#im so anxious rn
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I'm so tired and so anxious. I had a drs appt like a week ago and she prescribed me some anti anxiety meds, which is great, but my insurance is a piece of shit and requires any maintenence scripts be ordered through their mail order, instead of allowing me to travel 5 mins to my pharmacy to pick them up a day or two after my script is renewed. So guess who still has to wait another 2 days for their meds?!
#Med Talk#Ask to tag#Eli Speaks#thank gd i at least got one of my scripts i was about to run out of on the day I ran out#but fucking hell#im so anxious rn#like frozen kinda anxious#and im really hoping this new med will help with this freezing feeling#but gotta wait til Thursday cause fuck me i guess#why has everything been so hard lately#i just want one thing to be easy please#i can't even fully enjoy shit that makes me happy#cause the second i stop im anxious again#and thats if i can focus enough to even do the thing in the first place
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
you know, i'm starting to think constantly refreshing the polls isn't actually very good for my health
0 notes
Text
Midnight lingering & trying to pull him out is like luring a cat into a bear trap by having it snap on you first
1 note
·
View note
Text
unhinged stinky critter for @lazydayslivin
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#I FINALLY FINISHED A SORREL DRAWING AND NOT LOST THE FILE YIPPEEE#ive made like 3 whole fucking drawings of him before. i lost them in the void i call my computorr#also i couldnt figure out how to draw their logo on their cape bc of the folds so i made anotherlogo#hope u like it payton ^^ also sorry that i havent replied i got too anxious and i dont kbow if ill ever reply but ur so nice but i cant rn#(im in a shitty mental state too. please dont take me not responding personal im just Not Competent Texting and Not Okay)#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#sorrel the hedgehog#sonic oc#nov.aart
162 notes
·
View notes
Text
eating out by yourself is so much fun after the initial anxiety
#i love how u can actually talk to ur server whereas when ur with someone u only rly communicate abt what ur ordering / the bill#at the thai place rn n its quiet and warm and my soup was soo good and the servers rly nice and i feel so :)#also#its always scary but im glad its more common for people to eat out alone more now#im feeling less anxious the more i do it#diary#tiyas thoughts
76 notes
·
View notes
Text
Huhhhskksjsh made another one because apparently the last became my most liked?
Anyways, sorry guys casey was a little freaky in this one..😭
#calex#alex cabot x casey novak#alex cabot#casey novak#law and order svu#svu#i dont know whats possessing me to post this much im so anxious rn#crack post#shit post#gay shit
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel like now is a good time to announce that I’m in the process of moving blogs! Im doing so for a few reasons, the main one being paranoia, so for that reason I won’t be saying my new urls publicly so like please dm me if you’d like my new url so you can follow me there! I’ll be reblogging this post a lot so ppl can see it (so sorry if you get annoyed by that)!
I’m also remaking my discord account as well so if we’re friends on there then feel free to message me for my new username!
friends and mutuals please do reblog so shared friends/mutuals have a higher chance seeing it!
#whimsy whispers#I’m just like ahdjfjjg#I’ve been considering remaking blogs for a few years now (as some of you may know) and like simply changing urls isn’t enough#no matter how many times I chnage urls the paranoia won’t go away and I think that starting a new blog is the best choice#idk what to do if my newest blog gets found by the ppl I’m paranoid about like idk the odds of that are low (I hope) alas I’m still anxious#about it#for some slight context: I’ve had several people now pop up in my life pretending to be other people/several people and while I’ve blocked#then on every social media account I interacted with them in im still paranoid about them lurking#and then like there’s other reasons to remake as well#I’m tired of this blog like I love it it’s been fun but I think starting over will be nice#tbh this is the longest I’ve had a blog without remaking I usually remake accounts every so often#I don’t intend to remake my next blog like at all but like agdhjfjg I have a habit of getting bored of accounts and staring over (usually#this applies to art accounts like y’all wouldn’t believe how many deviantart accounts I’ve had)#uhhhh idk I’ve been rambling for too long#I have this in drafts rn but you should be seeing this post soon
490 notes
·
View notes
Text
Omentober 24
Impression
#omen#omentober#valorant#valorant omen#waffle art#im experience a bit of Fatigue with thie challenge rn ngl#i have a trip coming and the excitment makes me anxious#and coming up with new ideas every day is getting hard#so please forgive me if the quality dips a bit here
217 notes
·
View notes
Text
started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
62 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm like if a fucked up anxious chihuahua was forced to be human
#iloart#im anxious for a thing thursday and had coffee today bc i am stupid#how i feel rn/99% of the time#im trying to not care but its SO HARD pwease PRAY FOR ME THURSDAY HAHA🙏 THANKIES#im chill btw i just feel like this. but im chill i swear
48 notes
·
View notes
Text
#im so normal. rn#im so normal#so. normal abt them. i am normal#LEO IS SO FUNNY TO ME IMSORRY. HES SO ANXIOUS. older sister syndrome#mutant mayhem#tmnt#tmnt mutant mayhem#BLOCKME RN THIS IS ALL IM GONNA BE POSTING ABT TILL AUGUST.
485 notes
·
View notes
Text
my everything is okay au is making my autism levels catastrophic get it out of my skin /lh 😭😭😭😭
i wanted to focus on some of the character designs so have some of the kids…. and some other guy idk who he is.
#I FEEL SORTA ANXIOUS ABOUT POSTING THIS BECAUSE I MADE MY HUNTER NOT LOOK LIKE EVERYONE ELSES 😭😭😭😭#DOES THE GUY LOOK AVERAGE ENUOGH LN TUMBLR#I HOPE HE LOOKS AVERAGE ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭#this au has me inconsolable rn…. ive been thinking about it all day… everyday#it’s like the new found family au to me except it to be my only form of content /hj#little nightmares#little nightmares 2#little nightmares 3#little nightmares fanart#ln mono#ln six#ln ghost kid#ln spoon girl#ln low#ln alone#ln hunter#so many tags im dyinf
101 notes
·
View notes
Text
if i lead
The words are stolen from Feliciano’s lips in a terrific rush of joy, his mouth dropping and tears welling up in his eyes as he comes face to face with the brother he’s spent the past four years of his life searching for. There aren’t words in any language he knows that truly express how thankful he is to see him, knowing that all of his effort wasn’t in vain because Lovino is here and he’s alive--! Lovino, however, doesn’t seem to share the sentiment.
hi so remember how i said i was writing a spamano pirate au. here's the first chapter (_/_\)
#my art#technically..... lmao#spamano#i dont wanna tag it as anything else#im always so anxious to cross post my writing lol#anyway i have to go and finish painting my bathroom now bye#i dont know how often im gonna be able to update it.... but know im Locked into writing it rn. i have about 41k in a rough draft phase rn#also its so very self indulgent so like.... im sorry lmao
17 notes
·
View notes
Note
on the topic of talon's design... what's the story regarding the scars? i was always curious about where they came from but could never find any explanation about it.
the torso ones? honestly im debating on whether or not to keep em bc i always get sick of or forget extra details on an oc (did u know al used to have an arm tattoo... i got so tired of it so quickly lmaooo) BUT they're from unintentional self harm, he's got his claws (his talons wee hee) and he grabs at his sides with them unthinkingly when he's nervous....think of it like somebody not noticing they've bit their nails to the point of bleeding because of...whatever's making em bite their nails LOL....
it's why I also often draw shapes on the sides of his tops, they're patches of fabric for reinforcement or replacement... its both a Fix and also a bolder reminder (if he sees em out of the corners of his eyes) to stop ruining his shirts (this was more important when he didn't really have easy ways to get New clothing or make his own if necessary)
honestly i enjoy the character action behind em (unthinking focus, the fact that he has small harm he causes himself subconsciously along with the major, On Purpose stuff) as well as the result (the mending) but I also fear my just-for-fun ocs being Laughably Bad and I know scars are a little 🙄 especially since these also don't even look particularly good on his design ykwim...just looks like when ppl close their eyes and fling em onto their characters 😭 ah well im in no rush to figure it out, he's gonna be changing for as long as he's in my brain
#ive avoided drawing his nude torso here bc im falling asleep and dont want to start rethinking appearance and design rn ykwim#skunk mail#Anonymous#a doodley#i guess in the [smunker] al au it could be that they help him not do this but he'd still have the marks. he heals very slowly#hm but i guess minor scratches like this wouldnt linger for like 50 years if he stopped or anything so maybe it cld be feasible still#*either they help him by reminding him; distracting him; or he becomes a bit less anxious now that he has security in many#areas of his life ^_^#long post#oc text
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
Does anyone have cute landoscar or carcar fics they recommend ?
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
pros about having covid:
only illnes my boss will take even semi-seriously
cons about having covid:
literally everything fucking else
if i have covid im killing everyone
#text#im so anxious rn#i hate illness i hate the idea of spreading illness my boss has anewborn fucking baby what if i get him sick and he gets the baby sick#i fucking bate this i fucking HATE THIS
1 note
·
View note