrote lil danganronpa drabbles that never got posted anywhere. also technically i wrote a story about vocaloids for an english assignment in middle school. does that count
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
idk if its a favorite but im like. rly fond of "hello doctor, it's me again. i missed you." bc its the fic i probably put the most effort in. longest and multi chapters and like. id started writing it two years prior to when i finished it and id written like. a chapter and a half on paper during breaks in college and never did anything with it. and two years later when i was sorting my stuff i had these papers and wanted to throw them away so i was like ill type this out on puter at least before that. and then i ended up motivating myself to finish it and i was rly proud of it... oj is still rly sad it didnt get that much attention in the end.
otherwise oj rly likes her angela & abno fics:) shes happy with them. and also stuff ive written for duo! i think its cute and i had a lot of fun with them
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(362/365) Thank You
I am so deeply grateful to all of you who supported me along the way.
Friends, family, the ones who gave me motivation to start and go on and just random people wandering here.
You were my support, my accountability and my recognition.
And every one who followed this project at some point - in one way or another you inspired me to continue, to make effort and even gave me some ideas.
I would not have enjoyed this year here as much if you weren't there.
From the deepest part of my heart.
I am happy you all were here with me.
Thank you.
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14. Eating extremelly well until New Year Resolutions come into play.
#Positive#positivity#inspiration#inspirational#motivation#positive thinking#energy#365#365doty#365 days of the year#365 project#food#burger#pasta#wine#white wine#restaurant#french fries#eat#eating#well#new year resolutions#new year
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Press Release \ Artist Bio: Prodical-P
-Every so often the ebb and flow of music and its facets is halted by the novelty of an enigma. Prodical-P is one such artist that epitomizes the essence of the modern era.
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Born Justin Robert Palin, Prodical-P is changing the landscape of hip-hop and music and how we consume, catalog, and understand music. He is pushing the boundaries and is the embodiment of originality and uses his experiences and musical acumen to create an amalgamated and original sound. He has had a vast array of musical influences however he accredits the pivotal influences and inspiration in his life to musicians such as Esham, K Rino, Ganksta Nip, Bushwick Bill, Mastamind, Natas, Dope E, I.C.P., Twiztid, Bob E. Nite, Do Or Die, Damjonboi, Too Short, E40, Dice, X Rated, Mistah FAB, Nef Da Pharoh, & Project Pat. This all culminates in Prodical-P producing a musical experience that is enjoyable, easy going but also authentic and grounded in reality. It is music that is relatable to people and infused with positive energy to allow for an immersive experience. His overarching ambition is to make impactful music and to create a legacy that is different, unique, and memorable.
Prodical-P is the creator and founder of the independent label: Deadly Melodiez as well as the Rap Group known as Methodz Of Mayhem in which he raps with Nostradamus, an artist that he has mentored. He has numerous projects in his repertoire and recently completed a campaign dubbed 60 in 60 which refers to the release of 60 albums in 60 days. He is currently in the middle of his second campaign known as The Big 30. Yes! 30 Albums in 30 days. Prodical P is unstoppable and his next campaign will include 20 hand-drawn album covers. His cadence is emotive and his lyrics are grounded and are enveloped in a sound that is a uniquely constructed piece of musical artistry. His sound exhibits his versatility and prowess and will surely cement his style as well as pave the way for the varied expressions of his musical ideas and artistic craft. He is driven by the desire to break the world record in the Guinness Book of World Records for the most albums in one year. The current record is held by fellow rapper Viper who released 347 albums in 365. This is the music that will push the boundaries of our perception as well as inspire and drive us to introspective conversations. Music has needed new ideas and novel ways of doing things as well as a new message and sound for a long time and now it is finally here! Prodical-P is the answer to the question that rap music hasn’t asked yet and the missing piece to Hip Hop’s never-ending puzzle.
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01. where would you love to go to college? what kind of college is it? I went to a local community college and UC.
02. is there anywhere you’d love to go, but you wouldn’t go due to things there (people, natural disasters, etc.)? I’m not going anywhere during this pandemic.
03. do you know anyone who has/had swine flu? who? No. I remember when that was a big thing and I was scared about getting it, but that was nowhere near what we’ve experienced the past year. It seemed like the swine flu just kinda went away and I honestly thought COVID was going to be the same way. I certainly never imagined it would become what it has.
04. do you like polaroid photography? Yeah.
05. did you ever watch that old nick show, ginger? I’m guessing you mean “As Told by Ginger”, in which case yeah I did. I wish TennNick would add that to their nighttime lineup. They show Doug, Rugrats, and Hey Arnold, which is cool, but I wish they’d swap out Rocko’s Modern Life and Ren and Stimpy with other shows.
06. is there a friend of yours who curses nonstop? who would that be? My mom loves the f-bomb, haha.
07. don’t you hate when you put lyrics as a status and everyone comments it asking what it means / why it’s your status? I don’t do that anymore, but that reminds me of one time years ago when this older lady who was in the psych club I was in in community college who saw one of my lyric statuses and thought it was directed at her for some reason. I remember it was the lyrics, “Wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend. You could cut ties from all the lies that you’ve been living in, and if you do not want to see me again, I would understand” from ”Jumper” by Third Eye Blind. I don’t know why she thought it was directed at her, like I said she was an older woman and maybe didn’t get how Facebook worked or something I don’t know. She was so confused and came to me asking why I would say that to her lmao I was like what???
08. what internet browser do you use? Google Chrome.
09. what do you usually do to let your feelings out? Cry and/or vent in a survey and/or on Twitter.
10. what was the last thing you uploaded / plugged into the computer? I just plugged my phone in.
11. what is your last class of the day? I’ve been done with school for years.
12. who do you think has your back more: your girl friends or your guy friends? I don’t have any friends, but I have my family and I know they have my back.
13. do you think boys notice things more than girls? or vice versa? It really just depends on the person.
14. are you participating in project 365 (you take a picture of you/something everyday of the year and post it)? No.
15. do you have a flickr? if so, post the link. Nope.
16. am i the only one who would go to the ends of the earth to see their favorite band perform? I don’t know how far I’d travel for a concert. I mean, it could be fun to travel far cause then I could make a whole vacation out of it. If I had the financial means and someone to go with I’d do it.
17. do you think it’s dumb when a band smashes their instruments, or do you find it totally radical? I honestly never understood why they do that. Seems like such a huge waste.
18. have you ever made a gif? if not, do you think it’d be interesting to make one? Yeah, I dabbled with making gifs in Photoshop for awhile. It was fun, I miss doing that.
19. are you excited for the beginning of American idol? I stopped watching American Idol several years ago.
20. do you feel like you need some inspiration, or are you totally inspired right now? I have no inspiration.
21. when you feel uninspired, do you feel like you need to go somewhere to become inspired? I haven’t done anything about it. I haven’t felt motivated or had the energy to do much of anything for the past few years.
22. do you like driving games, or not so much? Sure. When I was younger I liked just driving around aimlessly in games like that haha.
23. do you have trouble coming up with good surveys questions? I don’t make surveys, largely for that reason.
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Forewarning: an exceedingly long list of bullet journal page ideas below :)
Hi everyone, it’s been a while! So, long story short, I’ve made a very long list of bujo page ideas that I think are useful, interesting + fun! Fyi, I’ve arranged the ideas (i.e. the bullet points) under each categories according to my own priority + interests. Also, I’ll be updating this list from time to time, so feel free to suggest new ideas simply by replying this post! ;)
planning
index (table of contents)
key, legend, specifier
goals (daily, weekly, monthly, yearly, future)
goals (short-term, long-term)
new year resolutions / goals
daily spread / log (routines: morning, evening, night)
weekly spread / log / schedule
monthly spread / log / review
future log / yearly calendar
x-year plan (where x = number of years)
to-dos / tasks (daily, weekly)
10 minute tasks
reminders (daily, weekly, monthly, yearly)
important dates
deadlines
birthdays
anniversaries
holidays / special days
appointments / events
diary / journal
trip / travel / holiday / vacation planning
wedding planning
progress tracker (events, goals, etc)
vehicle maintenance (timeline, checklist)
home maintenance (timeline, checklist)
bullet journal (aka bujo)
bujo routine
bujo hacks / tips
bujo themes
header / banner ideas
doodle / drawing ideas
doodle page (doodle a day challenge)
sketchbook (doodling / drawing pages)
title + sub-title ideas
date ideas
divider ideas
layout / spread ideas for bujo
handwriting page
font page
hand lettering / brush lettering / calligraphy
washi tape collection / swatches
pen colours swatches
highlighter colours swatches
brush colours swatches
water colour samples
stationeries / art supplies wishlist
stationeries / art supplies inventor
practice page (hand / brush lettering, doodle, drawing, colour combination, etc)
page to try out new stationeries (pens, markers, highlighters, brushes, etc)
full-page journal entries
bullet journal page ideas
bujo goals
what is bujo + how to bujo? (bujo introduction + guide)
journaling techniques
lifestyle
habits to break
new habits to adopt
chores list / tracker
shopping list
cleaning routine / schedule / tracker
tidying days tracker
laundry tracker
productivity tracker
outfit planning / inspiration / ideas
time management tracker
work / job / career history + timeline
financial
no buy list
no spend days tracker
money-saving tips
savings goals
savings tracker
spending / expenses tracker
monthly budget tracker / planning
debt payoff tracker
income tracker
income growth tracker
bills tracker
gas mileage tracker
self-care / self-improvement
self-care activities / tips
about me (self-introduction)
bucket list
wishlist / wish board
vision board
abstract feelings (drawing therapy: express my feelings, draw my emotions out)
things that make me happy
hobbies tracker
new hobbies to try
hug / cuddle tracker
what do I enjoy + love? / things I enjoy + love
things I got into recently
dream journal / log / tracker
highlights this past year
experiences this year
“fuck it” page (vents / rants; let all those swearings out)
memories of the month
memories / special moments you don’t want to forget
in-do list (things I’ll quit doing)
my horoscope / zodiac sign info
my personality test result / mbti type info / my personality traits
small things that matter
everyday “nothings” I’m grateful for
timeline of my life
map of my life
happy thoughts
notes to self
positive affirmations
sentence-a-day log
one-liner journal
letter to past / future self
personal stories / thoughts (like diary)
random thoughts
skills to learn
things I want to learn
reward tracker
gratitude tracker (things, people)
20 goals before 20
30 goals before 30
things that are stressing me out
how to reduce the things that are stressing me out?
learned lessons / things to reflect on
things to improve
things I love about myself / what I love about myself?
how to stop self-hate / self-loathing?
my values
how to live out my values?
things I’m proud of
things I didn’t do as much as I liked
“flaws” I am grateful for + why
comments
advices
level 10 life
life goals list / tracker
resolutions page
achievements / accomplishments in life
what am I working / fighting for?
how to succeed?
“one smile a day” challenge
my observations about people
where do I want to be in x years? (where x = number of years)
read at least one chapter log
health
hydration tracker (water intake log)
menstruation tracker
mood tracker
relaxation tracker
methods of relaxation
sleep tracker
healthy meals / snacks ideas / options
healthy meal planning / tracker
snacking tendencies tracker
food to eat / avoid list
no x days (where x = food to eat less; e.g. snack, junk food, alcohol, sugar, carbs, etc)
how to cope with mental illness? / mental health management (depression, stress, anxiety, etc)
step count tracker
daily step count goals
energy tracker
migraine tracker
meditation tracker
mental health tracker
meal / food tracker
meal / menu planning
recipes to try / things I want to cook
ratings on things I cooked
favourite recipes
medicine tracker
skin care routine
calorie tracker
exercise / workout tracker
fitness tips / guide
fitness goals
fitness routines / sets
measurements tracker
weight loss / gain tracker
bmi tracker
yoga tracker
yoga poses to try
study (school, university, college)
printables / print outs
things to do before a new semester starts
academic / semester calendar
classes / lectures schedule (timetable)
assessments tracker (assignments, lab reports, projects, homeworks, etc)
project / assignment planning / breakdown (brainstorming new ideas)
important dates (upcoming tests, finals, group discussions, etc)
deadlines tracker (assessment due dates)
study plan for a subject / course / class
studying schedule / timetable/ routine
studying / revision tracker (study hours log)
revision checklist (topics, chapters, subjects, courses, etc)
scholarship activities / events
definitions list
formulas list (maths, chemistry, etc)
vocabulary to learn list
semester goals
grades / exam results tracker
study / school / university supplies list
study / learning websites
reference books / textbooks to buy
study space layout (actual / dream study space)
dream study space ideas
organization tips / ideas for university
productivity tips / ideas for university
before-class routine / checklist
hours spent in library
study tips / hacks
improvement tracker
note-taking method / system
color-code system
studying techniques / methods
how to study smart / efficiently?
how to stay motivated?
how to focus in class?
how to get good grades? / how to improve grades?
how to stop procrastinating?
tips for time management
syllabus / modules list
lecturer / professor / teacher info
past papers tracker
how to overcome failure?
“funny / weird things that happened in university” list
best campus food
favourites
stationeries (pens, markers, highlighters, brushes, etc)
food / meals (desserts, snacks, beverages, drinks, etc)
swatches (stationeries: pens, markers, highlighters, brushes, washi tapes, etc)
colours / colour schemes / colour palettes / colour combinations
hobbies / pastimes
movies / tv series / documentaries / anime
books / manga / manhwa / manhua
genre categories (movies, tv shows, anime, books, manga, music, etc)
songs / playlists / albums / podcasts
lyrics
song artists / bands
apps
ice cream flavours
things / items / products I own (skincare, makeup, etc)
seasons
font types
words
quotes
podcasts
brands (notebooks, clothings, skincare, makeup, etc)
cafes / restaurants
animals / pets
holidays
plants (flowers, leaves, etc)
stores (online / physical stores)
indoor + outdoor activists
poetry
recipes
presents / gifts
feelings
people
aesthetics
celebrities / influencers
characters
blogs / tumblr blogs / websites / youtube channels / instagram accounts
six word stories
scent / smell
fruits + vegetables
sports
checklists
organization ideas / tips
tea / coffee consumed tracker
to watch (movies, tv series, documentaries, anime, etc)
to read (books, articles, manga, manhwa, manhua, etc)
to listen to (songs, playlists, albums, podcasts, etc)
to buy (groceries, shopping, etc)
to try (food, beverages, activities, etc)
to visit (cafes, restaurants, etc)
to travel (places: countries, states, cities, etc)
things to try / attempt
craft / diy project ideas to try
zero waste tips / habits
green living tips / habits
packing checklist (travel, trip, vacation, moving, etc)
adulting list (things I need to learn to become an adult)
maps (colour the place you’ve visited)
before-bed checklist
road trips
random acts of kindness
destinations / places to travel with friends
progress tracker (e.g. book series: pages, chapters, volumes; tv shows: episodes, seasons; podcasts progress, etc)
boredom buster list (fun things to do)
lists
usernames + passwords
playlists for certain moods / occasions
new music discovered
new songs added to playlist
gift / present ideas
things I googled
foreign language vocabulary to learn
new vocabulary
inspirational / motivational quotes
questions I want answers to
story / plot ideas
character ideas
beautiful words to use more often
untranslatable words
365 words to learn (learn a new word per day challenge)
addresses
convenient / useful knowledge
useful unknown facts
interesting / random facts
important contacts / emergency contact info
upcoming releases of things that I like / love (release dates)
pros + cons list
outfits / clothings I own
fashion / outfit inspiration (print outs, magazine cut outs, etc)
how to make someone happy
authors to know
the most important people in my life
collections
flowers / leaves (dried / pressed)
polaroid pictures / photos
swatches (pens, markers, highlighters, brushes, washi tapes, etc)
fortune-telling paper strips / fortune cookie fortunes / amulets
ticket stubs / tickets (movie, train, amusement park, concert tickets, etc)
receipts
stamps (ink)
postage stamps
clothing tags
bookmarks
maps + brochures from travel
greeting cards / postcards
food wrappers / packagings
wrapping papers from gifts you’ve received
cute paper / gift bags
stickers
magazine / book cut outs
business cards
books purchased (titles, date + place of purchase, etc)
social media (blog, tumblr, instagram, pinterest, youtube, etc)
content / post ideas (planning)
social media planning (timeline, content, event, etc)
followers / subscribers count
blog goals
blog information
blog statistics
content updates
social media tracker (time spent on social media)
blogs, tumblr blogs, instagram accounts, youtube channels, pinterest boards, websites, etc to follow
fun
room layout / dream room ideas / room decoration ideas
dream home ideas
aesthetic page (mood board, style board, inspirational photo board, etc)
morse codes
brain dump
brainstorming
pretty + cute things (literally anything pretty + cute)
song of the day
art journal
collage art
colouring page
pen tests page (scribbling page)
random notes
things to look forward to
countdown to a special day / event
“don’t break the chain” challenge
100 days of productivity
moon phases tracker
musical pieces you’d like to play
journal writing prompts
cryptography
invention ideas
best purchases made
“if I had a million dollars”
pet care log
plant care guide + log (plant watering, etc)
family tree
food / snacks / beverages reviews
restaurant / cafe reviews
places travelled review
movies / tv series / anime reviews
book reviews
constellation chart
30 day challenges
hogwarts houses
zentangles
knitting patterns
things that my friends like
friends page (where my friends write stuffs in)
tattoo ideas
philosophical stuffs
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Important for Hugginsverse audience
It’s been a long time since I’ve done anything with this blog, really. I’m sure most of my followers have gone away and a bunch of folks straight up think I abandoned Hugginsverse completely (I haven’t), but I feel it’s important to put some stuff out there.
This isn’t a vent, callout, sob story, or anything like that. I just want to say a few things that are very important to me, and if you enjoy Hugginsverse, they might be important to you, too.
When I was 15, I dabbled in RPG Maker and made a game called ?????. It got a major facelift when I was contacted by potential assistants and this remake was called UNKNOWN. I had no idea it would become what it did.
I’ll be 23 in less than a week, and no longer live in the house I grew up in. When I look at UNKNOWN, and the games that followed in its trail, I simultaneously see the happiest point of my life and the cringy doodle in the middle school sketchbook (but in a loving way!...mostly). I hold nothing but appreciation and love for both the stories I had created and the people I had in my audience.
However, I’d like to take a moment to look back on this series through the eyes of an adult, and point out a few things that are going to change now that I’m a bit older and my life experiences have shifted. There will be Cool New Hugginsverse News, too.
The first thing I want to put in here is an apology. I know, I said this wouldn’t be vent, but this is important. I’ll try to make it quick. There will be fun stuff later on, I promise.
The first big change is that in UNKNOWN, the entirety of Zone 2 is hereby removed from canon entirely. No UNKNOWN-related material (I’ve been questioning remakes for a while) I ever release in the future will contain any part of Zone 2 for any reason. I have more than one reason for this, and it leads into my apology.
The main reason for Zone 2′s removal is that it contains a scene depicting assault that was handled in a very insensitive way. In the interest of keeping my promise of not telling sob stories or doing callouts, I will keep it short and say that Zone 2 was not written by me, and this scene was put into the game without my full consent. (If the full story is really needed, feel free to message me on Discord at The largest bee you've ever seen#9642, as this is where I’m most active.)
However, this does not mean I’m not responsible for the scene being in the version of the game that was released to the public. Beyond all else, UNKNOWN was my own project, and everyone on the team was aware of this. At any moment I could have made the choice to remove this scene from my game. I feel insulted that such a scene used a character of mine that I love so dearly, that my favorite OC I’ve ever made is depicted committing such an action, but I had every power in the world to prevent it. I did not do so because I was worried the assistant involved would drop their support -- even though the game was pretty much complete at this point and their refusal to continue would not have mattered.
I want to apologize to anyone who may have been insulted, offended, or triggered by this scene. There was no excuse for it being left in the game. It should be considered non-canon, and will never appear again.
I also want to apologize for an ableist slur used in FastForward. This was used in an attempt to emphasize a character being unforgivable levels of mean, but looking back, it is now clear that my usage of the word at all was in incredibly poor taste and horrifically irresponsible. Any FastFoward related materials I release in the future will have this line removed entirely.
Ok, that was the most serious part, I swear. Let’s do these in ascending order so we keep getting happier.
The second retcon I’d like to introduce is actually a spoiler for 365, so if you haven’t played it, and intend to do so, please do that before clicking this link. I’d also like to warn anyone who is sensitive to animal harm before reading, although it’s non-descriptive. This one is short because it involves a traumatic event from my own life, and I don’t want to upset myself or anyone who reads this.
Third, I’d like to announce a few characters that are no longer canon in the Hugginsverse universe. These include CHARLOTTE THE OBSERVER, BANDIT THE ELSEN, LOUIS THE ELSEN. These characters are no longer included in the universe because permission to use them has been revoked by the owner. I am a bit sad, as I have seen many of these are popular characters in the fandom, but I would like to respect the original creator’s wishes.
Okay! Time for more fun stuff.
An announcement I’d like to make is that I’m working on another game. It will not be an OFF fangame, as I no longer have interest in building off that world, but it is still included in the Hugginsverse canon and features Seneca and the Puppeteer as protagonists. I intend on divorcing the franchise from OFF from hereon out by instead focusing on Seneca and the world he comes from.
I do not know a release date. Hell, I’ve been making, scrapping, remaking, rescrapping this thing for a few years now, as is made obvious by scrolling even just a little on my blog. (The images and news provided there are, unfortunately, outdated and no longer represent the game.) Do not scroll down my blog. I’ve been informed my Tumblr was taken over by sex-related spam bots in my absence. Please message me on Discord using either the server in the link below or my ID above if you wish to contact me or see what I’m up to. Perhaps posting every now and again will motivate me to create the best product I can. I’ve learned a lot since my last Hugginsverse adventure, both from a game design side and technical side, and I want my growth to show as best as it can.
One more thing... I have a Discord server where I post information about games (uncommon) and the world Seneca originated in (common). If you would like to hang out there and discuss Hugginsverse, as I am no longer in the OFF or spinOFF servers, or simply learn a bit more about Seneca’s species and the world he comes from, this server would be a lovely place to do so. I spend most of my time online nowadays on Discord, so anything sent to me there will be seen quite quickly.
Thank you for bearing with me through this very very long text post, and most of all for enjoying the series I put all my little teenage heart into. All of you are wonderful, and I am blessed to have had the experience of making something people loved and were inspired by. I can only hope, and try my best, so my future projects can achieve the same.
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356 Spreads In 365 Days Tarot Reading Challenge: Day 4 (March 6, 2020) - Embrace Your Creative Process Spread
On this day, painter, poet, architect, and sculptor Michaelangelo was born on this day in 1475. Considered one of the greatest artists to have ever lived, his volume of work and influence on the development of Western art remain voluminous. His best-known works include sculptures of David, the Pieta, and sublime frescos in the Sistine Chapel.
Working creatively, you can invoke the spirit of Michaelangelo the same way you might invoke a god for a magical ritual. Utilising his genius for inspiration, this spread sheds light on your creative process.
Card 1:
What helps me accept my creative gifts?
Eight of Pentacles Upright
The rewards that you might receive from pursuing your passions and developing your talents might give you motivation, and a sense of freedom. Develop a good work ethic, pay attention to the details, and set the bar high. You already have the tools. Maybe if you use them, you will achieve success.
Card 2:
How do I dedicate a specific amount of time to it?
Ten Of Swords Reversed
It is possible that an approaching end, or change, like leaving a relationship, quitting a job, losing touch with a relative, or a friend, or a social organizational, will present epiphanies, and make you feel sure of yourself, and what you want. It might not be within your control, but maybe it’s best to accept the change, move forward, and preoccupy your thoughts and efforts on new prospects or pursuits. After all, this may also free you up, and give you the opportunity to make time for developing your talents, or passions.
Card 3:
Do I have the space to work in?
Queen Of Swords Reversed
It is possible that there is someone in your life who tries to appear to be a good person, but actually does or says mean things to spite you at the same time. They may try to make things difficult for you, and continue to look for reasons to do so. Maybe they say hurtful things to make you feel bad, or cut off your resources to make life hard for you. It might be best not to let this overwhelm you with frustration, and anxiety. Instead, rely on your intellect, and capacity for reason to find a way to pool the resources you need to secure a creative space on your own for developing your talents, and passions. Prioritize your own well being. Don’t mind the things that others say or do to keep you down.
Card 4:
Should I work in the same place each day?
The Sun Upright
If you must, it might be a good idea to choose a space that gives you a sense of joy, success, rejuvenation, happyness, optimism, safety, and freedom where you can redefine yourself, and grow as an artist, or where your talents can develop. In other words, a sanctuary. Maybe this is just what you need to catapult your career in the arts.
Card 5:
Can I recognize and utilise creative spurts?
Death Upright
If you’re on a roll, and inspiration keeps pouring out of you, maybe you’re in the right place. Although, the moment you feel like you’re in a rut, maybe it's time to make some changes, like a new scenery etc. New experiences might arouse inspiration when you feel like it has run out.
Card 6:
Is there a muse lingering near me?
Five of Wands Reversed
Maybe your muse cannot be trusted because this person is not what they seem. They may not speak truthfully, and they may betray you. They may lure you in with cunning, and deception and maybe you can’t be blamed. It is also possible that a third person is trying to poison the mind of your muse against you. Although sooner or later the truth will reveal itself to you probably through someone else if the culprit doesn’t fess up.
Card 7:
What am I capable of?
The Emperor Upright
Although you may have potential, you lack discipline and structure, and you let yourself become overwhelmed by your emotions. Maybe this is a call to gather the focus and determination to give yourself a routine, and better manage your time and emotions. This might do wonders for your output.
Card 8:
What helps me let go of the end result?
Knight of Cups Reversed
There is always a possibility that you will not get the result you want. Expectations set us up for disappointment. If you’ve persisted in a project long enough, but feel like you still haven't gotten it right,
it’s ok to start a new project. Although might not be wrong to appreciate a project for its own beauty, even if it isn’t what you intended it to be.
What deck I used for this reading: The Ostara Tarot
Where I Took the spread from: 365 Days of Tarot Spreads by Sasha Graham
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Inspiration Motivation Project 365, day 221
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Video from @peptalkmotivation - "99% of people are not willing to do what it takes to make their dreams come true." -@willsmith Are you a member of the 1%? motivation💪 - You are enough right now. Stop getting ready and start taking action. Make your dreams come true. Take positive actions towards your goals daily. You can achieve anything as long as you are working for it. Stop talking. Stop waiting. Stop watching from the sidelines. Make it happen. Today... _______________________ _______________________ FOLLOWME 👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇 ✅@BUDDHAGUNZ365❤️ ✅@BUDDHAGUNZ365❤️ ✅@BUDDHAGUNZ365❤️ 👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆 _______________________ Today is day 7 of my 365 project. A project where I create 365 days of art, writing, video, content, and just try to daily live a better life for 365 days straight mindfully. Trying to inspire love, creativity, and compassion in everyone I come in contact with. Join me on my journey. - FOLLOWMYCOMPANY 👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇 ✅@DESIGNNIRVANA❤️ ✅@DESIGNNIRVANA❤️ ✅@DESIGNNIRVANA❤️ 👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆 | | | FOLLOWMYRADIOSTATION 👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇 ✅@THEBLESSINGRADIO❤️ ✅@THEBLESSINGRADIO❤️ ✅@THEBLESSINGRADIO❤️ 👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆 | . . . . . . . . . . . . . #art #mindsetmatters #design #artist #entrepreneur #motivationalvideos #inspirationalqoutes #creative #mindset #graphicdesign #artoftheday #365daychallenge #believe #makepositivitylouder #graphicdesign #dailyinspiration #love #brooklynartist #createart #CREATEBEAUTY #CREATESOMETHINGEVERYDAY #inspirelove #buddhagunz365 #haveyoubeenblessed #soulstonedbrothers #createartdaily #beagod365 #enlightenmentthrusuperiorfirepower #LIFEISCREATIVITY #designnirvana (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoJfSf8nAdo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=x19cd84di6xd
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27. "Work hard, love life, dream big" says my inspiring notebook next to a pile of workload and my favorite work mug.
Been extremely busy for the past months, but learning to love leading a productive lifestyle.
#365#365doty#positivity#365 days of the year#inspiration#inspirational#motivation#positive#365 project#happiness#happiness project#happy#positivity project#see good#love#vintage#lovely#post#coffee#idea#notebook#work#hard#life#dream#big#mug#van gogh#busy#productivity
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One of my last projects before I left Hallmark. First time ko make-claim it talaga na gawa ko ‘to kasi nakalagay per pages illustrated by Rie Orpano and as in designs ko talaga siya. Huhuhu. It’s out in the market! Sarap lang makita and nakaka-proud. Yung illustrations ko ng coffee and workspaces yung designs nung calendars. Bale two versions siya, may desk planner and meron din wall calendar. 114.75php yung desk planner and 129.75php naman yung wall calendar.
Grabe din yung hirap ko dito ah kasi sobrang proof reading and double check talaga in making sure na tama yung mga dates dun sa calendar. Tapos nagkaroon pa ng konting problems with printing buti nalang nagawan ng paraan. Anyway, available siya sa national bookstores if you’re interested in buying.
Yung story pala kung bakit 365 days of positivity yung title niya kasi yung mga nilagay kong illustrations may mga motivational and inspirational quotes. And part din pala ‘to nung l.i.f.e project namin which a portion of the sales goes to life foundation to help with the treatment of kids with lukemia. They just had their launching last week. So diba, if bumili ka nakatulong ka pa. :-)
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The End of the Daily Doodle
This is it, this was the last doodle. I inspired and motivated so many people to take on this challenge and I'm really really proud to have seen their progress firsthand, regardless if I didn't interact with them much To the ones that followed the doodles from the very beginning, you got to see a lot of my biggest ups and downs throughout these 4 years. From a breakup, to a new relationship. From a hurricane to surviving daily on a drastically changed lifestyle. From some of the most stressful college days and all-nighters, to fun days out with friends at lunchtime. I can read back on these days and I sure miss them so much.. I miss old friends that I don’t see or talk to as much. I also miss feeling a bit more like I have a strong goal to work towards. I’m glad I archived most of my college years so I can fully relive them just by seeing the drawn doodle and remembering that whole day, and if not, the written story will do just fine~ As stated before, the doodles have also been affecting my health to the point of also being outright dangerous. My neck injury some time ago was caused by me falling asleep while doodling late at night! I can't manage time well at all and having to draw the doodles didn't help, but I did have my fun, I just need to rest more now At one point I had planned to keep the doodle going for DECADES, but after the hurricane last year, I realized the doodles took a lot of my time and I started to realize it wasn't that enjoyable, especially after graduating and falling into a boring routine where I spent most of my time alone.. it just wasn't fun and my doodles all looked the same even though I mostly figured out a way to make them all different each day. Still, I felt that the quality of my writing plummeted and got repetitive with shorter and shorter paragraphs being written down. If they got this repetitive by me not attending university anymore, imagine if I got a job! I just.. wasn't having as much fun as before, it felt more like a responsibility to keep them going and to keep my readers happy. I used to feel a lot of pride when someone mentioned how cool it was that I kept drawing these every day and asked how I got inspiration. Nowadays I don't feel that pride, it's just a small drawing I do but spend way too much time writing and remembering, analyzing in a map which places I visited, what I did there and for how long since my memory can do so much now. Browsing my own search history to see how much time I wasted doing something until I realize I didn't do anything aside from that, it's sad.. and brings me back to why I started the doodles in the first place. I was seeing my yearly art summary which was empty and that depressed me, now I'm doing the same but documenting it in detail.. I didn't progress much at all in my motivation to draw, I just draw lineart better and faster.. Which is good but not what I aimed for. Now, to be fair, 2016 was a year where I progressed a lot in animation and putting my name out there, but I’m afraid I gotta work to rebuild what I started that year Back in 2016 when the doodle was still going strong, I saw myself doing daily doodles about my life at work in whatever workplace I would be working at in the future. Since doodling now felt so pushed and forced, I think the doodle would have ended up repetitive or even intrusive in terms of potentially spoiling a work secret or just getting in the way of my work schedule.. it just wasn't gonna work By 2018, because of how hard it was to return to doodling again because of the hurricane and the fact I had to drop around 100 doodles from being drawn because I was so behind. I was fully planning on ending the doodles whenever I got a job. (I'm writing this in September and hope that I do end the doodle before the end of the year, it'll mean I actually landed a job before 2019! :D) (2019 Edit: I didn’t) Friends have told me it's okay to end the doodle and rest, I wanted to keep it going for many years but I realized it’s unrealistic with my current scheduling issues. Distracting myself into the night and ending up drawing the doodle at 3am instead of earlier to sleep. I remember I used to STRICTLY doodle at 10pm back when I started, but the doodles were a 5-minute mess and were very hard to understand These friends have also told me that out of everyone they know, I was the one to hold onto this challenge the longest. I end the doodle feeling proud to have done this much, it was a fun project, experiment and motivation to keep going as well as observing closer to everything happening around me every single day
Either way, I’m hopeful that taking some stress off of me might improve my health and even more hopefully, leave time and create some motivation to tackle other projects like my commissions, animation skills and hopefully create a nice portfolio to land a job with.. Here’s hoping for the best The daily doodles will remain untouched and archived. While my more active pages will push the doodles back and will be harder to read back upon, there are places where you can see them without having to search much: 2015 Doodles - https://www.deviantart.com/jeany545/gallery/52571699/2015-365-Challenge
2016-2017 Doodles - http://lonedailydoodle.tumblr.com/
https://t.me/lonedailydoodle (April 2017 and up)
2017-2018 Post hurricane doodles - https://imgur.com/user/jeany545
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1MP5JsPaXPK1X54z_nDVd6RlYIVbFfD1W?usp=sharing (Written stories)
2018 Doodles - http://lonedailydoodle.tumblr.com/
https://t.me/lonedailydoodle
TUMBLR DOODLES MIGHT OR NOT HAVE A FEW MISSING BECAUSE OF FAULTY NSFW BANS The doodles might make a return some day.. Maybe some day when I learn to keep a good schedule.. But right now, I rest. Thank you for reading these 4 years of my life, everyone~
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