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nine-is-not-a-ten · 3 months ago

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therapy? meds? how about anxiously waiting for an amazon package to arrive

#i just spent like $80 #i swear it was an investment #also the high you get when you see the package arrived #UUGH AMAZING #amazon #online shopping #therapy #medication #mental health #money #impulse buyer #impulse buy #im very bad with money

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linhzard · 4 months ago

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steady breathing now, jojo!

(this is a redraw hehe)

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moeblob · 5 months ago

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A lil guy !

#honkai star rail #dan heng #genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy #so dan heng in a hoodie #now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw #but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today #since shes been in the hospital for many many days #so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos #and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good #and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner #and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool #and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those #are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email #and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct #then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way #but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now #so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv #while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now #on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it #and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once #this is literally a personalized attack to me #and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie #and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening #and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down #that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this #and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!

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maria-ruta · 8 days ago

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I'm having a bad mood today

Would you draw my blorbo for me please?

#If you have time/energy/willing for that though. No pressure #Im sad and annoyed bc i couldn't get my blood tasted today #They only signed me up for an appointment in a month #And its already been so long since i try to figure out what is wrong with me bc my stomach doesn't work as it supposed to #I'm tired and hurt and all this is very discouraging #Mom tells me to go to the private lab to get my tests done faster but it costs money and we haven't been having much of those #She says that my health is more important and she's right but i just feel so bad and guilty for spending money on myself #When it is possible to get free medical treatment #But URGHHH the free one is sooo looong #And the problem is also that bc im an immigrant here i often don't understand how the system works here and i do mistakes #Like today I came to the hospital thinking i can get my blood tested right away with my doctors prescription in my hand #But no i only got it registered and got an appointment on 17 of December #Fucking urghhh #Im just tired and frustrated that's all #Anyway #Wanna draw buba for me? 👉👈🥺

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deoidesign · 4 months ago

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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.

Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!

Hi there!

Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!

It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!

I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha

I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then

I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...

The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.

It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.

Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.

I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.

I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.

#asks #steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches #I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO #I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible #theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk #basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster #and I chose to take longer #so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written #it. ok well to be honest #it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural #but it's been SO much work LMAO #I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is #I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO #ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing #but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP #THERES SO MUCH #and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard #ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY #YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy #this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it #cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often #I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone #right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change #and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think #I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao

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hellonpluto · 3 months ago

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I think they have an insane love/hate relationship. But only in my mind

I might make a small comic or short story abt them. Idk

#lila rossi #marinette dupain cheng #do they have a ship name. help #marila? marirossi? duparossi???? uh.#marinette x lila #lila def goes like “im gonna make u lose all ur friends and family and steal all ur money. and ruin ur public image”#and mari hits her with the “u wanna kiss me so bad it makes u look STUPID.”#and lila stomps off in piping hot fury(she's very red)#so yeah. this is one of my worst truths #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #mlb headcanon

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jrueships · 4 months ago

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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,

or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs

#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing #like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally #it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday #now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand #but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's #the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs #so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians #but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them #i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun #n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now #everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it #ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing #like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn #& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing #idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase #i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro #sugar papi ted #hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it #but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing #i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake #but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same #like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno #if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose #i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like #im unwell when it comes to that #idk is anyone else like this #anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time #of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk #i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright

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capricores · 6 months ago

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me when someone shows me their chart and they have a strong venus square saturn aspect (especially when coupled with venus in capricorn)

#like i see that and im like ah. i know you've had a very difficult (re: relationships/self love) life your whole life #aka me reading my own chart #LMAO #i feel so bad for anyone else who also has this placement </3 #obv it teaches many more lessons thats the silver lining. you learn so much in life about #boundaries self love self worth assertion money management resource management etc #but man is it hard!#luna.txt

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revserrayyu · 2 months ago

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One HSR Character a Day Extra 3 (Day 54): Feixiao

#honkai star rail #feixiao #hsr edits #revsdailyhsr #AAAAHHH THATS MY GENERAL!! for real i cant even put into words how much i love her.. she just grabbed my attention from #the very first moment she was introduced & hasnt let go! not that id want her to anyway because she's simply AMAZING! love #her attitude & her lore & the 2.5 update did her so much justice im so happy! not to mention how stunning her combat #is! she's so great for follow up teams & i get so giddy watching her land big numbers. im beyond thankful that i managed to #pull her & her light cone early. she knew id treat her right & rushed home lol. seriously i havent been this excited for #another character since i started & saw serval which already feels like ages ago. aahhh her design is just so cool..she's gorgeous &#her voice fits her perfectly! im certain she'll return in future stories & i simply cant wait for me to go crazy for her all over again.#truly the most badass woman in the game & my mind cant be changed. id absolutely spend money on merch & even eidolons.#it's seriously astonishing how down bad i am for her. i truly havent felt this way about any character from any media in years.

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koko2unite · 6 months ago

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#so remember when i was talking about having to temp move to a broken house owned by my brothers father in law #turns out he has been secretly telling the construction guy we hired to add more stuff #and refuse to pay them #putting all the expenses on me #i feel like i just got scammed #like my parents my brother his family and his family in law are scamming me to fix this house #i do have the money but this fucking sucks #im pulling all of it from my emergency and fun budget but its for emergency jfc not for fixing house that isnt even mine #i guess i should be fine #its kinda sad that irl im trying to pull this scary #dont fuck with me persona #alienating people who are thinking of taking advantage of me #and it worked sorta #except to my family who knows very well that its just a facade and i cant say no to them #aaaaaaa #i wish i could go off contact too bad i live in their vicinity

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volfoss · 4 months ago

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it is beyond infuriating how anne rice seems to insist on marius being a positive force in anyone's life ever. like she can't fully commit to exploring the fact he groomed armand and has repeatedly taken away his consent for what marius thinks is best (take the end of TVA as an example) and just kind of flatly puts it in the narrative. there's not really much interest in how these horrific events make marius come across as the worst because EVERYONE loves him. for gods sake, lestat learns from armand exactly what marius did to him in TVL and then proceeds to go find marius and be super friendly to him in the same fucking book. even armand and pandora, two of the people who have MORE than enough right to hate him, do not. it doesnt feel like shes trying to explore the toxicity of the abusive dynamic he traps them in, it just is there. and like yeah ofc the toxic vampire romance series but i think that this should be handled with more care. and it is not ever really framed in a way that she is interested in exploring how marius should easily be one of the most horrific characters in this series because it kind of feels like sa/rape/grooming/other things of that sort are just put there to further plot and not to really get the respect that they deserve in a medium.

#twist rambles #vc posting #grooming mention #for blocklist sorry im on my im really mad about this fucking series soapbox again #to be fucking honest she treats slavery similar. like its just THERE and the characters doing it dont really feel bad about it (much like m #rius doesnt seem to.. feel much if any remorse for arm.and) and it is just like... ok heres another bad thing with no examination. this isn #a super coherent post but i went a bit forward to see how b&g was handling the arm.and stuff and oh my god. oh im so mad. like i just... i #wish so badly that arma.nds abuse was taken seriously other than haha its sooo quirky that mari.us is in a position of power over him and #provides housing money sex comfort etc for him and is abusing him but hes sooo happy with himmmm. like he fucking sold him into sex slavery #and we are supposed to root for him #ask to tag #sorry this is just. its a very triggering part of the books but its something that i kind of keep returning to to mull over because it is #handled really badly. like i think she was trying to go for a lo.lita vibe (iirc she did actually mention nabok.ov as an inspiration) but #didnt really care enough to examine WHY that is an interesting take on the subject matter. not even to get into pan.doras stuff bc its just #really bad but at least he waited until she was an adult i suppose. like i will give anne one thing that she has characters and (poorly han #led) writing that makes you really think and analyze. which i think is where i enjoy media that is like... this kind of sucks at points but #u can tell the authors viewpoints soo transparently. and u can examine it thru this. like i think thats why i find the gr.ell run of GA int #resting too bc u can telll that man is a libertarian and doesnt respect women. and then claims to do so. its interesting to me. anyways #did u guys know she defended bill clin.ton when the monica stuff came out and victim blamed her. just a funny coincidence.#sorry for the really long tag rant but i am sooo fed up with how she treats this topic forever and ever. bc its been this way forever.#anyways back to reading had to get that out. lmk if u need me to tag this bc its a lot of tws :)

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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Me, too, Blade. Me. Too.

(I am taking donations to buy a gigantic $250 stuffed cheeseburger. It's giant. I want it. I will never obtain it. I saw it in a shop window and..... wow. Big.)

#honkai star rail #hsr blade #kafka #you guys this thing was fucking huge but i cant spend 250 on it lmao #also the way to tell i love characters or a game a lot is by if i draw them being stupid #i love blade so much hes so funny and suffering....#do not actually give me money to buy a giant burger #i walk around and its so big and i am so small #i would have to actually drive my car just to put a giant stuffed burger in it #there is absolutely no way i can even hold this thing on the way home #i have in fact told my sister this very sadly before i found out the price this morning #i was lamenting last night over giant borger in window........ i want it.......#then i saw the price and was like WELP guess not lol #ill post art for a different fandom later hopefully but this was super important to me to draw #specifically with these characters #worst case scenario i fail my own self inflicted october challenge of a different series each day #but hsr gets two days worst case scenario which isnt bad #im so sorry to anyone who wants to look at mr blade in serious situations i am incapable of serious

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spitblaze · 1 year ago

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You guys know that American Jews have nothing to do with the actions of Israel, right. You guys know that it's a sovereign nation with a government full of shitheads that has nothing to do with individual Jewish people in other countries. You understand this right. You get that Jewish people are not a monolith and don't unilaterally support Israel by virtue of it being a 'Jewish State', right. You get that being antisemitic at home doesn't remotely help the people in Gaza. Please tell me you understand this

#spitblaze says things #making my own post bc im not a zionist but also dont particularly enjoy hearing about the uptick in violent antisemitic hate crime #its not nearly as bad as whats going on with the ppl in gaza but theres a lot of idiots out there that dont realize that minorities #(and jews in particular)#are not a goddamn hive mind. so #maybe use some of that energy to demand action from the government or raise money or uplift palestinean voices #instead of being a shithead to people who may very well *AGREE* with you.#but ppl dont care bc jews are in charge of israel therefore all jews must agree with its actions (could not be more incorrect)#anyway im gonna...maybe have this be the only post on the subject unless ppl start getting REAL weird abt this #this isnt about us. this isnt about jews. its about the citizens of gaza. thats the fuckin point here

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milkweedman · 1 year ago

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my pieces got accepted to the local museum ! i was quite sure they'd been rejected because i was supposed to hear back over 2 weeks ago, but i guess there were just time issues. am very happy about this !

#found out this morning that my work account was hacked and my last paycheck was diverted to somebody else's bank account #which ate up my entire morning figuring out and has been incredibly stressful. it sounds like whether they can recover the money or not #i will still get my paycheck but the person i spoke to couldnt tell me when bc it has to be looked at by specialists #its also rent paying time so that was the worst possible timing for this to happen and sucks so bad.#so finding out my pieces were accepted and at least im getting a paycheck from that is very relieving #i also realized last night that the colors on the blanket are scaring me #in that i dont know if they actually work or not after all... i just made a little pin loom square with them to see it with the weft #its drying rn ill take a picture soon for comments if i can get the colors right #anyway. yeah so some good news is very appreciated right now for sure

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quirkle2 · 2 months ago

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yaknow . ads obviously work, otherwise companies wouldn't put them everywhere, but i wanna know who in the fresh hell is falling for them. i don't think an ad, save for like,,, trailers for movies/games, has Ever worked on me. most of the time when i'm doing something and an ad interrupts me in any way i make a mental note to Not buy that product in the future outta spite.who is out here watching a febreze commercial and going Damn ur right guess im a febreze truther now

#qktalks #i can Sorta understand food commercials cuz it's sometimes hard to lookat the food in the commercial and Not want it #but like.the likelihood of me wanting it so bad that i get up and go to the store for it is like literally 0 #and the likelihood of me Remembering that commercial and my craving like a week later when im actually at the store ? like 2%#i REALLY don't understand car commercials #like i get they're prolly targeting a very small audience who actually has enough money for or is actively looking to buy a car #but im just baffled it seems to be working. like they prolly wouldn't make these commercials if they didn't bring in sales #so obviously it's working.why on EARTH is it WORKING #most of them also boast abt acceleration speeds n shit which <3 imo <3 ur STOP speed should be the thing to advertise.#but that's another matter #celebrity commercials too ..... why r u more inclined to buy a coke bc some singer u like was in a coca cola commercial #why r people so obsessed w celebrities .........................ill never get it #anyway uhm . hi.bye

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puppyeared · 8 months ago

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Atla live action 😐

#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid #like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat #or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already #good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive #to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil #i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better #but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because #it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak #and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but #come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and #makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality #i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was #IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall #AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think #plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS #a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason #im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your #audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small #thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small #its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers #i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang #anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and #rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz #netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub #no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same #ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me #i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing #yapping

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