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ferngle · 1 year ago

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I hate when you read an amazing fanfic, and then you don't save it or write the name down and then it's just lost forever! Like what the heck! Stop that! I want to read you again! Forever! GET OUT OF THE VOID!

Ive been looking for this damn fic for over a year! SHOW YOURSELF DAMN YOU!

#It's so vivid in my mind aswell #I wanna read it again so bad #BUT I CANT FIND IT #WHY #STOP #I losing my mind #It was so good #Just give it to me #I'm dieing #Help #It wasn't even finished yet!#Ahhhhh!#I'm gonna go cry in a corner #Like I do anytime I try to find this fic #i am mentally eel

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kethabali · 2 years ago

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was reading some bits from can you get an f in lunch by nancy krulik bc i loved that series as a kid and wow the main character is autistic as fuck no wonder i liked those books so much

#she read the entire school handbook #and takes all the rules completely seriously #also loves rules in general i mean the entire series is rules she learns in surviving middle school #also has a hard time understanding tones and sarcasm #i love her even more now #one problem cant find the book anywhere for free im so sad #i wanna read it again SO BAD #been going on a childhood books/media binge lately bc it makes me happy #autistic

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bixels · 4 months ago

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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...

#personal #delete later #idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original #which i kinda resent #while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it #and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story #in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach #and work to find the answer #i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think #sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes “what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom #when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground #again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its #purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending #wait they did that in the movie shit #i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin #family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin

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archersartcorner · 10 months ago

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I think the Bad Kids deserve to cry a lil. As a treat. IT’S CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!

#my art #described #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high: junior year #the bad kids #ima be tbh. I did mostly just wanna draw Gorgug crying WJDBDJSB #I hope we get any kind of acknowledgement about what Gorgug saw in the forest… I’d love to see a scene where he asks digby & wilma about it #ALSO I LOOOVVVEEE THAT THEIR PRONOUNS ARE THEY/THEM BCUS THEY ARE A SET. DO NOT SEPARATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also. hope that the time thing Brennan mentioned is an actual plot point and not just A Convenient Retcon Function #like pls brennan… I respect ur storytelling so much I do. if I wanted retcon excuses I’d go back to TES and read about the dragon breaks #especially since like. I love the seven so much. I’ve joked before like. t7 is frankly FHJY for me. we can skip right to sen. year JY is T7!#so if hes walking stuff back esp stuff that was established in T7… idk im not gonna be like. mad. I have a Life lmao. but maybe a lil sadge.#ANYWAY zac once again making one of my fave PCs. gorgug is so sweet guy…#also hope we get to see the artificing class & teacher!

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stealingyourbones · 5 months ago

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recently watched a handful of episodes of Supernatural and im kinda impressed with Dean's steadfast belief that all monsters are monsters and can't be redeemed.

With that in mind... there could be some VERY angsty Danny Phantom crossovers with that as the main premise

#this has deff been done before somewhere #dpxsu #bones prompts #they wouldn't care that Danny is a kid. a monster is a monster and they MIGHT later do bad things so might as well kill them now #like thats the premise of so many episodes. They'd kill danny with only one small second thought #bone tangent time bc Supernatural is bonkers. These boys need a MIB mind wipe plus therapy if they ever wanna be mentally ok ever again #also reading fics and seeing gifs with the winchesters being sweet and sarcastic and shit was jarring #because after a few episodes you very quickly realize that the Winchesters Arent Good People.#Dean has enough red flags he should be bound with caution tape. the guy is a Grade A Asshole. Absolutely no idea how he gets women. Genuine #and oH MAN i thought yall were underselling just how needlessly dramatic everything is bc its very soap opera esque but YALL WERENT LYING #im certainly not gonna watch the whole show. I'd much rather read Constantine comics. he's better and knows he's a bastard #none the less it was a very fun show! It's neat seeing technically the good guys save the world. they certainly aren't Good Guys tho

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fusionfanatic · 17 days ago

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Research for an au fic I’m working on: how would Azula act and behave in a modern setting? And I don’t mean re-imagine her character within a modern context and stories. This isn’t Azula, but she’s an overachieving American high schooler with strict and overbearing parents, or Azula, but she’s the soon-to-be CEO of her father’s multinational conglomerate based in Japan or something. No, I mean how would Azula as she is in canon, Fire nation princess and all, act and behave if you simply just took her from her world and plopped her into [insert current year you’re reading this]?

#Like I wanna see what her figure out modern technology so bad #Bro is probably stunned by like microwaves and ovens and fridges and all that #imagine her saying #“How has the fire nation the smartest and most technologically advanced of all the four nations #not yet figured out the limitless potential of being able to reheat your food thus making it edible and enjoyable once again?!”#wanna see her throw an iPhone at a wall because she received a text message #and has no idea why the magical black box is all of a sudden directly communicating with her #Like the potential for comedy is endless #But also more seriously what would she make of our modern social and political problems?#And our art?#Imagine she if listened to our music? Or Watched our movies and TV shows or read our literature #it’s said in canon that she enjoyed reading a lot as a young child and spent a lot of time combing over the royal palace’s archives #Imagine her stumbling upon a modern library #She’s always been a lover of history #so I can just imagine with piles of books trying to cram our entire recorded history like she’s revising for an exam #What kinds of introspections and reflections would she have #learning about all the horrible atrocities we committed throughout history in the name of a culture or an individual or an idea?#How would she compare and contrast it all to her own upbringing and everything she was taught about her world?#Oh and the internet of course #I feel like she would go into a comatose state discovering the internet #avatar the last airbender #atla #atla au #azula #princess azula #atla azula

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gilded-gheists · 1 year ago

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My feelings towards ao3 this morning.

#baldurs gate 3 #astarion #bg3 astarion #like-i get it. but-#please. please for the love of god. just fluff or non-sexual fics.#for five seconds.#please.#I can only handle so much corn. especially when it's almost all geared just towards women.#this is all /lh i dont actually care all that much- but there comes a point where theres too much and all a man wants to do #is hold another man close. or go on perfume dates or pottery lessons with another man.#small things to help healing or gentle things or silly playful things.#hell- even taking care of all the spawn with Astarion in the bad ending-#why are all the bad ending fics ive seen corn btw? I've seen like- zero non-corn ones.#i get it. I get the vibe. but like- also. consider. like- maybe I wanna read angst with. with no corn?? please?#I've got 4 unposted fluffy fics im working on. One being hurt-comfort with some extra hurt #which i had to stop writing for a bit today because it was hurting a bit TOO much.#but yea. a little less corn for Astarion? for those who aren't horndogs? please? or just don't wanna fuck him because they #dont wanna hurt him more- (im not at the point in game where he's comfy with sex again yet-)#BESIDES GALE IN THE WAVEMOTHER ROBES IS RIGHT THERE PEOPLE-#LIKE COME ON. IF YOU'RE GONNA SEXUALISE A MAN HE'S RIGHT THERE WITH HIS PUPPY DOG EYES AN HAIRY CHEST.#There needs to be more sexualisation of Gale. NO I don't take no for an answer (Astarion is still my favourite though-)

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xxplastic-cubexx · 19 days ago

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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]

a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious

i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me

as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy

#snap chats #may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ #i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise #can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL #im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways #i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history #but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX #i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him #yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All #it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me #i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context #i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness #and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help #but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading #Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh #im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling #and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl #ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted #but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo #i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING #because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time #im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway #its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for #down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth #as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP #i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT

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daily-pyro-tf2 · 1 month ago

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Daily Pyro #5 + #tftober !!!!

YIPPIEEEEEE IT'S SPOOKY MONTHHHH :D

Okay so I think it has always been preeeettyyy obvious who I main in-game. Surprisingly, when I started playing TF2, I actually mained Scout. But after really bad internet connection and frustration, I decided to change and try out Pyro. And I fell in love. I don't know what it is about that little fire-obsessed freak but I love him... her... them... it... Regardless of their gender or humanity, I adore Pyro <3 (both in-game and in the comics)

The playstyle Pyro offers tickles my brain correctly and I like it :3

Sadly, my laptop broke earlier this year and I haven't been able to play more TF2 :( But when I am able to play again, not only will I become the BEST Pyro main ever, but I will also like to learn how to play as Demoman, because I love him dearly and I think he'll tickle my brain the same way Pyro's style does :P

Also, thank you everyone who has been supporting the account it hasn't even been a week yet and I already have a ton of support thank you so much <333

#tftober #team fortress 2 #tf2 #pyro tf2 #tf2 pyro #tf2 fanart #i woke up and chose yapping #funky colored text and font size yippieeeeeee #if it's more difficult to read let me know so i won't do it again (or i won't over do it as much)#my handwriting is really bad (its supposed to be nice in here btw. do NOT look at my chemistry notes i think you might have a stroke if u do #i also chose to put a watermark with my main @ because it genuinely didn't fit in the drawing (and i didnt wanna ruin it)#should i make polls about the text and watermark thing? yeah wait maybe i should

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scopophobia-polaris · 20 days ago

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The fact I have to boot up totk AGAIN, honest to God yall after I make this one fuckass post it is au only I am not doing zelda discourse no more

#watching my own mutuals have bad faith takes on people who w #fucking agree with them and the way people are teying to pick out wording on something SO STUPID AND TRIVIAL is gonna dive me nute #NUTS ANYWAYS like the fact you have people trying to act like ezlo and navi are stupid and wrong and “didnt address eveything” is fucking #insane an obtoose like this is coming from bitches who have SEEN THEIR POSTS ON SIMILAR SUBJECTS BEFORE #like this all boils down to rynling was changing the plot to tp multiple diffrent times and calling people stupid for not subscribing to he #fanfic on what LITERALLY HAPPENED IN THE GAME #like i will adress all the shit around it IN DETAIL because i need it to go out as a HEY to my moots but like PLEASE GUYS I LOVE YALL WHAT #IS THIS #like sorry i said “we” when i should of said RYNLING #i didnt wanna be mean and tbh i do not care if i burn a bridge or piss them off #at this point but its crazy hoe many of you have shit talked her to me and then act like she didnt have a bad faith and like fucking insane #reading of what and i say again LITERALLY HAPPENED IN TWILIGHT PRINCESS #Something stupid big and im very tired of the vauge posting coming from people i like very much #like full on this shit js ridiculos and this is my final straw when it comes to zelda discussion. do not @ me #and ive hated direct comfrontation and shit and discorrse to begin with cuz it was usually some dumbfuck zelinker being RACIST #but apprently its now picking words apart. i will be as careful in my wording as possible but make no mistake this was about rynlings post #first and foremost and just getting things wrong about when the histoy of light and shadow line and just MIDNA in general #and its been conisistantly wrong since 2019 and mf yes im tag talking i aint taking up a dashboard #can you tell im very frustrated? im helping ezlo argue with white leftists who will ask you if you hate waffles when you say i like pancakes

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lil-gingerbread-queen · 6 months ago

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Like 99% of the time I post digital art, I'm just trying something.

#batman #bruce wayne #dick grayson #robin #dc comics #fanart #my art #digital art #krita #do I kind of hate it? yes. It is still better than what I have done before? I hope so.#stop reading the tags I need to vent and I don't wanna here any of y'all complain about it #I hate that I'm so bad at this like I'm not good enough It's so frustrating it's so easier for others and me I'm making average stuff #you give it one look and you will never again it doesn't do shit it doesn't have the thing good art have it's not good enough #I'm a perfectionist but I have not been able to do anything perfectly since I was 8

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lucentstarss · 4 months ago

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Sometimes I get hope for unraveled but then I remember how much of an ick I got from keefe when reading unlocked and get sad again

#I hate the way he talked to fitz #I didnt enjoy his pov at all honestly it seemed to just point out all his flaws without acknowledging that they were flaws #I mean maybe it would get addressed in unraveled idk #it did have good moments I won’t deny #but I don’t like how there was so much praise out of Sophie as if she were perfect #she’s not perfect and that’s okay #it feels like he’s putting an expectation on her #he also seemed really cocky at the part where he was going i fix everything #I know he’s flawed and I love him for it #but reading from his pov didn’t hit for me #some parts I did like was him wanting to focus if the small victories I think that was sweet #it’s not completely bad I’m just dramatic about the cliffhanger on stellarune #but yeahhh #though the way KEEFE talked about fitz pissed me off cuz at that moment fitz seemed to have every good intention #also the way he doesn’t hesitate to announce emotions pisses me off #ugh I have such a love hate relationship with him and THSI series in general #I feel like over time I seem the liek the writing less and less :(#I wanna be 10 picking it up at the library for the first time again #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #anti keefe sencen

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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It turns out teaching is a lot more fun when you're not violently depressed

#thank u lamicta1 🖤#good news: i can be enthusiastic abt science and teaching again #bad news: i fucking suck at drawing and maybe dont actually want to do my phd project anymore #like there r so many other cool things out there aside from chl f. like i dont really care that much abt it. i just wanna do eps stuff :-/#also. still cant read. but ya kno #will i still b here by the end of the semester? fucking who knows #now im like. FUCK. i wanna go back to the desert where there r miles of cyanobacteria dominanted soil #but i dont wanna live in las vegas :-(#unrelated

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change-the-rules · 5 months ago

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oh Wait A Second

Hang The Fuck On

Ive Got Another Thing Actually my beloved eloise Also came up with the dumbass plan to claim to be whistledown when she was backed into a corner by the queen it was a stupid plan then same as it was for cressida

the difference being eloise was confiding unwittingly To whistledown who immediately did everything in her power to shut that shit down for obvious reasons

ELOISE WAS IN DAMN NEAR THE SAME POSITION AS CRESSIDA WAS

at least in terms of personal desperation and impending doom closing in like for the love of fuck no one else could have possibly been in a better position to if not help then at the very Least EMPATHIZE

if everything went exactly as it had but *before* the dropping of the 'friendship soured' Out of Nowhere eloise had tried to comfort or reason with cressida Especially from this VERY RIDICULOUSLY SPECIFIC AND NICHE common thread but nuture and fear won out and cressida still went ahead with her ill-advised gambit?

and their friendship imploded accordingly

I would Not be nearly as annoyed as I am now because hey I like angst WHEN ITS GOOD STORYTELLING like damn

IT WAS RIGHT THERE Y'ALL ELOISE LITERALLY EXPERIENCED IT SHE HAD THE SAME THOUGHT WHY DID NO ONE USE THAT