#you had a dream about my blog <3 im so flattered

[numberonetacostan]

I've never had a dream about a Tumblr blog before but last night I had a dream where you decided you suddenly hated Taco II and just deleted every single post on your blog and it was so weirdly jarring that the first thing I did after I woke up was check if your posts were still here

Hi there!!^^ Welcome, and thank you for telling me about your dream!! XD

I think this is genuinely the funniest ask I've ever gotten. My evil twin invaded your dreams last night. I could never hate her majesty Taco, I love her with all my heart.

[pinkmirth]

nsfw implied / minors dni. so sorry, so sorry (but also not).

Honestly, when I think about Reiner, I think about your blog since your blog is literally your ship name with him. I also think about your tailor fic, but I digress. I'm here to wish Reiner a happy birthday since I'm assuming you're gonna pass the message on for me, and to talk a little bit about him. But, ahem ahem. I think that Reiner hates his birthday a little bit, and he's a little bit sheepish about it - like, it's not something he would've told you the date of because he doesn't truthfully celebrate it. But Karina would've told you that his birthday is August 1st, so that you're ready.

Just be sure to keep it a secret that you know, so that when he comes tumbling to the kitchen half awake for his morning coffee, you can be ready to hand over the coffee with a soft peck on his cheek. The act itself is normal for you both, so he'll be left completely in the dark. He'll smile with his voice still full of sleep, "g'morning." And that's when you can drop to your knees in front of him. He'd probably be mid-sip and choke a little on his coffee, and raise his arms a little to look down at you. 🥺 And since he's still half-awake, you seem more like a dream. Before you do blow him, don't forget to wish him, "happy birthday," so he knows exactly why you're treating him - not that you wouldn't any other day - but let's be real, it'd be a shame not to try and dt him on his birthday.

Anyways!! Take care of yourself. It's your responsibility as a Reiner simp to take care of yourself on his birthday!!

omfg n yes! only the best birthday scenarios start with some good ol’ morning head >:) btw, im so flattered to know that my blog reminds you of reiner!!! I’ve done my job well 😌

okok now I’m gonna expand on this thirst of yours: (minors dni!)

you greet him softly just as you’d do on any other day, pressing a chaste kiss to his prominent cheekbone. it’s only after you drop to your knees that he recognizes the small hint of suggestiveness your actions— and just how sensual the groggy morning atmosphere has become.

reiner stammers aloud as all the sleepiness subsides, coming to the realization that you’re attempting to give him special treatment on his big day. he’d question you as to how you even knew, but he’s all too busy with lazily bucking his hips forward, back, and forward again, delving his throbbing dick into your pliant mouth as the subtly saline taste of his precum rests at the end of your tongue.

that steaming cup of brewed coffee is long forgotten, liquid growing cold as it sits unattended on the same kitchen counter that reiner grips at with fervor. you make quick work of him by hollowing your cheeks around his pulsing cock, and all he can bring himself to do is groan, head thrown back with his lips agape.

you’re making him feel so special, so good, and he doesn't shy away from letting you know. "— oh fuck, right there,” he releases raspy groans of praise one after another, his chest rising and falling with every swirl your tongue makes against his sensitive tip before you run it along the underside, trailing the veins that littered the girth of his dick.

you sneak a hand up reiner’s firm thigh before taking hold of his balls, fondling them to earn a plethora of his deep moans. before long, the impending pressure in his gut has him trembling, legs buckling out of sheer pleasure.

he reaches his high with a final, sloppy roll of his hips, your mouth stretching wide around his thickness. while you gag on his cock, a mix of saliva and his warm cum seeps past your lips before it runs down and coats his shaft.

if he was taken by surprise over that, just wait until he sees everything else you have in store for him <3

(and yes, I took good care of myself today, I hope you did as well babes 🥺 me and reiner had a great day ! I threw him a cute lil surprise party and everything hehe 🥰 )

[spaceysp]

is bad good at pvp? im a new fan and i ran into ur blog, you seem to know a lot about badboyhalo

hashahah im sorry “you seem to know a lot about badboyhalo” made me laugh very hard thank you im flattered you think that /gen i hope everyone sees my blog and just thinks “wow they know a LOT about badboyhalo” (tbf id talk about skeppy more if there are more asks about him i love he too)

anyway, this is.. a tough question for me, im not gonna lie. inside me, there are two wolves, one that wants to laugh at bad for being terrible at video games, and one that is constantly simping for epic mlg badboyhalo gamer moments. both are almost completely skewed from the truth so imma try to be as unbiased and factual as i can.

okay, so, the places you can see bbh pvping is mainly in four groups, imo. his old videos at mcpvp, vids with skeppy (bedwars/skywars/bets or challenges), manhunt, and the dsmp. ill be talking about his performance in each of these and then maybe form a loose conclusion. 

in my opinion, bad seemed to be really good at pvp in his old minecraft hunger game videos. it could be argued that he cut out games that he lost or didnt do very good in, and i have no way of proving or disproving that, but i think most of the fights we do see, he seems to be a really respectable player, and could win even 2 or 3v1s. in some banning hackers videos he’ll occasionally duel them, and could stand his ground in most cases. i think his pvp skill seems to shine most in these vids, hes really adapted to soup and 1.8 combat and it shows

however, most skeppy videos seem to be the exact opposite. skeppy can usually dominate him in skywars, bedwars, and most other ways they have 1v1d. bad still has the advantage in bow fights, but even those arent a 100% win ratio. (if he wants an assured win he goes with tic-tac-toe) most times bad manages to win against skeppy in bedwars is when hes given the opprotunity to grind enough, get the best gear then easily overpower skeppy, able to kill him over and over again, but hes famously weak against skeppys main strategy of rushing his bed because his defensive playstyle rarely works without proper materials. i think theres three reasons he seems to be worse at pvp in skeppy vids: 1. skeppy wins because its for his video so they throw 2. skeppys also really good 3. bads skill flies out the window around skeppy. honestly i think these all have an equal likelihood for being true so judge for yourself 

as for manhunts, to be fair, i think anyone looks bad at pvp when compared to dream. bad is definitley more of the strategic leader then someone to stay on dreams tail to fight like sapnap is. however, especialy recently, bad seems to stay alive longer than he used to, also needing to get the hang of balancing defense and offense. i think manhunt best displays bads main strategy for pvp, he doesnt rely as much on skill as he does on catching his opponent off guard mentally. it can be called a dirty tactic, sure, but it works. as the one to come up with most traps, hiding in the end, and making dream think hes mining, he does a lot for the hunters. that other post explained it best, but i agree that he’s really good, incidentally though, direct pvp seems to be his weakness from my perspective

okay and finally, the dsmp. bad doesnt get into too many fights, but many have pointed out that he was able to hold his own in a fight against techno, and was about to kill tommy before dream came in to save him (idk what kind of gear tommy had in comparison to bad though) overall, i htink he benefits from his ability to grind and gain as many op items as possible, giving him the upper hand, almost like bedwars or manhunts, but in an entirely different context. he also can have his choice of weapon everytime, and is known to enchant his weapons to the brim 

reading this back it kinda sounds like im dissing bads abilities, but in this conclusion i wanna say im not, this man got a combat disadvantage higher than dreams in a minecraft tournament, and overall i believe hes underestimated for sure. however, i also think he needs to use his environment to his advantage to be at his full potential. so yeah, take from this what you will, i still as i am writing this am at odds whether to say i think hes great or lacking, so i say form your own opinion and dont take my words at complete face value, im somehow biased in both directions 

thank you for the ask, i really appreciate it!!! i hope i didnt just confuse you and this is still comprehensible!! <3<3<3

[shaunasshipman]

writing prompt masterlist #1

 Of course, there’s 75 million prompt lists out there but i figured there’s nothing wrong with making my own. Send me a category + a number + a pairing and i’ll write you a fic. Okay to reblog and use :) (x)

Fake/Secret/Etc Dating AUs:

my parents keep setting me up on blind dates but in reality I’m dating you and it’s so you help me get out of them

i hate commitment but my dad’s dying wish is to see me get married and you’re an old family friend i ran into at the airport on my way to visit him so hey let’s get engaged

you need a plus-one for your brother’s wedding so i’m going as a favor but there’s been a misunderstanding and now your whole family thinks we’re engaged

i’m mad at my parents so i ask you out because they wouldn’t approve of you and you’re well aware that i’m just using you but you agree because you find it funny but hey you’re actually super sweet

there’s this really creepy person hitting on me and i don’t know you but you pretending to be my partner completely saved my ass thanks how about i buy you a drink

we’re just really touchy friends and we get each other gifts all the time but everyone thinks we’re going out and we let them think that but why are you getting upset about me going on a date we’re not actually together? 

I’m sorry you always thought your love for me was unrequited but on to more important matters YOU’RE GETTING MARRIED IN THE MORNING SO YOU HAVE A DECISION TO MAKE YOU ASSHOLE!

Our mutual friend apparently has been waiting for us to get together and so they’re very angry/disappointed/upset when they find out that the reason we kissed last night was because we were black-out drunk

everyone thinks we hate each other and we keep that front up in public, so we have hilarious pretend fights and squabbles and pranks 

when we were little I accidentally mentioned that I had a crush on you but I always thought you didn’t hear me because you just looked at me weird and never commented but now we’re in high school and omg you just introduced me as your boyfriend/girlfriend/datemate wtf we never discussed this

friends to lovers aus

You’ve got a date tonight and you asked for advice on what to wear but I’m so in love with you and damn you look good in the outfit I picked out for you

You’ve liked me for ages and were really obvious about it and I didn’t like all the attention but now you’re over me I really miss it and fuck I think I like you too?

 You want us both to get in shape and I hate working out/running but your ass looks really good in shorts oh the things I do for my friends and their nice asses

Our best friends are that awful ‘cute’ couple that make-out in public and call each other “sweetie” and “sugar” and “babe” and god they’re awful let’s talk about how awful they are – develops into “shit we’re the awful couple now”

Celebrity/Famous AUs

listen, you may be a famous (and extremely attractive) guitarist, but that gives you no right to practise on the electric at two a.m when we live right next to each other.

We broke up and I used my feelings to write songs and now I’m super popular and you want me back

we decided to make a fake vlog drama for our subscribers and they all think it’s real but jokes on us we end up actually liking each other

I run a prank channel and you were some innocent bystander I pranked for a video but then it turns out hey, you’re also famous online haha shit

we met and started talking but i didn’t know you were a rising star until i noticed cameras following me wtf

you’re a reporter and i think you’re super cute so i’ll only give you personal interviews to help your career and also get you to talk to me more

I’m a celebrity and I have a secret social media account and we started talking online and now we’re close friends but you want to meet up oh shit

I’m a celebrity and I may or may not be following your blog which is dedicated to me. reading your comments and tags are hilarious and very flattering and I’m somewhat smitten  

You’re an actor/other famous person that I really admire and I just saw you in the street and as I was debating whether or not to say hi you came up to me and started flirting what do I do??

wedding/kids/marriage/long term relationship AUs

we’ve been dating forever, and you just caught the bouquet at our friend’s wedding

remember when we were in high school and we swore that if we were still single at 30 we’d marry each other, well hey guess whose birthday it is

i’m a runaway bride/groom and you’re driving my getaway car

I suddenly bumped into you after years and wow you look good but holy crap is that a kid?? since when?

you had a breakdown because the baby wouldn’t stop crying and you kept saying how you weren’t ready and how you couldn’t do it

whenever my kid starts crying I just hand them to you and then they just stop and start smiling

“i’m so sorry that my child pointed out how your shirt- actually nevermind i agree, that shirt is horrendous”

i always tease you because that’s just our thing we tease each other but for some reason you snapped at me and are you okay? what’s wrong?

my in-laws despise me GREAT but around you they’re super nice so you don’t believe me

neighbours AUs

You always complain about how loud I am (whether it be TV, video games or music/musical instrument is up to you) and this is the first time you’ve actually knocked on my apartment door and given me a lecture there rather than giving me a phone call, but I’m not really listening because I didn’t  realise I had such a cute neighbour

you never open your door for children on halloween so i always pay the kids to smear your door with shaving cream

my printer isnt printing anymore and my papers are due tomorrow so im on my knees in front of your door begging to use your printer when the old lady from above passes us and thinks im proposing to you

we always run into each other on the stairs but we’ve never said more than hello but when we found out that we both hate the other neighbours, we became friends

i came home drunk and wouldnt stop knocking on your door. when you open i keep telling you to get out of my apartment

after a rough party night i find you sleeping on the stairs but since im still a little asshole all i do is put a blanket over you and a pillow under your head

Please help me, I know you have a kid and my sibling just dropped their baby on me where’s the button to put them to sleep?

I’m stressed and sleep-deprived, please let me pet your cat. 

I have really weird dreams and you have really weird dreams so now we’re in this contest to see who has the weirdest dreams.

Strangers/Meet Cute (or meet very NOT cute) AUs 

We were sitting next to each other in a public place and I saw a mosquito on you and my instincts just acted before my mind.

We mixed up our clothes at the laundry service and I have nothing left to wear and every thing you wear is too big/small for me.

We’re at a comic book store and if you tell me your superhero is better than mine I’m gonna have to punch you in the teeth.

There are no table left at this restaurant and you let me sit at yours since you’re alone.

I’m a single grown-up with busy friends but I want to go to Disneyland so I drop a message on a forum to find someone like me to go wear silly Mickey ears headband and stuff ourselves with cotton candy.

My computer broke down so I called an IT and now I need to find a reason to call them back so I delete important files and download adwares and do all kinds of stupid things. 

I almost dropped something and in my fumbling attempts to stop it from hitting the floor I accidentally projectiled it at your face and it’s a really nice face I’m so sorry

first day at a new job and oh fuck my boss is the person I drunkenly hooked up with last weekend/night

I wanted to go on the ferris wheel but there has to be two people to a cart come on random person let’s go oh wait are we stuck at the top? Fuck

 Our mutual friend set us up on a blind date and I thought I’d hate it but you’re actually… kind of funny? But because I expected to hate it in no way am I going to let you change my mind just because you’re gorgeous and funny and intelligent oh no my friend is not winning this

college/high school AUs:

i went on a date with a boy who had plans to take me to dinner and drinks. but he lost his wallet at a pizza place so we just walked around the neighborhood, sat in the park and talked.

we’re in the same study group but we dont talk but you brought goldfish and im starving

we have the same notebook and we took the wrong ones home so i used your notes on my open book test

you were my elementary school crush but you moved away but somehow we end up miraculously going to the same college and i barely recognized you because holy hot damn you are more attractive than i remember?

I tripped over on my way to this party and I’m bleeding profusely from the grazes on my knees and you’re a complete stranger that pretty much jumped me the second I walked in the door to play nurse

ive had a crush on you for 3+ years and now youre going out with my best friend and i definitely havent locked myself in a toilet cubicle to cry

We’re in different debate classes and I was constructing a case on the board and I come in the next morning and you’ve replied to all my points really well?? But I don’t even know your name? And oh shit, we’re taking over the entire whiteboard, is that your phone number squeezed into the corner of the board there?

You have braces and I don’t and I keep forgetting you’re not allowed to have gum so every time I offer, you give this death glare

You sent me a text asking if I wanted to go to prom on the day of prom and I’m not in town

I’m a notorious goody two shoes and you look like you get into fights on a daily basis, so when you were in the library on the first day I was supposed to be a tutor, I assumed I’d be tutoring you. But, as it turns out, we’re both tutors, and the people we’re tutoring keep blowing us off to make out and we have to go round them up

we have a mutual best friend but they cannot find out how much i like you then they’ll tell you, but i need to find out if you’re single!

I sat down in the wrong class and I’m panicking but don’t want to get up and leave because the class has started and you think it’s hilarious 

You pissed me off in class so I threw a book at your head and now I’m in detention and jesus fuck I hate you so much and the teacher made me apologise and wait you’re cuter up close

soulmate aus

if one soulmate gets an injury, the other gets it as well.

Character A has a soulmate, but Character A died before they got to meet them. As Character A navigates the afterlife in their ghostly form, they discover that they can’t “move on” until they’ve met their soulmate.

 the very first words your soulmate ever says to you are tattooed somewhere on your body since the day you are born

when you write something on your skin with pen/marker/whatever, it will show up on your soul mates skin as well.

You get an ‘impression’ of your soulmate when you turn 18 or something but all I got was a strong smell of bananas or something

you have a compass on your wrist and it directs you to where your soulmate is

i usually think i’m having a conversation with myself in my head but it turns out we’re telepathically connected

everybody is born with a map “tattooed” on their forearm that’s centered on the exact location of where they’ll first meet their soul mate 

[katierosefun]

i think i had a dream that you blocked me and i honestly dont know why i was dreaming about you but i was, i don’t even remember why or what i did to cause it, anyway im glad it was a dream and that didn’t actually happen i like your blog

haha, i’m flattered that my tumblr appeared in your dreams?? but not to worry, the only blogs i block are p*rn bots and people who don’t respect my boundaries (and that’s only happened twice ever so far in the whole seven years i’ve been on this site, thankfully!), so i’m sure you’re good! <3

[ajokeformur-ray]

From oldest to newest ~ Erika answers asks ~

hailmary-yramliah said: Wait I’m really tripping out. I realized you were following me on Tumblr and I didn’t even know?!?!?!? I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR FICS LIKE WTF IM SO SLOW BUT THANK YOU YOURE LIKE ACTUALLY AMAZING AND ME STANNING YOU RN MAKES ME EMBARRASSED BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT YOU ARE SO TALENTED!!! Ahhhhh I love your Arthur/Joker fics XD 

Thank you so so much!!! <33333 This means so much to me! <3333 I hope you continue to enjoy the works that I work so hard on x

Anonymous said:Ngl I feel like it’s wrong to like Arthur & read fics about him only bc my sis thinks it’s weird af. Our interests are complete opposite & finds mine very weird and it kinda makes me sad. I wish she loved the movie as much as me & understood my “obsessions” as she calls them. Anyways, love your fics sm! You’ve gotten me into this fandom so quickly and I love it! 💕

Your sister sounds just like my, and others’, family. They don’t understand because the film wasn’t for them. It was for people like us who see Arthur and who understand him. If you find enjoyment in something, darling, most especially if it’s fictional (though very realistic), then there’s no shame in indulging in it. Thank you very much, that means a lot! <3

insfirebunny said: Ok As you might see rn I make myself comfortable in your blog. Hope you don't mind. I enjoy every single one story of yours. You write so beautifully that it's magical. Take care of yourself, sunshine ☀

I don’t mind at all, I’m flattered, thank you so, so much! <33333 take care of yourself too!!!!

Anonymous said: Would you rather date Arthur or Joker??

To me, Arthur never went insane and ‘became’ Joker. He’s not the insane one; the world is mad. So I would date Arthur and I would love him and protect him and help him (everything I write about is everything I would do for him; the things I write for others are very self-indulgent lmao I have no shame) and if, in his own time, he grew into himself (Joker), then I would still love and support him just the same. I don’t think he went mad - I think he just dropped everything holding him down, holding him back, and said “fuck the world”. And honestly? That’s a big fucking mood.

Anonymous said: Okay speaking of the multiverse theory, what is your view on it regarding fictional characters. I personally believe that not only do they exist, but with the right skills you could connect with them in some way.

Since I was a child, for as long as I could remember, I’ve had this super vivid made up, carefully crafted world inside my head with all my most loved characters. I have spent my life inside my head daydreaming. I’ve never needed real life friends because I have my imagination and though I tried to make friends. I tried so hard but I never got anywhere because I was a freak, I was this and that etc. etc. (I was bullied for like 15 years lmao fuck ‘em) and so I stayed inside my head and didn’t bother trying to cross that invisible glass wall between me and everyone else. I’m 22 and I still haven’t bothered to try; it’s cosy here so I’ll stay inside my head where I can make others happy with my daydreams. But I digress - I like to think that our loves know that we love them. Every thought, every tear, every daydream, every squeal, every pillow we’ve squeezed wanting to be them, every imagine, everything we have done or do because of them, for them, they know. They see it; they feel it. I like to believe that Arthur Fleck knows how deeply he is loved and cherished he is by all of us and more than that - he loves us all just as fiercely, and he’s so, so proud of all of us. (Also lowkey I know it’s your skin shifting due to temperature changes etc. but you know when you think you feel a hand on your shoulder or fingers in your hair when you’re like half asleep and just dozing??? Or when you have a dream of him? That’s Arthur reaching out to us in the only way he can to say he knows, he sees and he loves us too.)

Anonymous said: I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH! Like it’s crazy how good you write

Thank you so, so much!!! <3333333 I work .v. hard (one piece can take up to three hours, though the longest I’ve ever spent on a piece (Coming Home To You) was six hours. I still say that is the best thing I’ve ever written, so that means a lot! <3

Anonymous said: I love Joker from our dearly beloved 2019 Joker movie as well as Joker from The Dark Night. I can't choose which I love more so why not both! At the same time! ifyouknowwhatimsaying 👀👀👀

Sksksksksksk I believe @gothamslittlejester can help you out here lmao she’s written for poly!readerxJokerxJoker so go check out her works; they’re phenomenal! <3

Anonymous said: There's a tornado warning in my area. We NEVER get tornado warnings, like ever, so I'm kind of scared.

Ohmygoodness please stay safe, darling!!! I’ve never experienced any kind of natural phenomena like that so I can’t imagine how scary that must be! I hope everything turned out well x

Anonymous said: I read what happened to you at work and deeply sorry. I’m sure you are more than aware of this but their reaction is a reflection of themselves than of you. You have the full power to enjoy and like what you please. Also, it is okay to bite back when it is needed. It may be hard to, but sometimes it’s healthy to stand up for yourself at times. Of course it is easier said than done. Remember you’re a goddess! Take back your power ✨

Thank you so, so much!!!! I’m not really all that affected by what happened anymore; it was only a week ago but already I’ve reached that nice part of apathy where you still care but you’re like, aa fuck it, I don’t wanna be hurt by it anymore. Standing up for myself is very hard; I’m a lot like Arthur in that respect: I put my head down, bite my tongue and take it because I hate confrontation. I hate it so much so I’d rather stay quiet. My parents told me I need to be a bit less Arthur and a bit more Joker; maybe in time that bite will come to me xp thank you honey! Your words mean a lot; I’m always here if you ever wanna talk about anything!!!

Anonymous said: I just read what you said about your coworkers. Honestly that's so horrible and I hope you're feeling better soon. ♡ I feel you so much, things like that happened to me all the time while I was still in school. But please, don't hate yourself. You have such a beautiful mind, you have talent & creativity most of them couldn't even dream of. It's not your fault that they can't see how beautiful being an introvert & a daydreamer can be. You're wonderful the way you are. ♡ ( @buried-in-windy-meadows )

I’m so sorry that you had to experience that, too, it’s an awful feeling when you try to be yourself and people are mean. I hope you know that they are no reflection on you, as the previous anon says - it’s all on them! Thank you so much; your words mean a lot <3 I’ve always been this way, for as long as I can remember I’ve lived inside my head, so I see no reason to change; I’m happy in, not necessarily myself, but my imagination and my creativity is my favourite part of myself (even when I’m at war with the rest of me, I can find solace in my imagination and I’m very lucky to have that) and I wouldn’t trade it for the world.

Anonymous said: I’m pretty sure you’re on the opposite side of the world from me so I just wanted to let you know your words and your attitude are making someone on the other side of the planet smile. We are all so lucky to have you and to have this movie to connect us. It makes me feel really human 🧡

This film is without a doubt the best thing that’s ever happened to me - we’ve all found a home, a place to go to vent and to write and to support each other and it’s so beautiful how such a tragic, grisly and dark film has brought light to so many of us. Arthur would adore it, I know he would. Thank you, darling, this means a lot to me! Please know I’m always here for you should you ever need anything or just wanna drop a line! <3

rafaelina-casillas said:Aw, I'm so so sorry that happened to you! People can be so nasty - especially to those who never deserved it! I hope you're feeling a lot better now! I can only say that in my country (where Halloween is not a tradition but more and more people are celebrating it) I saw at least 5 or 6 people in less than an hour who were doing the same makeup as you - and no one tried to mock them. I guess you had the worst luck with your colleagues but try to not mind them. They don't deserve your nerves! 💖

Exactly! I didn’t go out with my makeup, I just stayed home and enjoyed my private and personal display of love for Joker - I’m sure he’d have been flattered! And I dared to open up to my colleagues; it’s a mistake I won’t make twice, that’s for sure. Thank you, you’re always so kind to me and it means a lot - will have to DM you soon!

insfirebunny said: You look so cute and your writing is a pure gold. Stay strong

Thank you so, so much, you’re too kind!!! Take care of yourself, love! <3

Anonymous said: binge watching Batman: The Animated Series this weekend. Mark Hamil’s joker is amazing tbh

I’ll have to check that out; see if it’s on Netflix or Youtube. I hope you had a wonderful weekend! <3

theclownsqueen said: Hi! Im a new page, i love your page so much and your work is amazing! Sorry just thought I'd drop by. :)

Yeeeees ohmygoodness I gotta reply to your DM; I’ve got so many lmao <3333 thank you so much, you’re far too kind, I hope you continue to enjoy my works; I’m always here if you need anything x

Anonymous said: I relate to Arthur so bad. I’ve always been a loner and really shy, plus I’ve been helping out my mother a lot with financial problems. Once I saw the movie in theaters I just fell in love with it and it really brings me joy to read your fics. I just wish I wouldn’t get labeled a weirdo or freak for openly expressing that I like Arthur. Just makes me feel ashamed for liking something which sucks.

Thank you, darling - I’m glad my works can bring you joy; that’s really all I want to do with my writing is to help people in the moments they most need it. Even if all I manage to do is make your lips quirk upwards, that means I’ve done what I set out to do! I’m sorry you’re having such a rough time of it and I hope things start to look up for you soon! <3 The people who should feel ashamed are the ones labelling you for expressing yourself; truly, they’re the punchline of the joke Arthur was laughing at during the end of the film. Don’t let them take your sun from you, love - that means they’re winning. Please know I’m always here for you; don’t be afraid to drop me a line! <3

Anonymous said: I love your writing!

Thanks, honey! That means a lot <3

Anonymous said: Any tips for fic writers out there? Love your work btw!

There’s so much I could tell you but honestly, rules and guidelines don’t matter. Just have fun with it. Write what you wanna write in the way you wanna write it, when you wanna write it, and if anyone doesn’t like it, then who cares? Do it for you, even if you’re fulfilling requests for other people. Step back when you gotta, don’t be afraid to turn down writing requests if you don’t gel with them or you just don’t wanna or you’re not comfy with it, and really just have fun. If you have fun with the work you put in, then it’ll shine through and people’ll love it!

writings-of-a-gen-z said: hey love hope everythings going okay for you and the world isnt being too mean x

You’re too good to me, you always are. Thanks, love, and the same for you <3 sending hugs and love!

jibanyyan submitted:

I love your writing so so so so much you don’t even know it! I get excited each time I get notified that you posted again and I even take my time to read them in uni!!!

Just know that I love your blog and you can always reach out to me if you need someone to talk to even though we don’t know each other!

Much love goes out to you love xx

Thank you so, so much omgggggg you’re always so kind and supportive and it’s???? amazing ???? Please know the same for you; I’m almost always online when I’m not at work (even when I’m studying I have tumblr open in case people need me lmao) so I’ll reply .p. quickly! <3333 thank you so much omgggg sending you loads of love and hugs, I hope you’re well!

harlyquln said: when do you plan on opening requests again? 🥵

I’m not sure yet, love, but because I love to put myself under pressure lmao because nothing will make you work like an impending deadline, shall we say the beginning of December? That gives me just under 3 weeks to write almost 40 requests and honestly, that seems reasonable (ish). <3

Anonymous said: your comfort fics are always so beautiful 💕 i’ve never felt like i was actually IN an imagine before i read one of yours. you’re honestly one of my fav authors

Omggggg thank youuuuuu~ comfort fics are my favourite thing to write so that means so much! <3

kat-o-combs said: Good morning sunshine ☺️ I hope your day is going well. You deserve happiness, comfort, and contentment 💕 love ya!

Omgggg you’re always so good to me wtfffff <3333 thank youuu I hope the same for you too; you deserve all the best things in life! Love you too x

Anonymous said: Hope you're gonna feel better! I've discovered your blog... a week ago, I think, and your stories have helped me more than you'll ever know. I find a lot of comfort and support to keep me going when I read your stories and I'm so thankful for your blog. :)

Anonymous said: Hope you're gonna feel better! I've discovered your blog... a week ago, I think, and your stories have helped me more than you'll ever know. I find a lot of comfort and support to keep me going when I read your stories and I'm so thankful for your blog. :)

Helping people with my writing is a literal dream so thank you for telling me this! When I write the softer comfort imagines, they’re very emotionally draining and I have to dig deep to write them so usually I come away feeling old wounds and pretty tired in myself; I take care of myself in the ways I know helps (funnily enough, writing is both the issue and the solution) and I come back out on top. Thank you very much for telling me this, I’m glad I’m able to help you! <3

Anonymous said: Awww I hope you feel better soon!!

I do, darling, thank you so much x

Anonymous said: Sneaking up to nuzzle Arthur, then blowing a raspberry on his neck and watching him grin and shy away with a giggle.

Yeeeees~ lmaooooo it’s what he deserves!!!!!! <33333

Anonymous said: I saw joker for the second time and I think I've finally accepted in myself what you had a while ago. Arthur feels like home, he feels like comfort. When he would be dancing or just even smile I felt like I was there and I felt like everything was okay. I've fallen in love with a fictional character, but I can accept that. Because escaping with him brings me so much joy and love, I cant imagine being without it

Neither can I, nonnie. I’ve felt love for characters before but never like this. Never. I never wanna be without him or without this community again. We found a home in Arthur Fleck and fuck he’d love that so much. I’m glad he’s able to to bring you joy and love, it’s all he’d want for you and he’d be so proud of you!!! <3

Anonymous said: I had a dream about arthur last night???? Like I got into a car crash and he came and got me and brought me home and cuddled me and gave me kisses and honestly the dream was super scattered but so nice wow

That sounds like such a lovely dream omg loving Arthur and being loved right back??? Where do we sign up?? <3

Anonymous said: wish i could make Arthur a flower crown right now god damn

A) he’d look so fucking cute and B) he’d wear it around the apartment all the time omgggggg ~ he’d never wear it outside bc he’s scared it’ll get lost or stolen or broken but at home he’d cherish it so much and he’d look adorable ohhhh~ ;33333

Anonymous said: Hey, Ily and all though I'm not the biggest fan of Joker fics I just want you to know I still support and care for you

Thank you honey, this means a lot!!!! If this isn’t your scene, you’re welcome to unfollow, I won’t be mad or anything at all. Thank you for your continued support if you decide to stay, though, it means so much x

rebs-doom said:reminder that u r my fave person bye

Come here and let me love you, you precious, beautiful soul. I love you so much.

Anonymous said: What do you get when you cross a sad, touch-starved man with a blog that cherishes him and treats him well? I'll tell you what you get, you get what you fucking deserve. *smooch*

Can you imagine:

“Hey, Arthur?”

Arthur made a soft noise of acknowledgement from where he was sleepily cuddled into your side.

“Wanna hear a joke?”

“Mm,” He chuckled, “What?” He blearily opened his eyes to gaze at you fondly.

*You tell him this joke but swap ‘blog’ for ‘person’ and kiss him before he can react*

And see how fast he gives you what you deserve ;) ;)

(high key it’d become a way for you to say ‘i love you’ without saying it. Like, “you’re always so good to me” // “it’s what you deserve”) <333 sweet boi deserves the world.

Anonymous said: Can I just say how much of a blessing you are to the Arthur Fleck/Joker fandom!

Istg I’m drowning in all this love omggggg you’re far too kind to me I’m just a simple girl pouring out her love for Arthur/Joker into her blog because it’s got nowhere else to go <333333333 thank you so much!!! <3333

Anonymous said: I feel so sad for Arthur; he pretty much had the world against him from day one. I could only imagine some of the stuff he'd gone through when he was small. I just see baby Arthur lying in a filthy crib, crying for his mother's comfort or from hunger, and Penny just not even noticing it or caring.

I know :( it’s so tragic and dark and there are thousands of Arthur Flecks in real life who are unseen and defeated and broken down but they can’t get help but they’re trying and they work so hard and they just. Keep. Going. I left the cinema each time crying really hard and got home and cried some more for Arthur and for all the people, including myself, who watched the film and saw pieces of themselves in Arthur. When I think of Penny, I find it oddly funny that she always called him ‘Happy’ when he was anything but and it was only until she died that he became what she always thought he was. It’s beautifully ironic, in a strange way.

Okay, so uh... I gotta not let asks build up like that again lmao this took me two hours wowowowow <3333 I’m aiming to get some writing done today, there’s three or four pieces I’ve started and not finished so I’ll work on those. Thanks, loves, you have no idea how much you all mean to me! <3

[space-dyke-too-gay]

All :)

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

my girlfriend!

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

somewhere in the middle, i’d say3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

roxy, my girlfriend’s dog4. Are you easy to get along with?

i’d say so5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

yes6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

for girls it’s like.,,, nice girls. and for guys it’s generally “bad boys” (ex. when i went to deh i said connor was cute and my mom said “just my luck, you fall in love with the stoner”7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

i really hope so8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

adam driver9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

yes!10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

uHHHHH can’t remember that one. probably my friend clark11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“of course!!”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

clementine by halsey, valentine by 5sos,  control by halsey, bad to you by ariana grande, normani, and nicki minaj, and that don’t impress me much by shania twain13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

yes!!14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

mhm!15. What good thing happened this summer?

my girlfriend became my girlfriend!16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

no17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yes!18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

yeah! his name is jason and he’s chill19. Do you like bubble baths?

yes20. Do you like your neighbors?

no21. What are you bad habits?

i sing a lot!22. Where would you like to travel?

england, i wanna meet @revengepartea23. Do you have trust issues?

kinda?24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

putting on makeup is fun, but so is taking it off25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

n/a! i love me and my body

26. What do you do when you wake up?27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

i like it the way it is :)28. Who are you most comfortable around?

my sister? maybe?29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

yeah!30. Do you ever want to get married?

mhm!31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

a itty bitty baby one32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

n. none33. Spell your name with your chin.

saarah34. Do you play sports? What sports?

yeah! colorguard! and i used to be a softball player35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

tv, probably36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yeah!37. What do you say during awkward silences?

”so, how’s it hanging”38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

@my-gf-made-me-make-this-account39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

i dont really have one? probably target?40. What do you want to do after high school?

i either want to work as an fbi agent, or a theatre teacher that coaches guard. either way im taking a gap year 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

i’m probably angry or upset43. Do you smile at strangers?

yeah!44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

outer space45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

my alarm46. What are you paranoid about?

uHHHH the dark?47. Have you ever been high?

no48. Have you ever been drunk?

nope!49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

nah50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

it’s a black beetlejuice sweatshirt!51. Ever wished you were someone else?

nope!52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

how negative i am about myself53. Favourite makeup brand?

morphe? i guess? all makeup is created equal. 54. Favourite store?

like i said earlier, probably target55. Favourite blog?

mine. there i said it56. Favourite colour?

yellow!57. Favourite food? 

chocolate58. Last thing you ate?

a nature valley bar59. First thing you ate this morning?

belvita cookies!60. Ever won a competition? For what?

yeah! guard. and i won an english competition last week!61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope!62. Been arrested? For what?

nah63. Ever been in love? 

i’d say so64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

uHHHH we were in my friends’ basement then we kissed. he broke up with me later lmao65. Are you hungry right now?

y e s66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

i like them equally67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now?

no,,70. Names of your bestfriends? 

kai, evan, clark, abby, & anthony71. Craving something? What? 

food…72. What colour are your towels?

pink!72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

273. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

not usually, but when i’m overly anxious, yes74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

at least 3075. Favourite animal?

a panda!76. What colour is your underwear?

white? i think?77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

chocolate chip cookie dough79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

gray80. What colour pants?

also gray!81. Favourite tv show?

probably 82. Favourite movie?

A Star is Born dir. Bradley Cooper83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean Girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls!85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Janis. highkey relate to her bro86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

dory!87. First person you talked to today?

my dad!88. Last person you talked to today?

my friend beth89. Name a person you hate?

donald trump? maybe?90. Name a person you love?

my girlfriend!!91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

several people!92. In a fight with someone?

nope!93. How many sweatpants do you have?

6? 7? all for guard94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

a lot,,,95. Last movie you watched?

Star Wars: Return of the Jedi96. Favourite actress?

Carrie Fisher!97. Favourite actor?

Tom Hanks?98. Do you tan a lot?

nope, just burn99. Have any pets?

yep! too guinea pigs, philip and hamilton!100. How are you feeling?

my shoulder hurts but i’m alright otherwise101. Do you type fast?

yeah!102. Do you regret anything from your past?

nah, everything is meant to happen as it does103. Can you spell well?

sometimes104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

definitely 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

mhm!106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

i’d like to think no107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yeah!108. What should you be doing?

my history work109. Is something irritating you right now?

this one kid in my history class110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

i dont think so?111. Do you have trust issues?

maybe? sometimes112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

my sister i think113. What was your childhood nickname?

some people call me saz or sazzy! but it’s usually sarah or sarah baby114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

several times!115. Do you play the Wii?

mhm!116. Are you listening to music right now?

yeah!117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yes118. Do you like Chinese food?

i LOVE chinese food119. Favourite book?

The Fault in Our Stars by John Green or To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee120. Are you afraid of the dark?

yes121. Are you mean?

i’d like to think i’m not122. Is cheating ever okay?

never.123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

yeah!124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes125. Do you believe in true love?

yes126. Are you currently bored?

kinda!127. What makes you happy?

guard, i love dancing128. Would you change your name?

nah129. What your zodiac sign?

gemini130. Do you like subway?

yeah!!131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

tell them i’m flattered, but i have a girlfriend132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

hm, i dont remember. maybe my friend clark?

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

”in my world i’m seven feet tall, and the boys always call and the girls do too” - clementine by Halsey134. Can you count to one million?

yeah!135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

uHh i dont remember any 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed, im not a pyschopath137. How tall are you?

5′2″-ish?138. Curly or Straight hair?

i have straight hair139. Brunette or Blonde? 

im a blonde!140. Summer or Winter?

summer141. Night or Day?

day142. Favourite month?

may!143. Are you a vegetarian?

no, my doctor prescribed chicken nuggets(ask me about this story lmao)144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

dark145. Tea or Coffee?

tea146. Was today a good day?

i’d say so! 147. Mars or Snickers?

snickers148. What’s your favourite quote?

“You can’t stop the change, any more than you can stop the suns from setting.” — Shmi Skywalker

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

yeah!

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page

i dont have any books with me :)

[sapphirebluestars]

50 q’s

Thank you @imdifferentshadesofpurple for the tag, i enjoyed reading yours so i hope you get to learn some stuff about me too hehe

1. What takes too much of your time?

honestly...tik tok...nuff said 

2. What makes your day better?

boba, always boba. but also seeing my dog after a long day or getting random messages from my friends saying they were thinking of me :3 

3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today?

i got to sit down with a really good friend and we talked for like 2 hours but i also skipped my last 2 classes bc of it? whoops sorry not sorry

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

i don’t know why but the first place that popped into my head was the future from Meet the Robinsons LOL, tbh though any fic that’s been written where i get to be y/n would also be nice

5. Are you good at giving advice?

yes, but i can also be really mean about it :(

6. Do you have any mental illness?

undiagnosed, but i have bad test anxiety 

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Y E S lemme tell you, weirdest feeling on the planet

8. What musician inspired you the most?

tbh i don’t think any musician has ever inspired me like that? the closest person i can think of is maybe Charice Pempengco? her voice is lovely and she’s honestly the sweetest

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

yes i have

10. What’s your dream date?

an amusement park!!! but honestly any date that leaves me thinking “i can’t wait  to see this guy again” is also a dream date

11. What do others notice about you?

first thing is usually how small i am despite being average sized for an asian girl

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

i talk a lot and when i do talk it’s usually ranting LOL

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

no, i would rather sit here and individually pluck all my eyelash extensions out

14. How many ex’s do you have?

2 and a half? i don’t really count the third one bc it was so short but i was still pretty upset when it ended

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

in total like a little over 1200 i think?

16. What instruments can you play?

i played the piano since i was 6 but quit when i was 13 :( one of the biggest regrets of my life

17. Who do you have the most pictures of?

probably my puppy wuppy if not then my family in general?

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

if only 1 place then the motherland, Vietnam, however i would like to go everywhere

19. What is your zodiac?

libra!!!

20. Do you relate to it?

i’m really about to get a tattoo of the libra alignment on my hip so i’d say yes 

21. What is happiness to you?

feeling at peace with myself and everyone/everything going on around me

22. Are you going through anything right now?

unfortunately, but it’s kind of subsided i think? (psa boys are dumb and don’t know how to respect girls)

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

continuing a friendship that was very draining for me, luckily this has just ended (refer to #22) either that or dating my best friend (refer to #13)

24. What’s your favourite store?

Royal Tea LOL the best boba place ever 

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

to keep it short and simple i think it should be your choice, but personally i’m pro-life 

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

not really? more just like a bucket list of places i wanna eat at before i die, does that count???

27. Do you have a favourite album?

not really, i gravitate back towards regular-irregular by NCT and I am: WHO by stray kids though

28. What do you want for your birthday?

an apple watch or like a boyfriend...either or LOOOOL

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

i’m pretty outgoing and don’t find myself feeling too awkward unless it’s a rather large crowd of people in which case i get overwhelmed. but i think generally people think i’m talkative and bubbly?

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

WELL i got ID’d for trying to buy cough syrup in january despite having just turned 21 so people either usually guess right around my age or they assume i’m like 17/18 which don’t get me wrong, is flattering, but no one wants to try to pick up the 17/18 year old at the bars smh

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

on my nightstand if it’s charging or if it’s not then tucked under my pillows somewhere on the bed

32. what word do you say the most?

“listen linda” based off that one little boy on vine or something like that LOL

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

probably 5 years? maybe? i don’t really know tbh older boys intimidate me and i don’t usually gravitate towards them

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

i feel like only a year younger, anything more just makes me feel like ahhhh bc i have a younger sister who is a 2000 liner

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

people see me in education but let me tell you, i have zero patience for the disrespect kids have nowadays so i feel like i would hate myself if i pursued teaching

36. What’s your favourite music genre?

kpop or edm for sure

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

i actually have no idea...maybe the UK? 

38. What is your current favourite song?

everytime we touch by cascada (hardwell & maurice west remix) LOL or no longer by nct 127???

39. How long have you had this blog for?

since like...march/april of 2017 so almost 2 years!!!

40. What are you excited for?

I GOT P1 TICKETS TO NCT IN DALLAS BOYS AND GIRLS HEHE

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

i can be both!

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

i sat down for a few hours to finish up a group business statistics assignment yesterday hehe

43. What do you want for Christmas?

a golden retriever, apple watch if i didn’t get one for my birthday, a boyfriend if i don’t have one in september you know its chill its whatever i guess 

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

currently anything online lul, i excel in english classes though writing and reading are my forte

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

probably like a 5? im kind of tired and feel bad for skipping literally my entire day

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?  

i’ll be 32 geez, i hope i have a home, a husband, a kid or 2, and a job i love?

47. When did you first get your heartbreak?

i was 16, this heartbreak led me into what would be the worst 3 years of my life 

48. At what age do you want to get married?

26/27? i don’t want kids until i’m like 29/30 though

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

a teacher or an author

50. What do you crave right now?

boba, always boba hehe (my go-to drinks are lychee green tea or jasmine green milk tea hehe) 

Tagging you my friends! @saltee-alice @kpophappened-be @defskookie @cosmicxwoobear @felixsaussieaccent @real-kpoptrash @meatmeinthemiddle-mark @galaxyknj

[homeabovethestars]

Answer all the asks

you whore 😂

Who was the last person you held hands with? probably my grandma. 
2. Are you outgoing or shy? can be both but im usually shy. 
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? not sure. 
4. Are you easy to get along with? i hope so! 
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? considering i don’t like anyone i don’t think so. 
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? genuine ones. but im not sure. 
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? don’t think so. 
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? my friend grayson 😌
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? depends who im talking about it with. 
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? eh. 
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? nothing interesting. 😂
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? omg don’t make me choose! 
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? feels so good. 
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? not really. luck is just something you say. 
15. What good thing happened this summer? got to go to the beach. 
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? properly kissed? yes. 
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? maybe! 
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? no. 
19. Do you like bubble baths? love. 😍
20. Do you like your neighbors? don’t really talk. 
21. What are you bad habits? i have so many. 
22. Where would you like to travel? Eastern Europe, Scandinavia, UK, Ireland, Scotland, North & South America, Arctics. 
23. Do you have trust issues? yes. 
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? taking a shower and snuggling into my pajamas. 
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? not sure. 
26. What do you do when you wake up? check my phone. 
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? no.
28. Who are you most around? don’t understand. 
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? don’t think so. 
30. Do you ever want to get married? one day. 
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? yes but they look horrendous on me. 
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? not into that. 
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports? no… i probably should. 
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? probably tv. 
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? no. usually pretty honest. 
37. What do you say during awkward silences? nothing. 
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? no thanks haha. the dream fucks up the real thing. 
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? cotton on, H&M, lush. 
40. What do you want to do aster high school? already out. 
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? depends. 
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? that you’ve hurt me badly, im very angry or just shy. 
43. Do you smile at strangers? yes. 
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? space! 
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? my tendency not to be late for work. 
46. What are you paranoid about? lots. 
47. Have you ever been high? not yet. 
48. Have you ever been drunk? yes. 
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no. 
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black. 
51. Ever wished you were someone else? no. 
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? wish i could detach sometimes. 
53. Favourite makeup brand? don’t have one. 
54. Favourite store? don’t have one. 
55. Favourite blog? i like a lot! 
56. Favourite colour? dunno. 
57. Favourite food? anything greek. 
58. Last thing you ate? half a bar of chocolate. lol. 
59. First thing you ate this morning? junk. 
60. Ever won a competition? For what? no. 
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no. 
62. Been arrested? For what? no. 
63. Ever been in love? probably just deep infatuation. 
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? it wasn’t how i wanted it to go. 
65. Are you hungry right now? ya. but not for food. 😏
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? equally. 
67. Facebook or Twitter? neither. 
68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr. 
69. Are you watching tv right now? no. 
70. Names of your bestfriends? don’t have any. 
71. Craving something? What? 😏🙈
72. What colour are your towels? virginal white. 
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 max. 
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no. 
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? not sure. 
75. Favourite animal? dogs. 
76. What colour is your underwear? black. 
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? choc. 
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? vegan pb&cookies. 
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? plaid. 
80. What colour pants? grey. 
81. Favourite tv show? watching gilmore girls atm. but will always love btvs. 
82. Favourite movie? can’t choose. 
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Mean Girls. 
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean Girls. 
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? can’t choose. 
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? can’t choose! 
87. First person you talked to today? don’t remember. 
88. Last person you talked to today? friends. 
89. Name a person you hate? me. 
90. Name a person you love? me. 
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? so many people. 
92. In a fight with someone? no. 
93. How many sweatpants do you have? 2 pairs. need more. 
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? not many anymore. 
95. Last movie you watched? frida
96. Favourite actress? none. 
97. Favourite actor? none. 
98. Do you tan a lot? no. 
99. Have any pets? i did. 
100. How are you feeling? ok now. 
101. Do you type fast? yes. 
102. Do you regret anything from your past? yes. 
103. Can you spell well? yeah. 
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? sometimes. 
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? no. would love to! 
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yes. 
107. Have you ever been on a horse? no. 
108. What should you be doing? sleeping. 
109. Is something irritating you right now? little bit. 
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? oh yeah. 
111. Do you have trust issues? yes. 
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? we were in bed together. wasn’t meant to happen but it did. the crying, i mean. 
113. What was your childhood nickname? 
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes. 
115. Do you play the Wii? no. 
116. Are you listening to music right now? no. 
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? no. 
118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah. 
119. Favourite book? formaldehyde by jane rawson or anything by ellen hopkins. she’s great. 
120. Are you afraid of the dark? nu. 
121. Are you mean? can be if i’m angry. 
122. Is cheating ever okay? not t all. 
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? nope haha. 
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? love? no. infatuation? yes. 
125. Do you believe in true love? nah. 
126. Are you currently bored? no. 
127. What makes you happy? friends, chocolate, laughter. 
128. Would you change your name? no. 
129. What your zodiac sign? scorpio. 
130. Do you like subway? yeah. 
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? flattered but gay. 
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? hm. 
133. Favourite lyrics right now? none. 
134. Can you count to one million? duh. 
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? don’t really lie. try not to. 
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed. 
137. How tall are you? 5’0 exactly. 
138. Curly or Straight hair? wavy. 
139. Brunette or Blonde? brunette. 
140. Summer or Winter? autumn. 
141. Night or Day? night. 
142. Favourite month? dunno. 
143. Are you a vegetarian? no. 
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? dark and milk. 
145. Tea or Coffee? tea. 
146. Was today a good day? yes! 
147. Mars or Snickers? snickers. 
148. What’s your favourite quote? don’t know. 
149. Do you believe in ghosts? not sure. 
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? too dark. via catscuddlingandyou

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Hello! I just stumbled on this blog by complete accident, and it's interesting to read your posts about akechi! I'm sorry if this actually comes of rude or ignorant or whatever, but i'm genuinely curious about life in orphanages in japan. Your akechi seems to be awfully not fond of it, and i guess the same with go with canon akechi actually. What are you thoughts?

OH MY GOSH? im really flattered that you found them interesting, and im more flattered that you actually want to hear my thoughts on such a delicate subject. youre not being rude or anything!!

i very well cant give proper opinions on a subject without laying down the facts first, though, and surprisingly, other than passing mentions and links to an article or two, no one really talked about just how awful the system is in japan, and in turn how it affected goro, so let me talk about the system while adding in my own commentary

WARNING: WERE GOING TO SPOILER TOWN HERE.

spoilers and very, very, very, VERY heavy text under the cut. im so sorry mobile users

these are all articles i have bookmarked lolol i suggest yall read them but tldrs aint that bad too

What’s it like to be raised in a Japanese orphanage?

many kids that wind up in orphanages were neglected by their parents or suffered some kind of abuse from their parents. its also not uncommon for parents to leave their kids there simply because theyre too overwhelmed by the job

but even then, some (read: a whole fucking lot) of these parents refuse to let their children be adopted bc of a social stigma involving it. they cant support/cant take care/dont give a fuck for their children but theyre too scared of the shame that comes from getting their kids adopted to let them live in a family that can care for and love them. think about that for a minute.

these kids are sometimes called throw away children by society. goro is a throw away child, you can say.

the kids tend to form a hierarchical society where the oldest or the biggest kid orders all the other kids around. refuse to listen to them, and you get beat up. abuse and bullying is rampant because of this

a child leaves their orphanage at around 15 to 18. once they leave, any kind of support from the government is cut off. gone. nada. youre on your goddamn own. 

japan is a country thats held together by connections. you get a job if you have a good network to back up your credibility. basically, without any kind of networks, youre already ruined before you even got outside of that goddamn orphanage you live in

to add: its not uncommon to hear about orphans released from orphanages becoming homeless or unemployed, and without a support network, more often than not they also suffer from mental illnesses such as depression. or theyre also manipulated into committing murder. you know.

im gonna throw my assumption out here that goro most likely was released from whatever orphanage he was in when he was 15. not too long after, he had awaken to his persona, and thats when he approached shido. probably. if that were the case, then it would align with when the mental shutdown cases started: two years before the main game. goro died at 17 years old.

with these facts, we can assume that HE WAS LITERALLY A HOMELESS KID WHEN HE WENT TO SHIDO, AND HE WAS BARELY LEGAL WHEN HE DIED, YOU FUCKING MONKEYS

“When I was growing up in orphanages I sensed the staff was fulfilling their responsibilities but I didn’t feel protected or loved. When I had to leave the orphanage I was all alone. I had no one to turn to.” — Sayuri Watai, 27, founder of a support organization run by and for ‘graduates’ of childhood welfare facilities.

Japan: Children in Institutions Denied Family Life

basically, the foster care system and the alternative care system (aka orphanages) in japan are a fucking trainwreck, but thats the whole point of this post, so its not that surprising.

orphanages are just really fucking bad, theres not enough space, bad facilities, abuses from both staff and fellow children, that kind of shit

its also mentioned here how those who leave the orphanages have no support to help them ease back into society and again brings up the importance of having connections in japan

adoption is rare. by 2011, only 303 kids (out of like, roughly, 30,000) were formally adopted out of the alternative care system. more on Why later

childrens’ best interests are often set aside in favour of letting the parents or family, who put them there in the first place, decide what happens to the kid, which basically means if the parents/family of the kid doesnt want the kid to get adopted, then no, the kid wont be adopted.

basically, the system favours the stupid adults’ opinions over the kids’ wellbeing. as quoted from one of the careworkers mentioned in the article, “In Japan, the interest of the parents is seen as more important than the interests of the child.”

“The Convention on the Rights of the Child states that for the full development of a child’s personality, they ‘should grow up in a family environment, in an atmosphere of happiness, love and understanding.’” 

hey so guess which persona 5 character never grew up in a family and ended up screwed up in the personality department and got so lost and confused with what he really wanted so he desperately clung to the flimsy fame he had and the idea of revenge and fake praises from a certain shido masayoshi? yeah i thought so

japan likes to cram all these kids into orphanages that, even though there are caretakers who do want to take very good care of these sad kids, there isnt enough staff to deal with them, and thats when what looks like neglect from the staffs part arises

the article lists testimonies from children and adults who are and were from these institutions. one of them, a one sentence testimony, stood out to me in particular: “I don’t have any dreams for the future.” it sounded so jaded and tired to me, and it makes me think of the last time we saw goro in the game. that really tired smile really hit it home for me. goro had goals, but what about dreams?

lets speak in hypotheticals: if goro managed to inflict his revenge on shido, and he won, what comes after? what will he do? he spoke in the ship about being heralded as the hero who took down shido, sure, but do yalls really think, after everything, he actually plans to get out of that goddamn mess alive? goro made it his life mission to ruin shido. nothing matters but that, not even himself. after all is said and done, it doesnt seem very plausible for goro to keep on wanting to live. theres nothing to live for, after that

Witness: Lack of Support in Japanese Orphanages

“Masashi cared about his appearance – he wore fashionable [ … ] clothes and had styled his hair – but a sense of isolation clung to him.” that sounds familiar but maybe thats just me

studies show that children younger than 3 who grow up in orphanages have the risk of delayed mental, emotional, and even physical development because of the lack of bonds with a proper adult or family. orphanages are also a really poor environment for older children, who most likely already experienced abuse in the hands of their families or severe trauma after losing their parents. either way, orphanages are just a really bad idea for children

the first two articles have mentioned this, and now this article mentions this again: kids who grow up in orphanages are often poorly equipped for the real world because of the lack of support after their release, and yeah yall know how they end up homeless and jobless bc of it

as continuation, sometimes, education for these kids are so poor that they get out of the system barely able to read or solve simple math problems. 

children get subsidies now (bc back then they didnt wtf). its around 55,000 yen, or 550 usd. they cant even get a drivers license with it, which also happens to be really good extra points for when applying for a job. another opportunity lost for them

Adoption in Japan Part 1: Why are there so many kids in orphanages?

this article focuses more on why adoption is so rare in japan and also reinstates some things that have been mentioned earlier, namely, childrens’ well being getting set aside in favour of what shitty parents have to say

majority of kids in orphanages have living parents who retain legal custody but are not raising them. because of this, they are not allowed to be adopted, even if the parents dont come back for them

for some reason, japan is really insistent on giving the parents full control on their kids life even though they already abandoned them. this idea is so strictly followed that even a baby found in trash cans or some shit are usually ruled by court as not allowed to be adopted in case the biological parents come looking for them. i know. its full of bullshit.

with that and the stigma of a family letting their kid adopted, it makes me think that maybe its why goro ended up stuck in orphanages and never lasted in foster homes. because despite being a good kid (which i actually think he was), he was never adopted bc his mothers family refused to let him be adopted. its really messed up

apparently, people think orphanages are “the right place for nobody’s children to be raised.” add in the “throwaway children” nickname from one of the earlier articles, i get where goros coming from with his whole “unwanted, cursed child” mentality, and why hes so desperate for anyones attention. spend your entire childhood having the idea that youre a throwaway child, that youre a nobody’s child, that your mother killed herself because youre unwanted planted in your vulnerable mind, and then taste praise for the first time despite it coming from the one person you want to ruin the most, no wonder goro was intoxicated by it.

while there are orphanages with staffs that try their best, sexual and physical abuse are still prevalent, mostly in private orphanages. though they are supposedly monitored by the government, those sent to inspect these private orphanages have little to no training for the job. most of the time, the inspector only comes for tea, then they fucking leave, and the abuses and badly maintained facilities continue to prevail

the article brings up again how children are badly prepared for the real world and are doomed to a life of hardship when they leave. it never stops

in japan, only middle school is compulsory, but most jobs require that you should be at least a high school graduate. only 10% (or lower) of kids from orphanages get to attend high school, because 1) getting into high school is like a super big deal and hard, maybe like getting into college, and normally, middle schoolers attend cram schools to prepare for their entrance tests, 2) these orphans cannot afford cram schools, 3) the government refuses to fund cram schools for these kids bc its also acknowledging that their public education fucking sucks and cant afford to get anyone into a high school

imagine goro burning his fucking eyebrows to be able to get into high school. although, truthfully, i wouldnt be surprised if shido had something to do with goro being able to get into high school, if we still go along with “goro approached shido at 15″ thing. but i stand with the whole “goro is actually smart and intelligent despite being a wack detective” thing bc lets be real, that shit he pulled in saes palace is fucking nuts. you cant deny the kids a genius in his own right

Adoption in Japan Part 2: Attitudes to Adoption

adult adoptions, the kind thats done by adults (duh) for convenience or inheritance etc etc, is a frequent thing in japan, but child adoption, the kind that we all are more familiar with, is apparently kind of a wack concept in japan. its entirely new to them. in fact they only legalised that shit in 1989

koseki likes to make everything complicated. its so fucking hard to describe, but its like a family tree of sorts, except when you (the mother) have a kid out of wedlock, youre not allowed to register your kid to your family tree for some fucking reason; you have to start your own family tree with just you and your kid. if you give up your kid for adoption and they got adopted, their name doesnt get removed from your family tree for some fucking reason, but the fact that they were adopted is noted in your family tree. and this starts the discrimination and stigma that comes from getting your kid adopted, and it makes parents who leave their child to orphanages unwilling to get their kids adopted. its also the source of stigma surrounding single mothers and children born out of wedlock. (hey guys guess whos both a kid born out of wedlock AND an orphan?????) NOTE: this is how i understand the concept of koseki so far, and i may not be 100% right bc that shit confuses the fuck out of me. idk. japan why

so yall know how obsessed goro is with being perfect—perfect grades, perfect public image, perfect everything? as it turns out, theres this stupid idea in japan thats widely accepted that “everything from your taste in food to the language you speak is biologically pre-determined” now that makes a shit ton of sense, considering the kind of person shido is. that fucking asshole. holy fuck.

Japan’s Forgotten Children

it says here that about 4,000 children were formally adopted out of the system, as opposed to an earlier article that says 303. i dont know which one is true.

this entire paragraph:

“Last month, a Chukyo Television director who was documenting this problem, asked a high government official why Japan had such a system, as opposed to promoting adoption and foster care like other developed nations. The man, whom I respect for his honesty, basically said that after the war there were many children without parents. At that time, many orphanages were built. So, that became Japan’s system to this day. Let me translate that for you…There are many jobs involved in this system. Plus, we don’t like change.”

orphanages run by the government receive funding based on how much kids they have, so more kids = more money, and that basically is also one of the reasons why no ones making an effort to get these kids out of the system. the kids are their means of getting free fucking money.

the government isnt trying to remedy this problem bc it doesnt want change, at least according to this guy named yamanta tokuji. hes an ex-child welfare worker who wants change, to put it simply.

he also says that living in orphanages for years damages a childs well being and behaviour. some who end up in family environments can develop reactive attachment disorder in which they regress to behaving like a baby.

the government wont tackle the issue “because it doesn’t want to know the truth and thus be forced to change.” yamantas opinion again

look, before anything else, i dont condone what goros done. shits fucked up, kids killed a whole lotta ppl, and he didnt fucking hesitate to pull the damn trigger on akira, but since this is fiction, context is important. if youre one of those people who simply dismissed goros character and went “eh. hes fucking evil with daddy issues” im just….. :(, bc you fucking missed the entire point of his character. its important to note hes the only teenage antagonist in a game where the adults are the Bad Guys™. i dont remember where i read this, but i (sorta) quote: hes a warning of what couldve happened to the phantom thieves, without morgana, without the support system that they had, without the positive influences that made them decide to do what they did. even yusuke acknowledges this, once they come back from shidos palace after Hell™ happened (i would have put a link to a photo, but where the fuck do i even find a pic of it).

i think that people seem to misunderstand goros character simply because of really fucking bad writing atlus COME THE FUCK ON they forget that theyre playing a game based on japan, where culture and society are very different from theirs, and in turn they dont understand the context behind goros backstory and how japans society views orphans and illegitimate children can really fuck with a kid, and okay, just because youre either of the two doesnt mean youll resort to murder, but 1) this is a modern fantasy game, where cats can become buses and fake gods can force a lonely kid who happens to be a wild card into the depths of hell, come on, 2) goro wasnt even the one who came up with the murders, it was shido. he fucking bragged about it in his boss fight you fucking monkeys!!!! i forgot to mention this, but shido also threatens goro if he ever so much expresses doubt

its also because of bad writing. its mostly because of bad writing. god. goro deserves better than this

goro was a vulnerable kid with powers, and that made him a perfect puppet for shido. imagine if he had known about changing hearts sooner, because no one ever told him about it. imagine if he was able to bring his wild card ability to its full potential, and dont even get me started with the fact that he was a wild card user. this post about wild cards and goro really makes you think, but that isnt the point of this post, so

anyway its 2 am im tired Good Night Have A Swell Night Sir

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Lin’s Word Dump Masterpost

basically a compilation of all the crap I say (#lin says stuff) so I have less posts on this blog LOL

If you don't want to see... ...my random text posts, blacklist #lin says stuff ...my negative/possibly triggering/rant posts, blacklist #;negative

180611: Do you think ghost cheetahs ever try to race cars on the highway

180924: the recipe for the best 'dessert' I can make:

take a cup out of ur cupboard that’s not super tiny

crumble up a brownie to fill 2/3-1/2 cup (I like using brownies 1-2 days old bc it isn’t super soft or crusty; a nice mix between soft and cronchy)

Microwave the brownies for about 15 seconds (your preference) You can switch steps 2-3 if your brownie is too hard to crumble

Make sure your brownies are nice and crumbled (if they’re still too hard... just stab that thing with a fork)

Scoop out as much ice cream as you want into the cup (u can use any flavour but vanilla is noice)

Don’t mix the ice cream and brownies- just turn the ice cream around in the cup so the brownie covers the outside of ur scoop

BOOM ice cream brownies

181104: so I kinda just. yawned which transitioned into a whispered “banana bread”

181118: My mom just dropped me off at our apartment and said “bye, good luck!” as if I now had to battle ferocious monsters and complete various sidequests to get home-

181126: movies always have the characters own a top locker, but like I want a movie where the main character and another character walk to their locker and the other character opens their own locker and starts talking and it cuts to a shot of the mc squatting down to open their bottom locker

190223: Y’all ya girl finally gets to play in a parade today!!!

190224: This isn’t going to make sense to any of you but I think Bryan could pull of singing Drive By by Train (just dc things...but day6 brian too)

190301:

So there are these guys I KEEP USING THIS AS A SENTENCE STARTER AKSB that are all kind of friends (they all are friends with my gay friend)

I kind of walked in on the 4 of them fooling around like "So how are my tall asian boys?" honestly me @ seventeen

So now I'm thinking of them in a band/kgroup-

we s t a n (I want to make a comic/promo art akajhs)

#also one of them was like "ahem did u just assume my gender" and like beNT DOWN TO REACH MY HEIGHT SO WAS LIKE BISH EXCUSE ME- #i'll probs make them a kpop group so i don't use their real names lmao

190318: I just choked on cereal and lost a piece of my soul

190407: just burned my tongue with cream cheese reminds me of that time i burnt my thumb with cheese and also that time i burnt my fingerprint off with hot glue

190415: y’all it’s been almost a year since I’ve touched a saxophone and i am d e p r e s s o and am having literal nightmares (im not kidding, i’m dreaming of band still) that I will never play one again asdfjklh im laughing but im crying

190425: O SHIT IM PANROMANTIC AND ASEXUAL THAT MEANS IM PAN-ACE THAT’S WHY IM ALWAYS PANICKING BC PANACING

sometime before 190126:

Since I was little, I always kind of had this headcanon that everyone has a soulmate and a ‘soulfriend’ except if you find your 2 people you won’t know which is which

And like your soulmate’s soulfriend might not be your soulfriend

Then it kind of just turned into a story where a person finds their 2 soulbuds but falls in love with the wrong person

And like how hard would that be for the actual soulmate?? Like “do I have 2 soulfriends orrr”

190516: could someone buy me a spiderman hoodie thanks

#bonus points if its a jacket that zips up all the way past my face so i can hide from my problems

190619: So in the past hour I have:

failed to boil and egg

gotten sad about failing to boil an egg

eaten bread because I was sad about failing to boil an egg

190719: I’d like to drop all my aspirations and become a pirate

190724:

sO I WAS JUST IN A HOUSE WITH 6 LESBIANS AND NO DUDES SO IN TOTAL 8 LGBTQ+ FEMALES IN THE HOUSE and we were facetiming another lgbtq+ girl I think so THE GAY WILL PREVAIL

I FORGOT TO UPDATE

BUT THE GIRL MY AGE AND THE GIRL WE WERE FACETIMING ARE NOW DATING

WHICH MEANS THERE WERE ACTUALLY 7 LESBIANS AND ONE ASEXUAL (me) IN THE HOUSE FACETIMING ANOTHER LESBIAN SO 8 LESBIANS THAT WERE ACTUALLY 4 COUPLES

190804: Ya bro just drew tiny alchemy symbols on her forearms with metallic nailpolish and it looks cool!!

190818: My life is an anime and I don’t like the genre

190819: SOMEONE JUST SAID THE “id die for you” “THEN PERISH” meme out loud in the real life and i was NOT PREPARED

190821:

Dunno if i should be flattered or concerned my friend in my geo class is texting me during geo class while im stuck at home on doctor’s orders being sick amd depressed

I just ate a fortune cookie with

“Judge one not by his charms, but by his actions.”

And now he’s sending me videos of what the teacher’s saying

Thanku panda express I’ll trust u this once

He’s sending me pictures of his notes im aksjdh

Me: Thanku youre a very valid smol child

190830: I remember that 1 post abt how tears of different emotions look different under a microscope, like hecc yeah they sure taste different too

190910: I GOT DROPPED FROM MY HOMEROOM IM DYING

191009: methinks it’s very bde of me to eat a whole mango slice like a banana (it’s more like the consistency of an apple when frozen or kinda like a watermelon when it gets to room temp but anyway)

191017: We just watched I Don’t Want to Go Back Alone and I want to cry hdjajjd It’s so sweet and the way the short film is shot does a gr8 job at telling the story

191212: Random but i iust remembered theres a guy in my health class that thinks/thought I’m a junior/older than him, but ironically he’s like 3 months older than me lmfao

200409: ik “do you think in Canadian” is a sentence that shouldn’t make sense but I 100% think in Canadian smh (this is abt humor vs humour)

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Tagged by: @sympathykick (thanks! i always feel so flattered when people want to know about me) Rules: Answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better. Nickname: I don't really have one! so just Allie 
Gender: Girl 
Star Sign: gemini 
Height: 5′8 
Time right now: 9:04 pm 
Last thing I googled: i was trying to find that picture of danny phantom busting through the brick wall but he's super buff, so unfortunately it's "ripped danny phantom breaking through wall" (which did NOT yield results) 
Favorite Solo Artists: i'm sure i have some, but nobody's coming to mind rn 
Song stuck in your head: honestly ive had 'Aaron Burr, Sir' stuck in my head for like my entire 10 hour shift 
Last movie I watched: i think it was finding dory 
Last TV show I watched: Brooklyn nine nine 
When did you create your blog: like...ew 2012 
What kind of stuff do you post: i just reblog everything i'm so sorry?? i usually try to keep it light though like not a bunch of political stuff 
When did your blog reach its peak: ...peak? lol i don't know how to judge that 
Do you have any other blogs: nah 
Do you get asks regularly: nah 
Why you chose your URL: I love puns 
Following: 170 
Posts: a lot lol 
Hogwarts House: ravenclaw 
Pokémon Team: valor 
Favorite colors: bright yellow then I also really dig pastels 
Average hours of sleep: i get like 4 or 10 theres no in between 
Lucky Numbers: 5 
Favorite manga characters: so many... 
How many blankets do you sleep with: 3 currently (but also a fan bc counter ingenuity) 
Dream job: something with medicine/psych 
Dream trip: i'd really love to go to greece and south korea and...god so many cool places Im real tired so Im not going to tag anyone in particular but mutuals hmu if you want to say i tagged you

[whimsical-chocolate]

rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better

Hey! So I was tagged by @balinor in this super fun thing which is flattering and amazing and thank you! <3

name: ambria

family name: stranger danger

gender: female

star sign: aquarius

height: five four AND A HALF          

age: 20 (holy god)

favorite color: hm. probably bright green, but I love silver too

time rn: 12:34 am

hours of sleep: normally like 5… dat college lyfe

lucky number: 7

last thing you googled: “vegan chocolatier in NYC” I love my desserts

favorite fictional character: AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wow. What kind of bullshit

blankets you sleep with: omg im actually always cold af (side product of my icy soul) and I have a sheet, two blankets, and a comforter!!!!

favorite artists:  I love Magritte (especially his piece the Red Model) and Childe Hassam as well as Frank Lloyd Wright (I’m from Chicago, so I saw a lot of his work firsthand)

dream trip: I want to go EVERYWHERE, but if I had to choose I always wanted to take a year off and travel through India and Bangladesh, through Burma and Thailand to Cambodia, Vietnam, and down to Malaysia and Singapore, going through Australia and ending with New Zealand! whew

dream job: working for/under the UN Environment Programme, at C40 Cities, or as an environmental policy expert for the (liberal) US or another progressive country

what you’re wearing right now: dance clothes b/c I just got out of practice!

follower count: 341

posts: 42,816

what do you post about: I’ve developed a pretty eclectic post style. I’ve got a solid Merlin base, but it includes some Supernatural, Sherlock, larry, YoI, Miraculous, a TON of other random fandoms, recently more social justice/equality stuff, and a lot of shit I find funny!

most active followers: so sorry I legit have no clue

when did your blog reach its peak: IT HASN’T BISH IM ON THE UP AND UP

why did you make this blog: to discover tumblr! Oh man. I had no idea.

do you get asks on a daily basis: no, I wish though! Come scream with me I love it!

why did you choose your url: OKAY being real here, I went to a site name generator and it gave me whimsical-chocolate AND ONLY AFTER I CREATED THIS BLOG did I realize that without the dash…………… it’s actually a porn blog…….. which…… is interesting

countries you’ve lived in: USA

favorite fandom: merlin because we’re never going to die! Yaas!

languages you speak: English, French, some Russian and Hindi

favorite film: l m f a o . . . . you expect me to choose? funny

last article you read: a NYT article about how EPA officials are taking a stand and trying to convince the Senate to deny Scott Pruitt office. It was really heartening!

last thing you bought online: a textbook… but before that it was thai food! Omg the best

last person you dreamt of: I usually don’t remember dreams… but I think it was my roommate lol

a recurring dream: I don’t have one but I do have a tendency to dream some fuckin crossover fics LMFAO

phobias/fears: cockroaches. Those little shits are the devil incarnate.

how would your friends describe you: outgoing, loud, funny, independent, sarcastic, self-depracating,  prone to hyperbole, intelligent, obsessive,   passionate, loyal

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Battle of the founders : “The Queen is Back ZARAGOSA”

  The Founders Federation of the Philippines (FFP) called all the bravest and wittiest founders of the well known Clans to be part of it's annual pageant of leaders last 21st of July this year.

As being said to our previous blog, "Basta Zaragosa, Umaarangkada!" It was perfectly proved by one of the Princes of Cavite Smart Guys Global.

"It's really flattering at the same time a bit pressured but honored when they asked me to Join Founders Federation of the Philippines Battle of the Founders 2018. Flattering because they really have high hopes that I can do it and eventually will get the title.

Pressured because im really not that "kontesera" as they say. The last Interclan Pageant I did was very very longtime ago, 7 or 8 years ago if im not mistaken.. Same Venue,Amoranto Theater. Philippines Finest Interclan Pageant.

And of course honored.. I felt that if I win that crown that night, the whole csgg family will be very happy proud and its a great gift for us as we celebrate our 12 years Anniversary."

Many were surprised when the management informed that CSGG was about to join the said prestigious pageant close to the actual date of event.  Nevertheless, it never had them cold feet, in fact it made them more excited instead but what made them more surprised and excited at the same time was the news that Prince Lester Zaragosa will represent the clan again.

"I have to admit, I was scared and nervous, so im not really sure if i was well prepared. So nag focus nlng ako and think of what to do and make sure that im Physically and mentally prepared. I had almost 3 weeks to do some diet in order for the costumes,gowns and swimsuit to fit in and look gorgeous on me. And Not to mention I had a great team behind me. (I wanted to mention them,is just that it might create an issue,lol) So i just thank them personally because if not with them, I will not look stunning that night. Thank You from the bottom of my Heart!" 

From the province of Cavite, CSGG finally took the road to the busy place of Quezon City to get in Amoranto Theatre for the said battle of founders.

From the management team, Prince Lester Zaragosa was chosen and fearlessly represented CSGG using his trademark name "Anne Georgina Smith Zaragosa". He was first seen in a crown pageant of palaces way back his early years in clan but since he started joining the management team, he finally decided to focus on the organization's betterment. Sometimes, you can see him often on every CSGG events as one of the main hosts.

Finally, The Queen is back. Slayed the stage of Amoranto Theatre, flipped her hair and walked with elegance. The crowd were awed and amazed from his captivating beauty and its very natural bubbly character on stage. Many noticed the slight flounders of prince on stage, some found it funny and tagged him as "Tapilok Queen" but those weren't affect the tabulation at the end.

"I have nothing bad comment to say about it. Its actually funny and I accept that. as I've mentioned i really don't have much experience wearing 6 and 8 inches high heels so it is expected(i think) for that to happen. What is important is after that many tapiloks happened,I still manage to carry my self gracefully and not showing to all who's watching there that it was really painful. Feeling ko wala na akong paa nun sa super sakit nia! "

At the end, Prince Lester was able to brought the 1st runner up crown with two major awards. He perfectly slayed the Best in long gown and Best in Swimsuit. Ravarn!

"After winning, after i was crowned. I remember looking at the audience and look for my CSGG Family and my pageant team whispering "thank you" ng paulit ulit All smile, super honored and really happy sa performance ko that night. Sino ba namang hindi magiging Proud sa support na nakuha ko sa CSGG nun, kaya ang sarap lumaban dala dala ang Zaragosa Familia"

The theater was filled with yelling of cheers and celebration from all the supporters who watched the pageant. There were also saying that some did expect the title crown for CSGG. 

"Super THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT.. Always be proud that you belong to this group.. We've faced so many challenges as a group/family but still we are here. Parang ung pag kaka Tapilok ko un.. ilang beses mang paulit ulit kang ma diskaril, mawalan ng balanse at tuluyang bumagsak, babangon at babangon ka padin.. babangon ng puno ng kumpyansa at Pag asang malalampasan mo ang anu mang pag subok na ito.."

"Super Thank You lang din at sinusoportahan ninyo ako sa mga Wildest dream ko.. looking forward to achieve more and experience more great things like this." He added.

Undeniably true, if you're going to look back and follow CSGG on its every deeds, you can actually see how a clan things were done better than a typical clan should be.

" Always remember that aside from your real family, CSGG is here for you guys.." Indeed a blessing to have friends like this, they truly care. If you think of joining CSGG, don't hesitate and feel free to communicate.

"Muli.. I am Anne Georgina Smith Zaragosa, Your 2018 FFP Battle of the Founders 1st Princess, Proud And Loud and a true Blood of Zaragoza Familia.. Cavite Smart Guys Global!"

Nowadays, Zaragosa is now establishing a name in the society when it comes to beauty and wit. Many Zaragosa had showed and proved that crowns are destined to be placed on a Zaragosa's head.

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