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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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this has got to be one of the most horseshit posts I've seen circulating around holy fuck. thanks for demonizing tens of thousands of artists online and immediately painting us all as relying on sweatshop labor and then IMMEDIATELY ADMITTING YOU'RE NOT AN EXPERT AND NEVER ACTUALLY MADE MERCH YOURSELF BEFORE?
fuck off for real. this fucking website is full of fake ass leftists who do no goddamn research before posting.
#I don't have the time to explain how bullshit this is and what places#ARE and AREN'T sweatshop labor#and what specific pieces of merch will be affected#and how many ppl make EVERYTHING AT HOME#and how us manufacturers REFUSE to adapt at all and can't make even a simple charm without it looking like dogshit#or they can't make shaker charms. at all. it's impossible here#it's impossible to even make smth as simple as washi tape here#FUCKING PETIT BOUGIE WHAT THE FUCK???#SO WE'RE SHITTING ON STRUGGLING ARTISTS HERE TOO NOW#FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#FUCK THIS WEBSITE#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#I'm blocking everyone who reblogged that without doing their own research FUCK you fake ass hoes#textoverlord#rant#discourse#politics#negative#us politics#*edit: doused the screenie in water bc I forgot in mobile it's hard to tell screenies from actual posts
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My Name Is Kanaya Maryam
You Fucked My Wife
PREPARE TO DIE
#HAS THIS BEEN DONE ALREADY Idk I came into this uhh However-Many-Months Late and it was the 1st thing to come to mind...alongside...like...#I can't be the only one who thinks that . . . HS^2 treating everything as if the only way Jade can overcome her adverse experiences is by:#sabotaging close (sapphic) friends' relationship (on/around Lesbian Visibility Day 💀) thru lying about the child she neglected#after they were already born from a secret love affair ?????#Even taking the whole infidelity aspect out--which is complicated within itself--I'm SICK of this perpetuated idea of#~women's trauma and how it can only be bearable/managed/overcome through producing offspring~#Maybe stop assigning so much importance to the idea that women universally desire reproducing as a sole or major mental health crutch#and instead tell more stories about healing inner childhood wounds & breaking the cycle of abuse to avoid traumatizing future generations#Oh I Almost Forgot#*points to my post's text color mockingly* MOBILE USERRR#homestuck#homestuck 2#hs^2#upd8 h8#beyond canon critical#kanaya maryam#jade harley#rose lalonde
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There's something special about Moon being the only side of the DCA who has canonically (gameverse) voiced his counterpart's name ("No more Sun", which yes it's not him directly saying Sun's name since it's a figure of speech, but still) whereas Sun - the chatterbox - only refers to Moon via "he" or "other me". Moon, the quiet one who mostly laughs vs Sun who mostly uses words. Sun, who is scared of Moon, never utters his name whereas Moon clearly has no problem with it. Both of them using "we☀️/us🌙" prior to Eclipse. Moon, whose only opinion of Sun we can infer is "the other me trapped me in light so now I trap him in shadow", vs Sun's whole thing which is profoundly more fleshed out.
I don't know man, the "no more Sun" line always did things to me. I remember playing Ruin for the first time and getting this... jarring emotion when I heard Moon saying that. It's such a small line but good god did I latch onto it.
#dca#daycare attendant#villain.text#fnaf#I have an entire post on my fandom side blog hidden in my drafts#about the way sun and moon refer to themselves and each other#and it's really fun#sun refers to himself as an I more often than moon does btw#which is probably because of the way moon structures is sentences#moon rarely puts himself as a subject to he barely talks about himself#example: bad children must be found vs I will find you#it's implicit he'll find you but he doesn't say it#you must be punished vs I'll punish uou#you*#he only really says I in the deleted voiceline of 'im putting you in time out'#sun is the one who structures his sentences more 'normally' and tends to speak of himself and has mo qualms with being the subject of his#own sentences#I'm rambling#maybe I'll post that one day#I'm a bit shy#sorry for the typos in the tags I can't correct it on mobile#also moon speaks in a much more childish manner. which I guess can be creepy#but I always found horror things like that cute rather than scary lmao#I am once again so sad they didn't use the dca to prop up vanny/vanessa. how fun would it be to get a line like that from vanny.#telling gregory there is no more night guard woman only rabbit lady. and then he saves her.
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damn I yap a lot
tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]
so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]
Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]
Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird
Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly
Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.
Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so
OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.
#so the post is for the practical stuff n the tags r for emotional btw [or at least I tried to do that]#[yeah just except the para starting with “originally” I'll keep that there despite being unnecessary]#-#genuinely. im so scared. im so scared all the time [most of the time not scared of anything in particular - I mean the physical problems#fuck me up by making me scared and sad and tired most of the time for no reason]#I have no energy and it's all up and down and even though I actually feel okay rn [not good but okay] after literally breaking down an hour#ago I still know this shouldn't be happening#nobody is going to believe me if I say I have high-functioning depression. who do I tell. well they will believe me but how would it help#and I'm so scared to tell anyone for no reason. I'm not scared mentally rn but no matter whether or not Im ok the emotion stops me from#taking action if that makes sense.#--#I don't understand what I did to deserve this why is this happening to me#why are these internal problems out of my control happening to me#I don't understand and it truly deeply scares me#---#I meant to out this at the start of the tags but fuck it I'm too far in and on mobile to go all the way back now#thank you if you read this far. truly thank you because I need someone to talk to and my irl's are not an option for all different reasons#if I reach out to you about smth random please talk to me as if I'm still not half-gone.#feel free to message me whenever about wtv despite the “hiatus” I need it#... if you have read this far for whatever reason please text me that my Rui loves me my brain is trying to guilt me and say he doesn't#[that just happens when I'm in a certain state even tho that's when I need Rui the most selfship mutuals u get it pls help me out]#he. he does love me right? I swear he does I just. can't seem to believe it right now#I shouldn't have pushed all that to the bottom when it was directly telling my mutuals what I need lol#I feel a little hopeless sometimes. that's not like me I'll be alright in the end. no not that. I'll be better than alright I can fix this#I can fix this. I just need help. god I need help.#at the very least I'll be alright
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#animaniacs#meme#stretching#body maintenence#millenials#yakko warner#jokes aside#body maintenance is really important#me and my partner have made a concerted effort to start taking better care of ourselves this year#we're not trying to get skinny or get swole or anything related to appearance#we've watched our parents go through so many struggles with loss of mobility and other age related health issues#it really made us see that you only get one body and you can't take your health for granted#we started exercising regularly#exercise has so many benefits beyond how you look#I don't think my appearance has even changed much but I feel more capable#I have more stamina my back pain and joint stiffness is nearly gone and I'm much more flexible#I think 30 minutes of stretching is a bit much for most people but we do at least 10 minutes after each workout#every other day we tell each other how grateful we are that we're taking better care of ourselves#we feel so much better and doing anything is at least 15% easier#I just don't want aging to be painful#I don't necessarily like exercising but a good pair of headphones with music and audiobooks and youtube can make a world of difference#I never thought I'd be a gym rat but here we are#bodies are meant to move#also why are we like the only people at the gym to ever take time to stretch?#do other people lift weights and then just put up with being sore?#I'd rather not feel sore after exercising#plus stretching is a great way to cool down and improve your flexibility#health over thinness
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Wow I love that I have to snooze Tumblr live and then even when I do the fucking live icon is still on the bottom of my screen, this is a great change Tumblr and will not actively discourage me from using your app
#I honestly can't tell if the app is glitching or if this is a mew feature#but either way once I'm done making this post I'm closing the app#also bc everytime I try to go on tumbl mobile lately it lags so fucking bad and nothing loads and it makes my whole phone freak out#corascrap#tumblr live
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no bc she is so real for that
#can you tell that when i'm on mobile i can't click out of the game mid-scene#so once i get a chance to do it (without going back like 10 minutes of story) i post a bunch of screenshots at once#sorry abt that. it will happen again#dan plays hsr
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Dirt is here!! We are going full tilt again trying to catch up. Today I got in a good rhythm with planters where i may actually finish by the end of this week. I am also dealing with. A difficulty where half of my pitiful crew really does not like working with the other half :| so I will have to split them up tomorrow to spare them.
#they're an older couple that bicker and dont take direction#they can't read notes and can't follow what i tell them no matter how i do it so i'm at a loss#and they don't know plants and arent interested in learning so it's a struggle#also they both have limited mobility so i can only give them certain tasks it's a whole... thing#my coworker bless her heart having to deal with them all day
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You've probably explained it before because I remember rbing back and forth about it on one of my other accounts, but I've long since forgotten. Out of curiosity, is it okay for me to ask why you wouldn't classify Cutthroat as a yandere?
I don't think I've explained it before? Or if I have, I don't remember.
Of course, I'm not the abritrer of all things, but I personally don't think Cutthroat actually fits the bill as a yandere. I understand the similarities and why he appeals to yandere fans - and of course I have no issue with that, or having him mentioned in correlation to that, I just personally don't think that term is a good fit for him.
Of course I have to acknowledge my bias here that it's not my personal preference to use the term yandere in general. In my personal experience, it was like... One of those terms that I gave a lot of importance to when I was aged 12 and discovering anime, but nowadays using it as part of my regular vocabulary would feel embarrassing. It's a completely personal hang up, I don't think there's an age limit for using that word, that's just how it presents itself to me with my own experience. So I have a very neutral view of the word yandere: I may interest myself in its history, it's baseline definition(s), its iconic characters, etc., but I'm not interacting with people who care about yandere characters so I don't know what is generally accepted, where the lines are drawn, etc., in that fandom. Does that make sense? I'm looking at it from a "I know it but I'm not in the fandom" point of view.
The way I understand and view yandere characters is the baseline "this character presents as sweet and affective to their person of interest, but plot twist! They're a sicko [...]!" I see how Cutthroat shares traits with that, with his weirdly cutesy attitude in contrast to the violence exhibited in Episode 9, and his attachment to Swindler the entire way through. But the thing with Cutthroat that makes him not a yandere in my opinion is the complete lack of plot twist.
Of course there's the tiniest plot twist when it turns out oh, he's really doing it. But what I mean is that Cutthroat is introduced as a serial killer. That is even his name in the original dub. He kills and exhibits violence the entire way through. Moreover, there's no "complete switch in personality" normally exhibited by yandere characters: Cutthroat isn't being all sweet and making cookies for Swindler, only to reveal he can also be completely violent; he's ALWAYS a weirdo. He's ALWAYS the way that he is. He's a little childish and creepy from Episodes 1 through 8 and he continues to behave childishly and of course creepily in Episode 9.
Cutthroat, to me, isn't a yandere character. He's a serial killer character.
I don't know exactly what his deal is... But that's just who he is, and it's pretty plain. I don't think I'm giving a sufficiently thorough explanation of it, but to me he's missing the base of what makes a yandere a yandere. He may have traits in common with them, but he doesn't have the yandere personality, nor the yandere intent. He's just a killer waiting for the right moment to kill his prey. Like the man is a literal predator, not a yandere archetype.
Again I understand that he fits multiple key points that are likely to be attractive to fans of yandere archetypes. (Like literally the intense lover who's a violent murderer is a popular trait of the yandere, even if not the only one.) And for tagging purposes I understand how it makes sense to just put him in that category, especially if you're a fan of the yandere archetype and are going to expand on that in your writing. But if you ask me to cite a character who's a yandere I won't say Cutthroat. I guess I tend to mention it because I wonder if anyone else understands my very specific vision of "having dabbled in a little bit of yandere in the past".
One last aspect is that the yandere archetype is very much linked to women characters. In my opinion for a man character to be considered a yandere he would need to fit the bill very well. I genuinely think its history as a trope for women is way too important to be ignored. I don't think an untrustworthy and violent serial killer guy deserves to be called a yandere too easily because there are many interesting reasons why that archetype was created for girls. Etc. etc.
Thanks for asking though! I was thinking someone may ask me about that soon honestly asjsjaian
#ask#I probably wrote too much but I'm on mobile so I can't really tell...... Sorry I wish I could explain it better honestly???#akudama drive
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just wanted to tell you that cat post you rbed (the URL acidbathcat) shows up as red in Shinigami Eyes :C
AWW WHAT NOO that's a crying shame bc the post was really cute and sweet 😔
#gonna go delete it#sorry i'm on mobile like almost always when i'm on here so i can't always tell when someone is not a good poster 😔#answered asks#anon
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Hi everyone!
My name is Professor Wei Gingko, and I'm here to- well, okay, I'm here because I kept getting into fights on Twitter so I've lost posting privileges on the Sanctuary account. But I'm also here to provide knowledge about Pokemon and answer your questions! I'm a certified Pokemon Professor, though I don't currently work as one; I run a Pokemon Sanctuary specialising in Fossil Pokemon, unusual cases, and smuggled 'mons, and I'm also an archaeologist and historian!
PLEASE refer to the Blog Infomatics post and the FAQ post before sending your asks!
Looking forward to hearing from everyone!
ASK BOX OPEN FOR: Pokemon fun facts; pokemon care advice; personal questions; ghost story requests
#Pokeblogging#Pokemon ask blog#Pokemon#Pinned post#OOC: hi guys. don't know how long this'll last for but I thought it might be fun to try running one of these for a while!#OOC: I can't draw so there will be unfortunately none of That#OOC: i mostly do headcanons and such#OOC: askbox is open dms are open#OOC: and please god read the linked posts#OOC: and uh tell me if the links don't work I'm strictly PC i have no idea how this shit works on mobile
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does anyone else feel really really bad to the point of physical discomfort when they have to disappoint someone. I had to tell an old lady that you can't just buy the Too Good To Go (food waste reduce program) boxes in the store, you need to do it over the app, and I will be sick to my stomach over this for the next three days. like I can't stop thinking about it. I have to make up a happy ending in my mind to process this. it's like that every time I have no choice but to disappoint someone. a homeless person asks me for money but I don't carry cash? all I think about for at least 24 hours. is this normal does every human experience this
#i feel so so bad i just want everyone to have food and housing and to be happy why can't it be like that#the lady said she doesn't even have a mobile phone and she'll tell her daughter about it so now i'm telling myself the daughter#will get her mom a box of baked goods and everything will be fine#how am i supposed to exist like this!!!!!#no but seriously can you like turn that off. i would like to know inner peace#rayrambles
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i kinda don't want to go back to camp but some of my stuff is still there
#so basically i have to go home every weekend (go home Friday after lunch go back sunday after lunch)#which means i have to go back tomorrow#and all i want to do is talk to the silly people on my phone and not be extremely misgendered and unable to correct people#cause telling campers my pronouns isn't camp appropriate.#sometimes this camp makes me want to die a little#but i already paid for the three weeks and i don't want to just waste that money#and i have some fun#but it kinda sucks to be there without my phone and it's hot out and i get misgendered and asked why i have a cane and told to get over my#meltdowns by another C.I.T amd there's never ang silemce except when I'm sleeping and the food isn't great and my schedule has to completely#change for it and i have to go to bed early and i have to stand the sun to lead songs and I'm almost always moving or standing and everyone#is loud all the time and singing during meal times is hell cause the lodge echoes so it's just really loud and i cried 4 times last week and#had about 2-3 meltdowns in five days#and I'm exhausted from it and i can't do what i used to love doing at that camp because it causes me so much pain#and no other person at the camp has mobility issues besides the 70 uear old CIT director that very obviously doesn't fully believe i need my#cane or to sit down frequently or take breaks#so yeah I'm a bit overwhelmed#not to mention i don't even know if i want to be a counselor at that camp anymore because of the whole pronouns thing#the media director said i might be able to join the media team they want to put together#and i really love this camp cause I've been going to it for so fuckin long and I've wanted to be a counselor here since my first week as a#camper#but it's all a lot#and i don't know if i should take a stand and be like “nope I'm not gonna let you treat me like this you just lost a future employee” or#just suck it up?#i hate breaking promises i made to myself in the past#and i told myself i was gonna be a counselor here no matter what#but i just dont know if i can take all that bs all summer every summer#ugh#tw vent
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like due to the new photo editor i am Definitely quitting making episode gifsets like that will make it impossible :/
#it requires shuffling and editing and swapping out gifs#you literally can't do that properly any more at all lol#like if you try and add another file it adds it as a part of a text post#not a photo file#so u can't just. forget a gif and go back and add it lol#u have to entirely redo the post#and it takes longer to upload by A Lot#and it's harder to arrange them by far#like i am not putting myself through that shit#literally every Other part of the new post editor is fine... for every other type of post it's great!!#for photo files it's literally 5 steps backwards#the real kicker is they ASKED people to point out why they didn't like the new post editor if they didn't use it yet#on their blog#i listed. Every. Single. Bug. In. The. Photo. Editor.#what did they not do shit to fix?? hmmmm guess#i wasn't weird abt it either i even said i Like the other parts just that one was bad#meanwhile the activity page is now different#i cannot yet tell if it's worse or it it's just not what i'm used to#or if it's confusing bc mobile is still using the old system and i'm swapping between them#but either way#the posting system should be the top priority#and i'm not even being weird abt quality when uploaded. not even got that far yet.#what's the point if u can barely upload at all???
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... what... what is this reblog graph?
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More importantly: why
#like. what is its function?#what purpose does it serve???#is this why interacting with and viewing posts has been funky lately#did they break something in the site to get this feature out#i'm so tired#like i'll see posts on my desktop that i can't see on my mobile#and it's not posts that have tags i've blocked/blacklisted either#if anything i should be seeing less on my *desktop* because i have xkit 'never show blocked posts' enabled and filter through xkit#in addition to tumblr's own blocking/blacklisting#whereas on mobile it's just tumblr's own block/blacklist#or it'll tell me some replies have been hidden on my own posts even though i haven't hidden anything and the total number#of replies matches the number of replies i can see#????#this hellsite i swear
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