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literally losing my mind i feel like i will neer trust anyone again ! i thought this girl was gonna be my maid of honour LMFAOOOO u never kno fr
#i have bad taste#i feel shit#everhone ik says shes acting weird and dont understand it#Like im human of she tells me i said or did smtjn thag hurt her ill own up to it#but she wont say anything ???????#says me asking for reassurance is giving her grief#BRUH UR SIPPOSED TO BE MY CLOSEST FRJEND ???
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I got really wasted and a man I know quite well and a woman I know less well took me back to theirs and had a threesome with me and now I'm freaking the fuck out bc it's all so hazy and I don't know what to think I don't think I said no or anything like that I might even have been enthusiastic I don't remember and now I just feel sick and I'm on my lunchbreak at work and thought I heard his voice and my stomach dropped and even even worse she's like a sort of client for where I work and if I see her around I'm gonna freak
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Feeling really bummed up after some drama happening to me.. Istg.. Im so sad rn that i dont have time to write.. Im working on a kinda long fic of Price in a santa out fit and just rails reader but idk when im gonna have motivations on writing it:((
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anyway, uh, hoping I feel uh yk, semi alive/ok by Thursday so I can do the race week stuff
#i honestly dont even feel a sprinkle of enthousiasm for f1 rn#idk why#feels very no more hyperfixation but that wud b weird bc I've never in my life lost a fixation this suddenly#i just idk think its the depressive spiral I'm on#bc nothing not even painting makes me enthousiastic rn#only the sims and thats more bc it makes the timr go by fast#anyway it sucks#i feel shit#haven't been this just#bland like neutral nothing in years n its exausting#i just wanna sleep n play the sims n if that isnt THE biggest show of me not doing okay idk what is#dont feel motivation to dress nice. be nice. be social. make things. feeling nothing#just wanna sleep and waste away time#feels like im 15 again#v fun#my mom went 'oh no we heard that before' when I went down to finally make food and said I'd been playing the sims#n i was like 'its just been two days' n she just looked like ....#anyway yea#I'm fine#ill b fine#I'm on my period i hope n think that's just it
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Do you ever feel so worthless? So Alone? As if you wanted to cease to exist? Do you wonder? If you had perished this second, would anyone miss you? would anyone think of you? would they mourn you? with true feelings? or just for formality? Does it not feel like the latter is more likely? would they all not, perhaps after sharing a few condolences, move on a little too soon and return to life like you never existed? Do you ever feel like your presence never had any impact? never made a presence worth knowing at all? Do u ever feel so ostracised from your social groups? Even when they don't realize it? Do you ever feel like the world is against you? Like your every breath comes at a price? Like you aren't to breathe at all? Do you wonder, maybe that is why your breath stops in your chest and tightens it? Is it not tempting to give up? to let go? to want to feel free or mortal binds? Do you ever feel like life has no meaning? Like it is there and it is moving to go against you? Does that not then feel like you are full of yourself? Do you not feel contempt for yourself? Do you not feel so pathetic and that self hatred creeping in? Do you feel the insecurity at the brick of your each word and action? Like you are not ever going to matter? Do you feel your confidence that you pretend to have waning with each second? And then do you not feel worse for failing to pretend? After all, are you not the master at it? And yet you fail. Like you do in everything.
How many of us have these thoughts? How do you deal with it?
#dark acadamia aesthetic#dark academism#random thoughts#midnight thoughts#even if it isnt midnight#i feel shit#insecurity#hurt#selfworth#help#thoughts#mood board#jegulus#anything really#m so sorry..
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when most people have to vomit into the toilet when at parties, it’s because of alcohol. me? i’m vomiting in toilets at parties because i ate too much gingerbread.
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Selfshippers who ship with weird/unappealing characters. I love you. Like hell yeah you go get with Mr Crocker. Go get with lord faarquad
#I get it.#EMBRACE THAT SHIT#it’s such a fucking power move and I gain so much respect for u#also I’d like to add I selfship with spamton neo and king candybug#if that makes you feel any better#selfship#txt#1k
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world_of_engineering_75 on Instagram
#Instagram#tiger#tiger art#animator#automaton#(not exactly but with similar level of awesomeness)#puppetry#puppet#cool#awesome#I love this#it feels so real#and ppl reaction. knowing it's not the real one. they still lose their shit!😆#cool video#animatronic#cgi can choke
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Must be a Sugondese joke.
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#senshi#Looks like I won't be able to post this on dungeon meshi thursday so instead I will have a fun past/future conversation#This is wednesday me who has not seen the episode yet but I have such a strong feeling that it is going to be extremely special.#*This* fight is what the first arc has been building up to and it has *so* many incredible moments.#We're going to see the chilchuck knife throw! The leg sacrifice! The bones!#Watch them ramp up the quality this episode and go wild with the frantic action of 'oh god our plan is going to shit'.#Hello. Me of the future who just watched the episode.#I knew it was going to be good but that...that blew my mind completely. My high expectations were beyond met. My god.#I'm just speechless at how well they handled everything. The leg. The tension. That ENDING.#If you have not already: PLEASE watch Dungeon Meshi.
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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I find it funny that Chilchuck gets hited by rocks one extra time on anime than in manga
They really said: "yea, one more time wouldn't hurt"
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dunmeshi#i get what they feel#the urge to hit him with a brick is real#delicious in dungeon#my shit
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sorry danny, sam will never think you’re cool
#danny phantom#danny fenton#sam manson#theres some ocs#college au#sam’s goth book club#i feel like she’d make a lot of good friends at a college#the trio has a highly rehearsed excuse for danny being weird#nobody has any idea what ecto-contamination is bc it doesn’t exist#ghosts are common-ish knowledge by now and amity is the known epicenter#stranger: holy shit your hand just went through that wall#danny: yeah it’s a medical condition :(#fentonworks is in on it too#for credibility#too bad the goths wanted vampires#moving to a new city did wonders for dannys popularity though#he’s got a lot he’s hiding so he can’t really take advantage#he probably knows more people number wise#but has less friends than sam#Tucker has a thriving social media life#but doesn’t get out much#hence that technus comic#can’t believe I finished this#lit took a whole ass week#hahahaha
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be careful what you wish for, Fordsy
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#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanford pines#bill cipher#billford#ford pines#my art#my fanart#that one scene in lilo and stitch but make it the beggining of toxic yaoi#holy shit the bgs actually look great on this what possesed me#Ford's self isolated ass like “please I need a higher power to help me and maybe make me feel less lonely”#and a higher power answered#but powerfull does not mean bening as Ford was soon to find out#they make me insane#less shippy than my other stuff but
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Dick : Jasons been more, relaxed lately. It's unsettling.
Tim : Yeah, I've started spiking his water with mood stabilizers.
Dick : What
Tim : I've been thinking of doing it to the wider gotham water supply. Think about the crime rates.
#Im ngl. him disappearing in comics just to reappear and do wacky insane shit feels like hes going through the mother of all manic episodes#jason todd#dick grayson#tim drake#tim does not want to watch Jason put the batsuit on and try to convince some other poor soul to be his robin#red hood#batfam#CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG I DONT HAVE FAMILY / FRIENDS WITH MANIC EPISODES
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