#only the sims and thats more bc it makes the timr go by fast
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anyway, uh, hoping I feel uh yk, semi alive/ok by Thursday so I can do the race week stuff
#i honestly dont even feel a sprinkle of enthousiasm for f1 rn#idk why#feels very no more hyperfixation but that wud b weird bc I've never in my life lost a fixation this suddenly#i just idk think its the depressive spiral I'm on#bc nothing not even painting makes me enthousiastic rn#only the sims and thats more bc it makes the timr go by fast#anyway it sucks#i feel shit#haven't been this just#bland like neutral nothing in years n its exausting#i just wanna sleep n play the sims n if that isnt THE biggest show of me not doing okay idk what is#dont feel motivation to dress nice. be nice. be social. make things. feeling nothing#just wanna sleep and waste away time#feels like im 15 again#v fun#my mom went 'oh no we heard that before' when I went down to finally make food and said I'd been playing the sims#n i was like 'its just been two days' n she just looked like ....#anyway yea#I'm fine#ill b fine#I'm on my period i hope n think that's just it
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