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I don't even listen to mcr, but I have the sudden desire to acquire a wedding dress, spatter fake blood on it, and listen to three cheers for sweet revenge
#idk what prompted this#but yeah#impulsive thoughts are being impulsive#last time I had em this bad#I punched two holes in my ears#and that turned out fine#sooooo...#mcr#my chemical romance#three cheers for sweet revenge#missy's rambles
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Anyway shout out to Dewey who constantly looked like he was having the worst time of his fucking life in the pitches
Just an 11 year old pissed off at the world it seems😭
#insane he ended up being so happy go lucky in canon#like in the art book they talk about the character shift dewey had once ben auditioned#and he made them realize they could take a more comedic approach with him#but initially dewey’s character seemed very negative and irritable#they had the label ‘the bad boy’ of the 3 on him for a bit too#bc of the massive chip on his shoulder and how unsatisfied he was at the time#and tbh you can see bits of that in the pilot#dewey’s character and overall demeanor is very different in the first two eps of s1#i LOVE my boy as the bright impulsive ball of sunshine and danger that he is#but this original pitch of him intrigues me a lot#like i can talk about pitch!dewey for hours bc#kinda feels like wasted potential idk LMAO#bc he didn’t entirely disappear at least in s1 so#just a lot of dewey thoughts#bc that’s my boy🫶#ducktales#ducktales 2017#dewey duck
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moment of appreciation again for what is possibly my favourite later game percy quote that everyone always forgets about
(said to vex, of course)
#another thing tlovm hasn't touched on yet that i hope they do (bc next season would be a great place for it) -#both percy and vex struggle so much with anger issues and holding grudges#and the reason they work so well together is because literally a few minutes before their first kiss#they make a commitment to helping each other learn how to forgive even when it's hard - because that's the only way to grow#percy had orthax and vex had saundor both who fed on those impulses and tried to turn them into their worst selves#and they both could very easily have fallen to that! but they don't want to. so they're going to keep each other on the right track#and this is really the pinnacle of it#percy being able to recognise when he really wants to hurt someone and going hmm nope vex seems to be objective here im gonna listen to vex#cr1#c1e99#percy de rolo#vex'ahlia#perc'ahlia#cr thoughts
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one of my favorite things about zedaph is that on a server full of people that find strange and oft-overlooked minecraft mechanics or rare events and then see just how far they can push them in the name of spectacle or efficiency or world-breaking, zed is over here finding these mechanics in order to do the weirdest things he can think of in as entertaining a manner as possible
like i 100% have faith in zedaph's theoretical ability to be just as efficient or spectacular or world-breaking. if he wanted to do that stuff, i trust that he absolutely could. but thats so far from being his priority. instead, hes going to spend around a week of irl time focused entirely on eventually having the good luck to spawn in something insanely rare so that he can convert it into something even rarer, the result of which being something that 99% of the server reacts with complete and utter shock that it even exists in the first place, just because its zany and funny and he wanted to. and i love that
#zedaph#hermitcraft#genuinely i adore the clucky few project im not even done watching the episode and i had to pause and make this post#i saw impulses video first and went ''that HAS to be some sort of datapack or something-''#only to immediately go ''no. no it cant be. because this is zed#and its practically a trademark of his to push the limits of the game as far as possible in the direction least expected#not for the purpose of efficiency or spectacle or intimidation or whatever like some players who push limits#but purely for the purpose of making something so funny you cant help but laugh at whats going on#and maybe being a bit impressed that he ever thought of it in the first place''#at which point i went ''holy shit. since its zed doing this. somehow he ACTUALLY got a villager on a chicken. with no cheats. thats INSANE'#i was relieved when i checked my subscriptions to see what the next video i had to watch was and saw he would be next in line#bc if i had to sit through 19 other hermits videos before i could watch his and find out what the fuck he was doing i would have been so sa#sidenote but i feel like a zed video where he interacts with this many other people all in the same video is so rare#idk i didnt watch season 9 and i know he started collabing a lot more w/ other hermits then#so maybe its not nearly as rare these days#but like the last one that *i* saw where he interacted with this many people at once was towards the end of season 8#when all the people he experimented on earlier in the season came back to experiment on him#and like i would like zeds videos with or without the collabs. but its a lot of fun to see him interact with people#so its very cool to me when he does it with a lot of people all in the same video
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cannot stop rotating wl!gem in my head after that episode. encouraging pearl and impulse to go after her enemies and then gossiping with scott about them afterwards. insane behaviour. the discussion about impulse. missing secret life. fucking helllll. i'm obsessed with how dedicated she is to the anti pearl and impulse campaign. how dedicated she is to painting them as aggressors, antagonizers, going into her base and looking through her fields, when she's undeniably the one starting shit with them. that one stream clip of her saying she's going to channel breakup coldness dialogue from subnautica against pearl. iconic behaviour. i love divorce
#wild life#geminitay#shiny duo#pearlescentmoon#impulsesv#scott smajor#wild life spoilers#i am 100% going to have more coherent thoughts on this ehen its not 2am#im also kind of obsessed with how shes playing this season socially. Like. she has all these alliances shes msde and it feels like very few#of them actually matter. shes making all of these superficial connections#endearing herself#but its just that. superficial#meanwhile shes proliferating a hate campaign against pearl (with impulse kind of being stray fire) and making a point to place herself#as the innocent#idk. fascinated#obligatory c! not cc!#good shit
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#tsou#the secret of us#the secret of us the series#earn sanitada#orm kornnaphat#oh she's unhinged UNHINGED#perhaps I love... fictional unhinged women...#hope this doesn't awaken something in me#anyway I always thought that Earn is the scary one instead of Lada#she's just so expressive with everything#and her impulsive ass would make her explosive when she's angry angry#exhibit A#combined with her cute puppy eyes and it's LETHAL#also I love how she softens at the end like 'what have I done?'#like she's actually disappointed with herself by being angry#and she just wants to leave and sulks somewhere#Orm is also so expressive with her eyes tbh#I'm thinking of Earn realizing that she could be so destructive toward herself and people around her#would that destroy her? How would she redeem herself? That would be incheresting to watch#titfairygifs
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Southlands polycule but noones really sure who’s in the polycule and who isn’t
#Impulse kissing Mumbo and Mumbo being like ‘oh damn didn’t realise he was part of it cool’#that clip of Martyn walking in on Mumbo complimenting Grians backside and being like ‘wait he’s not in the polycule-‘#Jimmy didn’t even realise there was a polycule he thought they were all just flirting with him for fun#Grian WAS flirting for fun and then caught feelings#you ask any of them who’s dating who and they’re just like ‘man idk’#queer ass group full of polyamory but the lines are so fucking blurred#only official label is ahasbands being married#the rest is a mess and a half#slash pos#(they’re all okay with it they don’t mind they said at the start of the alliance they don’t care about what happens romance wife)#Martyn’s a little possessive tho bless him#thats just Martyn in general though#his king his husband his soulmate his mean gill his big dog. his his his#traffic shipping#trafficshipping#life series#Grumbo#ahasbands#grimpulse#mumpulse#solidwood#solidmumbo#solidarian#lemontree#woodpulse#idk ship names bro#the southlands#southlanders#poly southlands#last life
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@carnivalcarrion Remember when I said I had something for you?
Yeah, me too.
#welcome home#barnaby b beagle#howdy pillar#welcome home au#kinda?#hey does yassified howdy count as an AU? idk but either way I'll tag it ahahha#my art#barnaby x howdy#laughingstock#spreading the laughingstock propaganda#bruh there are many mistakes and inconsistencies here BUT#I did this as a quick sketch thing to get an idea of how to draw howdy and barnaby as I haven't drawn them much otherwise yet#I've had this sitting in my art things for a few weeks trying to add dialouge to fit this#before I gave up and let their expressions talk for em#setting this early on before they confess#main concept for this idea came from that one sketch made with Barnaby burying himself in Howdy's chestfluff for stress relief#said to myself 'Why not have Howdy do that instead?' as equivalent exchange#bro let the impulsive thoughts take over for a second#I don't blame him bc the same thing happens with me and my cats#I say I won't pet em but then they are being to cute and such to resist for long#bet Howdy is trying to play it off in the last panel#I hope you like my humble gift CarnivalCarrion#as a multi-shipper you opened my eyes to this and popstar so ahehehwbbwbeb#also you have no idea how hard I panicked when I realized you already had a design for yassified howdy in his adjusted shopwear ahaha#the tie is out oh well#he needs to keep Some professionalism while letting all that chest fluff breath no?
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tw flashing images, implied death
please for the love of god reblog this, it took me 3 days
#this is what happens when i let my impulsive thoughts win. i listen to this song like 4 times and this is what happens#i kind of panicked at the end bc i wasnt sure what to put there but i think it turned out alright#i played with some basic effects on premiere this time. mostly scale and position because i didnt want it more complicated already#btw i am completely aware of how macaque might not have actually been killed by wukong this time around. although i dont really fear#being wrong cause im here for that angst baby! and on that note we could be completely wrong abt wukong and macaques early relationship lol#its cute to imagine they were like really close friends though. again i dont fear being wrong if this ages away from canon thats fine#if we get more content for them id like to make another one of these lol. id like to do one for mk with its alright by mother mother.#CUASE THAT BOY NEEDS THERAPY. maybe 'life' would also work for him based on his s4 arc.. hmmm....#myart#animatic#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkiekid#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#sun wukong#six eared macaque#shadowpeach#monkie kid#lego monkie kid spoilers#lmk spoilers#lmk season 4 spoilers#lego monkie kid s4 spoilers#lmk swk#tw flashing#flashing#eyestrain#implied death
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Love how Falon'Din is seen amongst the Evanuris, at least from Solas' perspective.
Solas in Veilguard has talked positively of literally all of the Evanuris (even counting the backhanded comment towards Elgar'nan) EXCEPT for Falon'Din. Hell, even Elgar'nan seems to clash with him (judging from this codex).
He got his ass beat by the others, too.
Anyway, I need a soap opera drama about the Evanuris, and I need more content of failwife Falon'Din.
#he just seems like a more shitty impulsive version of Elgar'nan and I'm here for it#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#evanuris#falon'din#solas#elgar'nan#mythal#dirthamen#sylaise#june#andruil#ghilan'nain#fen'harel#Solas and Elgar'nan forgot his ass during their argument lmaoooo#literally dropped every other Evanuris' name in that fight except him#I'm obsessed with the idea of him being such a fucking loser#Dirthamen was the cool kid who unfortunately hung out with a potential school shooter (Falon'Din)#was talking about him on Discord and now I bring my thoughts here uwu
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speaking of Cold having impulsive thoughts and not intrusive ones– as he is in the construct, I don't think Cold ever had any intrusive thoughts, since he genuinely considers every thought that enters his head as interesting enough to try it out at least once
But I do think in an 'out of the construct' scenario, he'd develop intrusive thoughts. And because they're very similar to the impulsive thoughts he already had ("what if I stabbed this person on the heart?" except the thought actually perturbs him now instead of seeming mildly interesting), he'd struggle with seperating them from his actual wants, just adding to his self-image of being an irredeemable and terrible person that everyone is right to be afraid of.
#me. patting Cold on the back: this birb can fit so much self-image and morality struggles!!#I just thinking someone that's very used to considering every thought that crosses his head with some detachment#wouldn't adapt very well to suddenly disliking and even being perturbed by the things he can think of#slay the princess#voice of the cold#stp headcanons#sal rambles#I WILL drill on this fandom the difference between intrusive and impulsive thoughts if it's the last thing I do
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THE EX-MORNING SERIES CONCEPT
By now I think many people have heard that KristSingto’s upcoming series is an original script that was written for them. What we also have confirmed is that it was written about them.
[source]
KRIST: This series was written by P'Backaof and directed by P'Lit where they created this script from the start deliberately for the two of us and they got information for the characters etc. from KristSingto directly. In the series, the name for P'Sing is Tamtawan, and my name is Phatapi. And Tamtawan Tamtawan and Phatapi are KristSingto themselves.
INTERVIEWER: Does that mean you play yourself?
KRIST: [laughing] Yes, we act as ourselves, so it's not difficult at all.
Today, Aof elaborated on his part on Twitter:
[source: @backaof]
[translation: @_beinglistener]
And Jojo added:
[source: @jojotichakorn]
[translation: @_beinglistener]
So, two gay men are the leading creative minds behind KristSingto’s comeback series. Time to study up on your KristSingto history, kids. \:D/
Long live sanctioned RPF. 🎉
#krist perawat#singto prachaya#kristsingto#the ex morning#i’ve already seen the same tired ‘guess rent was due’ about krist and#i see on twitter when people link my thread about krist to people still insisting he’s homophobic#man’s rich#he works constantly#he even said it’s something he regrets now that his grandmother who raised him passed away#he worked so much he didn’t have as much time for his family—who he helps support#he is quite literally considered bl royalty#he has more queer people in his circle than straight#waa (gay) is his mentor#aof (gay) wrote this series and jojo (gay) thought up the concept so even professionally he's supported by queer people#you don’t have to like him#and you don’t have to admit to sending death threats to a stranger who doesn’t speak your language based on rumors you didn’t verify#just y’know#admit quietly to yourself alone in your head that you were wrong and you caused harm to a person who didn’t deserve it#plenty of actors use bl as a stepping stone to bigger jobs#he’s not one of them#he wanted to do bl for years but gmmtv told him he could only work with singto#so literally the only reason kit didn’t do bl until BMF was scheduling issues because singto wanted to study abroad#and singto couldn’t get a fixed date for it and then the pandemic messed with his plans even more#i’m glad to see more and more people are understanding who krist is recently#and even in the series they made pathapi’s controversy an impulsive act of anger#krist has said he used to struggle with being hotheaded#and one of his apologies for the igs was even something like ‘i acted without thinking of how it would look out of context’#he just wanted people to stop harassing him for his sexuality but the context isn’t in the igs#anyway my go-to when i’m too tired to talk about this is always this#if he had ever been homophobic thai people would be the ones leading the charge against him…but it’s interfans
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Being in pain and anguish can make you a deeply unpleasant person when it starts to grate on you to the core of your soul how unwell you are, and it really can make interacting with others so much harder.
It is hard to be around other people when you're in pain, and the sounds around you quite literally hurt, and you feel the crushing weight of reality settling deep on your chest and throat, and it feels like the world is against you. It's hard to be "pleasant" when everything feels stacked against you.
I hope to be with all of you in a metaphorical way. It's hard to be disabled and to act "normal." It's important to recognize that we can become so entrenched in the horrors of disability and pain that we lash out because when we recognize the cause, we can start finding ways to notice what might help.
Disability can feel like you're turned into a shell of who you thought you "should" be. Give yourself the space to grieve if you need to. I know it's hard. Take it a day at a time.
#disability#since i made this with the thought of disability in mind + the ways that it affects every little part of your life#it feels so hard to be in pain and then to snap at somebody because your disability gives you a shorter fuse...#...and you KNOW that this isn't their fault and you tell them that but it's still rough...#...and it feels like you're just not worthy of being loved after that because they were innocent...#...but that impulse to self-persecute is a slow and cruel killer#i think this is something so many disabled people especially are ashamed to talk about when it applies to them#because it's uncomfortable and scary and you don't want to be or be seen as a Bad Person#but you aren't bad. you're unwell and that isn't Bad and it doesnt MAKE you bad
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like honestly if i have any good life or relationship advice i am as close to certain as i ever get about it’s:
1: don’t make a complete joke out of something you mean sincerely and/or are really having issues handling (jokes about those things, sure: but acknowledge when something is bothering you and treat it appropriately)
2: allow room for error and fault in others and yourself. this doesn’t mean being a total rube or failing to have a shred of self-respect or self-protection: it simply means allowing that you will not be perfect to those you love and those you love will not be perfect to you, and that’s actually a pretty healthy generic baseline to start from.
#less late night thoughtful than sort of mid-night thoughtful but also i am thinking them#like i worry about my own growing inability to allow people to grow#online silos do not help this impulse to categorize and judge and then set aside forever#and i find myself trying to calibrate between what is refusing to be open to a person who has learned and changed#and what is just being charlie brown with the proverbial football
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tapping away at the tim fic and thinking about how in a post-crisis canon where the core four were allowed to age they’d probably walk into an intense crisis of identity (again) because kon and bart and bruce (and donna) are back but the world is still changing. they’re close to twenty now. things aren’t the way they used to be. like rereading adventure comics 09 kon had an extremely empathetic reaction to finding out about how bad tim was spiralling but i wonder if that would eventually hit some kind of breaking point when tim kinda…. can’t go back to how he was?
also for bart and cassie — the changes they made after joining the titans and how it felt insincere compared to how they were originally depicted (bart as kf and cassie as more femme presenting, etc) and how that would impact their understanding of identity. no can react right to anything anymore. they can’t go back to who they were. the only way out is through
#the mortifying ordeal of being seventeen etc etc etc#not a series thought cause i need to reread titans 03 and impulse and adventure comics and rr09 so i can like. map it out#dc comics#spokes#Persephone tag
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bpd dallas winston. send tweet.
#i have so many thoughts on this you don’t understand#bpd dally who always has to abandon others first cause he can’t handle the idea of being abandoned himself#bpd dally who is reckless and does stupid impulsive shit#bpd dally who cares about his friends but can’t help splitting on them and yelling at them#just. bpd dally guys.#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders musical#darry curtis#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#the outsiders ponyboy#dallas winston#johnny cade#two bit mathews
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