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•Pick-A-Meme• How Do Your Friends View You?
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Cue the intro to F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Pile 1:
Spirit message to open your reading – "a bundle of joy." Aw, haha, I get a really warm, expansive energy radiating from you. It's quite beautiful as I sit in it right now. It’s as if I’m basking in soft sunshine on a Sunday morning—so light, so golden. This is exactly how your friends view you. You’re a ray of soft sunshine, pile 1. Believe it or not, you are the embodiment of joy and kindness to the people around you. Your presence is deeply felt and appreciated, especially in the world we live in rn.
Your friends may think you’re incredibly lucky? Maybe you’re the lucky charm of your friend group? Or maybe it’s just that you bring a lot of fun wherever you go. You give me fairy vibes tbh. You remind me of Tinker Bell sprinkling her pixie dust wherever she goes (you don’t have to be a ‘she’ to take that message, btw) and lifting people’s frequency without even trying to. This could happen on subconscious levels as well, so your friends might not know how to put a finger on how you make them feel. They might just describe you as a lovely person to be around.
Ooh, I’m getting that even though you might like to keep your circle small, you may have a lot of people around you generally. It might just be that you make a lot of people feel like they want to get into your close circle but can’t. You probably don’t even realize it, lol. To you, you’re just living a normal life and being your fairy-ass self—cute, kind, generous, wonderful, authentic, divine, and casually powerful (lol). Let me tell you, IT HAS A PROFOUND IMPACT on everybody you know and interact with, not just your friends. You impact strangers, acquaintances, potential romantic suitors (which you have a TON of, I hear—not sure if you know this).
Your presence is felt, pile 1. I don’t care if you’re a wallflower or a theater kid. You. Are. The IT GIRL/BOY/PERSON of the room, and that’s it. You may be blissfully unaware of it (and that’s a sign that your aura is heavily protected, which is a good thing, so dw).
MOVING ON—your friends view you as a go-getter. They see you as incredibly creative and capable of achieving whatever you set your mind to. You give BALANCE, in every sense of the word. You are equally feminine, loving, nurturing, and caring as you are protective, fierce, and masculine. This quality of yours is so bloody admired. You are the textbook example of integrity, pile 1. Wow. I’m in awe of your energy. Keep it up, sweets—you must’ve done some really intense inner healing to get to such a beautiful internal place.
Now, things take a very interesting turn. I see that a lot of the people you know but aren’t especially close with may be interested in you romantically but don’t come forth with their intentions. They prefer to simply stay in the "friend" zone (maybe ‘cause they feel unworthy of stepping towards you? Idk). These people seem to be in their distorted masculine energy, and you seem to trigger the ever-loving crap outta them, lmao. It’s just your beautiful light that automatically does it for you, yk.
People you know (but aren’t close with) could secretly be jealous of you. In their eyes, you’re living the dream life—whatever that means for them. But just know that you’re heavily protected at this time, yea? Any kind of energy that could potentially harm you will be dealt with by Spirit. Spirit wants only the best for you, and your energy demands nothing but the very best. So if you feel rejected, lonely, or like not a lot is happening in your life, it’s because of this. Take rejection as a positive sign that you’re divinely protected :)
So, that’s how your friends view you! Hope you enjoyed this read—I can’t wait to see you on my next one :] Have a nice rest of your day, sweet pea! And stay your divine, amazing-ass self, tehe ✨️
If you'd like to know more about how your friends view you, you can book a reading with me! You can find the details here :]
Pile 2:
Opening energies for the pile – I heard the song "Reincarnated" by Kendrick Lamar as I tapped into how your friends view you. Pile 2, I must say... your friends view you as a badass person. Hardcore, intense, low tolerance for BS, and possibly having old-soul energy is how your friends see you. They love your sarcasm, your witty humor and the light energy you bring to everything you do.
Also... I’m ngl, your friends think you’re a bit like Kendrick Lamar himself, haha. They might think you’re really talented at something and potentially have star quality, too. Do you have any major Leo energy in your chart, maybe? ‘Cause you sure come off that way to your friends, and they LOVE this leaning vibe about you. You seem so open, generous, and childlike with your friends but intense to people who aren’t, haha lmao. You may have an RBF that scares some people away 😂 (but enjoy that, maybe?). You’re hilarious.
Side note: If you’ve ever considered doing stand-up comedy, I see you being super successful at it 😁👀
Do you like Kendrick Lamar, pile 2? ‘Cause that song I channeled is playing in my ears LOUD and clear as I’m reading for you, haha.
Your friends might view you as somebody with a complex but deeply satisfying and rich inner world. You may love being by yourself as much as you love goofing off with your friends. They find this very interesting about you, tbh. They see you as somebody that’s “detached but VERY cool.”
You come across as the cool boy/girl/person in the room. You have an energy that stands out, and the best part is you don’t even care, haha. You’re just living in your own mind and checked out from the world unless there’s something worthwhile that catches your attention irl. Haha, that’s so iconic.
Ooh... your friends may view you as very attractive, too, ‘cause I just saw Christina Aguilera from her Dirrty MV, and boy, does she EAT in that ICONIC VIDEO. That MV is how I can summarize your energy and how it’s viewed by your friends, pile 2. It’s quite powerful (in a nonchalant typa way), too, I’m ngl. Like, idc about you but HAVE LOADS OF MONEY simply ‘cause you didn’t give a fuck, lmao.
You might be deeply spiritual, and to your friends, it comes as a very mysterious part of you. They don’t fully understand it, but on some level, they acknowledge that it’s a BIG part of who you are and respect it for what it is.
They view you as highly individualistic. As someone who’s gonna do what they wanna do and still land on their feet every time. They view you as “this person will be fine no matter what happens,” ‘cause I feel this raw strength emanating from you, which your friends easily pick up on. It’s something they love about you, too, yk.
Your friends view you as somebody who finds it hard to let their guard down. They see you as someone who’s come from a difficult life/upbringing, and they understand that you need your space from time to time. You seem to have very mature and protective friends, pile 2! Good for you, haha.
They view you as somebody who is content and fulfilled in their life despite any past challenges. They admire everything you’ve accomplished despite these challenges. And if you’ve been through a transformation recently, they really see this shift inside you, and they’re really happy about it 😊👀
They might feel as if you still struggle with some things related to your past, though, but on some level, they expect to see a breakthrough in your energy soon. They know for a fact you’ll get over anything ‘cause, according to them, you eat challenges for breakfast 😂 Haha, love that.
So, that’s how your friends view you! Hope you enjoyed this read—I can’t wait to see you on my next one :] Have a nice rest of your day, sweet pea! And stay your divine, badass self, tehe ✨
If you'd like to know more about how your friends view you, you can book a reading with me! You can find the details here :]
Pile 3:
Spirit messages to open your reading – "inspiring and very healing to be." You give papa bear energy, pile 3 (regardless of your gender). You have this sweet and tender vibe towards your friends, and that’s how they see you. Somebody with a precious heart and an even more precious mind—always buzzing and alive with thoughts.
Your friends might reeeeally love chatting with you. You give me therapist vibes, tbh. Talking to you is sooooo soothing. But I think what your friends don’t understand is that while you give great advice and are fun to talk to, you might not always be in a good place mentally. I feel like your friends assume that you’re fine on the inside when you’re not? Maybe they have a false impression of you? Hm. Interesting. This might be ‘cause you simply keep your mental health struggles to yourself.
You don’t want your friends to bear what you think is your burden to bear. You don’t wanna bleed on everybody else, so to speak, and this has your friends viewing you as a light ✨. You give me strong Chiron vibes, tbh—the wounded healer in every sense of the word. You have quiet compassion towards people in general, and that’s really appreciated, but not necessarily always seen. If that’s the case with you, I’m so sorry, pile 3. You deserve to be CELEBRATED for your heart and deserve friends that truly appreciate you!
Your friends view you as a bit of a mom figure in their lives. Maybe you take on a lot of responsibility, so they see you that way. You are viewed as a safe space where anybody can be themselves without feeling judged. This is that therapist energy I was picking up from your vibe earlier. You might have some very emotionally disconnected (and potentially immature) friends in your life, pile 3. Hm.
Interestingly, your friends also see you as somebody who's not a pushover, though. You know how to burn a bridge when it's time, and this is something about you that's respected. They could describe you as someone who's a nice person but not a doormat. You know how to move on and get that REVENGE if you're pushed to your limits—and you'd do it with such ease that the people you've left behind might be baffled by it.
I'm also getting that you might've gone through a heartbreak recently? If so, I'm sending you loads of love, sweet pea. Hope you heal well from this. I see that beyond this heartbreak is a fresh new start for you, leading you straight into a joyous outcome. Like, say you broke up with your significant other—I see you meeting new people by the end of your healing period, potentially even your next suitor! (Apply this to whatever situation you're in, though.)
But yeah, to sum it up, your friends view you as a wonderful friend, confidant, and just... a healing presence.
So that's how your friends view you, pile 3. Hope you got something helpful out of this read—I can't wait to see you on my next one :]
Have a nice rest of your day, sweet pea! And stay your divine Chiron-ass self, tehe ✨
If you'd like to know more about how your friends view you, you can book a reading with me! You can find the details here :]
#pick a pile reading#tarot reading#spiritual messages#friendship reading#spiritual growth#energy reading#intuitive reading#pick a card reading#healing energy#spirituality#divine energy#self-discovery#tarot#tarotcommunity#PAC#pac reading#platonic tarot reading#free reading#tarot community#divination#astrology community#tarotblr#how do your friends see you?#curiosity#perception#tarot cards#astrology
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I feel like you'd like the show Tokyo Revengers. it's about gangs in Tokyo and honestly it gets me very in my feelings because theres a lot of tragedy involved within show. they also go very in detail about each characters back story without taking away from the general plot/idea behind the show. obviously no pressure to watch!!! I just figured id throw it out there cause it seems we have similar tastes in shows/books/characters/depth!
i’ve been recommended this anime a few times, actually!!! and i can totally see why; with the organized crime/gang aspect + supposedly well written characters it def seems up my alley (and i only say ‘supposedly’ because i haven’t watched/read any of the media and thus cannot judge for myself, but i’m not doubting that they’re well written!). but i looked into the plot a while ago and the time travelling aspect just completely turned me off of it. i’m really not into stuff like that >.< also,,, none of the characters piqued my interest except for maybe that dude with the neck tattoo??? and like black n blonde hair??? i dunno, but i kinda resolved that it probably isn’t for me :(
#it kinda sucks cause like#you’re right#i’d probably love it if it wasn’t focused on time travel#so ._.#more often than not time travel makes things extremely convoluted and it’s so unrealistic that i lose interest#maybe tokyo revengers is different idk!!!!! but from the summaries i read i was like ehhhhhhhhhh#sounds like too much of a gamble LMAO#i’m really weird like that when it comes to shows. like i’ll spoil the entire thing for myself just to make sure i know i’ll like it before#i begin#because it’s such a massive time commitment#idk if that makes sense but I HOPE IT DOES lmao#either way thank you for the rec anon bb!! <3#if someone can tell me with full and complete honesty that the time travel in tokyo revenegers *isnt* incredibly convoluted them *maybe* i’d#give it a try#maybe#but it also heavily depends on how much mr neck tattoo is in it#i read his whole lil wiki page a while back but i can’t remember for the life of me what happens#just that he was like rly sadistic or something#and mentally ill#anyway i’m rambling#i hope tuesday treats you well bb!!!#stay safe n drink water!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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People try too hard to make Curly an active participant in Jimmy's abuse. Isn't the whole point that he's passive in everything Jimmy does? Abuse occurs because he actively doesn't do anything? Not to call someone out or be mean, but I saw a post saying Anya's ID being in Curly's locker at the beginning shows that he intended to prevent Anya from filing an HR report and I disagree. I get where that interpretation is coming from, but I think it's a little uncharitable. I don't like being too kind to Curly because he's like...a morally mid dude at best lol But if we're going by the HR report interpretation, I would say it's more likely he requested Anya's ID in order to file an HR report on her behalf. After all, the only way to contact Pony (that we see) is in the cockpit, he's the Captain, and Pony Express sucks bad so I wouldn't put it past them to only allow the Captain to use the communication device thing. As we see before, Curly is the only one able to use tools around the ship that you would think other employees could use (ex. Swansea should be able to use the axe if he's the repair guy. Idk why they'd need an ax but that falls under manual labor which Swansea is designated for as the mechanic/fixer dude. But it has to go through Curly). I never got the vibe that Curly moved to actively protect Jimmy. He just lets things happen without say a word; Jimmy walks all over him, and by extension, the whole crew. I get why people would think that because he gives the whole "Hey Jimmy, we can get through this together, bud" spiel right before the crash. This part interests me a lot because there's so many ways to interpret Curly's intentions there. My interpretation is that Curly is on autopilot mode. The responses seem so stilted in comparison to Jimmy's. Like it's the kind of thing Curly's said before again and again and again when Jimmy's gotten in trouble. However, as others previously pointed out, I don't think Curly ever dealt with Jimmy doing something this irredeemable. He doesn't know how to respond, so he just goes for the default "You've gotten through tough situations before. Work through it one step at a time." Like the response is lame af lol I think he was in shock; he was scared (and just so I can say it one more time: he's super lame).
Anyway, this is way longer than I intended and I've said things a billion people have already stated. But uhhh tldr the whole point of Curly's character is he's passive; he never acts. He just watches. Making him an active participant in the abuse by taking actions to cover for Jimmy (like preventing Anya from filing an HR report) defeats the purpose of his character. He's a bystander.
#and I'm defining active as in like consciously taking actions to help Jimmy cover his tracks and stuff like that#because I know being passive can be seen as the same thing as actively participating in the abuse (which i agree with)#I just mean I don't think he's actually intending to help Jimmy by doing anything for him like taking Anya's ID away with nefarious purpose#I just didn't get that vibe#again I just thought he sucked lol like he just does nothing#so idk I just don't vibe when people make him too into helping Jimmy if that makes sense? I think it destroys the grayness of his character#they will never make me have a strong opinion of you Curly#but he is fine as hell ok lol I am not immune to buff blonde man#also like I hope this doesn't come off as mean to the person I'm referencing with the ID take if they see it#I just was thinking about their interpretation and was like ehhh i don't know if i agree and wanted to respond on my lil side account ;p#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#ok and I could see people saying he actively covers for him by doing the psych eval for him and being like uhhhh good enough lmao#but to me that's him trying to placate any issues between crewmembers on his ship esp. when it comes to Jimmy#which just falls under the bystander thing because he'll do the bare minimum to keep things peaceful#but when it comes to doing anything he's just like whelp idk what I can do and just stands there#he's so cool#ok also I realize they need the ax for the foam I just forgot about that lmao#i was a little tipsy when I wrote this plz forgive hahaha I just meant like an ax isn’t like normally in a mechanic’s tool kit lmao#adding a link to the Twitter post I mention so people can refer back to it if they’d like
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other things i recently created
#moral orel#tmc#the mandela catalogue#alternate gabriel#clay puppington#orel puppington#also to add. i wanted messy hair#their hairstyles are just. too clean it kind of bothers me 😭#ps: the clay redemption arc started out as a joke but now i kind of want to work on it lmao#ALSO the clay study is for anyone who wants to draw him as accurate as possible#idk if it makes sense but i hope it does#fanart#adult swim
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Underrated reason why Lyanna as the KotLT just works is because it follows a pattern of deconstruction re the concept of knightly chivalry and honor, from Lyanna herself to her son 15yrs+ later. Lyanna as the KotLT is a gender-swapped version of the ‘knight rescues a helpless maiden from raucous bullies’ trope, but grrm of course puts his spin on it because one Lyanna is not even a knight to begin with and two, she’s a girl. Then knight!Lyanna fights the bullies which is again an adaptation of another trope: the ‘mysterious knight-errant enters the joust and wins then dips’, which is interesting because these types of knights sometimes fall into the black knight trope. And the black knight is, more often than not, not the hero. But the main reason why this is so interesting is Jon. Lyanna “cosplays” a black knight, but her son Jon later becomes an actual black knight. Jon then repeats his mother’s actions by defending Sam in AGoT, which is another subversion of the aforementioned ‘knight rescues a helpless maiden trope’ because the helpless maiden in this case is a helpless…lad…Though Jon and Lyanna acting as agents outside the bounds of knighthood (Lyanna being a northern woman and Jon being a member of the NW) puts them more in line with the traditional black knight (who is usually an anti-hero/villain), the actual essence of their actions puts them closer to the more valiant and honorable white knight according to tradition.
#asoiaf#in my arthuriana feels today 😃#was gonna add that this trope repeats itself with jaime-brienne which I guess is the more traditional romantic version??#and brienne looking for sansa as a subversion of the trope#does that count?#anyway this knight errant trope continues when rhaegar-the valiant prince/evil dragon-kidnaps/rescues the maiden#so another performance of romance and chivalry#and that example ALSO leads to jon lmao because it becomes the ultimate manifestation#of the valiant knight/prince/hero trope which is also a deconstruction because jon doesn’t look like it outwardly#or whatever idk hope that makes sense#jon snow#lyanna stark#valyrianscrolls#my stuff
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i think dinostar is such an interesting ship right now even if i've kind of turned away from it after this season. the problem is that it's complicated, and fandoms historically don't like nuanced situations or takes. i don't think it's fair to say darius is putting brooklynn on a pedestal, since from his perspective, she hasn't done anything wrong, and kenji has been framed as this unfair partner to her. it does feel like his feelings are very immature and more of an infatuation right now ("if he loved you half as much.."/"unless?"), especially when you compare them to kenji's own feelings for brooklynn - his girlfriend who he's loved for 6 years - but that isn't a horrible thing, it's just different. i do completely understand if people dislike the ship right now, and even criticize darius' way of handling the accidental confession, but i just think people have been way too harsh on all three of them without being willing to see that all of their perspectives are different
#like darius' whole thing this season was his tendency to say or do the wrong thing and make things awkward by complete accident#he's a very awkward person as it is and considering he's also never dealt with romantic feelings before and he didn't even mean to tell her#about them it makes sense that he once again said and did the wrong things while trying to fix it#i'm not going to judge his characterization just yet until we see how he handles his own feelings vs kenji's next season after finding out#she's alive#he was still respectful of her and i doubt after learning more of kenji's side and realizing this man genuinely does still love and miss he#that he would prioritize pursuing her romantically(especially since she already yk.. rejected him and also literally just left them all)#if anything i think the finale putting his feelings about her survival to the side and focusing on how it hurt kenji to see her alive and#leave him kind of indicates that brooklynn's not really going to be much of a love interest for darius after this#which imo as a dinostar enjoyer and professional darius lover i'm actually okay with#slightly off topic but season 2 has made me really appreciate kenlynn on its own because of how tragic and nuanced it is#so i think focusing on them instead is not only a better decision in terms of consistency and storytelling but it's just the more realistic#and satisfying choice right now#and that's not to say i think they'll be perfectly fine or even together again once they're reunited properly#in fact i very much hope she ends up alone and they all get closure from this#and there's always the possibility that later on the show might actually revisit dinostar again#which would be better than them trying to do so now in my opinion#idk this is probably a mess but i've been trying to think about how i felt about this love triangle for awhile and since s2 handled it#completely differently than i thought they would. i feel like it's not going to be that simple#and i just wish fans of all sides would kind of chill out on the characters lmao#jwct#chaos theory#jwct s2 spoilers#brooklynn jwct#jwct season 2 spoilers#dinostar#kenlynn#kenji kon#darius bowman#jurassic world
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i have like 4 different people in my sea of asks asking for tgirl toya and ill be real idk if im super comfy with drawing that many (im not being weird im just a transman lmao)
i did not realise it was this popular at all
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#i tend to not like transing characters in a way theyre not already shown in the media they are (eg: i can hc akito as a trans dude but like#i wouldnt swap how he is to be a girl#does that make sense???#i have a few for tmasc mafuyu but im cool with that but noy cuz its tmasc its cuz its mafuyu lmao#mafuyu has no gender to me so thats moreso why#or cuz its usually based on that one card so its alr in the actual game so i dont have to think about it#idk how at all to describe it at all but like#just thought id say smth ig?#rambling#asks#project sekai#it gives gender swapping to me even tho i know ppl see it as different but to me it feels like it#hope this doesnt upset anyone cuz thats not the intention at all
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violently forcing myself to have better days
#everyone’s different and this isn’t true for everybody of course:#but a lot of the time we have more control over things than we can see in a difficult moment#like for example#a negative thought is inevitable and not something you can just stop. however you CAN decide from there how you let it effect you#it’s way easier said than done but you genuinely can be like hey I’m going to have a good day today#I like to set my intentions for the day and not allow my trauma nightmares to dictate how my whole day goes#but in order to do that I have to consciously decide that I deserve better and then create that for myself#does this make sense?#do things you know you enjoy/ things that make you feel better. take care of yourself. create little healthy routines to do each day#even if it’s just for 5 or 10 minutes#you have to act to make a genuine positive change in your life and circumstances#tried to say this as well as I could but I struggle w articulating exactly what I mean#like my thoughts are too complex to translate into words#anyways though I just wanted to add this- this post is not to make anybody feel bad whatsoever.#if you struggle with certain disorders and such it genuinely might be close to impossible for you to actually be able to have that control#and that’s okay. it doesn’t make you any less of a person and it is not your fault that you experience those difficulties#I just wanted to remind people that it is possible to control certain aspects of your life and it is possible to snap yourself out of it#I know I need to remember this as often as I can#that’s why I shared it#I hope this makes sense I do not know if it does lmao#(the tags)#my thoughts are so jumbled up. idk what other word to use lmao
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In this minecraft simulation essay, I will talk about how Redbo from Minecraft Simulation, how he is someone that aims perfection but will never achieve it.
Redbo, also known as Red Evbo or Evil Evbo is a person that wants nothing but perfectionism, he will never stop to achieve this impossible level of goal. He acts like this due to his creation, how he was abandoned for being worthless due to him not getting a lot of traction in terms of views and popularity, and in his attachment to his Creator, aspired to become perfect for them.
He uses various methods to gain this "perfect image", one of the methods are using Evbo clones in order to gain views; If an Evbo did not pass the needed view count he needs to perform well, he will be terminated. You can see that in this scenario, he has become like his Creator. To use and use until none can be used. This is one of his flaws, using others to only benefit himself. He has grown detached to his humanity in order to appease the higher being, that being the Creator.
This one similarity that he and his Creator share fuels him, making him believe that he too, can be someone that the Creator can take pride in, that he is someone worth keeping, worth using, and ultimately, just worth it. It is shown that he basically worships the Creator, treating them as a higher being, a God of some sorts. He is the follower of God, he will go lengths to gain recognition for his God, no matter what.
This attachment to the Creator is one of the unique traits he has, no other Evbo have shown this extreme of devotion to the Creator, not even knowing that they were only used for videos and views, they unaware lambs, with their only goal is to satisfy the Creator. Redbo is different here, he was just like them, but he gained consciousness, he became aware. This awareness makes him so much more different than the others, and he uses his awareness for evil. He sacrifices himself, literally. His clones go through the pain of erasure, and he changes his entire self to fit this container that he was never going to shape into.
A "perfect" Evbo will never exist, and it surely will never be someone like him. His journey is worthless, just like how he sees himself. The reason why he wants to be perfect so bad ks because he craves validation, he wants to be acknowledged, to be known, to be seen. He cannot fathom the idea that he is worthless, that he cannot contribute to anything, that he can't even satisfy his Creator.
In conclusion, he's a sopping wet pathetic loser that used the wrong methods to gain validation and needs therapy.
what he looks like rn fr no lie!!! no cap!!!!
#this is a joke#i. didn't take this seriously lmao#I got carried away tho...#!!this is a joke!!#idk how to write essays.......#this came from a discord dm and I just thought that#keeping it in there would be a waste#surprisingly despite it being a joke I really liked writing it...#minecraft simulation#evbo#evil evbo#evilbo#redbo#red evbo#minecraft simulation evbo#idk if this makes sense#I hope it does????#chiefcrossaintdeanbanana'syappery
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spoilers for Chapter 24 :3
so, we now know that Miranda has been around for a WHILE in Reader’s life; she has never been someone they would have known other than maybe seeing her in passing, and she was only around every once in a while to ensure they were still doing well.
she would not do much. she would give their mom money if needed (subtly, of course, and no one would’ve known it was her), she would watch after them when they wandered, and for the most part, she was really just playing with variables. remember how she mentioned if it was their personality that caused the mold to manifest the way it did?
she was a scientist as she watched them grow throughout the years, and i suppose that makes everything she’s done a LOT worse. this woman has watched Reader grow up, has watched them with scraped knees and after they storm out of their home.
but it didn’t matter, did it? because she didn’t realize just how far she’d fallen until Chapter 18, when they called her “Mother” and she nearly killed them.
that is an important scene to remember, so bear with me.
i’ve had this thought for a while, aside from Miranda having watched them grow up, that there was a time when they were a child that she, for whatever reason, had to watch over them.
you can make up your own assumptions and lore, but in my mind, they had been at a park of some sort and playing with their toys in the grass while their mother had become distracted, maybe with a hurt child somewhere further away in the park. she left them unattended simply because she knew everyone and didn’t think much of it.
so, Miranda watches over them, stands next to them while they happily play with their toys, none the wiser to this stranger beside them. and she watches them, studies what they’re doing and what it might mean, and then they look up at her with such innocent eyes.
i’ve had Wildflower (did i cross the line?) stuck in my head for this exact scene. Miranda sees this child and doesn’t think twice about what she knows she’ll have to do to them when they’re older. she just wants to ensure their survival.
they look up at her so innocently, and then we flash to the scene in Chapter 18 right after they call her Mother. in a single moment, it’s like she’s looking at that child again, and she realizes JUST how far she’s fallen and what she’s done to them, the horrible acts she’s committed.
for a few moments, she just sees that same child - afraid and dying, now. she made a mistake and they’re not Eva; how could she be so foolish? what has she done?
we know the rest from here. Reader tries to kill her, fails, and though she’s now been broken out of her haze, she can’t let them know their words affected her so much. they don’t know what she does, that she’s been with them, in a way, since the beginning. that she’s watched them grow and SHE is the reason they’ve come so far in this reality.
she’s proud, but she’s furious.
and we see her standing over them as blood leaks from their nose and mouth, as well as the several holes on the body. their neck is hanging together by a thin piece of muscle and she knows she’s almost killed them.
as she stands over them, she sees that same child again, watches the light fade from their eyes. watches as she takes yet another life, though she’s unsure why this one hurts so much.
#asks#does this make sense LMAO#we’ll delve deeper into this soon…#idk i’m tired and i just hope y’all understand what im saying 😭
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have we considered a childhood friends au where catherine DID abdicate to marry arthur and they moved to the states to raise their kids away from the crown bc. i'm considering it now
all their kids are born in america and have a general awareness that they're related to the royal family but they like. don't really give a shit. arthur keeps acting and they think it's cooler to have an actor for a dad than a queen for a grandma lmao
#no idea what it would entail other than obviously them moving to texas (for. some fuckin reason idk)#and becoming neighbors with the claremont-diazes#(would make more sense for them to move to hollywood since arthur could get work there very easily but. texas. yk)#lmao can you imagine the fox siblings with texan accents 😂 can you imagine PHILIP. WITH A TEXAN ACCENT#i'm losing my mind over this mental image#anyway. if you have any ideas for this au pls tell me 🙏#mayhaps some drama could be philip going to uni in england bc he wants to reconnect with his roots and mary finds out#and does her best to dig her claws in while his parents aren't there to get in the way#i don't have a server to share this with anymore so i'm just gonna yell it into the void and hope the void yells back#rwrb#my fics#<< ig? i might write it if i get anymore ideas for it
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guess who finally got ✨✨medicated✨✨
#not wc#yarrow speaks#idk how long its going to take to find an effective dose#im just rly hoping i will be able to actually do the tasks that I want to do#instead of like. despite spending the whole day wanting to write rly rly bad#all my brain does when i finally sit down is stare at a blank doc for 6+ hours because having a train of thought is like.#trying desperately to put down train tracks in front of me as i go#but the tracks I just set down behind me are floating away in the wind the second my back is turned so i just have to keep starting over#and hoping surely this time i will be able to organize this thought train and it won't all get kicked into a useless brain tornado#does that metaphor make ANY got damn sense do u FEEL me i'm floundering lmao#this is not getting into the mountain of adult tasks I have been neglecting my whole adult life oopsy#anyway i got diagnosed with ADD like so fast#the real kicker i think was that I licherally Can't Drive because my brain can't stop dipping into a spaced out daydream every 30 sec#ANYWAY. I like to optimistically think maybe I will actually be able to finish personal projects in the near future
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No because I fully understand how much resentment Crowley has towards Gabriel. Seeing the archangel who threatened the only constant in his life lose his memories and simply show up at their bookshop. To watch that goddamned archangel get to say “No” to God, to disagree with heaven and still stay an angel without having to go through the pain that he did when he Fell. To see Aziraphale simply say that Gabriel needs them like he hadn’t tried to kill Aziraphale with no remorse. And at the end of it all, he gets to go off with someone he loves, the only person who’d ever given him something while Heaven and Hell watch with somewhat empty threats. And to top it all off, Aziraphale, whom he has waited and longed for, thinks that he can fix him?! Literally seeing his heart break while he looks at Aziraphale enter the elevator was just ughhhh
But on the other hand, I can fully understand Aziraphale. He’s been believing in what Heaven has said to be God’s will, fully believing that Heaven is the good side, the better side. He knows how rude the Archangels were to him, he knows that they were wrong in many aspects; but he still believes. He believes that this can change, he believes that he can fix this institutional problem, because that’s not only what he’s been told, but also because he genuinely wants to. He can bring Crowley with him, to have the only (truly) positive constant in his life be at his side. He can bring back the smile that he’d seen on Crowley’s face when the galaxy was made, he can not only go back to how things were, but also make them better!
Everyone who has helped work on the Good Omens show, while you have irreparably changed my brain chemistry and put the fandom in shambles, thank you so much.
#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens s2 spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#aziraphale#crowley#neil gaiman#ineffable husbands#NOT ANYMORE THOUGH#somewhat long post#idk if this makes sense#i hope it does lmao
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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive
#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy#been feeling weird as hell these past few months#like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days#or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day#idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this#just thinking#meposting#I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying#I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult#I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad.#whatever#I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that#dissociation#me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though#she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety#and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’#I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time#I’m so solid now#so stuck in the ruts of capitalism#fuck capitalism#I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled#sorry I love talking#and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn?#it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing#I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence.#like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5.#overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names.#can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school#bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude#I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time
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idk whats wrong with me but somehow a kink of mine being ignored is also a kink LMAO
like telling someone i want them to call me disgusting names and they meanly insist on calling me cute nicknames? hot
#katsuki on the brain with this#but idk how to write it out properly lmao#i hope this makes sense like it does in my head#「mercury speaks」
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@cakotopia said- if ur still doing these i'd love to see which one you think vash would be get galaxied lol
Vash was super hard to pin down ngl! Went through a couple of other gem types and then it was like wait a second, Rutile! It'll make sense, trust me on this.
In game blurb about Rutiles under the cut
"Rutiles are skilled navigators and explorers. They are a must-have for any planetary exploration mission. They are the gem to come to when it comes to deciding where to build gem colonies. They are responsible for making sure that the planet's environments and conditions are suitable enough for construction. Without Rutiles, a lot of colonies would collapse or fail over time. " - In game description
bonus morph bc i wasn't sure if i wanted to use a red one for this lol
#//honestly it was so hard not give him amber bc you mentioned it being what he'd be in a gem au#//but gg's ambers are basically aquamarines but yellow so? that was out lol#//almost went with angelite too but that also got tossed aside bc while it kind of made a little bit of sense it also didnt really??#//the reasoning for this and i swear this makes sense is that the explorer thing? vash#//making sure the planet's environment is suitable and rutiles being essential to the stabilization of a colony? PLANT#//WE'RE MAKING THE RUTILES PLANT ANALOGIES HERE#//DOES THIS MAKE SENSE? IDK?? I HOPE SO#//anyways him!!#//also yes the plants aside from vash would also be rutiles. yes this means they can ruffle his hair and clown on him to his face LMAO#backup log {ooc}#cakotopia
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