#im in a spiral with fixations

[nounaarts]

Not feeling the art flow recently, but that's ok :))

All 4 of them won't leave my brain, I hate them all <33

[famewolf]

speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling

[doostyaudi]

Sigh i hate being on yt

[5hrignold]

i literaly regret not getting bugb plush so bad Actual life lesson experience. from me to you don’t EVER let yourself be like Ohh meh ill live without it NO if a thing you are or HAVE been super duper ultra into is releasing something limited. GET THAT. bwcausw that’s how i felt about that thing because my brain must’ve been going through like a bugb cleanse or something after being obsessed with it for like 3/4 months BUT NOW I REMEMVERED HOW MUCH I LOVE IT AND IM SO MAD AT MYSELF FROM DECEMBER LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITJ YOUUAAAAAAA

[mekha-draws]

Second...? NOTN hatch project done :D! Dang I really did not keep many of my hatches this time around, huh... also, I casually had a glimmer around to finish her immediately! the harder part was getting the spiral scroll funny enough lmao

Somke is gonna be a new leader for another rag tag team of weirdos, which they all suck, so... good for her *thumbs up*

[whatthefuckisasweep]

if you or a loved one share a blorbo with me, you may be entitled to financial, emotional, spiritual, and physical compensation

[not-this-guy]

dug up my spotify again

dirk playlist

bro playlist

[iridescentis]

are you kidding me

ive been thinking about writing all day but getting distracted by all sorts of things and now im finally prepared to write

and i just don't want to

the inspiration and motivation they are both gone. why.

[skunkes]

there is something about how ive given talon all my death woes, as well as one that would only apply to a long living being like him. Something about how he doesn't form bonds anymore because non vampires don't Stay. Something about how ive inserted myself into an world with him and I myself will also leave him behind one day. (Though i guess he'll go with me, but there's also a chance that whenever It Happens he'll still be around in the minds of some as an idea...)

[fallowtail]

i try not to let it get to me but the knowledge i am always going to be The Stupid One in every situation i’m in just…really, really sucks. sigh. oh well. i stay silly :3c

[irisfixation]

bitches will make shitty spiral gifs with flashing letters and be like oooo its so ~hypnotic~ like it's meant to do anything but frustrate people with flashing lights issues

like... i know that you're all dumb sluts, who've been conditioned into finding that hot, because that's the ~classic~ depiction of hypnosis you've all circle-jerked yourself into.

but hypnosis works with any focal object as an eye fixation. the reason that pendulums and spirals classically worked so well is they draw the eye, they're easy to just let yourself get focused on the simple movements. slapping a whole heap of colors and large text doesn't help.

"subliminal" messaging isn't 'oooo this was on screen for only One Frame', there's been studies about why that doesn't work. if i wanted to see that kinda shit i'd go look at trite analog horror. subliminal messages are best as just... little specific things that you want your sub to not consciously have attention drawn to, things to lightly help guide their unconscious mind. the stroking of a finger downwards. a specific choice of descriptive phrasing that conjures up associative memories unbidden. the like.

for this reason, regrettably, colored text is honestly an acceptable way to facilitate suggestion. they draw the eye, they give you an easy thing to focus on, while the rest of the brain actually processes what's being written. it's like giving someone a mantra they need to focus on while you speak.

but i won't be using that much either b/c i'm apparently the hypnodomme equivalent of That Hipster That Likes Anything Too Mainstream lmao

[actualaster]

Literally can't sleep despite trying for hours because my brain keeps putting my Beloved Blorbos in Situations

Emil is literally costing me sleep lmao

[danidoesathing]

you know it was a god damn slap in the face to find out lord huron had so much lore. I had been listening to this band since freshman year and i only found out a month ago there was not only an overarching narrative(s) to their albums but theres multiple characters, stories, groups and locations all set in the same universe. not only that but they had a WHOLE ASS MOVIE based on said narratives. i cant believe I spent like eight years of my life entirely oblivious to this shit!! what the hell!!!

[princemick]

anyway, uh, hoping I feel uh yk, semi alive/ok by Thursday so I can do the race week stuff

[infizero]

im going fucking crazy im going to bite someone’s head off kris and noelle deltarune making my brain fucking melt

[teslacoils-and-hubris]

Having uhh stressful night would appreciate some asks to distract myself