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trying to write this essay while maintaining at least a facade of academic objective voice is ridiculous, actually
#i give up at this point anyone who would write an essay on this has to be stupidly into it#so what if you can tell i have a parasocial attachment to pete wentz#Lu rambles#lftos essay#literally trying to write this is like. how many words can i get away with spending on the details of what the fandom largely refers to as#‘’the best buy incident’’ and should i just quote the fob forever piece which already explained it more effectively than i ever could#like. idk. maybe i’ll cite it anyway but also do my own explanation for background on hum??#also i need someone who isn’t into fob and who doesn’t know anything about them to beta this like i have a couple of paragraphs#that idk if they would make sense to someone who doesn’t have all the context i do#so… i’m thinking on it. i won’t let my mom near this one though lol#maybe my sister in law??#idk anyway just spitballing
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so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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You know, I would love it if we get to see shadows medical failure guilt expanded on, it makes sense he would have a lot , he has a lot of deadly, raging guilt inside of him, survivors guilt, creation guilt, the guilt of past mistakes that almost destroyed entire planets ect, and the guilt of failing someone you were medically responsible for. I want too see that guilt of failure expanded on, Shadow is the ultimate cure, he sees himself as a tool, a weapon, a twisted distortion of a miracle for someone else, a creation to surpass all else for no one but his friend, pushing himself through endless tests, doing anything he was told to do for the sake of his only friend, his best friend, the only true friend he’d know for a long time. The weight of pressure and anxiety crushing him out of fear of failing Maria , not being able to save her from the conditions she faced, not being able to cure her, not living up to the only worth he was created to have. I want to see that expanded on , I want to see how absolutely crushing that guilt of failure is, during their time on the Ark, and the awful , doubled up guilt of the aftermath , the guilt of it all rooted in his most familiar failure. its a important part of his story, and I for one would love to see it expanded on .
#yes I am still thinking about that dark beginnings clip#yes I am crazy why do you ask#i’m just spitballing here#idk if you e ever experienced that kind of guilt but man it hits hard#it’s one of the things I relate to the most about him#anyways leaving this#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#shadow and maria#project shadow#sth#sonic movie 3#sonic scu#maria#maria robotnik#writting things#sonic games#sonic x shadow generations#dark beginnings#shadow the ultimate lifeform#writting#writting stuff#character things#i personally would love for this part of his character played with#idk just rambling#glitch speaker
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💫lucky girl🔮
alt versions!!
#ben 10#gwen tennyson#lucky girl#ben 10 omniverse#mustasekittens#my art#fanart#ben 10 alien force#ben 10 ultimate alien#idk i like making designs#i HATE ov lucky girl's design#its fresh ill give em that#but idk man its like. it couldve been so much but they went with that#welp clap#i think this has room for improvement too#just spitballing ideas#ive been wanting to do a redesign of lucky girl anyways#half skirt is inspired by the maniac music video#felix you are so fine#anyways that half skirt he has on in some bits of it goes crazy#ive been thinking about it for months I'm serious
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Ahhhhhh they are so cute! I've seen the theory that the way they hold the flowers in some way represents their victims and I think it's quite interesting.
Amane just straight up dropped the flowers on the ground. I love the disrespect.
Haruka... is certainly holding them. Somehow, it hasn't fallen apart yet. You'd think that more would fall out, but no, apparently not.
Mikoto is the only one who seems to hold the flowers normally, which ironically makes him seem abnormal. He looks stiff and detached compared to the others, like he's attending the funeral of a someone he barely knows. Maybe it's because he doesn't know who's dead, and thus feels detached from the idea of being their murderer. Maybe it's because he had a more professional relationship with them (coworker perhaps?)
#milgram#iris talks#IDK I'm just spitballing here#anyway the girls have such cute outfits#and the boys are there#I'm pretty sure the only difference in the boys outfits are the shoes and some buttons
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“omg I have stuff to do today I need to get up why am I so tired”
the leif i absentmindedly doodled past 11pm because I suddenly found the airbrush tool to be Very fun:
#not really tagging this as anything cause this isn’t art I put any effort into#I am just pissed off at myself lmao#spoilers in the upcoming tags#the majority of this post’s content is gonna be in the tags lmao#I watched a vid yesterday abt cordyceps. what a terrifying thing#iirc ants will actually carry away infected ants to protect the rest of them. isn’t that insane#ants are social bugs and I don’t think moths are (look I love bug fables but idk shit about bugs)#but it got me thinkin#ya think that if anyone else found out abt the whole leif cordyceps thing they might try to quarantine him or smthn?#his cordyceps couldn’t infect anyone else but moths so it’s not like the greater public is in danger#but idk if it would be seen as acceptable for him to hang out around muze and tod when he has a parasitic fungus that could kill them#eh who knows!! i am just spitballing.#my brain was just tossing around fic ideas. fics I will never write#like what if zasp knew. like when he was trying to save him from the scorpion attack he realized#‘oh shit there is a fungus in this guy’#like that wound was pretty deep right. he’d probably definitely see some cordyceps hanging out in there#even if he didn’t know exactly what it was#anyway idk what I’m talking about. I’m gonna shadow at the vet clinic in like. four hours#so I should probably get out of bed and stop thinking about parasitic fungi#but rambling abt bug fables while I sit in bed listening to pop music is so fun……
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My take on a potentially different design for Molten Freddy, one that I might refine some day. (Really, it's just me experimenting with stuff). After kicking Baby out, they tried to fix themselves up as much as they can. Their left leg doesn't work and their right one has it's kinks to work out. But it's far easier lugging a protective shell around than a mess of wires and endo parts. They will willingly and temporarily abandon the leg shells when it's convenient though. Their voice boxes are basically unusable, sounding like a chorus being painfully strangled and stabbed. They use what's left working of the voice mimic and voice recording, stringing together sentences with any voices but their own.
#idk just some thoughts#i could potentially add it to my fnaf au?#I mean sure why not#It's kinda become me just spitballing anyways#chihuahua cupcake au#molten freddy#fnaf molten freddy#redesign#kinda#not adhering to actual lore#i lost track a while ago#fnaf 6 pizza simulator#Sammy's FNaF art#my art
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wish I could get (and stay) in the zone with writing like I can with drawing
#working on a pretty drawing is addictive I like compulsively come back to it#I can lose track of time while drawing uninterrupted#writing is fun but it's always very intentional I can't lose myself in it in the same way#probably why I struggle getting writing done consistently but I never feel like I have to make myself draw#anyway probably a mix of things but also writing is using some of the same braining that I have to use during the rest of the day#vs drawing feels almost mindless bc I get to use a different part of my brain than I do for work or whatever idk#just spitballing here#anyway my theory is that other people on here who always shock/impress me with their wordcount can achieve that kind of flow with writing#wonder if there's a way I could try and cultivate that
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hm. what if they landed in ruxomar via the events of Storm
#apollo's tag#mianite e:tm au#sailing back home after the furia fight and dianite just goes 'yknow what? yall are annoying. fuck you'#and yeets them all into another realm#'how is ianite saved tho' i dont know! dont worry about it! maybe the alts did it! who knows!#well redbeard doesnt make it past the border. either that or he gets got by the storm. maybe he singlehandedly saved ianite idk#im just spitballing anyways#OR MAYBE they get blown past it due to. the wind bag#in this au i think dianite would be posideon. it fits narratively. shrugs
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I know I've infodumped this before but not as its own post so let's go. what I'd do if I was in charge of making a live a live anime. I am ignoring the fact that I desperately want it to be a musical because that's not going to happen so ask me about my Separate thoughts about what I'd do if I was in charge of making a The Day The Night Slept The Album-ening of live a live.
ok so my Basic Idea is I'd let the show have a 13 episode (maybe 14? does that happen?) first season. I assume each of the first 7 chapters would need about 2 episodes, but I can see some that end in one like wild west or Definitely present day. I could also see some taking longer though, like distant future and near future. it'd even itself out I think to average to 2 episodes each.
it'd be an anthology series basically. a bunch of non-connected stories, but tied together by one key point. a narrator. see I have a Framing Device idea here and it's that we know odio from the very beginning, but never see his face or know who he is. this is very inspired by princess tutu here but here the stories are actively being Read by somebody outside of it, and occasionally he takes the reins to bend the retelling a bit, likely in the chapter boss' favor. note that while the anime is actually Playing and showing the characters, if the narrator does decide to kick in the characters will likely not be doing what he says they are, and they Definitely cannot hear him. it's an unreliable narrator story, but to the point where it's pretty easy to tell that he's biased. in practice how this probably would go would be like in princess tutu, occasionally when a character reaches a point that justifies his own philosophy in some way he'll cut in and monologue about The Nature Of Man Bringing Only Tragedy or whatever the fuck. also maybe cutting in to give the chapter villains some sympathy for the devil, maybe at the end to close each story out as he turns the last page? I dunno I don't want to be Too obvious but like. odio does sound pretty damn evil by default so maybe it'd be obvious anyway.
anyway! that's season one. anthology of short stories. on the final episode I'd leave it hanging on him picking up one last book or something, but I'd let that be told in either a short season (again, do these happen?) or a movie ??? anyway that would start out with the middle ages chapter, which I don't think will have any narration? I'm iffy on this? it'd be cool to see his retrospective thoughts on his own story but also, that's a bit heavy-handed, I'm not sure. anyway the thing is that around the end, when oersted breaks into his soliloquy at the archons roost. there I think we'd get a sort of cut-in, as halfway through our narrator starts reading it out himself. shut book camera pan Blonde Man Jumpscare I think that's the best way to go about the "oh shit the villain is the protag of that story" reveal. also it'd be fun. anyway that'd be either the beginning chunk or the first two? episodes?
from here I'm not Exactly sure how to frame it because all of the endings are Very important, but also kind of. happen at the same time? I do not know how to do this. the easy way would just be to have it remain anthology-ish, and have say the boss rush version of the dominion of hate be one story while the rest is another, but I don't think that fits into the framing device well. mm?? I have no idea. I think we're good without the bad ending of the dominion of hate happening as long as the "if you kill this dude you'll end up just as fucked as him" message gets conveyed in some way or another but I don't think we can skip the whole other version of the DoH.
maybe we can play it less as Actually Happening and more a what if scenario?? more odio just. Fucking Talking Alone Again about what Could be if not for Man's Folly^tm. I think that'd get the point across, be a good intro for the rest of the dominion of hate and stay in universe but it would Not have the added bonus of "ok you kicked around a bunch of jrpg protagonists now what. did that make you feel any better" unless we tried to hammer that home in a different way. and oh boy do I not have a single idea what to do with the armageddon ending. maybe instead just have him mention how if he and the other odios were Still denied he'd have the page burnt entirely or something. maybe at the end. shrugs. there's not a ton I can do here.
eh. anyway the actual dominion of hate would likely be more based in the protagonists than anything, likely picking a main character (Probably Akira) and not having a Narrator as much as just being in the mc's head from time to time. though I Do like the idea of odio still being there Attempting to nudge the protags and them being actually able to hear him this time, it'd have to be used infrequently. or not at all. there is a certain merit to them not knowing anything about him until getting to the archons roost but Us knowing a lot. I dunno. anyway I think this adaptation would have a lot more interactions between the protagonists (desperately needed) and I think that'd take up most of the runtime there, we can incorporate the trials if we want to (trial of heart is necessary to be sure but the rest really aren't, so it can be a good dungeon for the whole team to go through and have some more plot-motivated character moments) but I think Getting The Band Together might already take a good amount of time if we don't rush past good chances for character building or interaction. I want it to feel like the mcs Do actually start to be a team that is the thing I have the Most problems with about the game, though in doing so that will mean we're gonna have to do away with the 4 character party thing unless we want to have them split up sometimes. that's details. the point is that it's going to be All the mcs together most of the time and hopefully it doesn't feel crowded.
anyway from there it kind of goes as expected, except with the aforementioned (we don't need to have the bad ending be its own thing but we do need to mention the consequences). maybe somebody of the team Does try to grant oersteds wish before being held back or something. for similarities reasons I say oboro but this can be wiggled. anyway I also think around the actual Ending ending you'd get more than just one monologue from the mcs, you'd probably get more of like. an actual Conversation I guess? the mcs building off of each other's points to oersted? I dunno I'm spitballing here I do think it would Start Off with akira's ending though and then somebody scruffs him and continues off from there. I dunno the important thing is that everybody should get a word in or perhaps a hug in in the case of pogo. I think that's it though? I probably won't return to the plot device to show like another book being closed or whatever that is purely A Plot Device so it'd be weird to have it come back after oersted was Thoroughly Dead. I will say though if the live a live anime has an ED it's gotta have sin of odio in the A that's the law.
#live a live spoilers#That Was Long#anyway uh#i like ptutu#also if this was an anime i think id let lei be the final mc of the imperial china chapter#mostly for party balance (i trust the writers to not fuck up her character because Shes Girl)#but also because the way she relates to oersted is fun so i wanna keep that for the ending#i think the recruit order isnt Entirely relevant so id probably just go with whatever fits the game's pacing best#like if I were akira id probably start with trying to go to what looks most like it might be inhabited being the castle#and masaru and cube are good characters to pick up at the beginning anyway.#from there theyd probably go to the archons roost pick up oboro and realize the damn doors locked#so theyd then maybe pick up pogo along the way to brion and meet lei there. and then sundowns somewhere#i assume youd get like flashes of sundown through the whole thing. i personally like the thought of#akira/the team getting ambushed and whoever ambushed em just suddenly getting Shot from the shadows#and everybody else being ?????????#idk im spitballing here. sundown being the last to join but being Seen throughout makes the screentime balance a bit more even#though i dont like lei being so late in#i assume trial of heart would be after everybody had joined though so thatd be a little bit more time to get to know everyone#oh shit i just remembered u need cubes battery from the Brion Mountain#maybe akira would go to there earlier. i dunno. oboro being introduced later wouldnt be detrimental to him#hes pretty much what it says on the tin so it wouldnt be a total loss for him to miss some extra screentime#veespeaks
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Had an absolute vision of a dream last night that one of the episodes of series 5 starts with Alison about to drive somewhere, and for whatever reason, the Captain was sitting in the passenger seat. They got outside the gates and the captain didn't disappear. This causes them both to freak out, and the Captain freaks out so hard that his soul or whatever regresses and warps time for a second, and Alison has to slam on the brakes so they don't crash. When she looks over at the Captain to check if he's okay, there's a little girl in the seat.
Turns out the Captain is trans and he could leave the grounds bc for some reason he was connected to a locket in his pocket which was a gift from his mother that had his deadname inscribed on it (I don't remember what it was; maybe Elizabeth?). The picture on the inside was one of those typical victorian family portrait photos from when he was little.
The episode then becomes about Alison finding out more about the Captain's life and them finding members of his family's graves and people who are still alive, like younger siblings or nieces/nephews.
The B plot was all the ghosts freaking out that the Captain had been sucked off bc suddenly he's just not there and they don't know what to do! It was still so recently that Mary left them and now the captain too?! 😭
Anyway I know it makes no sense that he would randomly become attached to a locket that's always been in his pocket when we've seen him be unable to pass through the gate before, but this was a dream so whatever 😖 Trans Captain is now canon in my head and my heart so 💕
#idk if testosterone was available back then so idk if hed have been able to grow his moustache or if its just a really convincing fake one#there was something about a dolls house and a train station in the dream too but idr how they fit in#anyway trans cap is canon now 🫡🏳️⚧️#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts captain#lgbt+#transgender#trans headcanon#sorry about the big wall of text 😭#oh i just thought of a way that it could work#as in his soul randomly attaches itself to this locket#but it's in the real world#alison found it maybe in the attic or even buried somewhere in the garden#and maybe she'd put it in her pocket or in the car's glovebox bc she was going to get it cleaned? or smth#maybe cap knew and was trying to persuade her that there was no point investing her time and money into such an old thing#which just made her more curious#idk just spitballing ig#maybe this is also why he's so secretive with his name??????
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So you’re telling me aliens can be cars, but people can’t be genderfluid???
The math isn’t mathing
#transformers#America explain#wait math isn’t America’s strong suit#anyways I find it ridiculous that we have so much discrimination against the LGBTQ community#when there’s so many queer allegories in popular pieces of media#honestly a symptom of society’s lack of media literacy#people don’t want to analyze and assess what they consume#and where’s the joy in that???#weird way to live tbh#could not be me#the transformers are so queer#genderfluidity#genderfluid#people are so scared of gender#when it’s just a concept#like calm down#because how traditional gender norms have pervaded in other facets of society#people don’t understand how to separate gender from everything else in life#but idk I’m just spitballing#I’m no sociologist
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i was playing about dropping Fifty Drawings onto everyone's dashboard this week but the unfortunate reality is i am in fact being assaulted with images
#snap chats#this is what happens when i go on three hour walks i guess#might abandon some but i will spitball the ones on the forefront of my brain..#more for my sake so i dont fuckin forget cause I Am Starting To Forget Already dont read if. you dont want spoilers ???#not y7 spoilers. or i mean i GUESS there'll be y7 spoilers but i mean for my psts. i guess. only i care about that ANYWAY#i wanna draw a comic of aoki getting SOME kind of butterfly memorabilia or something with him and butterflies#i Was having a chortle with myself about Like A Butterfly but i was also like... Yk Butterflies Still Are About Rebirth#lame as hell ik but shut up anyway next one i wanted to do was Troubled Teen Jo getting in a scrap with arakawa#idk if i want this to be AFTER arakawa's become a father or not.. im still chewing on exactly what i want the direction of it to be..#i have an IDEAAAA just.. nothing concrete yet..#and then the one i wanted to see if i could do tonight was Beach Day With The Arakawas :) Cause IDK <:)#i really dont know.. for some reason i just got visions of them three at the beach.. maybe its cause of tonbi idk...#though the more i thought about that idea the longer it got and the more i was like 'maybe i can turn this into a fic instead'#a terrible sentence cause generally i never get anything done when i say that but it'd fr be too long to make a comic of#so at least for now maybe ill make a short fic.. just tryna figure if i want a jo or arakawa pov#i always think of jo's pov so i wanna challenge myself with arakawa. i always focus on jo and his pov of 'becoming a father'#but sometimes i also really wanna explore arakawa's pov on jo becoming another parental figure for masato. or smthn like that idk#ANYWAY LET ME COOK. im not a good chef but i can at least cook an egg lemme see what i got...#bye bye for now ill be in the kitchen (google docs) if anyone needs me..
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considering possiblyyyyy including the rest of the 7 teens in the rewrite in some capacity but like not as ashas friends but not as background characters either bc I wanna keep them as a group to some extent but not like acquaintances yk?? If that makes sense? my idea is maybe they can also work in the castle like dahlia does bc iirc shes the only one who directly works there but everyone else just kinda either bummed around or helped her out but that was kinda it?? So I’m considering maybe I could make them work in other parts of the castle so like I said they can be considered a group/collective bc they work in the same place but don’t actually hang out or anything ? But yeah idk shrugs it’s felt a bit odd for me to straight up have them not in it at all bc making them just bg characters feels weird bc aforementioned Simon and dahlia being ashas friends would be kinda out of place/pointless reference wise if you didn’t have all the dwarfs together in some form or fashion
so uhhhhh reason I’m making this post at all is bc I’d love to have any suggestions for like their jobs or thing they do etc
also yes this is just an excuse to include bazima bc I love her but won’t fit in the current group dynamic /hj
#Girl help: the post#Bc I only just thought of it and just want some ideas or suggestions etc bc I got none#And keep in mind they will be like not even side characters maybe a one off scene or nod but nothing huge#Like I’d say we’d only see em in a montage of Asha doing different tasks around the castle/apprenticeship work ?#Bc I think it might be fun#And work for writing bc they all are very one note bc of the dwarf name theme so to me they’d fit for being one off characters more anyway:#Shrugs just spitballing but yeah please help with any ideas🙏#Specifically no kitchen or baking related jobs bc dahlia and Simon got that covered#I’m kinda dreading if I add them tho bc idk how to draw them whatever I’ll figure it out okkkkk#Btw I’d want the jobs to tie into either the film or the og 7 dwarfs or both#Just like general castle related jobs bc I can’t really think of many off the top of my head (also yes they can share jobs/be duos btw)#rewrite the stars au
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the elspethian conundruum of conscripting the son of ur family's murderer in the hopes he dies horribly during his joining bc u want vengeance and yet are too self righteous to kill him yourself. ofc you're also not actually altruistic enough to let him go so you just pray to the maker it goes sideways and then it DOESNT and now you have to sit with the knowledge that u are a bad person for wanting him dead while he fucks around and raids the larder of Your castle bc he infuriatingly knows it better than you do. and you guys are literally platonic soulmates btw <3
#tay plays dao#oc: elspeth#obviously i have considered making them have a Thing either unrequited or like an ex betrothal pre blight or whatever#bc i feel like 90% of us have done that <3#but eh i honestly dont see it. i dont think they ever have feelings for each other#i DO think their families might have been in talks for something to happen once upon a time. but i think nate disliked her immediately#(or maybe he just knew thomas was interested? IDK WE'RE SPITBALLING HERE LADS)#and the idea quickly fell apart lol#mostly they are just. wayyyyyyy too alike#too grim and jaded and short on patience. i think elles needs alistair so badly#bc he is the one person who can still make her smile and laugh and see the good things if life the way nobody else can#but nate is so good for her as a friend/second in command#once get past the howe/cousland thing theyre so in agreement on stuff. but she can also trust him to call her out on stuff#whereas alistair is too nice lol#anyway. im using all of my remaining brainpower to ignore canon and pretend nathaniel is hawke's warden contact#instead of fucking stroud 😭😭😭
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......so. i've been thinking! (threat)
i've always wanted to make an oc who's aware of the nature of their existence.... and, well, such a person would fit the role of interceptor rather well..
...perhaps it's time to choose a host, hm..?
#teehee! :]#...fuck‚ if i made a new oc i'd have to NAME them.#anyways!! thoughts? input?? idk man im just spitballing here#is that a word?#welp#whatever
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