#i want to scratch my heart out

[whororhoe]

i may be the one with that left

but you are the one that ended it;

and i don’t think there’s anything courageous

about maintaining a lie

you don’t even want to live.

[kyonshi-8610]

trying sometin out // id in alt // unrelated babblings in tags

[quietwingsinthesky]

no wonder missy is insane about him. she just mindmeld trauma bonded with him and got confirmation through him that she was right the whole time about the thing that happened to her, AND then they traded life-saving moments. of course she wants her friend back. she needs him to see her again, as clearly as he did in that moment. she needs him to be like her, because among time lords, she is alone, but with the doctor, she isn’t.

[m0e-ru]

lets think of everyone who had persona blogs and obliterated them off the face of the earth instead of just archiving and keep them in our thoughts tonight. everyone else who directly caused them into doing that go and fucking behave

[illegiblehandwriting1]

do you ever think about the fact that if Sky - y'know, Godslayer, Chosen Hero of Hylia, certified almighty badass - ever fought the Shadow, he would just be fighting himself so it would be the hardest battle he's ever fought and it would all come down to luck and attitude. yeah me too.

[skinreflectsthesun]

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[completelyandtotalyuneventful]

So Kankri is a bad person and sucks and is annoying and all that but honestly I think we should let him be that way a little bit.

Dude was not allowed to have a personality and a life until he was 13 years old. Kankri was literally not allowed to do ANYTHING on his own. By LAW. Who knows what his culler was like? We never MET Kankri’s culler, but judging from Kankri I think it’s safe to assume they’re (and this is nothing against Kankri we love Kankri) a monstrously stupid sewer person (that was a reference to a tiktok audio in case you didn’t get it but its also accurate to my feelings on Kankri’s childhood). 

So honestly if they guy wants to cancel people on twitter, I’m gonna let him cancel people on twitter. He was probably not allowed to openly disagree or have issue with anything the people around him said for his entire fucking life or else his life would have been hell. It’s part of the reason why he’s such a boot licker, it’s because if he wasn’t everything would suck really bad for him. I’m not excusing his actions, Kankri has said and done some pretty fucked up shit, but if he wants to be an annoying douche that enjoys cancel culture im gonna let him be an annoying douche that enjoys cancel culture.

#letKankribeapieceofshit2023

[burnt-cheerios]

I am, once again, sobbing screaming pining over the silly minecraft men

[chrollogy]

chrollo lucilfer 🤝🏼 sanzu haruchiyo

made yue write a

13k+ angst piece

[icewindandboringhorror]

It always seems a bit unbalanced on The Great Food Truck Race when there will be multiple teams who are cooking a wide variety of complex dishes with 10 different components and a bunch of prep work, and then there's that one team who like... exclusively serves plain crepes with some premade nutella on them, or plain waffles with just some whipped cream and cut up strawberries lol...

[mechanicalbowtye]

read the scratch upd8. little too close to home

[arklay]

DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.

[thetaoofbetty]

don’t know who convinced me to get a cat but i am going to sue

[vanilladrpepper]

SHARE COLLEGE AU

HBDJVBDJFH ok. ok.

the basic premise is that like. any character that could be hced as indigenous. is hced as indigenous . and then u take everyone and plop them in 1999 in a college setting with some added bg for each of the characters and motivations and stuff yk

i will admit it is ww centric as its written from his vague pov (third person limited omniscient) but i digress. hes in november trying to get a degree asap so he can fulfill an ultimatum proposed by chapel so he can get livio out of the system and fuck off back to the reservation he grew up on (for context ww is crow+seminole and livio is crow) but he shows up to the college and his roommate is this . scene guy. enter legato our favorite french canadian (besides hornfreak love u hornfreak) who becomes begrudging besties. sort of . with ww

he recommends him a coffee shop and ww goes there before going shopping for shit he needs and thus we get one of our big hubs of the au: threes a crowd! a number of characters work there including brad, luida, zazie (navajo) and of course. vash (mixed white + kanien'keha:ka) he meets him and doesnt really like . register him much beyond it bc hes got bigger fish to fry :sob:

and obv ive planned a lot more (36 chapters for part one. augh) including but not limited to: ww struggling through his coursework (majoring in social work) and being aided by one of his teachers (roberto. love u king u may be tristamp only but u have bewitched me) (hes also ojibwe. love him), ww joining up with a mentor club and accidentally befriending two journalism majors (meryl and milly!!!! inuk and seneca respectively) (also specifically meryl is a photojournalism major!), ww continually running into this one pipsqueak around town who gives him attitude (zazie <3), and also dealing with whatever situationship legato is in (i could not resist making him and nai messy as fuck)

theres also obv other characters that r in there that im still trying to sew in in a way that makes sense: elendira (journalism professor, russian + sami), rollo (mexican + southern paiute, havent entirely decided on his major though so sorry king), hornfreak (a part of the school band. fascinating man. at one point he holds a halloween party) and a bunch of others i havent gotten to yet :sob:

theres a lotttt going on in this au ill be honest but also objectively it is very slice of life . but heres a list of stuff i have planned

vash and nai as lacrosse players. vash invites ww out to games and is really silly abt it

for a not insignificant amount of time ww learns about legatos situationship and bc legato never mentions names he thinks vash has a secret insane ass thing going on with legato . it isnt until chapter 11 (allegedly) that he finds out vash has a twin brother and goes back to legato like . hey. is it vash and legatos like ew what?

milly and meryl are enraptured by roberto working at the school bc he did a lot of journalism work that inspired them to join the field. silly shenanigans ensue

on the topic of milly and meryl they are so fascinating to me. they originally met in the mentor club and hit it off immediately based on their similar (but different) familial issues and the horrors

vash and ww plan out a bunch of movie nights including: scream, 10 things i hate abt you and smoke signals

chapel drama followed immediately by ill-timed vash and ww argument

while ignoring vash ww gets a nokia <3 love loses

at the halloween party milly accidentally walks in on them in a compromising position (nothing was happening) and awkward bs ensues where vash comes around and it like its ok theyre chill and Not Gay but it wouldnt change anything if they Were Gay but They Arent so its Fine

livio and ww apartmentsitting for vash and nai while theyre off visiting family during the holidays :D

nye party where vash and ww almost kiss and thus ends part 1 . LOVE LOSES

also i should list what everyones majoring in that i didnt mention but this is already long enough good lord

all this to say. i am insane god bless

some small cuts from the draft so far beneath the cut bc i couldnt resist

none of those are in order but its ok <3

[avatardoggo]

THIS MAN MADE ME A WEBSITE FOR MY BIRTHDAY 🥹😫😣😳😭🥰

[serpentide]

i've done that "what soft romance cliché are you?" test at least eight times after i was tagged in it and i still can't pick a result that fits my vision of serpent and the way she would fall in love.

on one side, i do believe that she has a romanticized idea of what love is: love is not something that she has ever experienced, so she'd undoubtedly end up basing her perception of things off books and tv shows ; she would thus believe in romantic things such as love at first sight and the red string of fate, to the point that she would probably end up falling in love with the abstract concept of love rather than with her real partner ( pretty much in the same way as she has fallen in love with the abstract concept of happiness ) . she'd give a lot of importance to all the little things, she'd believe that even the most mundane occurrence might actually be special and written in the stars, she'd claim to feel and hear her lover's heartbeat even if they're miles away from her ... she'd be in love with love, but she would not be able to properly or healthily express it to the other person, at least in the first stages of this intimate relationship.

at the same time, i do believe that she might not immediately think of her sentiments in this precise manner until something within her is suddenly put in the right place and she realizes that oh ! what she has been feeling was indeed love. once again, i think that she'd try to imagine what it means to have butterflies through the aid of the books that she has read or through the conversations that she has listened to ... it would pain her, not knowing what she feels exactly for the other person, and this could easily become troublesome for both parties involved. unless the other person is also inept when it comes to feelings, i think that it would be frustrating for them at times to be around someone who knows nothing about love, nor about relationships and the way they are supposed to work: again, serpent would be instinctive and even quite unhinged in her way of nurturing her relationship, most especially if her partner is not patient enough to guide her through all the first steps. so i'd say that it is this sort of results that would come first, only to be then replaced by a more idyllic and romanticized vision of love.

WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS THAT !!! serpent is prone to obsess over things and a romantic relationship would not be unaffected by this. she would do her best to be a wonderful partner, she would undoubtedly spoil her lover and would easily kill and commit unspeakable acts for them ... but this does not change the fact that she is a woman who has only known pain and rejection throughout her whole life, and this is not something that can be easily healed or even fixed with a kiss or two. her desire to nurture the relationship and make the other person as happy as they could ever be might even lead her to do morally questionable things and thus unconsciously wound the other person. it's a difficult thing to explain, but !!! although serpent is able to indeed love and harbor genuine feelings and thus dedicate her whole self to another person, i believe that this can only work out if her partner is willing to bear the sting of her fangs and the suffocating coiling of her serpentine love whilst she learns how to healthily love them.