#GIVE ME THE COPIUM!
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So I just finished ACT 3 of Arcane season 2...
I'M NOT OK!
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 act 3#I'M ACTUALLY NOT OK#I'M CRYING! SCREAMING! THROWING UP!#GIVE ME THE COPIUM!#NOW
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Thoughts on Jack's dream(MASSIVE main story spoilers ahead)
JACKS DREAM got me by the thROAT bc the more I analyze it the more angsty it feels and I alreadfy sobbed n cried and I must SCREAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMM He's dreaming of the magift tournament but basically if..... if Leona's plan never took place....... If Leona actually WERE the hero Jack has idolized...... 😭
First I gotta take note dosodkgkfdgjdfkghfdjk hOW JACK YEARNS FOR HIS SENPAI'S PRAISE AND AFFECTION 🥺🥺truly the epitome of loyal, puppy-like behavior..... It doesn't take much for him to be happy… He yearns for the respect and acknowledgement of those he admires. He craves respect and recognition, but not only that—he genuinely wants to see those he admires thrive.
Seems to me that what Jack longs for most is a sense of belonging within a pack. He’s not just devoted to those he holds in high regard; he also desires to be cared for in return (This becomes even more apparent when he asks Ruggie to act as a mentor or older-brother figure in his dorm uniform vignette.) Jack's actions reflect his innate wolf nature—a being built for connection, loyalty, and mutual protection. No matter how much he tells himself or others how he prefers to handle things on his own… We can clearly see that Jack is happier when he’s part of a team, fighting alongside companions who’ve got his back. It’s the dynamic balance of trust: to protect and be protected, to rely on others and let them rely on him in return. It deeply resonates with the essence of wolves.
We often hear the phrase “lone wolf,” an expression of grudging admiration. A lone wolf is often viewed as a rugged individualist, uncompromising and independent, driven to forge his own path, unfettered by the sentimental need for companionship. In reality, few people would ever want to live this way—and, as it turns out, few wolves would either. Wolves, males and females alike, may go through periods alone, but they’re not interested in lives of solitude. A lone wolf is a wolf that is searching, and what it seeks is another wolf. Everything in a wolf’s nature tells it to belong to something greater than itself: a pack. Like us, wolves form friendships and maintain lifelong bonds. They succeed by cooperating, and they struggle when they’re alone. Like us, wolves need one another. (source)
Which is why the factual reality cuts so deeply.
After Ortho wakes Jack up (in oUTER SPACE DKJGDSDKFJGKJS that was so adventitious but so cool.....) and Jack falls down like a meteorite (ALSO SUPER COOL BUT WTF.....) Fake!Leona and Fake!Ruggie rush to his side, Leona softly reassures him, saying it’s a relief he’s uninjured and advising him not to be so reckless while Ruggie says ''You're a promising rookie. Our treasure.'' (I started crying here.)
Jack breaks into a bitter, despairing laugh as the truth crashes down on him. The sincerity and warmth his “upperclassmen” showed in that moment? It wasn’t real. It never actually happened. Jack recounts his excitement when he first joined Savanaclaw, eager to fight alongside the dormmates he admired so much. He talks about how he had watched Leona’s play three years ago—over and over again, captivated by it. He reveals the painful truth of discovering their wicked plan, the frustration of being unable to snap them out of it, and the overwhelming helplessness that consumed him.
I gotta say, I'm SO HAPPY that Jack's feelings on the events of book 2 were finally properly addressed now (cause let's be real, book 2 uhh... did kinda a shitty job at this 💀 Neither the narrative nor the fandom really took the time to explore the emotional impact it had on him, which is such a disservice to his character.)
Think about it from Jack’s perspective. He was obsessed with Leona's play 3 years ago, watching it over and over again. In his eyes, Leona was a hero, someone worth idolizing to the point of projecting an idealized image of him: an earnest, hardworking, honorable leader. When Jack finally had the chance to join Savanaclaw and be part of the dorm he had admired so deeply, what was his reality? Ostracization, bullying and even physical violence from some of his dorm mates (as shown in Leona's dorm uniform vignette) And worst of all? Jack was met with his idol’s true, treacherous side—dirty tactics, underhanded schemes, and a willingness to harm others to achieve his goals. When Jack tried to confront them about it, he wasn’t met with understanding or respect. Instead, he was called a “filthy traitor” and a “spoiled brat”—by the very person he admired most. It’s a complete dismantling of everything Jack believed in, everything he worked for.
It's a shame the game and manga did not give enough weight to Jack’s feelings, (the novel seems to do a better job at it though) but now it’s clear just how much this hurt him. It wasn’t just a setback; it was a deep, personal betrayal that shook him to his core.
He’s only a first-year. Beneath his gruff demeanor and physical strength, Jack is still a boy—pure-hearted, earnest, and full of hope. All he wanted was to stand beside those he respected most but what he got instead was disappointment, betrayal, and rejection. To idolize someone so deeply, only to have that image crushed in the most personal, gut-wrenching way........ Savanaclaw doesn't deserve him 💔
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,,,,okay forgive me to break the essay to talk about this but I'm going insane over the fact fake Ruggie ominously coos, ''Hey puppy-chan you're a good boy so come here.....'' UGHGHHHDSHNGDSHNDGSHHHnnnnhhHHHH HE IS BASICALLY SAVANACLAW'S UNOFFICIAL MASCOT,,,,,,, their loyal little puppy 🥺🥺🥺😭😭
fake ruggie and fake leona try to lure him in to sleep again, but Jack says he has no intention of fighting alongside fakes and defeats them 😌
And we get this utterly precious moment where Jack praises Yuu and Grim for having guts and persevering through everything and he PETS GRIM'S HEAD............ HE DIDN'T NEED TO COMFORT THEM BUT AWWAAHBBBAYYAWYWYHAWWABYWAWAYAA
I can't wait to see what role he'll play in Leona's dream 😌 Jack’s arc feels like it’s finally getting the weight it deserves… 🙏🙏🙏
#twisted wonderland#twst spoilers#twst book 7#jack howl#leona kingscholar#ruggie bucchi#savanaclaw#shakes shaeskshakesshaks you IM LOSGIN MY MIND..........#JACK PETTED MY HEADD TOOOOOOO NOT JUST GRIMS!! *inhales copium*#THIS UPDATE WAS SO GOOD 🙏#thank you for giving me tiny itty crumbs......#unrelated but the moment when leona said ''you woke up.....poor thing'' uhh that was 😳😳😳incrediblhy..........ghghghrhgrrrrr hgoroh#you know at his breakdown i couldn't stop thinking of a line from phantom of the opera that fits him so much at that moment#“farewell my fallen idol and false friend. we had such hopes but now those hopes lay murdered”#jack and leonas relationship is so complex i love them so much :(((
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"Emerge from the darkness"
#jujutsu kaisen#megumi fushiguro#jjk#jujutsu megumi#my art#megumi#megumimi!!!!!#i inhale copium regularly#but that barrier chant gives me hope every day#that chant goes “Emerge from the darkness#blacker than darkness. Purify that which is impure”#and isnt that line just neat? ohohohohoho#ohohoohohoho#ദ്ദി ꒦ິ꒳꒦ິ )✧
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kurokara... save me..
#my covid copium..... today has been rough for me 😭#kurokara smoochies will give me the power to continue on....#also there's context behind these so uuuh#first one is after kuroba and karamatsu finally confess to each other so they give him a kiss on da cheek#and then the second one is their first actual kiss. kara initiates it and is nervous as hell about it#but kuro thinks it's really cute 🤭#i'm trying to figure out a tertiary color to use for them ( like as a designated ship color ) and i think this orange is nice....#i'll have to double check how it looks w/ their shades of green & blue tho#osomatsu-san#osmt#yumematsu#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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in another life
#octopath traveler 2#temenos mistral#crick wellsley#crimenos#mine#my delusions and copium have no bounds#give me the modern AU NOW!#someone said college TA crick and detective temenos and thoughts are be THUNK
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Personally I imagine that Telemachus has his mom's hair color and eyes,, but he still creepily looks like Odysseus. So, naturally, I have to ask:
Do you think that Penelope sometimes flinced when she saw her son? Because he looks so much like her husband?? Like, he would pass down the hallway and greet his mother, and she would think it's Odysseus - a flicker of hope on her face, only to realize it's her son. And after a while Telemachus doesn't know if that brief drop of her face is disappointment because it's him or because it's not Odysseus.
Do you think Eurycleia sometimes openly cried when she looked at Telemachus?? Because he has the same slightly impish grin just like his father?? Just like the boy she raised so many years ago?? Do you think she unconciously scrubbed more thoroughly around his thigh? Telemachus would wince at the sudden roughness and Eurycleia would realize that he doesn't have that scar that needed more cleaning to make sure debris didn't get stuck in it??
Do you think that Eumaeus would rush out of his hut when he heard Telemachus laugh? Because, as he got older, even his voice started sounding a bit like his father's?? Only to abruptly stop when he realized that it's not his master??
Do you think that even Telemachus would stare at a bronze mirror or at his reflection in a puddle and try to see his father - the one he barely remembers - in his own reflection?? He would imagine himself broader, stronger, with a beard?? His mother told him that he got his hair and eyes from her. So he tries to imagine something else in their place. He doesn't know what he's even looking for or thinking about. Just something, anything to get a bare idea of a man that is his father.
And do you think that as years went on, others started seeing more and more Odysseus in him and less and less Telemachus in him? Even if it wasn't intentional? They treated him like his father. They would offer him the fruit his father loved. They would sometimes expect him to wield the weapons his father could. They would tell him how much he looks like his father. And Telemachus would simply smile in response. But over time it was a slightly pained smile. At first he prided himself for all of that, he wanted to know everything about his father. He wanted to know how much of his son he is. But he finds the fruit sour. His arms slightly tremble when he tries to string a bow (not necessarily The bow™).
Do you think that over time, even he started feeling less and less like himself? Do you think that subconciously he tried acting like his father (based on the stories he's heard)? For the kingdom's sake, for his mother's sake, for his own sake? After all, "son of Odysseus" was his main trait. He was haunted by the ghost of the man he doesn't even know. But he does know him, doesn't he? Everyone tells him just how much he is like his father. But what part of him is like his father?? What part of him is like his father? Everything he does, everything he is, is apparently an echo of his father. But what part is Telemachus? What part of Telemachus is like his father? Is he like his father or is he slowly becoming his father? His voice isn't his own. His skin isn't his own. Hell, the blood in his veins isn't his own. It's the blood of Odysseus. Is that who he is?? A replacement for the king?? A mere stand-in until he comes back?? If he comes back?? Will he always have to act, to be a copy of his father?? Will he ever be himself? But who is he even? Who is Telemachus? Yes, he is the son of Odysseus (as a way of identification). But who is simply Telemachus?
DO YOU THINK?
#the odyssey#telemachus#tagamemnon#greek mythology#quietly opens google docs#leave it to me to give any characters fucked up problems and crisises#what is wrong with me lmaoo i can't come up with fluff#once again me and my obsession with identity and self#and then losing your sense of self#“who am I? a direct descendant of odysseus? i never asked for that!” is the only thing i could think of while writing this hehe#i'll write this down COPIUM#currently taking a small break from drawing because of back pain#and i am suffering#this is what happens when i don't draw
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What a fucking weekend. I can finally breathe!
So happy for Kevin, he did this on merit. All him, no preferential treatment, no tow in quali and no team orders.
So happy for him to get a weekend without a pit stop or strategy fail, despite all his great starts. So happy for him to get a rare chance to show everyone what he can do in a good car. So happy he didn’t get sacrificed to defend. So happy he kept calm and didn’t try to attempt a lunge/gamble for a higher position (🤣) and so happy to see him interviewed on the post race show! 🥹
Love that he said on F1TV that he’s chill whether or not he leaves F1 and just grateful for days like these, but also “I can stand here and say it’s def not over yet”.
Don’t give me hope 🙃
#a grateful king#copium?#don’t give me hope#kevin magnussen#f1#kmag#formula 1#f1blr#formula one#haas f1 team#moneygram haas f1 team#haas f1
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... But you can't tell that flower "I want you to understand me"
#Gojo#gojo satoru#Satoru gojo#jujustu kaisen#Jjk#Gojo comeback copium is so strong within me I can't let this print and pixel man go#He deserves EVERYTHING and MORE#To be understood and loved as Gojo Satoru and not as the strongestttt#Please let the camelias mean smth lol#I doubt they do but it's fun to imagine#My art#illustration#artists on tumblr#I tried my best to give home that impish little grin idk idk#Comeback to the story u menace
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George: *sneezes*
Me: This is actually an allusion to TWOW being released because, as we all know, sneezing is a symptom of a cold, a sickness heavily associated with frigid weather aka Winter. A sneeze is also an expulsion of air aka Wind, so together it's literally The Winds of Winter. The announcement is a lot closer than we think and I wouldn't be surprised if it drops at his next interview/event.
#I've unlocked levels of copium previously unknown to man who wants a huff?#it's coming soon guys just trust me 😁#the way I'm only partially joking because I genuinely do believe he's been giving us purposeful hints#I don't think he's finished it but he definitely sees the light at the end of the tunnel...#george rr martin
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ok once again I don't know too much about flowers but I like talking about them so bear with me lol
first of all morning glories are SO different than hydrangeas it seems almost like it was said on purpose
but one thing in common is they were always both very popular flowers in japanese culture since the heian era so sukuna just accessing megumi's flower memories seems like a very convenient LIE
especially with sukuna's line about sorcerers bonding with each other (sounds very possible for two sorcerers that shared a body) the themes of these flowers are so important imo. morning glories named after their morning bloom and mid-day fade represent the beauty in the fleeting moments just like everything else yuuji is trying to show, all the small things that make every life worthwile and important. hydrangeas on the other hand are associated with mutual understanding and unity. but they are also famous for having a very contrasting meaning in western culture: arrogance and a lack of empathy (what we see from sukuna all the time haha).
#keep reading for my copium#i always found the contrasting meanings of hydrangea fascinating and seeing the arrogant side of this physically#makes me believe it's not the complete truth he's giving us#the japanese meaning from HIS OWN PERIOD is that of unity of UNDERSTANDING AND BONDING#HE'S THE ONE TALKING ABOUT SORCERERS BONDING AND THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE SOMEHOW TIED ANYWAY WE JUST DON'T KNOW YET#HE UNDERSTANDS#sure this bitch has been the king of curses for a long time but he knows there is something human inside him still#to what level he feels emotions is questionable there is undeniably a bond between them#gege i love your character writing gege i will kiss you on your forehead when i find you this time#jjk#jjk 265#jjk spoilers#ryomen sukuna#flowers
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Okay but forreal, now more than ever I desperately NEED Aya to eventually wreck Fyodor's shit somehow. I already wanted her to get her revenge before, but I didn't think Fyodor would even remember or know who she was, and would massively underestimate her for that reason (just like Jouno knew that Fukuchi would underestimate her). But now the story has instead created this twisted, fucked-up dynamic between them, where Fyodor not only knows her, but is protective of her for reasons that are not his own: he has taken the pure, noble, kind, fatherly love motivating Bram to protect Aya and warped it into something horrific, vowing to protect her body only while not caring how much her heart and mind has been scarred, and claiming to be doing it for her own salvation, when he cannot possibly understand the selfless feelings Bram had that made him want to protect her and care for her — feelings that he does not have. He may genuinely have some sort of affection for children (the way he treated Karma, "blessings for the children", this), but it is twisted and hollow and is quite possibly only him unconsciously acting out the motions due to behavior instilled in him from the feelings of all the people he's subsumed in the past.
All this is to say that, now the narrative has specifically pitted Aya and Fyodor together as direct enemies: she not only had reason already to hate him because he killed Bram, but because he's also taken Bram's love for her and defiled it, dishonored it and him and all that he was; meanwhile, Fyodor has given himself an arch nemesis that he no doubt takes great pleasure in seeing how much she hates him/how much despair he's brought her, but paradoxically at the same time feels a compulsion to "protect" her that draws himself to her and that he can't ignore. Aya has to defeat him somehow (not permanently, mind you; Dazai will undoubtedly be his final end), and the setup for Bram being able to fight back enough to stop Fyodor from the inside with her help is all right there, too. Their love for each other is still enduring, stronger than ever, Fyodor is proof of that right now, and they will be able to defeat him together, at least enough that Bram can be freed and come back to Aya. Dazai told Fyodor that he would lose because he doesn't understand and underestimates the power of friendship bonds and love, and there is no better a time for that to happen than here, when he is literally using someone's strong love for and connection with someone (acting as that person and claiming to know how they feel and to be the same as them) in a way that he cannot understand, which will be his undoing.
#bungou stray dogs#bsd 115#bsd spoilers#bsd 115 spoilers#this post brought to you by me spamming two steps from hell songs because i need to be hyped up and to feel something#the lyrics to 'star sky' are very bsd (especially right now) okay just listen to it#anyway aya is gonna fuck fyodor up i see the vision LET ME COOOOOK#I SEE ASAGIRI'S COOKING AND I'M STIRRING THE POT#PICKING UP WHAT HE'S PUTTING DOWN#BOY THAT WHOLE PART MADE ME FEEL LITERALLY ILL AND WANTING TO KMS BUT THE PAYOFF IS GONNA BE SO GOOD JUST WATCH#i had the copium after last chapter but IT'S FORMING NOW WE SEEING IT COMING TOGETHER TRUST#GIVING FYODOR AND AYA A TOXIC FUCKED UP FATHER DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP OOOHHHH............ PURE EVIL BUT I'LL GLADLY BE SICK FOR A WHILE#IF IT MEANS THE REUNION AND RAT SMACKDOWN IS ALL THE MORE SATISFYING!!!!!!!!!!#AYA AND BRAM GET HIS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS#THAT RAT BASTARD COULDN'T RECOGNIZE A LOVING PARENT CHILD RELATIONSHIP IF IT HIT HIM IN THE FACE#(narrator: this statement would come back to haunt her)#HOW DARE YOU STAND WHERE HE STOOD AND TRY TO BE HIM!!!!!!!! YOU WILL NEVER!!!!!!!!!!#BRAM'S LOVE FOR HER IS STILL IN THERE AND I'M MORE THAN A LITTLE EMOTIONAL OVER IT#HE'S GONNA COME BACK SHE'S GONNA FUCK FYODOR UP THEY'RE GONNA DO IT TOGETHER WITH THE POWER OF LOVE BABYYYYYY#*kingdom hearts 3 woody voice* because hE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT HEARTS AND LOVE!!!!!!!!
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i want a mount unit so bad
#0.txt#hyv: *gives us chasca and mavuika* me: no not like that#gonna put my copium on varka now#or a 5 star kaeya unit his kit can be the exact same you just give him higher scalings and a horse
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Md ep 7 spoilers
I'm trying to re arrange the AU to make sense rn lol
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#murder drones#im coping#copium#das au#das cyn#das!cyn#cyn#md cyn#dormant absolute Solver AU#dormant absolute Solver#bro idk what to do rn#nori still being concious tho gives me a way around this#hmmmm
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I think of the other first kisses we got in RWBY and they’re settings are kind of sad. Arkos was in a battle that would destroy their school. Renora was in a political celebration where many would eventually die and the worst candidate would be elected.
And then there’s Bumblebee. The reality around was shaped for their kiss. From the bridge that would construct themselves the sooner they get to the truth. The beautiful golden and purple skies. The flowers flowing around them as they kiss. The music swelling.
And to top it all off, they know this was the best kiss in the show because they put them on a giant fucking pedestal.
You bee shippers are some of the luckiest people right now.
And if you can excuse me, I’m going to drink my WhiteRose sorrows away.
#rwby#rwby volume 9#rwby vol9 spoilers#rwby vol9#rwby volume 9 spoilers#bumbleby#yang x blake#please just give me some copium#give me WhiteRose please
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Color halftone my beloved.
ID in alt!
#i hope id in alt is also good hhhh#i tried it on my phone and it works#tf2 oc#tf2#team fortress 2#(do not perceive me too much i just need these for my blog)#lucien#described#oc#artists on tumblr#color halftone#also the way i'm on hard copium always giving him an australium knife lmao#I JUST THINK ITS NEAT OKAY#but one day i'll get one anyway....i am not Immune to shiny#highlight#glitchpirate art#glitchpirate ocs
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Time to forget about Pokemon Presents for the rest of today (until 9 pm in my place) so it can come faster
#manifesting some copiums#I am so not ready for Gen 10#pls no Gen 10#now is not the time for it#manifesting Pokemon Legends Unova edition for lore diving's sake#or any Unova related content for nostalgia's sake#Johto content is fine too cause I want to know more about it#imagine Unova related game but Blueberry Academy and its cast from Scarlet and Violet dlc is there#cause Blueberry Academy is IN UNOVA#give me more lore#N comeback when#manifesting Paldean Winds like series but for Kitakami and Blueberry Academy with Carmine and Kieran screentime#manifesting more SV characters to arrive at Pokemon Masters alongside the protags and dlc cast#imagine a new main storyline in Masters that involves the Paldea cast#what if 2nd PML arc in Masters has more characters we could get for free just like the 1st arc#and also we can have a Paldea arc too#i want Kieran and Paulo to meet if that is the case#waits faster#coping with copium#manifesting copiums
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