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I'm ok-- you're ok 🫠 ↳ { i'm not ok }
#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwditsdaily#wwdits fx#wwditsedit#kayvan novak#of course i was going to gif this#what are you talking about?#i'm actually not ok#send help
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So I just finished ACT 3 of Arcane season 2...
I'M NOT OK!
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 act 3#I'M ACTUALLY NOT OK#I'M CRYING! SCREAMING! THROWING UP!#GIVE ME THE COPIUM!#NOW
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Keep thinking about that one scene in secret life
#it was so silly i've had this visualised in my head for ages#actually sick of this comic now tho the colouring made me question tf I've been doing for 10 years#anyway#the sillies#not set on any of these designs btw and Scott isn't in his band outfit BC he isn't part of it yet in the series#which is the excuse I'm using bc I haven't solidified that design yet#tag time#secret life#life series#scott smajor#smajor1995#trafficblr#jimmy solidarity#goodtimeswithscar#this probably the second comic I've ever finished ever so#IM LEARNING OK#fandumb fanart#ALSO ALSO guess where I got the death messages the
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Vent #3 ( final one I promise)
Vent music my actual feeling rn :
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#Tw vent#anna blue#youtube music#I'm actually not ok#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#I'm a disappointment to everyone#nobody loves me#Nobody cares about how I feel#Final vent post#Youtube
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#aesthetic#bpd mood#mental illness#silly goofy mood#i wanna relapse so bad#bad person#i'm sad#not ok rn#im so upset#mentally fucked#borderline personality problems#actually mentally ill#borderline thoughts
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just to be completely clear, the amount of military power and political influence Israel has has NOTHING to do with its settlers being Jewish. Israel is a force for American & European interests in the region and they're just doing what America does and allows/encourages its close allies to do.
war crimes aren't considered war crimes when someone America finds useful is doing them. european and american pushback against anyone criticizing Israeli apartheid & genocide is 100% because these crimes are useful to American & European hegemony.
Governments that are deeply antisemitic, like France, aren't suddenly caring about Jewish people. Jewish people, persecuted the world over, don't hold some kind of hegemonic power outside of Israel.
The state of Israel and its attendant brutal treatment of the locals are both incredibly useful to the US, and American hegemony means we're expected to celebrate both.
not bc they're Jewish. this isn't a break in the pattern of western antisemitism and it's not evidence that antisemitism doesn't exist.
it's just like how you could get fired for saying shit against the US war in Afghanistan when i was growing up. it is 100% about US military and political interests (ok slightly western europe too but lbr)
#this widespread support has NOTHING to do w Israelis being Jewish apart from evangelicals wanting to use them as pawns for armageddon#the primary reason this is all being treated like it's ok is cuz it's useful to the usa#i feel like this post is going to bring terrible ppl into my inbox but i'm gonna leave it rebloggable for now#if our (US+EU) governments push back at all it will be because it stops being useful to us#either because Israel isn't doing this as quickly & efficiently as promised and it looks like Palestine might actually do some damage#or if it otherwise becomes too politically costly by causing too much tension between the US & other nationstates#either allies like Saudi or if states we aren't quite ready to have war w seem to be ready to throw down over it
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"it's very problematic to make your space aliens autistic-coded" SPEAK FOR YOURSELF 👽👽👽👽👽🛸🛸🛸 ALIEN LASER BLAST ATTACK ✨✨✨🌠🌠🌠🌠🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
#when i was a very small very autistic kid and i saw invader zim for the first time i was like bro he just like me fr#my Also Autistic mom was always like you have to be nice to the humans ok. you have to trick them into thinking you're human#now that i'm better at actually dealing with The Symptoms i relate more to the uhhh non-planet-conquering aliens#shebbz shoutz#spock#superman#invader zim#actually autistic#autistic adult#autism
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Ok. I'm officially scared, now.
DISCLAIMER (9/18/24): THIS NEWS IS FAKE. The article that these news sites were spreading (@TheInSneider on Twitter) has been confirmed false by executive producer/co-writer Christopher Miller and composer Daniel Pemberton.
Chrisopher Miller on Twitter:
#I'm not ok rn#it's not the 2027 delay that's got me upset btw#my faith is a litttle bit shaken#I'm actually worried they don't have everything under control now#atsv#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#spider man: across the spider verse#beyond the spiderverse
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my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community 🌟
#pan draws#pan designs#zine#risograph#i'm not gonna lie i don't love how this one turned out OTL and i think the wording is not done but well... a deadline is a deadline#i'll probably touch it up and rewrite it in the future but who's to say.. i need to stew on how to articulate my feelings coherently#anyway my transness is so closely tied to my experience as a person of color. the current political climate is so fucking ass to exist in#but more than anything i am pissed off at white punks & leftists & trans people that refuse to have meaningful solidarity with us.#so yeah anyway. i was stuck on this one forever and only really got anywhere with it after attending 2 punk noise shows in a row where they#actually used their fucking platform to do like. anything. our struggles are connected you need to careeeee YOU HAVE TO CARE........ ok bye#tdov#trans day of visibility#<- i was sitting on uploading this for a while so the stars kind of aligned for it to be today huh.... happy tdov i love you#xines
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[cat's name: 大黄/Da Huang ("Big Yellow")]
English by me :)
#douyin#video#tikok#cats#(tbh i'm not sure what the first comment with the photo means aside from the actual words. is it something related to art circles?#or that particular artist? or i'm completely misreading the syntax? if someone knows pls let me know lol)#edit: ok I have been informed they were talking about not taking commissions at this time#okay i finally got around to fixing it lol
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#cassie would type up an actual counter argument and it would be deeply cringe and heartfelt in that way only an impassioned 14yo can manage#ok i'm done i just needed to clarify that#yj98#young just us#young justice#cassie sandsmark#red tornado#anita fite#kon el#conner kent#greta hayes#slobo dc#bart allen#tim drake#cissie king jones#dc comics#gnome talks comics
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(bad bunny voice) gege be careful..... the mosquitoes.....
#hc: whoever did that is so weird... omg... i'll set up traps right away#one of my many ideas from my 3 am phone notes doodles actualized i'm slowly working down the list#strange way to say hello but ok live your truth <3#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian
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one two, then and now :)
#from a somewhat facetious running gag at the turning point of the 2023 season to sheer objective self-belief... c__c#oscar piastri#lando norris#landoscar#*#*comp#also left column is 2023 belgian / austrian / dutch / british gps#ok i'm actually done with gifsets for the week now i swear LMFAO :melting_face: sorry for being cringe and making ugly content.
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media: narcissists only get their supply from directly abusing everyone around them until everyone is manipulated and forced to see them as god.
my friend: i appreciate that you did this task for me. you are a good friend
me, grinning, blushing, twirling my hair, getting the supply: haha no problem man
#last npd post of the night because i'm lowkey getting embarrassed by myself now#no longer getting supply injections from admitting i have npd. as is the cycle or smth#oh off topic im listening to placebo. i love placebo a lot. go listen to placebo#theyre so good i wanna see them live#friend of mine has seen them 3 times and i am ssoooo jealous.#anyway. tags.#npd#actually npd#narcissistic personality disorder#npd memes#i guess?#ok goodnight
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