#im insane and just dreaming about this
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soap is a proud boyfriend, but especially so when it comes to your online presence!!
johnny is so proud to show you off under every circumstance. he comments on all your instagram posts with the most insane compliments--hyping you up and being so goofy and loving, lots of emojis or "that's my girl!"
he shares your stories to his stories because he loves everything you do--whether it's photography, art, food, a hot selfie. his own stories are always a mix of gym and pictures of the two of you out on dates.
he might be a grown ass man but he your name in his bio with no shame, and has a couple photo as his pfp on most social media, apart from discord where you have matching pfps instead... and it was totally his idea. if you play games together he might ask if you can have matching or complementary gamer tags for certain games (you can decide if you think it's cute or cringe)
he'll retweet the cutest love memes to his twitter, or comments "us!" and tags you when he sees something sweet. is always just sharing and tagging you in things in general, whether it's cute or funny or anything else.
most of his feed on every socmed is pictures of the two of you or your adventures together and he loved sneaking cute candids of you (but of course only posts them with your permission!)
#johnny soap mactavish x reader#soap mactavish x reader#john soap mactavish x reader#soap x reader#john mactavish x reader#soap mactavish#soap mw2#john soap mactavish#call of duty x reader#call of duty fanfiction#im insane and just dreaming about this#a man who is so proud to show you off and shows others that you belong to each other?? green flag for me
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legend has it that the young witch circe and the once beautiful nymph scylla shared a complicated past...
#art#cirscylla#that's the ship name i like for them best anyway#circe#scylla#greek mythology#welcome to my greek mythos yuri#DOOMED YURI#circylla#epic the musical#do i even tag it as that? i think i should cuz epic is the reason im so into greek mythos#jorge said we might get a spinoff about their backstory and im insane over that#i know it's probably going to be about how circe loved that one guy but still a girl can dream#this is them but younger! before circe turns scylla into the horrific man-eating monster that even poseiden fears#there's just so much potential here#consider a younger and much warier circe landing on the island for the first time after being outcasted by her family for her magic#and she meets scylla there who back then is a much happier and playful person#enemies to lovers to enemies again#i don't know if they ever make it to lovers or if they were only an almost#they're about to have the worst breakup in greek history#im rambling in tags MY BAD
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objects loving objects baby!!!!
#inanimate insanity#ii#bfdi#battle for dream island#bfb#potatart#penraser#payjay#fantube#ii fan#ii test tube#ii orange juice#ii paper#bfb pen#bfb eraser#oh lord. theres so many#hi i like penraser but whenever i envisiom any sort of fanart its always just eraser standing near pen with that#shit eating grin he always has and its so funny#whats his problem#i rewatched ii season 1 today and i plan on watching season 2 tomorrow#i literally took notes on s1 so i wouldnt forget some things#anyways payjay so real and true#i am excited. i like fan and test tube <|:)#(update i wrote these tags yesterday im going to watch s2 today if possible)#third image could b interpreted platonically or romantically yes yes#i dont know how to accurately describe erasers expression in the first picture.#he has a “bucket of wet slop grins” face about him#i dont think its a smug smile there is no meaning behind it i think. i think he just looks like that#i cant draw eraser with any other expression help help help
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trying to show you the absolute cinema i had the pleasure of watching in tonights dream. We could’ve had it all
#scenes with sonic tails and the girl were like older animation and knuckles reminded me more of princess and the frog kinda?#it was much cleaner#im going to try to replicate some of the frames i remember#because im insane#this girl is my oc now i think shes mine i love her#but there were so many cool little characters there just you wait ill draw them#no idea what the actual plot was about except that the master emerald shattered lmao#ok byeee#sonic au#i guess#it was just a dream xd#art#sonic fanart#digital art#sonic the hedgehog
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these 2 gonna drive me insane
#^ positive i love them i love them i love them i love them#as if im not already insane for them . Sighs#honkai star rail#honkai sr#hsr#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#dr ratio x aventurine#ratiorine#aventio#my friends getting sick of me i KNOW it but i just CANT STOP TALKING ABT THEM#<- my justification for like 7 posts in 2 days.#★ arin rambles#i woke up in a cold sweat after having a dream about them its getting absurd.#No THE NOTE joke this time (im giving everyone a break since i bring it up every 7 seconds)#Please…talk to me about them… i will listen…..#we should make dr ratio more of a dork#dork-tor ratio#i need to stop rambling in my tags i look insane#Nvm i refuse. Not when it comes to aventio. i refuse to be silenced .#‘stop talking about ratio and aventurine’ NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.#★ arin makes stuff
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just saw asteroid city last night, pls explain the proposed significance of the kiss!!
answering this publicly hope thats ok! cant do a readmore im on mobile *****asteroid city spoilers below beware*****
i dont remember anyones names so this is gonna sound partly unhinged. okay so the edward norton playwright and jason schwartzman actor (not character, in the black and white parts) are lovers right. tbh i thought this was kind of a gag and forgot about it. but later we find out that the playwright died 6 months into the production. i didnt make the connection that THAT’s why the actor-jason has to suddenly leave the stage and freaks out backstage about how he’s not sure he’s Doing it right. hes not talking about acting!! because he himself is literally grieving his lover while he’s playing a character who’s grieving his wife written by his lover so obviously it’s too much!!! actor-jason is trying to find meaning in his death through his writing but there isnt any meaning in death [gerris drinkwater voice] which is what the play is trying to say anyway. he doesnt think he’s performing grief right even in his own life!!! (and tbh it’s the 50s so he wouldnt be able to perform grief publicly anyway!!!!) the play starts with a car accident… anyone would search for some hidden meaning there, some sign…. so when he talks to margot robbie outside it’s not really about finding the CHARACTER’s motivations it’s about the actor himself being able to process the playwright’s death! and adrien brody director was probably also dealing with that too (him and norton seemed to be good buddies) so the whole “sleeping backstage” thing gets a bit sadder maybe? maybe everyone else got this in the theatre and im just stupid lol but crazy making stuff to me!!! the whole story is about sublimated gay grief that cannot be expressed?!?!
the tweet that caught me onto this was here which posits that the playwright’s death was a suicide but i think that’s pretty stupid and unnecessary because the whole thing about the play asteroid city is that death is random and meaningless. im pretty sure that’s what the alien represents— a shocking and absurd event that isnt outright evil or menacing, not something anyone can predict or make sense of, it’s just a thing that happens to you out of nowhere, it doesnt mean anything. he’s a little black figure, he’s death! giving and taking! aagh
#you’re the wife who played my actor :(#posthumus#asteroid city#imagine youre in love with a playwright and he writes a play before he even meets you about how you cant get over his death which hasnt#happened yet. id go insane too#im going to see it again to see how this informs the whole thing because its driving me crazy#rewatching the performances knowing that they're performing people performing. augh.#remember when bryan cranston accidentally appears in frame. rending my garments#also ‘you cant wake up until you fall asleep’ confused me a bit but then i remembered that the margot robbie scene was supposed to be put o#as a dream sequence and it makes sense now. thanks#aliens are the new fairytale monster symbol of death. the ultimate Unknowable#EDIT okay i read the wikipedia summary got some facts wrong adrien brody is sleeping in the theatre during rehearsals so its not because of#the playwright’s death he’s just like that.
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currently thinking about how tommy said that ctommy waking up underwater every day in exile was a metaphor for his mental health, and that the further and further out to sea he got and the further he was sinking the more deteriorated he became and eventually he would end up unable to resurface had they not done something about cdream.
currently thinking about how if ctommy couldn't resurface, he'd drown in his own thoughts, believing his friends and family all hated him. nobody would see the kid they once knew in him anymore. maybe he'd never be seen again at all.
currently thinking about how ctommy saw one anxious, forgetful enderman lad, roped him into a crime, and took 100% of the fall when they didn't get away with it. ctommy could have ignored the situation. he didnt have to go to ctubbo and say "it was just me, man". as cranboo said, he could have said it was all him. there was evidence it was him.
but i think that after everything, ctommy would still be unable to live with himself if it'd been cranboo in exile instead of him. on the surface, he's a child. a soldier and a veteran and a criminal, yes, but still a child.
but beneath that, he's learnt. he's decided he'd rather throw himself into trouble than let his friends go through any amount of suffering.
i think that if cranboo were to ask, "why did you do that?" ctommy would sigh, that familiar shaky sigh we all know, and he'd speak quietly in reply, "i know what some of those bastards are capable of. i'd rather go through all that than have you do it for me. plus, it wasn't your fault."
or maybe that's just me.
#my insane ramblings#Me seeing that one video of tommy explaining the Water Thing:#WRITE THIS SHIT DOWN#anyway heres some thoughts#i dont know what i mean by this#im literally just yapping about my silly smp#but i digress#the minecraft men are infecting my brain#minecraft brainworms#dsmp#i miss the dream smp#can you tell#idk im just going#“heehoo silly smp go brrr”#i cant think of anything else to add#so here#tommyinnit#dsmp tommy#dsmp lore#tommyinnit exile arc#dsmp exile arc
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it's just the two of us, or that's what we swore
anyone else feeling a little crazy abt them? no? just me? alright
#messy wip i will not finish most likely#dimension 20#d20#mine#fanart#evan kelmp#k tanaka#dream tanaka#tanakelmp#misfits and magic#mismag#mismag 2#misfits and magic 2#i actually havent watched s2e1 but i dont know that i could emotionally handle it after finding out they broke up . lol thats insane isnt i#im not personally mad about it im not the type who will talk shit on the cast's decisions when its their story after all but if i had a#nickel for every time a fan favorite ship that was perfectly stable and wasnt interrupting the story at all got unceremoniously broken up i#between seasons for absolutely no reason i would have three nickels. im looking at donospring trackerbees and tanakelmp of course . shame#but its ok i can just pretend theyre still together as long as i procrastinate on watching mismag 2#im watching the ravening war rn anyway . i just wanted to do this for fun and spite#i love them a normal amount :3#will someone pls notice that evan doesnt have a shadow . hehe
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#girl blogger#tumblr girls#girlblogging#dream#dreamcore#dream i had#day dreaming#just girly things#i don’t feel real#i miss you terribly#female hysteria#female experience#divine feminine#just girls being girls#lost love#dream about me#i can’t escape#female manipulator#is somebody gonna match my freak#pinterest#thinking#i love you#i miss you#sullen girl#im just a girl#im going insane#tumblr aesthetic#tumblog#i hate you#hell is a teenage girl
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Might be a hot take as a bkdk and tgck truther here, but I find izuocha endlessly fascinating, beautiful, but also tearfully tragic.
I see their love for each other as something representative of their innocence and naivety when they only knew so little about who they were, and what was to come.
I think the main barrier of their relationship is that its rooted in how they see each other very idealistically, specifically that they're attached to the image of their Best Heroic Selves, and not the deeply selfish, destructive, freaky, and egotistical parts of them. To each other, they need to keep fulfilling that image or else that same person they looked up to would almost die in front of them, and that would be too cruel. Although that hero is still there, that same person they looked up to is not the same now because of...well...everything.
Izuku had barely even talked to girls when he first met her. She was Izuku's first ever real friend (Sorry Kats, everyone and him knows he was terrible), so he saved her in that entrance exam even if it was so dangerous. She gave a new meaning to his derogatory nickname just by being a friend that believed in him. After that, she saved him several more times (Blackwhip and Megaphone are the biggest samples iirc). It makes perfect sense that she is Deku's hero.
Ochako hardly knew what it meant to be a hero when she first got into UA. Just by reaching out to some kid tripping, she made a new friend who would then save her in that exam, then save him again in return. This boy then became someone who was always working so hard to save everyone in trouble, and she realized she wanted to be just like him too. "I want to save people"
But...Deku changes. The weight of One for All is on his shoulders and he needs someone to carry this burden with him. He continues to want to save other people at the expense of himself, still not letting his true selfishness and ego ever show- and it only grows more and more unbearable.
Then...Ochako fell in love with Himiko. Truly, relentlessly, selfishly and devotedly in love with a girl who then dies giving her blood to her- the greatest expression of love Himiko could ever give.
Not that they can't love each other because of this happening (and...so many other things oh god), I'm honestly not sure how to explain it- But them ending up together after losing that innocence and naivety? After Ochako will forever grieve the girl who showed her love in its most beautiful and ugly form? After Izuku changed so fundamentally as a person that the butterflies of a nice girl talking to you doesn't exist anymore? After that simple image of being a hero and being in love has completely changed for them both?
Even so, I believe they still love each other. There is no label I know of that can properly describe them though. They are each other's image of being a hero when it comes to saving people. Aside from Shoto, no one else can grasp the grief of the person you tried to save dying in your hands. They would no doubt try to cope with these losses together, and just try to get better together...but so much has changed. They've changed. The world changed. What are they now? Who are they now?
"What happened...to us?"
#I just think the tragedy of falling out of love for the person who represents who they Used to be is so...so painful#Kacchan isn't even here yet and it's already so complicated.#also. Izch healing together after all this would also be really nice#if u like them ending up together thats also perfectly fine too. im just a bkdk and tgck truther myself. thats kinda my whole thing#but izch forming a deep bond from their experiences and saving eachother#and maybe later on trying to date too...oh boy#and them being able to just...be more casual again. talk abt their lives and dreams together too just so they know they have each other#oh itd be so healing and beautiful#im so glad izuku talked to ochako on that cliff man oh man...#izuocha the underrated tragic love that they could've been if ppl werent so close minded abt them#only the real izch fans understand just how much these two actually mean to each other. god bless yall I swear even if I dont ship ship it#thank u to that person who wrote abt them being characters than run in parallel#that narrative structure for them is permanently in my brain. I love these two so much its no joke#my Extra hot take is that izch wouldve been treated better by the fandom if it was gay.#but we'd still agree on bkdk as the endgame after all that happened. maybe. idk this is a hypothetical.#if you switch ock and kats genders...this wouldve been a very different story and fandom. insane food for thought with this one.#ok thats my yap for the night oh god i have so many feelings about them...#evelynpr bnha#bnha#mha#my hero academia#izuocha#actually confidently putting this tag now. sorry for the angst you guys...and maybe being seen as a traitor#im a strong girl I could take on potential haters hahaha...#izuku midoriya#ochako uraraka
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dsmp is still SO insane to me. still not completely convinced it wasn't a social experiment. it is something that can never be replicated again due to the really specific circumstances that attributed to it's creation and popularity
#the combination of everyone being inside due to the pandemic#the community giving everyone a space to connect#in a time where loneliness and mental health was reaching an all time high especially among youth#like idk. even after everything and a handful of ccs being revealed to be horrible shitbags#the dsmp will ALWAYS hold a special place in my heart.#a story told in a medium no one has really explored before#the unique fantasy setting......the three life system allowing for more high stakes moments since there a character#could die multiple times to raise stakes#the emphasis placed on familial and platonic dynamics and how THEY can be just as complex and entertaining to watch/read abt like /r ships#the fandom revolutionizing gen fics and making a familial relationship reach the TOP OF AO3 STATS ONE YEAR???? insanity.#also just the ppl.#the amount of talented musicians and artists and writers and editors and all the ppl who lovingly transcripted and compiled lore streams#LIKE UGH.#im so emo about it#unfiltered queer representation bcuz#the story wasnt washed down by a corporation as it was given directly from the storytellers to the audience#the multiple povs allowing ppl to experience the same story in completely different ways#excellent depictions of the effects of mental illness/ptsd and 'imperfect' abuse survivors#ctommy my beloved#LIKE SIGH. WE ARE NEVER GETTING THAT AGAIN IN A FANDOM SPACE I FEAR#ok lol. ignore my rantings#dsmp#dream smp#starry text
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Every time I read Fernando cursing in fic, I can only think about this clip and then my brain short-circuits
#i have many feelings i shall not disclose about this clip#but i thought abt it again bcs in some fic i was reading it had fernando saying 'joder'#AND THIS CLIP JUST SHOT DIRECTLY INTO THE FOREFRONT OF MY BRAIN#fernando season 1 truly fed us so well#like seriously that show is a fernando fans wet dream theres just...so much...interesting...stuff...#i kept having to replay this clip bcs aaaahhhhhhhh my god.......the cursing...the low tone...the rolling Rs#wdym this clip is about being ahead in a race? all i can hear is sexy cursing and that it is brilliant :)#and nando himself listening back to the clip and just nodding confidently...I AM DEAD HE KILLED ME#(im not really used to reading Spanish J(too used to English J and German J) so the H sound doesnt really pop into my head immediately)#(so i could never really like visualize Spanish speaking charas saying words like joder in a sexy way)#(and then they showed that part in the show and my brain leaked out of my head)#*not actually strollonso but strollonso in my heart because this clip is how I visualize dom Fernando hehehe#i dont remember the ep i think it was either 4 or 5#i think itd be funny if it was 4 tho bcs i think that ep had the most insane clips and gave so much content#(that one had kitty fernando/carlando sr gay drama scene/nando getting railed(thematically)/etc)#fernando alonso#fernando(show)#fa14#formula 1#formula one#f1#we do a little bit of f1#fernando s1e5
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confidence is when your friends suddenly ignore you but you don't bat an eyelid and instead become the mysterious pretty girl with the high grades and the pink books
#true story this is currently happening to me right now#yes i cried about it a bit bc i was already in a run down state but im back baby!!!!!!#becoming the mysterious lonely pink pretty girl today bc for some reason my friends have decided im too cool for them#girlblogging#thoughts ୨𖹭୧#it girlism ୨𖹭୧#it girl#dream girl#girly stuff#girly tumblr#girl things#girl thoughts#girl therapy#girlcore#tumblr girls#girlhood#female insanity#wonyoungism#pink pilates princess#female hysteria#this is what makes us girls#hyper feminine#hyperfemininity#im just a girl#confidence#self love#self growth#thewizardliz#song jia#wonyoung
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I've been watching Hazbin Hotel in prime. Just watched episode 5 and I gotta ask
Why, oh, WHY DON'T I SEE MORE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT "MORE THAN ANYTHING" WHEN TALKING ABOUT THE HAZBIN HOTEL MUSIC???
Like I get it, the song before it "Hell's Greatest Dad" Is a bop reminiscent of other music from the era its parodying. I loved it.
BUT why are you only putting clips of that song when this MASTERPIECE comes a few minutes after
I honestly don't even know where to begin with this song. The visuals are beautiful, especially when we get moments like this where you can just see the absolute LOVE this man has for her daughter is so sweet and Heartwarming I just-
The voices are fenomenal but what else can you expect from the broadway talents of Erika Henningsen and Jeremy Jordan.
There is also the whole Symbolism with passing the baton to the next generation and stuff. I- I can't even get into the specifics right now Im too emotional.
But above all else THE LYRICS
ESPECIALLY THAT LAST ONE
"I'M GRATEFUL YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER/FATHER MORE THAN ANYTHING"
DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY?? CAUSE I AM. I AM BAWLING MY EYES OUT RIGHT NOW.
It's just so fucking beautiful man. Probably the best song I will hear all year. Obviously my favorite from Hazbin.
#Call me Sir Pentious cause Im crying like a baby over here.#WHY HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING THIS GEM FROM ME. THIS ABSOLUTE DIAMOND#I didnt even mention lyrics like “I've been dying to find out who you are. looks like the apple doesnt fall far.”#“You are a part of who I am” “you are the only thing worth fighting for” that just BREAK ME#but oh well#BTW of course I was gonna watch and become obsessed with Hazbin Hotel. I am a theater kid that loves animation. It was like meant for me#could do with a little less obsenities but thats alright its a staple of the show#On another note I almost went insane when I found out lucifer was Jeremy Jordan.#Like its insane how that man always ends up in my obsessions. Newsies. Tangled the series. The Death Note Musical#(Im team L btw in death note but GOD Jeremy's singing made me reconsider for a milisecond in Where's the justice he is just THAT GOOD)#Erika I knew from the mean girls musical which I also deeply enjoy#its Insane the Talent this show brought in. my theater kid heart is ELATED#Last thing is I gotta say I LOVED Lucifer#Like I thought I was gonna hate him because everyone was talking about charlie's daddy issues#I thought he was gonna be neglectful and manipulative#BUT NO. He is a silly (little) father who just loves his daughter but doesnt know how to show it#And had DREAMS and AMBITION and fate in humanity. And he is just such a fun character to follow I had such a riot with this episode#Hazbin Hotel#charlie morningstar#lucifer morningstar#charlotte morningstar
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a mimir
#torikasa#enstars#tori himemiya#ensemble stars#tsukasa suou#decided to draw their actual beds because im an idiot who has to wake up early tomorrow and drew this in 15 mins in a rush of inspiration#and im once again pleased to see how trans flag tori's bed is#theyre also kind of matching but maybe im just insane#this is what they were dreaming about in the white brim bed too#art tag
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not a lot of people play with hisoka's femininity and i think thats such a wasted potential. Like where are the fics where Hisoka is the one disguised as the woman in the hisoillu fics i am tired of seeing illumi as the girly girl transformer hisoka can pull that shit off with 0 transformation hes like. the dream buff mommy anyone would ever dream of come on. come onnnn can u imagine him in a red dress with a slit up to his waist like GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD he can pull off anything. Yeah this post may just be me simping over that specific image tbh because god. GODDDDDDDDDDD-
#maybe im just sleep deprived and in the maladaptive daydreamer zone right now but god.#hisoka. hisoka dressed in a feminine way with she/her pronouns god god g odogdogdogdogdruhgkesgkjanekfnaswfgvadegknsd#IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS TRUST ME GUYS I CAN BE TRUSTED AROUND SHE/HER HISOKA I CAN BE TRUS--#(im insane)#“why dont you write it yourself” I WILL. MARK MY WORDS. just. im a super slow writer hahaaaaaaa.... im sooo slow.... but ill get to it#maybe.... sometime next year...........#hxh#hunter x hunter#hisoka#hisoka morow#hisoillu#illumi#illumi zoldyck#hisoka x illumi#my post#or should i say. my dream-
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