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Something I find quite concerning...
is the amount of people who think Seaglass is âdefectiveâ based on....very normal (in universe) features she has.Â
Ever since Iâve introduced her, Iâve repeatedly gotten comments on my posts and in my inbox that read to the effect of:
âCG is really small. Is she defective?â âCG only has one eye. Is she off color?â
and even
âHey, I noticed that she has a tooth gap, does that mean something is wrong with her?â
And I always find this really confusing, because all of the âevidenceâ listed for the theory that sheâs somehow âwrongâ is just.... things that make her unique! But none of them are bad.Â
We have SEEN small gems in the show.Â
We have SEEN gems with only one eye in the show.Â
And we have SEEN gems with tooth gaps!
...a feature which, by the way, is merely a small variation of how our mouth bones grow together, and is in no way indicative of there being something âwrongâ with you.
To top it all off........ Seaglass is a gem I invented! There is no canonical shape for a Seaglass type gem in the show. Indeed, not really even a standard Glass gem exists!Â
If I had based her on some existing type of gem and changed up her features, I could understand people wondering about WHY those were unique.Â
But to look at a gem that has no prior design and to immediately suspect that there MUST be something âdefectiveâ about her based on absolutely arbitrary features.................. is a little odd, I must admit.Â
Indeed, it smells an awful lot like Homeworld thinking - ANY variation must immediately be scrutinized for âwrongnessâ and set upon with the suspicion dedicated to something harmful.Â
And if this was only about a cartoon, Iâd probably shrug it off.Â
But the reality is..... this is some top-tier level middle school mentality.
Scrutinizing people for âflawsâ first and asking questions second is an extremely unfair way to interact with others.Â
And I want you guys (especially the younger peeps reading my comic) to understand that if this was YOUR kneejerk reaction to Seaglass......maybe thatâs not the healthiest thing?Â
Why did you assume that something unique automatically meant âdefectiveâ? Why did you theorize that she came out âwrongâ simply because she was a little different from the rest of the cast? (And not even extremely so.) And most importantly:Â
Have you ever done this to a real human being?Â
Anyway, the point is - people are sometimes born different. That doesnât necessarily mean they are âdefectiveâ. Try not to assume that brokenness is the ONLY alternative to total assimilation.Â
And let her sleep.Â
#chekhov worries about the next generation#im not going to call anyone out by name#but a lot of these comments came from readers who I KNOW are young kids#so i really wanted to try to address it#as for whether seaglass is unique among others of her type of gem or not#will be a question i never really intend to answer#because it does not fuckin matter#she is baby#her family loves her#the end
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Zoro doesn't actually mean it when he says that he hates Luffy, he's just annoyed that Luffy woke him up from his nap and made him walk around the forest for really no reason.
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#one piece#roronoa zoro#monkey d luffy#zolu#luzo#one piece fancomic#I need to figure out what to call this comic (im bad with naming)#also if anyone has suggestions for how this comic should go I would love that
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can i be fr for a minute?? sending abuse to people online for holding different views than you is not activism and in fact actively hurts your cause. most people are not extreme in their viewpoints, you can give them a new perspective if you're willing to spend some time explaining shit. if someone is saying something you disagree with and you rush in there to condescend to them and call them disgusting and subhuman and dont even TRY to explain calmly why their views are harmful, they're going to shut you out instantly and double down on their views.
most people are simply genuinely ignorant to the issues they're talking about - they just pick their views up from the news and the world around them and express opinions because that's what every person does. if you run in there and tell them they're scum for it, what then? if someone does that to you, are you going to think "maybe i should do some research" or are you going to think "this person is an asshole, im blocking them." a lot of you think you're activists and then refuse to do any kind of actual WORK to support your cause.
#this is not about the isr*el thing even tho thats obviously a huge issue rn#its just a pattern ive observed online#im not saying you have to be kind to people who oppress you dont twist my words#but if youre trying to support any cause and you think calling people names is going to help#youre a fucking idiot lol#people call themelves activists and pro-X cause because they called their opposition dirty c*nts online#how the hell is that meant to help anyone? theyre just going to retreat into their propaganda chambers because you proved what the leaders#of those spaces have been telling them#you can obvs block people if you dont want to deal w them but thats a neutral action. sending abuse harms ur cause.#text#like educating ignorant people is hard work! yeah! its also the entire fucking point of activisim#and if you think its too much effort then just stop pretending you give a shit tbh#like my parents managed to change our neighbour's very xenophobic stance on migrants with a calm conversation#some people will listen and some wont and shes not exactly going out to protests for migrants rights but shes not hostile anymore#and a lot of yall think that isnt good enough but let me tell you it IS good because these things take time!#unlearning things is MUCH harder than learning them in the first place and a lot of people grew up in environments that taught them#very discriminatory and conservative views and its actually not their fault. and its hard to educate yourself differently on something you#have no idea is not true. where do you start w that?
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i need the murder time trio to drink eachother's blood after causing an injury. that's so romantic in both my eyes and theirs. i need them to bite eachother and claw at eachother and injure eachother and hurt. and then when they try to patch eachother up make the injury hurt more before finally wrapping it up with a bandaid and a kiss or a lingering glance or DARE I SAY a hug (because imo a hug is much more vulnerable than a kiss). peak of romantism i dare say
i need them to use violence against eachother as a way to keep them grounded or to just let out anger towards eachother i need dust to gouge out horror's eye and then give horror his own to replace it. i need horror to squeeze killer's soul until he can feel the pain but in exchange killer gets to use a knife inside his head i want killer and dust to fight everyday and soon their bones will be littered with scars of the other's attacks I NEED THEM TO HURT EACHOTHER!!!!!!
they share pain and release anger and frustration and all that stuff onto eachother but dw dw this is how they love. but they do genuinely dislike eachother (because no matter how much they love one another they STILL can never manage to get over their differences and that's what makes them PEAK) but they also care for the other two and in their fucked up minds this is a good relationship. not because its not toxic because it definitely fucking is but because everyone is satisfied
i love murder time trio poly
#double post today because i'm genuinely fucking tweaking out over this#it started as me thinking about mtt drinking eachother's blood and then it spiralled#I LOVE MTT POLY I LOVE MTT POLY!!!!! IM MTT POLYS NUMBER ONE FAN#WHO CARES ABOUT RECOVERY AND HEALING AND ALL THAT!!!! MAKE EACHOTHER WORSE!!!!!!!!!#the only people that the trio was worse to than eachother is the world#they may stab and slice and blast eachother but they are together and that's all that matters#PARTNERS IN CRIME I DARE SAY!!!!! PARTNERS IN CRIME I SCREAM!!!!!! BECAUSE THEY LITERALLY DO CRIME THEYRE FUCKING CRIMINALS#DEFINITION OF PARTNERS IN CRIME BECAUSE THEY WOULDN'T FUCKING CALL EACHOTHER SHIT LIKE LOVER OR BF OR ANY SAPPY SHIT LIKE THST#NO!!!! PARTNERS. KEEP THAT SHIT NON EMOTIONAL. AND THEN THE CRIME????#THE GROUP NAME IS LITERALLY THE FUCKING MUUUURDDDERRRR TIME TRIO MURDER TIME TRIO THEY MURDER THEY KILL THEYRE CRIMINALS#i hate when people use partners in crime to describe a group WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN DO FUCKING CRIME#this version of the trio is one of my absolute favorites. i never post about an outright romantic mtt but i love this dynamic#usually my posts are more along the lines of the mtt as a friend group (qpr but i never tell anyone that so only i get to know :3)#ufhhhhhh me when deciding if i like this violently romantic mtt or my comedic silly goofy mtt more#absolutely toxic yet beautifully in love romantic poly VS funny laugh inducing but TRYING (struggling) to heal qpr. which ones better#UGH I CANT CHOOSE!!!! I CANT CHOOOOOOSEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#bad sans gang#mtt poly#murder time trio poly#horrordust#kist#horrorkiller#what tricule tag category does this go in hmmmm hmmmm#this reads like a rant but i feel like this should be a hc#tricule hc
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its a beautiful life. fynn hits 100k written this year. it's been a long journey and i thank everyone who has ever even clicked onto a work of mine. its difficult, sometimes, being stupid and a writer simultaneously. ignore the low numbers im a small fandom writer and i have a nother account ok
similarly, my mcsrtober also reached 1k hits which makes it my first fic with 1k hits yay thank you <3
highlights below. im gonna ramble ofc i am
swallow's mate. yeah its not the longest fic ever but i put so much time and effort and i am so so so so so so so proud of it and will always be. the world is a river of crackling chaos and i am the vengeance that simmers inside it
hiraeth. YES I WILL FINISH IT ONE DAY. ITS GOT REALLY NICE LORE. being the first bigger project i've tried to write since i unretired from mcsr, i adored being able to a) worldbuild and b) WRITE IN CHAPTERS. its so hard to write fics in one go my patience wears itself out
lappel du vide. you know nothing about lappel yet. you know nothing, but the plan was like 4k words and now you know something. boy do i have things planned for these stupid ranked runners. the darkness came when doogile was just a boy, after all
mcsrtober. im not as proud of my mcsrtober because i like editing things over and over and over again and mcsrtober simply doesnt allow the time for that. however i think i cooked really hard on some of the prompts and the ones yet to come (peepocute banger one on the 26th i think). like day 2. a full-on 4+1 fic. beautiful
there's a lot to come, i think. theres so many thoughts and not enough time to express them, and im only going to get more and more busy from now on. it's going to be walright. you know, theres a cool thing called a winter big bang, and the word count is projected to be around 18k...and its a oneshot...........................
then i can retire from writing longfics in one go and go back to chaptered becuase WOW chaptered is easier. AHHHHHHH
thank you for reading. this and all my fics. thank you @goober890 (i would be a liar if i didnt say i tried to tag ur ao3 đ) for being the first ever member of the fynn fanclub. thank you @bioluminescentfrog for putting up with me through the whole process of the fics to come. its been - not quite a long journey, but an eventful one all the same. from one mongey to another, i salute all of you.
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#fynn rambles#fynn's fanfic#THANKS. ITS BUEATIUFL. I WIL ESPLODE#I DIDNT MEAN TO GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER THIS#and if anyone for some inexplicable reason wants to hear more of this yapping then hmu#its been a year a year a year#and im going to hit mroe than 100k#i can remember setting the goal clear as day at teh start of it all#next year im aiming for 150k. no excuses. my summer is going to be beautiful#the summer wind is a call from the sea... and i am the guy on the sand.. staring out into the waves.. what a world. what a world#how the tides change.. how the words cry my name#im better than i ever was. i'm not washed. i'm not any worse than i was back all those days ago when i first started to post#do you hear me? do you see me? can you feel the lull of the past pushing us further and further into the future? i know i can.#i know i can#and forever winter will come.. and l'appel... and all of the others one by one by one#watch me... i am a person not a ghost; my sentences speak the story that went untold#!isitoktoprojectontoa21yearoldturkishspeedrunner#SORRY I JUST HAD TO BREAK THE DESCRIPTIVE ANGST. GOING BACK TO PROJECTING ONTO THE 21 YEAR OLD TURKISH SPEEDRUNNER ASAP
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rewatching night at the museum for the first time in a while and wow. i missed this film.
#JEDTAVIUS#MY BELOVEDS#got into a heated argument w my brother on jedediah's name#cause no he isnt called JEREMY#thats bmc#thx robin williams for teaching me what teddy roosevelt did since my history teacher sure didnt#as much as i love this movie sadly i can ignore the plot holes#how did larry manage to learn enough things about the majority of the stuff at the museum#in a day#teach me your ways#Opinions on the animals?#the t rex is a treasure#fuck dexter tho#i dont wanna see that primate ever again in my life#btw its so funny how teddy talking to ahkmenrah is like#HA! YOU DIDNT GO OUT FOR 54 YEARS SURE AS HELL IM NOT FREEING YOU TONIGHT#meanwhile 2 nights later#idk how y'all watched the film but in the italian dub ahkmenrah has the most OUTRAGEOUS british accent#and while he probably has it even in english in italian it sounds very weird and very funny#a new thing crossed my mind this rewatch tho#wow those are civil war fighters. would have been cool to have the founding fathers too.#soooooo did anyone write a night at the museum au for hamilton#asking for a friend#and if someone is actually reading this.#Idk how much ive written but people dont you have anything better to do than to read my thoughts on this 2006 film#(thank you for reading my thoughts on this 2006 film)#lastquickthought#rebecca fangirling over sakagawea is me at convention w cosplayers#thanks for coming to the impromptu ted talk#ig???
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i donât talk about bridgerton on here but just to clarify. i will not be having ANY eloise hate on this account. i will bite.
#eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you!!#addressing the normal talking points one by one to get them sorted:#- âno i donât care that eloise called pen some names after the discovery. she was devastated and furious.#she can apologise in the future but in the moment of course she said it#- âyes pen did write about eloise as a way to save her but that doesnât mean it hasnât possibly ruined eloiseâs life#- similarly: eloise isnât (just) angry that she was written about. daphne also went through whistledown and it very much terrified her#so have many other women including marina#- eloise is betrayed because she told pen everything and is realising pen told her nothing#(and sheâs probably thinking about any secrets she might have said to her best friend that could now be used against the ton and her family)#- as claudio said: being regency gossip girl isnt a moral girlboss thing its deeply harmful tbh#- âpen did have reasons to become whistledown! that doesnât mean that sheâs innocent or right!#- eloise isnt now friends with cressida to spite pen lmao sheâs alone and scared and cressida was the last person who offered her friendship#she has no idea how to manage society by herself#(and she needs someone to improve the reputation of her and her family)#- im also convinced she has other ulterior motives for befriending cressida. like sheâs keeping an eye on her or smth#- eloise didnât just ignore anything pen said and thatâs why she only just figured it out. pen deliberately didnât speak like lw to hide it#the moment she did eloise was like huh thatâs weird she doesnât normally talk like that. and THATS when she figured it out#- eloise just found out her best friend has betrayed her and been hiding this massive secret#but she hasnât told anyone. not even her own family. im not hearing out any accusations of HER of being disloyal#- also pen clearly wasnât that upset at writing about eloise bc the moment eloise and colin upset her she went straight back to it lmao#side note but no i donât think the queen is going to name her the âemeraldâ or anything because sheâs suddenly in the spotlight#eloise is tbh the only debutante she actually consistently recognised (for good or bad)#a new dress is not going to be interesting for charlotte to change her whole tradition#tl;dr i love eloise and i will die on this hill#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton
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My tbosas rarepair based on absolutely nothing but vibes and shits and giggles is Smiley and Sejanus
#silly post#sejanus is funny as fuck#and smiley is also such a fun guy#and god knows poor sejanus needs some fun in his life#so yea i just think they would be a fun couple#imagine sejanus arrives in twelve and smiley immediately just starts flirting with him#and sejanus is super caught off guard lmao#or coriolanus walking in on them making out like đ§đźââď¸#both very funny scenarios to me#what would they even be called? smijanus? seiley?#plinthley is kinda cute#lets go with that#plinthley#seiley is also kinda cute tho#fuck it lets go with that as well double ship name#seiley#im the only one who ships them i can make the rules#never seen anyone else talk about this does someone else get the vision?#if someone does please let me know your ship name suggestions#and if anyone ever writes a fic about smiley flirting like crazy with sejanus and wooing him pls let me know i will owe you#smiley tbosas
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there's a message for someone in the tags
(aimed/tw)
#if you plan on talking bad about me#atleast tell them about what you did.#if you plan in telling everyone how âawfulâ i am#let me remind you that im not the one who convinced the other that the relationship was normal.#infact i was the one who kept insisting that it was wrong#only thing i did wrong was the fact that i listened to you.#i've moved on from the past events but what you said about me and what you could be telling others about me is implanted in my mind.#i know you said sorry but i never had the heart to accept it. because what you called me was extreme.#i never even met you in real life and you say that about me? that i did that to you??#tell everyone whatever aslong as it's true. im not scared to admit that i've had my wrongs because im no saint in the situation.#but don't you dare pretend like i was the only one who's wrong.#yes you did what you did out of anger. but i always kept mine to myself. im angry but i never told anyone lies about you like you've done.#im genuinely angry and i need to get this out. atleast when im angry i don't spread lies that could harm a person's life#i literally could go to prison because of what you said that never even happened.#whether or not you get this' i still need to get it out#don't you ever speak about me in any way shape or form.#the only times i've ever talked about you was when i had to state my truth on what you perceived.#you don't have the right to say anything about me after the lies you've said#do not bring down my name just to lift yours up.
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also not to reopen a thing I was mad about like 2 days ago(?) but what's so so so funny to me sarcasm is that if i were the exact same abt scc and said all the same things abt them but on the side of They're Dating then. literally nobody would be contesting me. if i said 'they're so so in love cope and seethe about it' or fucking 'if you see them as siblings my content isn't for you' like I see so many other people say and then everyone would be agreeing with me and i would never hear any sort of "well actually their relationship is ambiguous in-game so people can see them as whatever they want". but because I'm not. and I'm vocal about it. because i don't want people who follow me for scc content to get the wrong impression of what content i make. bc i think it's uncomfortable seeing people who ship them reblog my art where i define them as siblings. it's just baffling to me that I'm doing the same but opposite shit they're doing but I'm the one getting angry messages about it?? fucking anyway
#and before anyone tries to say it. i am not calling them pr*ship if they Do reblog my art when they ship them#bc i understand that they arent comforming to how i see them and theyre just enjoying the art#but yknow that IM not going to reblog art of them kissing or being defined as romantic#infact bc it doesnt have a ship name and no one tags it i flat out avoid artists who ship them at all. bc poeple will t#will take 'characters literally just standng next to eachother not even looking at eachother not even saying anything' as ship art#idk now im just aro type mad#words from the monarch
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while my biggest flex in life is predicting the mega popularity of people like doja cat, sabrina carpenter, and olivia rodrigo years before they hit it big, my biggest shame is that i didnât become privvy to chappell roan until last fall after midwest princess dropped and a heterosexual man on tiktok said this was going to be the next big thing in pop music. nobody can know my secret.
#mattie talks#itâs literally my biggest shame in life#CUZ IM USUALLY SO ON TOP OF WHICH POP GIRLIES ARE GOING TO BE THE NEXT BIG THING#and yes I know doja isnât a pop girlie cuz sheâs fully a rapper BUTTTTT she was tiktoks it girl for a while so she gets an honorary nod#and bc I was on the doja cat train before anyone even knew her name or any of her music#and when I would show people they would think it was âweirdâ#AND THEN THREE YEARS LATER SAY SO HITS NUMBER ONE SMH#I was going to include renee rapp but I didnât bc she is WAYYYYYY more popular now than when I started calling her stardom#but she isnât on the mega pop girlies level yet#SHES FUCKING GETTING TBERE THO JUST U WAIT#I was at the first tour in a small venue standing room only#THE NEXT ONE HOMEGIRL GONNA BE SELLING OUT THE UNITED CENTER TRUSTTRTR đ¤#but yeah I didnât know about chappell roan until a man told me about her#it makes me sick to think about#blegjshsjjf
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I'm rlly worried that people are gonna think me exploring my gender and presenting differently is coming out of nowhere or me being "faddy" bc I don't really talk to anyone about it apart from my gf for fear of not being taken seriously. why can't I wear a placard saying "this was a long time coming"
#i cant tell everyone i meet my history with my gender and thinking i was trans for a long time. but god i wish i could#because outwardly to everyone i know in my life ive been quite a feminine girl this whole time. and im suddenly switching up#but thats not the case#im also scared to start presenting more masc in certain ways like cutting my hair. binding etc#because my family is uhh how you say. a bit transphobic#and i just know my mum is gonna freak out on me if she believes even a little bit that im erring into presenting as a man#idk its ughh. i work with and know trans men whove only known me as a girl and they obviously dont know ive been confused for a long time#bc i dont discuss my gender with anyone apart from my gf!#so i dont want anyone to think im switching up on a whim and taking any of this lightly. which im not.#going by a more gender neutral name would be super confusing for everyone too i think#i already go by a different name to my birth name and my family still insist on calling me my birth name#so id end up with different people calling me 3 different names and itd be so weird. but my current name is so steadfastly a girl's name#sorry sorry i know this is super venty im just. all these feelings ive been having for a long time are finally breaching the surface#and im struggling to deal with it all and put it into words
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If anything the spelling/romanization of some names is what personally confuses me, like I'm not sure why people spell some names like "Ouma" and "Souda" one way but also spell some names like "Rantaro" "Shuichi" "Ryoma" etc instead of "Rantarou" "Shuuichi" "Ryouma" etc.
Im studying japanese and the extra U there indicates that the "O" sound is a bit longer than it would be in just "Oma" or "Soda". Though I'm not sure if all characters this happens to actually have that extra long sound there. Like Ouma and Souda are common enough that I trust it, but the ones I don't see as often have me wondering
#Maybe at some point Ill go check just out of curiosity#but I dont really want to change how im writing character names out this deep into having the blog#pluto answers#For me I only really do that with Ouma because it adds some distance between his name and what I call my grandmother ghsdkf#I dont believe I add the extra letter there for anyone else
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#dont call anyone im safe im fine im just venting. tw for suicide/self harm/kind of intense language. ideally no ones reading this tho#bro i cant keep living like this#i dread waking up every day so much that i dread even falling asleep#i got insomnia medication in my system and my brain is still like nope absolutely not#i cant keep up at my job even when i am rested enough#i get headaches every other day#my instant mental reaction in the face of stress is to hurt myself (i have not)#like fuck. i work for the disability department of an insurance company#i know for a fact that (probably) every contract stipulates we wont cover disabilities as a result of self inflicted injuries#which is supposed to prevent ppl from taking advantage of the system or whatever#and im always like if someone goes to the lengths of actively injuring themselves to the point of disability#in the name of 'getting out of work'#that person is not 'taking advantage of the system' THAT PERSON IS FUCKING MENTALLY ILL#AND I WOULD KNOW BC I AM ONE OF THOSE PPL#do not come for me on some shit about wanting to disable yourself being morally questionable i cant be concerned abt that rn#i gotta focus on the fact that i hate my life so much id rather break my own right hand than continue it#its an improvement from the active suicidal ideation but its still a symptom of the passive ideation#fucking hell. im too self aware so i absolutely feel like im faking it or making shit up so i can be lazy and not work and whatever#but FUCKING CHRIST theres no way. if i had a choice i wouldnt let myself feel like this.#i just got to a point where i can live alone and support myself. i was so happy and so proud of myself. I don't want to lose that#but god every phone call i have to make for work makes me want to hurt myself. every early morning (and there arent many!!! i mostly work#from home!!!) makes me wish i was dead. i have to sleep for hours after work more often than not. i cant really maintain my living space#theres fucking. mold and discoloration and shit on a bunch of my clothes and some of my bags and shit!!#cause i cant fucking keep my room clean and my basement apartment got fucking humid over the summer and so much moisture got trapped#i constantly have dirty dishes getting moldy before i get to them#i just dont have the fucking energy. i want to take better care of my space. i want to be more social. i just want to go to sleep without#fucking dreading waking up. i wanna go a full week without a headache. i want my stress response to be something other than the intense and#overwhelming desire to cut myself. if i start again i dont know if ill be able to stop and i know i wont be able to keep it to my arms/legs/#easily hidden parts of my body. last breakdown i escalated to my face and i know ill pick up from there.#fuck
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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!
It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.
Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)
Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-
#i think the one i just used didnt even have a separate billing address option which makes no sense#guess they dont want anyone giving any gifts making the buyer pay twice for shipping like that#maybe it was a fault of the mobile browser but i highly doubt it since many desktop sites look like mobile browsers these days#just so fucking frustrating. what if i lived somewhere where my legal name would out me? (im in the closet rn so doesnt matter)#i dont want to fucking see my legal name. im already forced to see it everywhere else.#i dont wanna ruin my mood on a day when im supposed to be getting a package which should be a happy thing yknow#vent#transphobia#speaking of like i would change my name but i dont want to and cant afford the fucking ridiculous price for it#and i dont wanna advertise it in a newspaper either! shits expensive as fuck on top of the hundreds to file the court paperwork!#i already tried to do it once with money in hand and the receptionist told me that even tho it was for gender identity i could not...#...avoid the newspaper thing unless i also changed my legal gender marker. and i had to back out bc i have reproductive health problems#i dont want a gender marker change to fuck with my getting healthcare#(i did change the gender letter on my ID card later tho which only took a signature on a paper no hassle with anything)#it really really fucking sucks how all these little things add up all the time#especially when im closeted while living w family who wont even use my preferred name#the real kicker is that. both my dad and his dad used preferred names. my dad used his middle name#and i use part of my middle name. yet my dad even in death still gets the dignity of being called his preferred name and i dont#sexism at its finest#reasons why i dont even hint at being trans around my moms side bc i already got bullied by them for wanting to use my middle name#ive literally been asking them to call me my mid name since i was 12. and theyve been acting like im trying to be someone else#its the same middle name on my birth certificate they gave me. i dont understand why they wouldnt want me to use it#but yeah i stay closeted bc i dont wanna deal with the name drama amplified exponentially for gender#prob get kicked out too cuz theyre queerphobic as fuck and i cant work rn and dont have a car#id have to just go full feral and live in the woods with the lizards where i belong#Cori.exe#Post.exe#fuck lol just looked it up and u cant change ur first name if u get married. i cant avoid the fucking fee man. let me be cori#literally why is it cheaper to get married than change ur first name! bullshit! marriage has so much more legal implications#transphobic queerphobic aromanticphobic privacyphobic poorphobic shit ass fucking state ive literally been cori most of my life ffs cmon
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eeneks sister having a fuck ton of scars, but later most of them being revealed as just from her childhood/from mundane accidents is so fucking funny to me for some reason.........
#like of course a lot of her scars ARE blade of marmora -related#but a significant part of em are just. eens scratches n bites & the results of mundane fuck ups#god. i hate calling her 'eeneks sister' all the time. i NEED to find a good name for her asap!!!!!!#constantly calling one of your only female characters '[someone]s sister/daughter/etc' feels wrong and this woman deserves better than that#also. ignore the scar placement. it WILL change#i am incapable of drawing scars consistently#and im still figuring out her design#my funky guys#my art#im a little bit obsessed with her. shes like a sad wet cat to me#shes so cool and cringe at the same time<333#20 something who spent her entire adult life as a marmora solider and is now trying very hard to learn how to be Normal(its not going well)#girl has issues#love that for her<3#ive been on an eenek kick lately. thinking about this fucked up family 24/7. i love them#theyre all so funny to me. this family of three has so much drama its like a fuckin soap opera in here. its ridicoulus#also#taks thinks this woman is soooo cool and badass. i mean she is but shes also a wreck.#taks takes after eenek and idolises their sister. paralells ig???#this girl sees a purple alien and asks 'is anyone gonna use this guy as their role model for the next couple of years??'#and doesnt wait for an answer
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