#improving myself

[aethereallynephilim]

2023/01/22

another week has been and gone. i am so happy to continue forward in general. it's been a bad pain week. but i have spent this week reading and enjoying it. i have started to meditate and listen to podcasts for things i want to learn. i feel happy about it because it allows me to keep my mind going.

college has been stressful especially doing it from home. but with my physical condition not improving much, it seems i am on a trajectory of getting kicked out of college but i am trying to plan for everything. plan for everything and anything. but i can't foresee everything (i can't make enough eye contact for that quirk, haha).

i have my physio consult this week coming so i am excited for that!

there have been ups and downs and i would love a hug. or just something to make me feel a bit better.

[flawlessflesh]

demon king laios, who made the world his enemy

[hinamie]

spins him around trying to understand the pink mop he calls hair

[waterghostype]

ocean blue how do you do

[jacesmundane]

Rebranding

This past year has been one of the most difficult of my life, mentally at least. I don't feel enjoyment in my job and I know that there is a life out there that is my best life.

Today I was watching Parks and Recreation and it was the episode where Anne was dating herself and trying all new things. She mentioned that she was blogging about all her new adventures.

That's what I want to do. I want to make this a place where I will be documenting different adventures that I go on.

[thereadmind]

[selfhealingmoments]

[paper-mario-wiki]

Do you have the other actors saying penis box? Or is male organ box the only one that still exists

Here are all penis box clips that currently exist.

Here's the context again:

For context, a few years ago I had a running joke on my stream where I got different random voice actors to say "Sorry, looks like you cried to undertale music, that means you're going in the penis box". I don't remember where this sentence came from.

[livfordoodles]

Redfields ♥️

[aulerean]

gem's angler fish? pretty cool.

[tullecake]

the finished version of my wip from the other day! :D

the lil guy...

plus an alt version with original colors --

I like how both of them turned out! ^^

[c00kiesart]

FRIDAY NIGHT FUNKIN REDRAW 🍒

+ Close ups!

What wonderful timing this was!! I wanted to showcase my improvement and then the game was updated! This franchise was what actually inspired me to start branching out to digital work, So I owe it a lot!

Twitter / kofi

[angel-dustblgs]

You are your best thing

[uncanny-tranny]

You! Internalize that you do not always need to "improve your art/craft" now! It's great to learn and develop your skills, but you do not need to come from a place of hating where you are now! You certainly do not need to force yourself to improve if it is coming in between you and enjoying the things you do. Improvement for improvements sake does not have to be the only goal, nor the only one that "should matter"

You are allowed to have motifs, enjoyment, ameturism, and "less skill." Kill and devour the capitalist in your head that dictates that you must always improve for everybody else's sake and your "productivity."

[tubbytarchia]

Sorry, last one, swear!! I'll try and finish this by the 10th and then I will leave you all alone. I'm experiencing some long missed joy in creating this, please forgive my impatient excitement

[mikesbasementbeets]

Sometimes I think it's just scary to open up like that. To say how you really feel. Especially to people you care about the most. Because what if... what if they don't like the truth? // Sometimes people don’t really say what they’re really thinking. But, you capture the right moment… it says more. // I didn't say it. // You didn't have to.

[remake of my very first gifset one year later]