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I canât believe i cried over the whole âIâll see you when the time is rightâ thing cuz I thought we wonât be seeing him for a long time the way everyone was being so dramatic at the last show tbh I shouldâve know jdkgdfh
Youâve just been azoffed/robstringered HARRIED!
#it felt so fucking fake i cant even explain lmao#like looking back i rememberd telling my sister exactly this words#ââperchĂ© la deve sempre scacare con ste uscite? che câentravano mo le wet leg in tutto sto discorso?â#which can be translated in âwhy does he always have to ruin it? why did he mention wet legs in all this?â#and i answered my self a very easyyyyy question haha#you will know if you were there#if you were there you felt it too#how everything was fake and absolutely tense and felt weird guys i canât explain haha
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So one thing Iâve noticed is that peopleâs DnD characters may vary but there is usually an underlying thread that they all have in common. This thread is typically related to what that person struggles with the most.
For instance, my betrotheds DnD characters: a bitchy warlock we had to bust out of two different pacts, a sassy barbarian, a reformed drow cultist, and a sunshine fighter cleric.
All these characters were wildly different but at their very core struggle was them grappling with their self worth. My betrothed struggles with their worth a great deal and even with different facets showing their characters all have that too.
Mine all tend to contend with different themes of loneliness and acceptance. Surprise, surprise, the little autistic gremlin yearns to have been met with more love and lasting friendships.
So weâre at breakfast. I am meeting a new friend of my betrotheds for the first time. Itâs been twenty minutes since Iâve met this man. I say my theory. He laughs. He starts to describe a few of his characters but specifies that he often has healing aspects. He gives a very broad overview of their character arcs.
I ponder for a moment then said, âWould you like to have my assessment?â
He laughed, âSure!â
âWeâve just met. Itâs gonna get real.â
âBring it on.â
âI think your struggle is that you feel you must offer something of value or service to people to be worthy of their love.â
His jaw dropped. His fork froze midway to his mouth. A potato fell. He stared into space as this sank in. Quietly he said, âOh.â
#dnd#ramblies#dungeons and dragons#ffs foibles#he kept repeating it through the rest of the hang out and I got less coherent as I tuckered out but the gist was there#he also mentioned in his dating history how heâd always felt girls heâd dated were moving too fast#and without thinking I laughed and said yeah cause youâre gay and you desperately didnât want those relationships to go anywhere#you just wanted to be loved but not romantically#and he looked shooketh#and I apologized cause I usually try to limit my deep psychoanalysis of people to one per hangout but he wasnât upset
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen ning#wen qing#Wen Ning is my beloved boy so hearing him get revived as a murder zombie was devastating.#The fact he will keep having his kind and gentle nature overridden by death and violence makes me want to eat sawdust.#I must say though...as a necromancer lover - boy did this episode deliver.#The sound design was so good. Screams and gore and panic abound!#I personally felt a little mixed on how terrified the guards were of WWX at the start but uh...yeah his reputation was not rumours.#If anything they kind of downplayed how brutal he could be.#Real WWX lovers know he puppets round corpses and kills people in cruel and unusual ways.#He's just got some stuff to work through! This is his enrichment! He's in too small of an enclosure!#Self care can be a bloodbath and reviving the guy who has a crush on you that you'll never recognize! It's fine!
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an idea⊠rafe and shy reader having sex for the first time
everything's overwhelming with rafe, but this is particularly so. you thought you were completely ready for it, from the way you had handled everything else so well. in fact, rafe was the one taking things at the slowest pace possible, trying to make sure he didnât pressure you into something you werenât ready for.
you didnât like itâthought he was trying to be something heâs not. heâs gentle with you but never like this, never to this extent. it must be a big deal then, sleeping with rafe, giving him your virginity, you finally decide, if heâs acting so differently about it.
in fact, you think youâve been ready to give it up since you first started dating him. rafe brings it out of you, coaxes a different side of you out with gentle words and soft touches. youâre going mad over it. you canât count the amount of times youâve crawled into his lap at any given opportunity, anywhere the two of you are aloneâhis truck, the couch in your living room and at tannyhill, the hidden booth at the country club. youâre begging for it, not sure how much more obvious you can get.
you finally decide tonightâs the nightâfollowing a nice dinner with the two of you. you had spent extra long getting dressed up, a pretty white lingerie set on underneath your blue dress, all done up for rafe. finally back at tannyhill, entire body vibrating and tingling with excitement, you donât wait another moment, crawling into rafeâs lap and kissing him hard. you take off your dress and rafe stops just for a second to take in how forward youâre being.
âhey,â he finally breathes against your lips, pulling away. âcâmon, youâre not ready for this.âÂ
âyes i am!â you whine, impatient and horny, feeling rafe get hard underneath you. you want him to be able to do all the things you know he wants to do, want them done to you. âi am, i am-â and you lean back to kiss him, ending up pinned underneath him before long.
he knows youâre not, but he plays along. youâre so wet already he doesnât have to do much, but he makes you cum all over his fingers anyways, hoping itâll satiate you.
âplease, rafe,â you moan against his mouth, pushing in for another needy kiss. âwanâ it inside. please.â and he does know you, knows everything about you, but even he canât resist when you say things like that.
you watch with big eyes while he lines himself up with your wet hole, hovering over you. you think youâre so ready, that three of rafeâs fingers inside you should be comparable to what youâre about to feel, that youâre more than prepared. your eyes squeeze shut when rafe pushes inside, all the air leaving your lungs. you try to moan out but itâs more of a gasp than anything else, one that rafe swallows into a kiss.Â
your eyes get wateryâitâs just habit. it hurts, too, because rafe is so much bigger than you expected. you bite your cheek, looking up at rafe through teary eyes and clasping a hand over your mouthâyou donât want to admit that he was right.Â
âcâmon kid, give it up. yânot ready for this, i know you,â rafe says, leaning in close to your ear to whisper it quietly. heâs not even half-way inside you.
âi-i can take it,â you hiccup. you hate disappointing rafe.
and itâs not that he doesnât want toâhe does, desperately so, wants to fuck you within an inch of your sanity every time you walk into a room and look at him with your shy eyes and sweet smile. he wants to break you, wants you cumming on his dick until thereâs nothing left in your head, no shyness left in your heart. but he wants it when youâre ready for it, not like this.
it only takes another minute, you finally admit youâre not ready, and rafe pulls out of you. you feel like crying, terribly sad and dejected, wishing you could just be normal for rafe for once, be what he wants.Â
âstop,â he says, wiping away a stray tear. his arm rests over your stomach, trying to get you to lighten up. âwhen youâre ready for it, iâll fuck you until you canât think. sâjust not today, kid.â
you finally agree when he says that, getting over it because you know without a doubt in your mindârafe knows you better than you know yourself.
#omg what a lovely lovely prompt thank you babe <3#this may not be what you were expecting#to me the very first time they have sex its too much for shy reader so it doesn't actually happen happen... but it is still the first time#i rlly wanted to write something like what you guys would expect but i really felt like this is more real of their relationship lol#anyways <3 i hope you like it!#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#shy reader
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hey brennan what the fuck
#the emotional whiplash of this episode was genuinely insane i think i was about to burst into tears at some point and then they cut to the#fucking commercial. vic michaelis and brennan lee mulligan i ADORE you brennan you did not have to go as hard as you did on this one#this felt like a literal fever dream#like i don't even know if i fully understand it rn the last bit w vic and the radio was a bit open to interpretation#ALL of it felt open to interpretation but like. in an insane way#someone suggested host vic has dreams of/hallucinates these guests to escape from the mundanity of her real job and they try to teach smth#i dont like the dream trope but that would be v interesting#someone also said they were in a time loop which would be. intriguing#anyways i will miss this show so much someone said it was greenlit for s2 too so i'm crossing my fingers thats legit#vip spoilers#very important people spoilers#very important people#dropout#vic michaelis#brennan lee mulligan#vip
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I genuinely love not having a crush like Iâm not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me Iâm literally chilling
#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all#Being dry and cryptic to me#And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship#I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasnât been anyone since#And my palette is so cleansed#When a girl is like I miss having a crush Iâm like youâre literally a masochist#There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized Iâm bicurious but#I havenât put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out#Iâm pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually#Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like#Yeah Iâm dropping this for now#Iâm also always the most present for my friends when I donât have a crush so idk#Like I donât wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill#The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all#I fr cracked it#I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway#But theyâre so not worth it#Which is why I always get bored of guys whoâre forthright like oh ok you actually WANT somethingâŠ. U donât wanna just have fun#Not for me#I think the guys Iâm into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me#And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious#Which is why it never works#Like itâs not that it doesnât work bc either of us wants a relationship itâs more that what we want out of the situationship is different#So lame#Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags
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Disgustingly messy and crusty sketch dump but I couldn't get my own terrible theory out of my head and ended up making a bunch of sketches about it. Also at the end a bonus dickbats and Damian doodle bc I was reading an issue of their Batman and Robin run (IDs in Alt)
#dc comics#dc#batfamily#batman#damian wayne#stephanie brown#tim drake#dick grayson#cassandra cain#duke thomas#anyway. zdarsky run sure is something huh?#its still so funny to me that half of 148 was leaked a few days before like someone has it OUT for that book over at bleeding cool ig#i don't necessarily think this theory will come true I'm just imagining how stupid it would be if it did#I'm not super happy with the dialogue in the cass+duke+dick comic but i felt my og dialogue might've read too fanon#mainly just bc cass' last sentence was originally shorter/just ellipses and duke said smthin like ''wait? villain arc?''#which you could easily find in wayne family adventures. even tho it would've been appropriate for this situation đ#now the dialogue just sounds kind of generic (esp cass') and it's BOTHERING ME AUGHH. this is the comic book fandom panopticon /j#anyway Bruce is in the retirement home in this scenario /j#me n my friends were talking over discord and came up w the cursed scenario that jason is tims robin in this (apart of the 'redemption' arc#-that he's been nail gunned with in this run. god this run is so weird when it comes to jason. like it doesn't outright dislike him-#-like it clearly does damian and (more obviously) cass steph and duke) but the tone of everything w jason is still bizarre#god. anyway yeah i didn't draw him but please picture grown man tank Jason in the robin undies (ala tt 03 but dare i say better)#also the dick being silly sketch was bc the issue i was reading had damian refer to dick as 'jolly'#specifically like ''unreasonably jolly'' or something like that (god i love when ppl find dicks cheerfulness deeply unsettling hehehe)#and i thought it was so funny. bc damian met dick when we has going through his ''bruce is dead'' depression-#-and STILL thought that dick was extremely unserious. he sees happy dick and is like ''what is wrong w you. genuinely''#but at the same time he loves it#i need to stop reading their batman and robin run so scatteredly (or i can just reread nightwing must die...always a possibility)#anyway yeah đ bad sketches be upon you#mine
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What is your favorite vessel/princess?
It's so hard to choose, I love them all!! But when I first read this, two vessels popped in my head right away because they feel like they're straight out of my nightmares: The (Deconstructed) Damsel and the Drowned Grey
The metaphors! The visuals!! The horrifying tragedy of it all!!! <333
#i often lucid dream during my nightmares and everytime I do the nightmares only tend to get worse#the deconstructed damsel felt so much like that#youre asleep and theres a girl and as you talk to her the more an unsettling feeling grows as the illusion of the dream grows more and more#apparent and she starts to fall apart in your hands and your mind created her but you're not as in control as you wish you were#so you cant save her#because its too late#if only you had stayed asleep#and then the drowned grey route is more like the nightmares that just go YOURE AFRAID OF WATER GO IN THE WATER AND THERES A DEAD BODY AAAAA#thanks for the ask!!! love drawing these ladies#stp#my art#stp damsel#stp drowned grey#slay the princess#ask
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top ten most gut wrenching heart breaking buckley siblings moments
#send post#buckley siblings#evan buckley#maddie han#the fact that he goes to therapy all by himself like no one's making him#i'm fine i just wanna be finer#we love to see the growth we love meaningful character development#but ''cause i always felt like you were sad too'' rips my heart out EVERY TIME#maddie begins when????? can we see it? can we see kid maddie?#what about maddie's fucked up childhood!!!!!#GOD
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josh and donna + walk and talk throughout the seasons
season 3
#twwedit#thewestwingedit#the west wing#donna moss#josh lyman#josh x donna#s3#jdwalk#usersource#smallscreensource#tvandfilm#tvfilmsource#tvfilmgifs#useroptional#userbbelcher#userthing#userstream#tvgifs#tvedit#tvcentric#otpsource#sometimes jd walk and talk is all a girl can offer and that's okay#also i felt like i was cheating with some of those but they were too good not to include#and they were technically... you know#moving and talking
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Alabasta Ace is so funny.
Like the strawhats keep commenting that Ace is so polite and restrained compared to Luffy but like. This dude drags himself out of the ocean just to thank them for looking after his brother and offer to help wash dishes. Mans asks "Are these guys bothering you?" and proceeds to blow up an entire fleet with his bare hands. He trips over himself to make sure all of Luffy's crew likes him and no, really, you don't mind that he's a weirdo???? That we, I mean he, are feral little insane guys who take up space and emotional labor and are kind hard to handle? Really???? Cool cool cool hey just a reminder I can help out with anything that needs doing. I got lost in the desert but donnut worry in the 0.6 seconds since you last saw me I have somehow acquired water and provisions for several weeks. Don't ask me how!
Peak oldest sibling behavior.
#'Ace is trying to flirt with Sanji' <<< Weak take. Simple. Out of character.#'Ace immediately clocks Sanji as the domestic provider and tries to endear himself to the guy responsible for feeding his little bro.#At All Costs.' <<< Strong take. Breathtaking. Absolutely something he would do.#Ace cleaning his plate ever meal and carefully putting everything away: I am going to get a good job in taking up space :)#Something that is normal to want :) And possible to achieve :)#I'm just saying Alabasta Ace is clearly insane.#And so used to constantly having to provide for Luffy.#Oh? Buddy? Were you raised in an environment where resources were scarce and you felt you had to 'earn' the right to be cared for???#Are you used to working yourself to the bone to make sure you and your brothers weren't considered 'too annoying' or 'not worth the effort'#Are you scared of requiring care and being a burden on those who love you??? Huh??? Little buddy???????#one piece#op#portgas d ace#portgas d. ace
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Normal boy spotted.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen wing#wen remnants#Wen ning#This scene felt like a bit of a fever dream. We have (with little to no comedic exaggeration):#1) WWX whistling and somehow summoning not one but several horses to his side.#2) meeting the surviving Wen sect members who insist on not leaving Wen Ning behind.#Only for it to cut back to Wen Ning ripping a guy in half. (Not pictured here. I tried so hard but I could not make it look good).#Personally I feel like we moved on way too fast from the horse thing. Where did they come from? WWX couldn't have brought them.#He *just* found out there were more people left behind.#So...are the from the Jing sect? Are these disloyal horses? Or does WWX have incredible animal charisma skills?#It feels a bit like a DND player asked to call in some horses and the DM said 'Sure if you roll well enough' and it was a natural 20.#Maybe this is just my own envy cutting through. God damn I wish I could whistle and summon a horse to my side whenever I needed to.#I know I should not be so hung up on the horses. But my brain is cooked. I have been so sick.#The kind of sickness that makes it hard to breathe. Or think. Or have any energy at all.#I wish I had good commentary to write here. I just...really want a nap. And for October to restart to make up for all the lost time.#Thank you all for being so kind and patient once again. It truly means a lot.
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sometimes i think about the fact that regina has literally held emmaâs heart in her hands. the intimacy of soft fingers slipping under layers of skin and bone and blood and pulling out the muscle that keeps emma alive. cradled in the palm of her hand, glowing, still beating. regina having to be so gentle so as to not hurt her. and emma allowing regina to have that power over her. and then i think about the fact that reginaâs fingers were bare and not gloved. the way she could feel every vein, every groove. the way she was not limited in her ability to see all of emma. something about the way regina handed the heart back to emma. placed it into the palm of her hand like an offering. look, i kept it safe for you, i love you, do you trust me?
#and then i think about haw maybe emma felt it#reginaâs fingers caressing her heart#and the way that regina is the only one who can take emmaâs heart#others have tried but never managed to#does this make sense?#i feel like iâm not really articulating my point correctly#swan queen#emma swan#regina mills#ouat#swan queen analysis#donât even get me started on the intimacy of putting hearts back in#also the fact that emmaâs hands were gloved#she wasnât able to see herself in her entirety because she has such a set vision of who she *should* be#at this point in the show#something about the person who sees you. whoâs able to bring you back to yourself when you feel too far gone
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que viva baby - hurt me, Iâm yours tonight
Briala x Empress Celene
#read The Masked Empire and discovered the terrible lesbian couple was even worse than I thought#so needless to say I Stan#no wonder they were too busy smashing to show up in Trespasser#you burn down the alienage? well Iâll burn down your empire#felt like a deluxe season of The L Word and it was only the 2 of them#Bette wishes she had what Celene has#anyway#briala#empress celene#briala x celene#dragon age inquisition#dragon age#linka's fanart
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studies from the finale
#nicholas d wolfwood#meryl stryfe#trigun#trigun stampede#honestly the grand highlight.#anyway i think i ... drained all my thoughts of ep12 on saturday. i was like... all day drawing stuff for that episode and then circling#those thoughts but mainly#im just excited for season 2. im so so excited for s2. AND IM EXCITED FOR.. all of the steady appearance of trimax stuff again#like when they recited quote to quote of vash and knives conversation when they were on their way up to space#the i'll keep running and after 150 years this is what you have to say godddddd#GODDDDDD i felt so much in that moment. GODDDDDDD#IM REALLY EXCITED... because i dont know what to necessarily expect from s2 too. there is a LOT of setup that happened in s1 and it#will fundamentally change how we view the characters and their relationships to one another i think? especially the main trio and#and and and and MILLLLYYYYYYYY GAHHHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR HER!!! MILLY!!!!!! we all knew she was coming back. it was only natural.#i really hope they keep as Much as they can from the original design. ESPECIALLY HER PERSONALITY. god. do not take away her personality. and#do not take away her bigness i will CRY. but overall im happy the og 4 are going to be back and theyll be closer than before bc of all they#experienced together.... and ahhhh everything with knives... vash and his eriks arc....#im rambling again but there's obviously a lot of hype there...eughh eughehu i love trigun so much i love love love love trigun#ruporas art
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hot take on billford is that the secret third thing is obsession with being seen by someone for the first time in each of their lives
#like actually seen#its been sitting in me#pondering what the third thing felt like#and its like when you think you love something or someone because it completely takes up the space in your brain#and especially when that person or thing can awknowledge your feelings#and thats what they were for each other#on their first meeting they were already finishing eachothers sentences#and i feel like thats when the codependency sunk the first seed#a lonely man in love with knowledge and a lonely eldrich being that has the access to it all#like why would bill lie about the portal if not scared of losing ford#ford is the only dude to reach out to him#who see him as godsent and not a monster#something bill never knew he needed until it was too late#im ripping things apart with my teeth#take my phone away from me#the book of bill#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls#not platonic not romantic but a secret third thing
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