#im tired of feeling out of place all the time

[writtenbykimiko]

jungwon has a habit of leaving his bags around your shared apartment after he comes home from practice. and he doesn't even realize that he drops his bag as soon as he walks through the door because of his intense exhaustion.

sometimes you don't notice his bags and trip over them. which pisses you off so much. but you try to keep giving jungwon chances because...well he's jungwon. (he's such a cutie patootie).

today, you woke up not in the mood. the sun was beaming on your face which caused you to wake up, jungwon not being beside you, the loud honks and beeps of the city life outside, the time being 7 in the morning (which made you upset, because you wanted to sleep in since you didn't have work), and you were starving.

you slowly get up with a obnoxious groan. you stumbled to the door of your shared bedroom. unfortunately, luck was not on your side this morning (obviously). you tripped over what seemed like jungwon's bag. now you're furious (oh shucks). you stand up slowly still a little drowsy. you kick the bag furiously as if it did something to you (sensitive much?).

walking down the hall to the living room searching for jungwon, you came across him watching a movie while sitting on the sofa looking like a little bean with a big dazzling smile on his face. (my descriptions are so weird lmao)

he analyzes your facial expression, and his smile dropped.

"you okay love?" jungwon said while pausing the movie he was watching.

"i am so done with you leaving your bags all over the place! its almost like a daily occurrence that i trip on your bags! can you stop being so careless and messy?!" you exclaimed while walking towards him and stopping in front of him.

jungwon was stunned. this was the first time you ever raised your voice at him. he was shocked but somehow finally took in the state you were in. you looked so cute with your messy hair and your adorable kitten pajama's. he wanted to be serious and talk it out with you, but the way you looked at that moment. he just wanted to smother you in kisses. (^ V ^)

"my love, i'm not trying to be rude but you just look so cute right now." he said while laughing

jungwon pulled you by the wrist gently, and you fall onto his lap. you out of habit make yourself comfortable on his lap. your legs resting on both sides of his thighs while he intertwines your hands together. he stares into your eyes with admiration. you stare back at him as your eyes soften.

one of your favorite things about jungwon was how you always got lost in his boba-like eyes. it was like a black hole that just sucks you in. you completely zone out forgetting what you were upset about.

you almost didn't realize he was leaning in to kiss your lips. before you can even snap yourself back into reality. his lips do it for you. you automatically kiss him back like it was muscle memory. you let go of his hands to put one of them on his shoulder and the other on the back of his neck.

welp now you're cooked buddy. because how the hell are you going to express your anger to jungwon when he has you literary wrapped around his finger. you already forgot what upset you, you'd rather not talk about it again after this passionate ass kiss. now you just want to cuddle. (damn, ain't no backing out now). after jungwon pulls back, he casually asks you with a little smirk.

"im sorry my love. i know you have told me multiple times to stop leaving my bags around. but i can't help it. after work, i just want to cuddle you and just be in your arms for the rest of my days. i don't try to do it on purpose. i'll do better, i pinky promise." jungwon wholeheartedly confessed.

well damn. what are you supposed to do now. you wanted to stand your ground and not give in (because you know how whipped you are). you wanted to at least be a little petty so you can prove your point, but we all know you don't have the balls to do so.

he's just a little guy who's exhausted from working hours on end. you understand the feeling of being so tired after work, you just want to rest and drop all the weight from your body onto the floor (so real).

you grinned while shamelessly looking at him. you regrated for how you acted towards him. jungwon being the sweetie pie he is, he almost immediately recognizes the regret in your eyes. he hugged you tightly expressing that it's okay. you hugged him back as your smile grew wider. you felt so much better after receiving jungwon's reassurance.

(why was i so fucking jolly writing this...i need to lock in and get a life.)

[isadralvs]

STARGAZING. 'elphaba thropp x fem!reader.

WARNINGS. / smut, fingering, eating it, toys, etc.

why. the only word in elphaba's mind. she was so sick and tired of everything and everyone - except for you. you were the only person she trusted anymore, since you were the only person who didn't see her as the wicked witch, but as elphaba. that meant everything to her.

the day you agreed to come with her, was the day she knew she loved you, and she made sure you knew. she was always giving you flowers, soft kisses, whispering sweet nothings into your ear while rubbing you're back. she truly treasured you like a trophy that she won.

she was currently sitting on the stairs of the castle of kiamo ko, thinking about everything.

she sighed to herself and got up and went to where she had made a bedroom for the two of you, tilting her head as she saw you brushing you're hair. beautiful, she thought to herself. you truly were. she came behind you, wrapping her arms around you're waist, and her chin on you're shoulder, placing soft kisses on you're neck.

you smiled as you felt that. "you okay, elphie?" you asked the girl, so soft and delicately. "mhm.. of course, baby,'" she murmured against you're neck as she smirked slightly. "you look beautiful."

it felt like she was star gazing, it truly did. you were so beautiful.

"oh, elphie. you say that everyday." you laughed softly, and to her, it sounded like angels in human form.

"mhm... and i will mean it every time i say it." she whispered as she turned you around to face her. "so beautiful... you know what would make you more beautiful?" she whispered with a smirk on her green lips. "seeing you all needy and desperate for me."

with that, she yanked you to the bed, her muscular arms gripping you're waist as she crawled on top of you, a certain need in her eyes. she slowly took you're clothes off, immediately touching everywhere she could, seeing the bra and underwear made her moan to herself as her hand went down to your clothed entrance, seeing that you were already drenched. now THAT set her off.

she unclipped you're bra effortlessly, her hand cupping one while her mouth went to the other, making you moan and close you're eyes. she noticed and kissed down, ever so slowly. when she made it down, she pulled your underwear down easily, tossing them aside, not hesitating to let her finger go through those sweet wet folds.

you moaned softly, you're body jerked at the feeling. "oh elphie... please don't tease." you whined out, as she chuckled. "since you asked so nice..." she slid a single finger in, moaning at how you clenched around it, as she thrusted her finger slowly, before adding another, pumping the in and out a bit faster.

you moaned louder as you tossed you're head back against the pillow, gripping her dark braids, whimpering out a small "go faster."

she didn't hesitate to listen, going faster as her mouth attached to you're clit for more stimulation, making you're back arch and making you moan out even louder. she moved her tongue talentedly, moaning against you as she slid another finger in, making you're legs tremble, as she moved your legs on her shoulders.

you moaned her name like a prayer, as you felt that knot in you're stomach. "mm- elphie- not so fast- im so close-" you tried, but that made her go faster, making you moan louder. the only things you could hear was you're moans, and her fingers pumping in and out.

you couldn't even warn elphaba as you're orgasm crashed like a wave, moaning and gripping her braids as you're legs trembled. when she pulled away, she gave that wicked smirk.

she grabbed her strap she practically made herself, as you practically whined at the sight, as she smirked, saying "be a good girl and spread you're legs f'me." and you responded immediately, knowing better than to not. you watched as she got it situated and she came down to kiss you greedily as she slid the strap into you slowly, as you moaned and grabbed her muscular arms, whining.

"aw baby i know, i know." she cooed in you're ear. "its okay, you're okay. mhm.. feel good?" she whispered in your ear as she went faster, hearing you're babbles and moans. she smiled and kissed you're neck and gripped you're hips. "you're so pretty, baby." she whispered as she went faster, hearing you're wet sounds, groaning as the strap rubbed across her own clit as you moaned her name over and over. "i know, baby, i know... you're doing so goof for me.. mm.. i love you.." she mumbled as she went faster, feeling you come again made her sigh as she pulled it out. smiling down at you.

"feel good?" she teased as you rolled you're eyes and flipped them over. "my turn,' she mumbled as you dived down, immediately gripping her green thighs, not hesitating to shove two fingers in easily with how wet she was, hearing her gasp filled you with motivation as you curled you're fingers to hit her sweet spot, making her back arch as you went impossibly faster, making her whine and clench around you're fingers as you used your thumb to rub lazy yet fast circles on her clit, making her gasp.

when you curled you're fingers, she moaned loudly as she came, legs trembling. "oh my god.." she moaned as she came on you're fingers, coating them as you pulled them out as brought them to you're lips to taste the green girl, making her chuckle. "cmere." she mumbled as you pulled you down onto her, kissing you're forehead. "i love you, elphie.." you whispered as she smiled. "i love you more, my sweet."

[the-outlande-r]

being a lesbian is so lonelyy

[rosekasa]

there is something so. intensely frustrating about feeling incapable of showing up for people the way that they want you to

[boardboxes]

i cant deal with the way people so casually talk about their frequent use of AI for basic tasks. “Yeah i have it curate a grocery list for me!” “I have it write a thesis for my paper!” “It drafts emails to my boss for me!” Hey so fun fact all of those things are basic life skills that people should have by the time they are an adult. You should not need a robot to be making you a list of what to get at the store. you should not be having a robot write your papers, you need to be able to formulate your own ideas and opinions and arguments. AI might be “helpful” but its making society dull and lazy. What is there to life if you make AI do every human thing in the world.

[phagodyke]

the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

[ganondoodle]

as cool as their design is im really starting to dislike the sonau in general, aside from their stuff suddendly being everywhere and everything being about them and how cool(tm) they are now with the mystery stone turning people into dragons and the similarities between the sonau and the three dragons (naydra, eldra, farodra) its actually not an impossibility that they used to be sonaus as alot of people have been theorizing about ..but ...... idk that would very much ruin their otherwordly yet ethereal mystery to me

i probably sound like some hater whos trying to find something more to dislike about totk all the time but i promise im not!!

the three dragons being some unexplained mystery, beings that are there yet few can see them, timeless, nigh untouchable, they dont act on anything, they dont talk, something about them has always made me look at them in awe; if it turned out they were just yet another cool(tm) sonau guy that ate a stone ... :/

not a fan of that one lads, but dont worry, i will keep my thoughts to myself from now on, i dont want to ruin other peoples fun nor seem like i just hate everything ... the three dragons are just really important to me so i had to say something

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Some mild existential dread in the house today

[lighthouseshepard]

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[deus-ex-mona]

such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

[downfallofi]

If I had to describe the mood, it really is like when you grow up with an abusive parent; and there are bad days where you're just willing for them to go to work and be gone all day so you don't have to hear them yelling and slamming shit

[donnyclaws]

I was gonan make a post apologizing for lack of regular art but I feel like jts already clear im sporadic and in and out of it bc chronic pain and circumstances. So for now I'm gonna hibernate, get my health steady again, deal with money issues, and art will happen when it happens.

[orcelito]

Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

[eightw]

a couple of weeks ago my grandma was taking in her sewing machine to be oiled by this guy she used to live near who fixed sewing machines as a side hobby/hustle, and she offered to take in my broken machine as well. i'd been avoiding taking it to this guy (because why would i take my machine to a random old man who isn't even running a real buisness??) but i was like meh my grandma can drop it off, either he'll fix it or he'll tell me he can't do it and i'll get it back without talking to him and take it to a real shop like i've been putting off, i guess that sounds fine.

so she took it in and apparently a piece was broken on my machine (which used to be my mum's btw, it was a gift from my grandma that she took back when my mum died bc i was too young to use it), and he couldn't order the piece, so he couldn't fix it. but i was like that's fine, it's just some random old guy, i'll try looking for the piece it take it into an actual shop.

and then my grandma told him he could have it for spare parts.

i got the new broken to me fifteen minutes ago, when she said "and he asked if he could have it for parts because he wanted one of the pieces and he'd waive the cost of my oiling and i said sure, and bought you a cheap one from walmart".

[silverselfshippingchaos]

ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..