#idk if I’m proud of this but what ever
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Now that we saw gojo on geto rainbow dragon in the op I would like you show you my hc on geto and gojo riding the dragon/manta ray late at night
Sometimes when Gojo couldn’t sleep he would knock on geto door to see if he wanted to go stargazing on the dragon/manta ray and geto being geto would always say yes
Gojo loved the feel of air on his hair when they flew looking up at the sky full of stars and bright moon
But his most favorite part was having geto sit next to him feeling his warmth
Sometimes gojo would fall asleep on geto shoulder he would always wake up to geto hugging him in his own bed
Geto loved stargazing with gojo seeing gojo with wonder in his eyes looking at the stars and the moon in his eyes
Geto did think the sky was pretty but to him gojo eyes were even more beautiful geto thinks he could get lost in them with so much light and joy in them
The clouds of the morning sky reminds him of gojo white hair and eyelashes he loves to see when he wakes up to seeing them when they cuddle together he would always hug gojo waist tighter putting his cheek on gojo hair hearing his breathing
Geto favorite color was actually blue it reminds him of these eyes that he loved so much it reminds him of his blue youth
These eyes were the last thing he ever saw before his life ended
#geto is the moon to gojo sun#idk if I’m proud of this but what ever#idk how it turned into this#sorry if this was cringe#I’m not a writer ok?#this was fun to write tho#still can’t believe season 2 is here#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk#geto suguru#satosugu#stsg#headcanon#jjk headcanons#jujutsu kaisen season 2#jjk season 2
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a modern prometheus.
#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#oof my art I guess#HELLO HI I COME BEARING CLASSIC LIT FANART#so fuckin proud of this one i can’t even lie#this took me like seven hours truly one of the most intensive pieces I’ve ever done#I love a silly lil mad scientist twink#victor my king please stop messing with forces beyond ur understanding ur gonna give them daddy issues ://#I’m so crazy about this book#truly rotating in my brain 24/7#the art gods possessed me for this one I think idk if I could do that again#but I sure as hell will try#I wanna draw Henry clerval so bad so maybe expect that in the future???#what I post next is an enigma to everyone including me#anyways if anyone needs me I’ll be thinking abt the Themes
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And I’ll get you yet
I’ve got to make you mine
Just know I’m not the sinister type
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Check my pinned post to see links on how you can help the people in Palestine
#we happy few#whf#nick lightbearer#norbert pickles#uncle jack#jack worthing#foggy jack#lightfog#tw blood#mcart#you know how it is combining idkhow with we happy few#I’m being so effing serious this might be the craziest pieces I’ve done like ever#well okay the very first jack worthing art piece I did was wild#go check it if you haven’t seen it#and the one with the major perspective with jack worthing was also crazy cause#I haven’t done background and perspective in a long time#but this was just crazy with how long the lineart took and the amount of layers this had#also the material too cause like I’ve never drawn something like this in terms of content wise#idk what it is with whf but it’s making me want to branch out with my art in a variety of ways#anyway uhhh yeah hope you enjoy hope it shows in the tag and that the tw doesn’t make it not show up#happened to the first jack worthing fanart I made but it also had other tw#check that art piece out I’m proud of it you’ll know it when you see it it’s the very first thing I posted in the#we happy few tag just scroll through the tag in my blog#Spotify
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Finally finished my UDAD patch/badge thing for my bag!!!!
(Please ignore how wonky it is, I’m still ridiculously new to embroidery 😭😭😭)
#the mechanisms#UDAD#ulysses dies at dawn#embroidery#idk what to do next#I think I wanna do like the mechs logo?#or if I finally finish the final 25 episodes of TMA then I might do a TMA one#but idk msjs HSHSJDJDJ#again I beg do not focus on how shabby it is this is my third ever embroidery project 😭😭😭#but eyy I’m proud of it :))#my art
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giving all your ocs the alien ikea plushie. shrinking two of them a little bit for basil and sasha
anton loves it so much he says thank u
#he’s got them alien autistic eyes#they’re matching#okay i might draw a tiny one for basil but who knows idk dude i’ve drawn like five things today already and it’s only noon#i thought anton needed some comfort. yes#yeah anton needs comfort dews totally fine he can wait#anton’s alien coded he loves this so fucking much he’s so happy#canon#this is canon#vell you mailed this to anton’s cabin and. he doesn’t know how it got there but he loves it#my art#tllr art#anton oc#ask#i’m insane today i’m so fucking hyper#i got the zoomies in my brain#the brain zoomies#i don’t know what to tag this art but i’m super proud of it#hope u all like this silly anton drawing. there’s so much more where that came from#woke up today and chose art#woke up and was suddenly graced with godly art powers and i can’t STOP drawing!!!! yay!!!!!!!#including some stuff that i might never post but yippee!!!! i love art!!!!!#favorite drawing of anton i’ve ever made#hope u all like it
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it’s crazy how much having a safe place to be yourself and express your identity and personality and interests, both online and irl, can change your will to live. honestly.
#i came out to my fav professor/mentor today#it was kind of impulsive but idk#she’s just made me feel so safe and supported and cared ab#that honestly all i wanted to do was tell her#and hear what my new chosen name sounds like when she says it. idk.#anyway she was So incredibly receptive and understanding and supportive#like she said things i needed to hear that i didn’t even know i needed to hear#at one point she essentially reassured me that she doesn’t and won’t ever love me any less as a boy#and she immediately wanted to call me by my chosen name and use my preferred pronouns#and she kept telling me too that there’s no pressure or need to stress and that if i ever wanna adjust the name or pronouns i can#and that gender isn’t a fixed thing ofc#she told me that she’s proud of me too#god i’m so luckyyyy dude#i feel so loved and cared about#also i said in an email recently that i was looking for a part time job (like totally as a separate thing i mentioned bc of scheduling stuff#and totally unprompted today#she started talking to me about getting a paid position for me set up with some grant money ig??#which we were already tentatively planning on doing next semester#but bc she saw me say that she’s trying to get it set up now 🥺🥺#AGH i kinda love my life rn#but i’m so terrified to and im even more afraid to admit that#anyway so sorry this is an excessive amount of tags#silas speaks#vent#trans#transmasc#trans masc#transgender#queer#lgbtq+
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Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now
#my mom called me like ten minutes before I was off work today#and asked if I had talked to my grandpa lately and I was like yeah some why?#I’ve been showing what I’ve been cooking with him and my grandma because I was proud of myself#and she was like oh so you know about his potential surgery?#and I was like. his what???????#apparently his pace maker is dying and malfunctioning and he needs a new one#but this is the third time it’s had to be replaced and as he’s gotten older he’s had a lot more health issues#and they’re not even sure his heart can handle getting it replaced…. he has an appointment tomorrow to find that out#and no one told me. no one fucking told me it was that bad and I’m so#like man my feelings on my grandparents are so insanely complicated but I do love them#I love them so much and they practically raised me and loved me more and treated me better than my mother EVER did#they’re the only family members I’ve ever been legitimately terrified and upset over not accepting me cuz I’m queer#like my mom and siblings? I could not give a flying fuck if they hated me for my gender or sexuality#if my grandparents had a bad reaction I think I would fucking kill myself#and idk the point is I love him and I’ve barely seen him at all the past few years because we live far away now and I never visit because I#hate the rest of my family#but what if he can’t have this surgery?????#or what if he can but something goes wrong??????#what if he’s dying and I’m only able to go down and see him one more time#and he could be fine. it might all work out and he could be fine#but man I’m terrified that won’t happen because WHY WOULD NO ONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS#and yeah no I’m fully crying now I can’t do this#he taught me to draw and he built the house I grew up in and he got me into lord of the rings and would take me book shopping#and and and I’m gonna fucking throw up#kaz rambles
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talked to my grandma
#rambles#she said she will always love me no matter what.#she said it makes her so sad she would think they wouldn’t love me#but idk how that can be true when she voted for trump#i told her that i was proud to be bisexual and that her support of trump since 2016 hurts me so deeply#i’m numb rn. i didn’t think i would EVER have this conversation with them
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Phayu teaching Rain how to ride a motorcycle lives rent free in my head
#idk what this post is even for#but like the proud little nose scrunches Phayu would give rain#rain would NEVER EVER be allowed to race#but Phayu would still get to share a little bit of his world with him#Rain would be like you’re happiest when you’re riding your motorcycle but I’m happiest when you’re with me#queue the canniconical riding puns#BUT Rain would be super respectful of the bikes immediately because he knows how much it means to Phayu#something something learning to ride in the bedroom and Phayu will make sure it’s harder badum tsch something something#them getting to share their little moments of sunshine#idk what I’m doing anymore#phayu x rain#phayurain#payurain#payu x rain#lita#love in the air
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WIP Wednesday!
Tagged by @theluckywizard and @effelants and @bluewren. I don’t have any fic this week due to working on secret exchange fics 👀 BUT
I recently impulse bought a drawing tablet and have been trying art again for the first time in 20 years. I was never very good but I have started trying to draw some blorbos. Here is a hot mess (literally) in progress
I am calling this “The Friday Morning Templar Meeting” and as you can probably imagine, this is what Samson is doing in the back 😂
Idk I don’t hate it 🤷♀️
Tagging if interested:
@highwayphantoms | @monocytogenes | @inquisimer | @delicatefade | @exalted-dawn-drabbles | @demarogue | @ocean-in-my-rebel-soul | @musetta3 | @fandomn00blr | @little--abyss | @whirrlinginrags
#raleigh samson#wip wednesday#my art??#fanart#tw smoking#idk this is my first time ever trying line art#and I haven’t tried to color digitally in like. ten years at least 🤣#but I think I’ve captured the dark circles under his eyes and for that I am proud Lmfao#I have no idea what I am doing#but I figured if he looks bad I can say that’s by design#I’m normal about Samson
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hi. just got to the twist in aini. what the fuck.
#what the fuck. what the hell.#genuinely. holy shit. somehow worse than the first game#and by ‘worse’ I mean it makes me feel even more insane#but no literally. top ten games that make you think you’re going crazy.#legitimately one of the only games I’ve ever played where I’m like ‘wait I actually want to replay this’ purely because HUH??? WHAT???#also I will say I am very proud of myself for noticing something was off way earlier than my sister. my sister noticed the inconsistencies#only after I pointed out the suitcase thing to her. but the first time I noticed something off was when in a mizuki chapter ota and iris#mentioned the new nirvana trial video.#(at least iirc it was them? idk someone mentioned it and I was like 🤨)#anyway fucking rattles bars of cage. Jesus CHRIST.#rose plays aini#dramon thoughts#aini spoilers#i guess. incredibly vague though.
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Separate anon here... we love and care for you too, we had things happen to us too and can only pray karmic justice be done upon them. <3 u
hello angels !!!
i read this on the day i saw [redacted] so thank you so so so so so much.
it’s is incredibly special to hear from folks who understand in such a way. thank you all for your love, care and time.
i’m sorry that knowledge of what could be described as, “hell on earth” is something that we have in common. my hope is all of you are taken care of in respects to your health regarding such evil.
you are all survivors! adapting to allow continued existence despite what has happened is incredible and shows the strength you all share.
🕯️for the safety each and every one of you and unending justice for us all.
again thank you guys for reaching out. it’s always amazing to hear from others, to have confirmation that we can live despite it all.
it also helps me gain the confidence to be more candid about my own existence. mwah mwahhhhh <333
#evidence of life#waaahhhhhhhhhhh i’m literally so weepy /positive about this plural folks are literally the nicest people in the entire whole wide world#we give each other the biggest group hug the world has ever seen i love us alllllllllllllllll#i wish i had the words to express how much i love and how proud i am of systems the resilience in the face of trauma oh my gosh mwahhhh#literally what would i do if i get sweet messages from the loveliest people on the planet every once in awhile#if i didn’t get*#i wasn’t there for all of it but i met a sweetheart whose hms get to express themselves through ttrpgs and if i was p******g i’d probs cry#she’s transfem !!! and i was literally like LEY MEHTOUTTTTT it’s okay tho i’ll see them again :’3 was the first known multiple i’ve seen#idk it was the breath of life i really needed wahhhhhgggggggggghhhqwahhhwwahhsuhghdaaaauuhhhhwahhhhhhhhhhooughhhoughhasawahhhhhhhheahhhwahhe#anyways tumblr quits when i write long responses and this is like the third time i tried answering this <3#same in dms so trust im getting back to you i just have to type in outside of the app then copy paste which is ridiculous#like this app is soooo broken omgggg i want my money back and it’s free lol#message in a bottle
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I’m always so fascinated by fan culture.. is there like genuine research on why people act the way they do to normal human beings.
#stupid snake talk#like why ppl are obsessed with face reveals#and information in general but my mind went to face revelas#cause I remembered that one person who like.. analyzed faceless YouTubers handwriting I think.. or smth like that and tried to draw what#they imagined their face to be#and general people jsut being obnoxious about asking#I have never ever in my life cared about what a youtuber has looked like ever#I didn’t know a lot of herm1tcraft members were open about what they look like for that very reason#I JUST DONT CARE..#so it’s like facinating to see it be such a big deal#like w/ r4nboo i never cared about seeing their eye#I could not personally give a fuck about what their eyes looked like at all#but I WAS happy that they were seemingly feeling more comfortable in their body#that’s cool#but even then it was like.. idk it was a distanced ‘wow proud of u’#maybe it’s cuz I’m always overly self aware of how I act about ccs due to like leftover purity culture#but I’m always so aware of like.. I don’t KNOW this cc they aren’t my friend they aren’t my anything ever they just make content#and I never will and I also don’t have a desire to#and it’s just truly like incomprehensible to me that someone would#lol#this was a long rant just to say ‘I don’t get why that guy is so special.. that’s just a guy?’#that’s a grown ass person I will never know and likely never speak too or even see in person#I got fictional characters to be rotating in my brain I don’t have time to think about what fuckin tu/bbos favorite color is or whatever#idc#at all
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#…i literally finally broke this weird feud me n my brother have like I truly don’t understand him but I love him so much even though#he’s done terrible ass things n like. I’m not gonna sit there and think I’m above anyone telling them what they’ve done wrong like the guilt#you have to live w for ur actions is already enough like that doesn’t mean accountability but I literally physically can’t go to bed#with this on my conscience any longer like i will just pray every single day in ramadan for him and ask Allah to forgive him and forgive me#for being so petty but it’s like those that can’t hear must feel and I know I broke his heart bc he didn’t expect me to take it there#and for MONTHS at that but he knows now don’t ever try that shit w me ever again bc when I love you you never have to worry#but when I’m not you will feel misery n I really don’t ever resort to that but I had no choice and like all that anger was poisoning me#like you are fighting demons bigger than me my pride and ego isn’t above anyone or above God and I learned so much from this#idk if this will change anything I sorta felt like if I do this am I betraying myself for what he’s done but forgiving him frees me not him#so in a way I’m also responsible so I’m rlly proud of myself for standing up for myself with dignity n conviction I’ve dealt w enough pain#one by one I’m gonna let go of everything and free myself and live my life I’m not a victim
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There’s something about being home for the holidays. The bathroom fan sounds the same, and I’m still not sure this house has ever been mine. I really want it to be. I look so different. I’m so much more than 12-yo me could have hoped for. Walking quietly through the house at night like im still young. The bathroom fan sounds the same. I’m going to get back to my life.
#idk isn’t everyone feeling tender during the holidays#it feels like I’m inbetween#I don’t know what this inbetween is#I will always be 12 and weird I hope nothing ever changes#I have everything I could have dreamed of when I was younger but it’s so easy to forget that#12 yo me would be proud#anyone else hide in the bathroom when they’re home#or is that just me#holidays are so weird man
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I think… I have figured out the reason I never get gendered as a guy anymore and it’s making me have…. A lot of really complex feelings
#most of my life I’ve been VERY androgynous#and ever since I cut off all of my hair when I was 16 and started dressing in men’s clothes#I tended to get gendered as a man or woman p equally by strangers#(until I talked because my voice tends to be a give away which is a whole other thing I have Thoughts about but that’s a different issue)#but in the past oh… idk… six months or so? I literally NEVER get gendered as a guy#it has happened ONCE#like sure ppl will ask for my pronouns but I know that’s just cuz I look like stereotypical genderqueer afab person#it’s not cuz they can’t tell what my gender is…#and I’ve been wondering what’s so different. why don’t I ever get gendered as a man anymore#I haven’t changed how I dress I still have a masculine haircut most of the time my facial features obviously haven’t changed#SO WHAT DID#I… I’ve figured it out….#I’ve gained weight. but only in my hips and thighs#all my pants that I’ve had for YEARS are suddenly too tight and too small around my hips and thighs#I’ve NEVER had curves anywhere before I was always stuck straight and now… I do#and like part of me wants to be happy. I’m gaining weight!!! I’ve always been so horrendously underweight#and I’ve battled severe disordered eating for so long that was the cause#this past year I’ve actually very steadily been eating three meals a day instead of one#I can eat whole portions without getting sick#and I’m really proud of myself for that like I’m def not upset I’m gaining weight#it’s just. it’s just that it’s literally all in my hips and thighs#and it’s giving me a more feminine figure which I’ve NEVER had before#and I know your body goes through more changes in your twenties and that’s probably part of it too#it’s just. I don’t want this. I don’t like this.#I haven’t felt genuinely dysphoric in a long time and now I want to crawl out of my skin whenever I look in a full body mirror#cuz I see it now. I see the change. and I just. do Not fucking Like It#but I can’t do anything about it 😭#and idk what to do#ugh#kaz rambles
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