#she told me that she’s proud of me too
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it’s crazy how much having a safe place to be yourself and express your identity and personality and interests, both online and irl, can change your will to live. honestly.
#i came out to my fav professor/mentor today#it was kind of impulsive but idk#she’s just made me feel so safe and supported and cared ab#that honestly all i wanted to do was tell her#and hear what my new chosen name sounds like when she says it. idk.#anyway she was So incredibly receptive and understanding and supportive#like she said things i needed to hear that i didn’t even know i needed to hear#at one point she essentially reassured me that she doesn’t and won’t ever love me any less as a boy#and she immediately wanted to call me by my chosen name and use my preferred pronouns#and she kept telling me too that there’s no pressure or need to stress and that if i ever wanna adjust the name or pronouns i can#and that gender isn’t a fixed thing ofc#she told me that she’s proud of me too#god i’m so luckyyyy dude#i feel so loved and cared about#also i said in an email recently that i was looking for a part time job (like totally as a separate thing i mentioned bc of scheduling stuff#and totally unprompted today#she started talking to me about getting a paid position for me set up with some grant money ig??#which we were already tentatively planning on doing next semester#but bc she saw me say that she’s trying to get it set up now 🥺🥺#AGH i kinda love my life rn#but i’m so terrified to and im even more afraid to admit that#anyway so sorry this is an excessive amount of tags#silas speaks#vent#trans#transmasc#trans masc#transgender#queer#lgbtq+
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#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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mia fey x butch godot yuri,,,,
#yea im normal about this one too#look i did a background r u proud of me#my art#butch godot#ace attorney#prosecutor godot#godot#mia fey#yuri#genderswap#please i promise this is yuri i promise this is my butch godot i know its hard to tell#she doesnt look massively different shes just like a year on estrogen please#ooubbh women#i told u i was cookin w this#miego
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Chat how do you tell the difference between straight girl affectionate and a gay egg that’s about to crack because I’m in the trenches here

#I’m in the trenches here please#she told me she had a dream where we were exploring Asia together and holding hands#UNPROMPTED#and then told me she doesn’t like physical affection and when a guy she supposedly had a crush on tried to cuddle she made him sit#on the opposite side of the couch#and then she hugged me goodbye and said I can hug her anytime#also there’s the texts.#so many texts.#chat is it gay to tell someone you’re reading their favorite book so they’ll be proud of you#and that you watched a video of their cat three times in a row because you find their voice soothing#and that you’ve always been too nervous to tell them but they’re gorgeous#anyways I’m dying#I’m not gonna survive this straight ™ girl#this isn’t even all of it!!!#anyways I’m going slowly insane#I don’t spend enough time with straight people to know if this is normal or not
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That feeling of knowing that if she could replace you with a neurotypical child instead of being forced to have deal with you that she absolutely would 🫠
#i take too long#im useless#im too quiet#ill never be good enough#she's never going to be proud of me#she's never going to love me#ive accepted this#im a disappointment#she told me herself that she thinks she's failed me#so im a failure#im nothing#i wish i was normal sometimes#but i don't want to be neurotypical#they've already caused me enough pain#I'd never be neurotypical even if you paid me#fuck that shit#but yeah...#i wish I was... better...#bluey's vents#bluey's mother#abluehappyface
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idk, i feel like it can’t be overstated that satine kryze /would/ be so proud of bo-katan especially right now. she’s unifying the people, she’s gaining respect and loyalty beyond that which lies with the darksaber, and she’s doing everything in her power to keep her people safe and well.
she even gave up and surrendered everything, taking huge risks to ensure the safety of her people, and while it backfired her intent was so good and pure. she’s come so incredibly far from when she was in death watch, she’s living with kindness instead of hate, and i think that’s everything satine would have wanted for her.
i see people say that satine would blame bo-katan for what became of mandalore but i couldn’t disagree more. satine knew how hard ruling mandalore was. she’d never hold it against bo now, especially with everything bo did to save it, and with everything she’s doing now to get it back.
satine would be so incredibly proud of her and i won’t hear any different.
#satine kryze#bo katan kryze#kryze sisters#the mandalorian#mandalore#idk it just bothers me when people act like satine would be anything other than proud#this is part of why i wish someone would mention her too#bo needs to be told how proud satine would be#i think satine would care more for bo’s physical and emotional health than anything also#never would she ever hold what happened to mandalore since her death against her sister#we literally saw from their one (1) interaction how willing she was to forgive bo#she loved her idc
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“He'd deceived her, had lied to her. This man who she'd believed held no secrets between them. She didn't know why it made her want to shred everything within sight.”
— cause um… as you just said Miss Manon YOU CARE (& it’s even giving Chaolaena vibes in the I CARE way)… so like all I’m saying is you love him duh?
#Chapter 40#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#no spoilers please#Manon Blackbeak#Dorian Havilliard#first read#read with me#read along#more quotes notes reacts and spoilers in tags and not course post for chapter#Blueblood and Yellowlegs and Blackbeak alike.' And she would bear the weight of what she'd created what she'd trained forever.#I want to bring them all home. Before it is too late before they become something unworthy of a homeland.#So what are you going to do? Asterin asked softly but not weakly.#the fact Asterin is described as speaking softly but not weakly#The answer did not lie in picking one over the other Crochan over Ironteeth. It never had.#He'd known and hadn't told her. Kaltain had vanished into the night air and then Dorian had shifted. Into a beautiful proud raven.#our beautiful proud bluebell eyed definetly not bored Raven boy bb prince king lovey#knew there was nothing kind nothing warm on her face. A witch's face. Blackbeak's face.#but your not a witch manon#His eyes glowed like blue fire. — intrigue normally they say that for Aelin#My road leads to Morath. It always has. How can you have looked at Kaltain and not seen what awaits you?#I love the full circle of Kaltain#We will lose this war if I do not go he snapped. How do you not care about that? — that responsibility and weight again#oh great no it’s not gonna be one of them both Aelin and Dorian will want to self sacrifice and fight over who gets to#thank the Wyrd for Manon and Rowan to stop them and be protection squad so no more Romeo Juliet’s#I CARE — it doesn’t make you weak — he knew she’d care — the full circle#I care if we lose this war I care if I fail2rally the Crochans I care if u go in2Morath&do not return as something worth living.#it’s giving Zoyalai; my beautiful ruthless Zoya Id hand hand you the final blow myself quote vibes#Now do you wish to tell me that caring is not such a bad thing? Well this is what comes of it.#Witchling — princeling — the literal cold shoulder
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broke up with my ex best friend for good👍🏼
#she finally texted me today and yeah the timing sucked since i was crying all weekend but i tried to reason with her for a few hours#and when i realized it was futile i let it go. and man and i dont even feel sad#she kinda forced me to move on im lowkey proud of myself#but man we're really bombing relationships left and right this week huh#i just feel like this weight is off my chest#my life feels so much lighter without her#too bad ill always have a tattoo of her but my sister told me thats a dumb reason to keep her in my life lol#i feel so. relieved. clean. kjfghdkjfhgdfjkhg#fresh chapter i cannot wait <3#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com
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i gotta email this kaos dude about a radio show. i gotta do it soon.
#my non-binary 60 yr old coworker told me they used to have a show for over 10 years#she told me we need more queer voices on the radio. more queer voices that can get pissed off too#i wanna live up to that. i wanna make him proud. i just gotta. email this fucking guy now haha
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Yesterday I've been doing some proper physical exercise for the first time since last year and I'm just imagining how proud my f/os would be of me🥹
#it was just a 20 minute beginners home workout and I can feel every muscle in my body now but I think they'd be so happy I pushed through!#I've had particularly Heinz and Maximilian on my mind I think they would be sooo happy that I'm trying to take better care of myself💖#Heinz because he's always there anyway of course but I kind of imagine Max is probably overall the fittest out of my f/os#he seems like the kind of guy who'd want to be an example for his soldiers and always hold himself to the same standards as them#he'd be so supportive and cheer me on and be proud of me every time I get myself to do something😭💖💖#I've never particularly enjoyed doing sports (aside horse riding but in the past year I didn't have time anymore for that bc of uni😭😭)#so I didn't really do anything anymore after I finished school#I started doing simple home workouts last year but in winter my mental health went a little📉 and then I had no motivation to keep going#dunno how long I'll go through with it this time but better than nothing I guess#again with the home workouts lmao bc driving to the nearest gym ain't worth the time for me and I'd need some basic fitness first anyway#I'm doing it mainly for health reasons but this time I'm also motivated to actually get a bit stronger#I don't mind looking like a stick figure and I'm overall content with my body (maybe it could help me to look a bit more masc tho?👀👀)#but I know especially for my posture and such it would be good if my muscles were just a tad bit more developed#my mum was proud of me too when I told her about it hehe :) she works in healthcare she's always a little concerned#she's just a little worried about me getting health issues when I'm older that could be avoided by taking proper care of my body now#I get where she's coming from but it's not easy but at least I'm motivated to try again now :)#selnia talks
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Its great hearing your republican homophobic dad basically say that women should be in the kitchen tending to the children's needs while the husbands are out working. Oh, and that men these days aren't 'alpha-males' and they need to control their women and keep them in line. Just...
Fantastic.
#and that if the women arent happy with it and caught cheating and they get a divorce its not the mans fault#and that the woman shouldnt get anything from the divorce because it was her fault that she cheated#and that a males only job in a marriage is to pay the bills thats IT#not to be there for the children#not to be there for the wife#just to pay the bills and sit on their asses#like in the 40s#fucking hell get me out of here#oh and told his DISABLED BEDRIDDEN WIFE that 'most men wouldve left you by now because youre too much work thats just the reality of it#thats what happens when you dont have anymore 'alpha-males' like me around'#meanwhile hes literally yelling at her face and getting so close to hitting her numerous times#yeah such a proud 'alpha-males'....
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God, I will never not enjoy how surprised nearly all my younger students get when they find out how much I know about video games. Like... but you're my teacher... and you're nearly 30... and you're a woman... how can this be??? 🤯
#my favorite thing is when they start trying to convince me to play their favorite games and report back to them about what i thought of them#it's so cute#plus honestly they already normally get so shocked when they see my gaming laptop... then they find out i actually use it hahaha#i am proud of the fact that i've been told i type fast by 12 year olds... that is a real compliment... they type SO fast themselves#god... on another note one little girl once saw my laptop stickers and asked me what year i graduated from miskatonic university#and then i told her it's a fictional school and she said “oh so you didn't go to the college of winterhold either?” 😂#once one kid asked me if i have a husband and kids and when i said no to both of those she goes “oh i guess you're alone” 😂😂#and then i told her i live with my two best friends and we mostly play video games and board games and tabletop rpgs all day#and then she said she wants to do that too lol#i told her she should do whatever she thinks will make her happy ofc#it is just amusing when kids meet an adult who doesn't act the way they expect... but honestly they adapt to new info so fast#i mean ofc they do they are designed to learn basically everything is new to them#they are funny because they get so shocked and then instantly recover
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Wanna put your friend in a lil terrarium just to see what wacky things she does stg 😂
i actually Cannot Stress the migraine she gives me every time we hang out. like without fail she'll always say or do something that ranges from mildly questionable or irritating but relatively Whatever to How Have You Survived This Long Without Burning Your House Down Boiling An Egg
#snap chats#and then there's her just forgetting things or being late despite the amount of times ill remind her#and i keep stressing to her i cannot stand it when people are late. and then she shows up to things an hour late anyway#or 'when shes late' by fifteen minutes because she didnt think to text me she's there. and im already stressed and annoyed I. UGH i swear.#LIKE. i have only really had two irl friends and both of them i lowkey had to parent in some way#at least my childhood bestie she's like. she's grown a lot and even if i havent spoken to her in a while im real proud of her right#THIS MOTHERFUCKER THO. OUUUUUGGGH.... youre not supposed to say anythin if you dont got nothin nice to say#which is contradictory to the main body text but point is let me Not be any more mean than how ive been already LMAO#even funnier about her looking at that comic is that LITERALLY masumi says he's talking to jo ☠️☠️☠️☠️#did i already say i have to remind her who jo is every three seconds#like the entirety of chap 2 when ichi's out of jail she was all 'why doesnt he just say who ACTUALLY killed the guy'#and then when we finally run into the fuckass who 'actually killed the guy' she's just 'wait who's that'#then i tell her and shes like 'oh my god he's so old now' IT'S BEEN 18 YEARS DUMBASS#ngl did wanna make a comic based off that LMAO BUT POINT IS she tests my patience every day and i think its good practice#if im going to work with people in the future like ohh.. my god....#she told me once she's never been on a date and its like. yeah i wonder why you can't even be assed to show up on time to hangouts ☠️#like ive never had friends so maybe im just insane.. im not insane for wanting people to be on time tho....#OK IM BEING TOO MEAN LET ME CAP IT THERE
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If you could relive any of your memories, which would it be?
It’s maybe a little mundane, but making brownies with my old housemate. We used to sit in the shitty community kitchen of our equally shitty dorm and bake for hours. we didn’t have an in unit stove in our place so we always had to go down the hall to the community space. I never went there alone (I was severely agoraphobic), but it always felt okay when I went with her. This was all several years ago, but it’s one of my favorite “collections” of memories. She’s who started me on a lot of games/media that I still love to this day. She also pushed me to get help when I was in a really bad way, and I honestly think she changed my life for the better.
We don’t talk anymore. We haven’t in nearly two years. I don’t really know what happened, but its harder than I thought it would be- we lived together for three years of undergrad. I don’t know why, but i miss her all the time. I don’t think I’ve ever missed someone like this before. So yeah, if I could relive any memory, it would be one of those days we baked brownies in the community kitchen.
#if I think about her too hard I start crying ???#yeah folks idk what’s going on with that#but anyway!#khalix rambles ! 💞#not to get too personal#but yeah#so many of the things I love all bring me back to her if I think about it for too long#I’ll never forget the day she told me she was proud of me. I don’t think anyone had ever meant that before.
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Jesus, i'm sorry that you were outed that's such a huge breach of trust, and could have been dangerous.
yeah it sucked when i found out, i told my aunt during a little family thing at a restaurant, she asked me if i liked girls and i said yes and unbeknownst to me she told my mom the same day. and that whole summer i was building up the courage to tell my mom and she confronted me one day on a car ride home and then told me my aunt told her so :////// but the second time when i came out as a lesbian i also told her in the car mkjnhgvfcdgvh
#yeah getting outed and then not knowing that you were outed for months is.....yeah#im just glad that she took it well bc even a few years ago it would have been unsafe for me to come out bc my family is......yup#this is when i was going as bi and then told me that she didnt believe that i really was and still to this day#being out as a lesbian she'll randomly say 'oh i dont really think you are#are you sure???' like she accepts me as a lesbian but it's weird#so.....yeah!#but idc i worked too damn hard to be proud of who i am to care about what anyone thinks at this point#i proudly say to their faces that im a lesbian and nonbinary
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My neighbor commented on my hair saying it looked good and was supporting and encouraging me when I said I was working while in college 🥺
#she’s just such a nice person really down to earth and chill#like she didn’t put me down or anything at all she genuinely was so proud of me for doing that#she told me she related a lot since she worked while in college too and knows how much of a struggle it is#idk I just really appreciated the support I felt seen by someone who was older and didn’t put me down for anything else#it was nice#my posts
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