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[jul-27]

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Marina Tsvetaeva, from a diary entry featured in Earthly Signs Moscow Diaries, 1917-1922

[medstudentblues]

11.20.24

current rotation: psychiatry

currently studying!!! i was from PM duty last night (7pm-7am) and had to stay until 12PM today due to conferences. this is the only thing i hate about being a doctor — the inhumane schedule. i had a take out when i got back, showered, and ate it on bed while i watched game of thrones!!! i fell asleep after. now i’m just studying before i sleep. the cleaning can wait tomorrow.

psych rotation is for recovering, gathering one’s self. perhaps i’ll talk about it more in a post. i want to be more active here despite my schedule (re: study, thoughts on rotations) because i got msgs asking about my rotation and i’m sorry i haven’t replied yet!!! i have just been so insanely busy. i will get to them, yes yes.

but for now i shall study, and maybe watch another game of thrones episode before i sleep!

[goobersplat]

2001 Applause Scooby-Doo Embroidered Plush Bifold Wallet

[insporp]

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[contedimontecristo]

20.11.24

Writing down my notes for my research and I'm a little obsessed with this description of blue by Kandinsky:

"When very dark, blue develops an element of repose. When it sinks into black, it echoes a grief that is hardly human. It attains an endless, profound meaning sinking into the deep seriousness of all things where there is no end."

I didn't study as much as I wanted to today but I finished a lot of smaller tasks that gave me way too much anxiety for what they were. I have a very important exam this week and after that I'll finally be able to dedicate all my attention on my paper.

[rowanclair]

So excited about this announcement - new notebooks available with two forest-themed cover designs! I plan on making more available in future, so if there's any of my work you'd like to see on a notebook, let me know.

They are made to order so you can personalise them - choose the size, paper type (blank, lined, dot/grid) and even cover text.

You can find them here! 💚

[ghostjournalss]

Solo queue kinda day on league

[305note]

[cupnoodle-astronaut]

MY SILLY NEW BOY NOTEBOOK!! the original design was made by buggybitez on toyhou.se :D

i imagine them being all peppy and having a very good memory since they're a notebook puppy and all uhhhhh idk.. i like them :o)

[medstudentblues]

11.21.24

can it be really 1 week left before december? time just keeps passing by. i live day to day, measured by how well i’m doing clinically, how well i did life things - did i workout this week? did i eat well? did i journal? did i study? if not i tell myself it’s okay. my job and schedule are inhumane. it’s a miracle i’m doing so well. it’s a miracle my peers think i’m great - but i’m feeling so exhausted. i have to always tell myself to slow down, to relax, to just breathe.

so how have i been lately?

after my OB rotation which was tiring in itself, i did my LO (coordinator - liason officer) job and it was crazy in its own. i tried my best to make it most fun, but we were exhausted. i really enjoyed neurology though despite its toxicity. i love localizing the lesion in the brain, i love the thinking. we had a case of ischemic stroke and was there within the golden period of giving altaplase (something to lyse to clot) and from being almost dead-like, not moving, i saw her the next day alive, walking, just having finished her bath. and it felt good, you know? a miracle. with just a medication, a sister, a mother, a grandma, was alive and kicking, ready to face another decade or so of her life. neuro was surely something, but it was exhausting. we were overbooked. we were spent.

and now here we are in our psychiatry rotation. where the schedule is so much better and the workload is very light. it’s the emotional aspect that it’s heavy but we are managing. lately we had been getting ER calls, college students, some with suicide attempts. some from abusive backgrounds. it’s just. it never ends. but we have to move on. this is our only time to breathe before yet another grueling major rotation in Internal Medicine. we have to make do. so i spend my days studying, working out, and spending time with my beau and dog.

life is okay so far. i hope i survive.

[copper-minnow]

WIP Wednesday arbeitest gerade aktiv an einem Oc der an Stories? Teile etwas mit uns darüber? #sharewhatintheqieks #ffmmff #workinprogress #fanfiction.de

yess, weiter und immer weiter bei witch valley! @bejeweldskeleton hat ja schon ein ada snippet aus dem nächsten kapitel gepostet und da darf ein snippet von kade nicht fehlen:

"Erst in Seattle hatte Kade das Autofahren richtig hassen gelernt. Als Teenager hatte er es noch kaum erwarten können seinen Führerschein zu machen; fahren wohin man wollte, wann und mit wem man wollte. In Kades naiver, jugendlicher Vorstellung hätte es sein Leben komplett verändert, aber ein eigenes Auto konnte man sich als Migrantenkind aus einem Single-Mum-Haushalt nicht leisten. Stattdessen war er auf die kläglichen Busfahrpläne angewiesen und ab und zu ließ er sich sogar von Rick breitschlagen, dass er ihn nach Hause fahren durfte, wenn die Abende bei Jazz und Zack zu lang geworden waren. Sie träumten von einem Roadtrip. Die Küste hinunter in den Süden, oder am Besten direkt quer durchs Land, nach New York oder vielleicht sogar Miami. Sie hatten schon Karten mit Routen markiert und endlich Ricks Autoradio repariert. Kade musste nur die High School hinter sich bringen und den Abschluss machen. Das war gewesen, bevor sich all die Pläne vor seinen Augen in Luft auflösten. Mit einem dummen Streit und seiner dummen Wut."

[motelgoth]

☆ Emily The Strange Notebooks!

[lookwhatijustfound-blog]

Notebook Paper Crochet Blanket

[zegalba]

Candace Hicks: "Notes of String Theory" (2022)

[heavenlyyshecomes]

all the updates from al shifa right now are just "we're waiting to die" I feel so sick