#im so anxious rn
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I'm so tired and so anxious. I had a drs appt like a week ago and she prescribed me some anti anxiety meds, which is great, but my insurance is a piece of shit and requires any maintenence scripts be ordered through their mail order, instead of allowing me to travel 5 mins to my pharmacy to pick them up a day or two after my script is renewed. So guess who still has to wait another 2 days for their meds?!
#Med Talk#Ask to tag#Eli Speaks#thank gd i at least got one of my scripts i was about to run out of on the day I ran out#but fucking hell#im so anxious rn#like frozen kinda anxious#and im really hoping this new med will help with this freezing feeling#but gotta wait til Thursday cause fuck me i guess#why has everything been so hard lately#i just want one thing to be easy please#i can't even fully enjoy shit that makes me happy#cause the second i stop im anxious again#and thats if i can focus enough to even do the thing in the first place
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you know, i'm starting to think constantly refreshing the polls isn't actually very good for my health
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If you're only commenting on a fic to ask for an update or worse, to be passive-aggressive about wanting an update, then please do both yourself and the writer a favor and don't comment at all.
Saying things like "Can't wait for the next update!" as part of a comment about how you enjoyed the chapter is one thing, but just going into the comments and being like "Where's the update?" or "You haven't finished writing the next chapter yet?" or something similar is not only rude, but also I ASSURE you it only serves to make the writer anxious about writing at all.
Fic writers are not content creators. We're not robots. We're real people with careers, families, and other irl responsibilities. Writing is something I do in my thirty minutes before I go to bed to wind down from the day. Whatever I want to write that evening is what ends up getting written.
So by making me anxious and putting pressure on me to update a fic, especially in that passive-aggressive way that so many people do, all you've ensured is that when I open up my folder that evening to see what I feel like writing, my eyes will completely skip over that WIP that I got the rude comment on that day because I Feel Bad about it and now I don't want to even look at it.
So please, just follow the golden rule of "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all."
#i have a few fics that every few months get a comment like this#it really just sets me off from even attempting to go back to them#actually rn I have them yeeted in a different folder because I just get so anxious just looking at their titles#I honestly am close to straight up deleting one of them off ao3#because every other time I get a notif that someone commented on it#all the comment is is some passive aggressive BS about wanting an update#it makes me just...not want to read any comments on that fic#i really dont mind people gently nudging updates on fics that i'm actively updating#because like i said i have a life outside of this#and sometimes i genuinely don't realize that it's been 5 months since a fic has been updated#but like just don't be passive aggressive about it#fanfiction#ao3#danny phantom#yes im tagging the phandom i write for because apparently some of u need to read this
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unhinged stinky critter for @lazydayslivin
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#I FINALLY FINISHED A SORREL DRAWING AND NOT LOST THE FILE YIPPEEE#ive made like 3 whole fucking drawings of him before. i lost them in the void i call my computorr#also i couldnt figure out how to draw their logo on their cape bc of the folds so i made anotherlogo#hope u like it payton ^^ also sorry that i havent replied i got too anxious and i dont kbow if ill ever reply but ur so nice but i cant rn#(im in a shitty mental state too. please dont take me not responding personal im just Not Competent Texting and Not Okay)#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#sorrel the hedgehog#sonic oc#nov.aart
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coughs



was just drawing em together then went crazy bc I was thinking how silly it is to get embarrassed over doing drawings so I was tryna make myself get over it
#to be fair a few months ago I probably would have gotten so anxious posting stuff like this that I would actually get sick#so clearly just making myself do stuff im a little loser about every once in awhile actually works#ANYway im doing a normal silly drawing rn these are from yesterday#dafpork#looney tunes
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Mystic Monkey Mayhem
If Macaque is plum and Wukong is peach, what is MK? Mango..?
Wukong and Macaque both look a bit off... But would it be egoistic to say that I really like how MK turned out? <:)
Here's him only <3
#ofc my fav turns out the prettiest smh#fanart by me#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk fanart#lmk fandom#monkie kid fanart#monkie kid fandom#lmk qi xiaotian#lmk mk#lmk wukong#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#lmk liu er mihou#lmk six eared macaque#six eared macaque#liu er mihou#sun wukong#monkie kid art#monkie kid mk#lmk art#lmk doodles#lmk sketch#sketches#im so anxious and idk why#communicating is hard rn#(in both english and mangarian... hugyar..)#hehehe hugy...#scheduled
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// also my god i've been like GENUINELY so fucking scared of posting anything hetalia anywhere but here for years but ppl have been like... normal? about it lately so i might post it more
#its why this blog goes dead for months#i get so so so sososososo scared#but if i wasn't i'd be drawing them daily#mun talks#sorry im super talkactive bc im really ANxious rn and i dont know where to put all this energy oof
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more of these
#what ARE these called#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate 3 memes#minthara#astarion#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#im very anxious rn so this is how im distracting myself#makin bad memes
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eating out by yourself is so much fun after the initial anxiety
#i love how u can actually talk to ur server whereas when ur with someone u only rly communicate abt what ur ordering / the bill#at the thai place rn n its quiet and warm and my soup was soo good and the servers rly nice and i feel so :)#also#its always scary but im glad its more common for people to eat out alone more now#im feeling less anxious the more i do it#diary#tiyas thoughts
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mabel, my darling girl. 💫🌈
#i love u sooooooo much#everyone always fusses over ur dumb nerd twin brother MORE bc they identify with his anxious sweaty introverted nerd BUTT but NOT ME!!!!!#mabel pines u will be famous forever to me#i doodled this while sun bleached flies blasted on repeat so im feeling particularly fragile rn#gravity falls
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no sorry i cant stop drawing them & im not planning to
also you can tell i drew remus' eye first cause ummm its a bit rough hehe


#wolfstar#wolfstar fanart#its their eyessss get ittttt#anyway#idk#sirius black#sirius black fanart#remus lupin#remus lupin fanart#marauders era#the marauders#marauders fanart#dead gay wizards#dead gay wizards from the 70s#etc etc#also sirius absolutely slaying that eyeliner heck yeah#sorry for posting sm today btw im anxious & cant do anything else w my life rn lol#so enjoy :)
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Huhhhskksjsh made another one because apparently the last became my most liked?
Anyways, sorry guys casey was a little freaky in this one..😭
#calex#alex cabot x casey novak#alex cabot#casey novak#law and order svu#svu#i dont know whats possessing me to post this much im so anxious rn#crack post#shit post#gay shit
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i wish i hugged you a little tighter and i wish i kissed you longer.
#🪽. . an angel tear . . 💧#🪽. . cupid’s arrow . . 💘#this post sounds like he died#but he didnt im literally texting him rn#i just miss him while he’s offshore#but he left me 3 hoodies that smell like him so :]#cw vent#bpd vent#personal vent#vent blog#vent post#vent#bpd attachment#overly attached girlfriend#anxious attachment#attachment issues#recovering codependent#codependency#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd fp#favorite person#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd#bpd yandere#borderline splitting
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I feel like now is a good time to announce that I’m in the process of moving blogs! Im doing so for a few reasons, the main one being paranoia, so for that reason I won’t be saying my new urls publicly so like please dm me if you’d like my new url so you can follow me there! I’ll be reblogging this post a lot so ppl can see it (so sorry if you get annoyed by that)!
I’m also remaking my discord account as well so if we’re friends on there then feel free to message me for my new username!
friends and mutuals please do reblog so shared friends/mutuals have a higher chance seeing it!
#whimsy whispers#I’m just like ahdjfjjg#I’ve been considering remaking blogs for a few years now (as some of you may know) and like simply changing urls isn’t enough#no matter how many times I chnage urls the paranoia won’t go away and I think that starting a new blog is the best choice#idk what to do if my newest blog gets found by the ppl I’m paranoid about like idk the odds of that are low (I hope) alas I’m still anxious#about it#for some slight context: I’ve had several people now pop up in my life pretending to be other people/several people and while I’ve blocked#then on every social media account I interacted with them in im still paranoid about them lurking#and then like there’s other reasons to remake as well#I’m tired of this blog like I love it it’s been fun but I think starting over will be nice#tbh this is the longest I’ve had a blog without remaking I usually remake accounts every so often#I don’t intend to remake my next blog like at all but like agdhjfjg I have a habit of getting bored of accounts and staring over (usually#this applies to art accounts like y’all wouldn’t believe how many deviantart accounts I’ve had)#uhhhh idk I’ve been rambling for too long#I have this in drafts rn but you should be seeing this post soon
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Thank you!! I spent so long on it, you have no idea, went through like 20 different drafts until they- I settled on this design.
Hmph, seems that Fire contra elemental doesn't want help. My dear, would it really be so bad to make things worse?
Please!! Wen, don't!
They don't want your help, so why offer it?
They're confused!
Excuses.
They don't believe any d(a)emon would take notice of them! Of course they-
Excuses, excuses, excuses.
Please, let me help them! Just one more try!
You are no serenity daemon. Your help will do yourself no favors.
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Omentober 24
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#omen#omentober#valorant#valorant omen#waffle art#im experience a bit of Fatigue with thie challenge rn ngl#i have a trip coming and the excitment makes me anxious#and coming up with new ideas every day is getting hard#so please forgive me if the quality dips a bit here
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