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So it turns out I actually have to build the life I want to live

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well if this is the only thing

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I literally hate every job in the world. I don’t want them. I don’t want ANY of them!

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when someone self diagnoses there's the possibility that they're wrong, unlike formal diagnosis which is infallible and never ever weaponised against anyone ever :)

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how can i communicate to wild bunnies that i am their ally

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being anti ai is making me feel like in going insane. "you asked for thoughts about your characters backstory and i put it into chat gpt for ideas". studies have proven its making people dumber. "i asked ai to generate this meal plan". its causing water shortages where its data centers are built. "ill generate some pictures for the dnd campaign". its spreading misinformation. "meta, generate an image of this guy doing something stupid". its trained off stolen images, writing, video, audio. "i was talking with my snapchat ai-" theres no way to verify what its doing with the information it collects. "youtube is impletmenting ai based age verification". my work has an entire graphics media department and has still put ai generated motivational posters up everywhere. ai playlists. ai facial verification. google ai microsoft ai meta ai snapchat ai. everyone treats it as a novelty. every treats it as a mandatory part of life. am i the only one who sees it? am i paranoid? am i going insane? jesus fucking christ. if i have to hear one more "well at least-" "but it does-" "but you can-" im about to lose it. i shouldnt have to jump through hoops to avoid the evil machine. have you no principles? no goddamn spine? am i the weird one here?

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if i have a dream that’s too heavy handed and vivid i should be able to just call out of work and excuse myself from all mandatory social functions

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to me, correctly using 5+ commas in a single sentence is like perfectly executing a combo in a fighting game. to me.

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stater obverse and reverse, silver; minted at taras (south italy), greek c. 334-302 b.c.

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gouache study of beautiful ancient artifacts !

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it’s fucking wild because one day you’re like i guess i’m not dying tragically young and you go to the store and you buy dental floss, ingredients for soup, and a bath mat

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