#i genuinely cannot figure this out
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trying to figure out if i am fictionkin or fictionhearted or just Not Anything of Shadowsight Warrior Cats:tm:
referring to myself as him does feel right, and i feel a connection of sorts not only to the character, but to things around him- like shadowclan, his mother dovewing, rootspring + bristlefrost [kinda], the dark forest, ashfur.. [talking in third person feels SO wrong btw i wanted so badly to say ‘my mother dovewing’ instead]
but also my brain could totally be messing with me?? i havent read the broken code since it first came out, and didnt feel this way then
when will i stop struggling so bad with kinfirming things
#--the cat meows#--shadowsight#kinsidering#the pain continues#i genuinely cannot figure this out#help#please
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please any atla gojo lore. anything please im begging on my knees hands pressed together like im praying to god
I really wish I could anon :'> we tried to think of non-spoiler-y lore we could share but turns out every aspect of his character is either a. major spoilers or b. a near-direct echo of canon but make it atla flavoured (ie. his relationships w/ geto/shoko/nanami/haibara; him being The Strongest(tm) in-universe, etc). I guess there's technically the satosugu betrothal but that's already Public Knowledge given that there's art, plus the details are (surprise!) more spoilers
so ...yeah.... unfortunately you'll just have to wait to learn more about him in the fic :"> please accept this compensatory art as apology even though i am Not sorry in fact the pleas of the commonfolk make me cackle
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#gojo#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: illust#lmhs#ily anon gomennnnnnn#i feel a *bit* bad but mostly i am >:3c#i get a sadistic kind of kick out of how u asked abt gojo's lore/abilities#(which i cannot disclose)#and as 'compensation' i provide u with art of gojo presumably Using said abilities#i love Knowing and dangling the knowledge just out of reach . it makes me feel tall :)#i will say however . dont read too much into the visuals#bc in all honesty a lot of th details of gojo's powers just . aren't established yet even between sam and i#bc we've been Procrastinating figuring it out#so I had to take creative liberty as to what theyd Look Like being used#n thats not even me trying 2 b sly we genuinely Dont have the details figured out GJHKDSg#add that to th list of reasons i cant talk abt him ig#side note made his sleeves Way longer here and said o well guess we're keeping them#is gojo a spirit hina
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stuff from a scraped emmk animatic i wanted to do
i try to run but emmk is faster
#my art#total drama#tdi 2023#total drama mk#td mk#tdi mk#total drama emma#td emma#tdi emma#emmk#total drama emmk#rambling incoming#i keep saying ohhhh im gonna finallynleave total drama#i have little to no stuff to actually DRAW FANART OF#i wanna watch shows but i genuinely cannot bring myself to actually sit down and watch media without drawing#i'll figure it out eventually
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writing is hell it sucks so so bad this is awful i want to blowup the moon and eat dirt and abolish the concept of language. anyways. back to the doc
#writing#writeblr#creative writing#this piece is FIGHTING ME SO HARD RN#PLEASE#PLEASE LET ME LIVE IT'S DUE SUNDAY#i'm genuinely so stuck on it#like i cannot remember the last time i've encountered a block of this kind. like I straight up cannot figure out#where to go next#working in a new genre :(
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this isnt the kind of stuff i'd usually post but im fuckin losing my mind. ive been watching through the bilibili livestream vods of like this arknights lore creator reading through and commentating on like the game stories and right now im watching the vod from his main story chapter 11 stream and his reaction to logos' sprite reveal is so fucking funny i had to clip it. man is really having a crisis on stream
#arknights#arknights logos#i guess????#im really just posting this for my own amusement bc my friends on my priv twt are probably sick of me talking about logos SKJHFDKSJH#sorry for the questionable caption quality i slapped this together in like 5 minutes#i recorded another version with like the bilibili on screen comments but i figured theyd be too messy but for the record#ok the commenters were mostly also losing it over logos but at least a few people were making fun of that 'WH???' bc yeah WHAT was that#the bit before this was also extremely funny like when logos showed up to kick the sanguinarch's ass and the bgm cut out#a few people in the comments were like watch out logos is here to pull out your speaker wires#to all the people who followed me for like my orv art. genuinely get used to just randomly being jumpscared by arknights every now and then#this is my house and sometimes i will just randomly go insane about gacha game pngs. that's just how things go around here#edit yknow that really iconic chapter 11 logos cg yeah the guy got to that point and was like#i cannot believe that one day i would suddenly find a MAN so fucking attractive and chat was like split between ohno and UNDERSTANDABLE TBH
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somebody do their best to convince me why i should ship jegulus bc… huh? over lily evans?? before sirius?? WHY REGULUS?????????????
edit: NOT A JEGULUS HATE POST BUT JEGULUS CURIOSITY POST
PLEASE INFORM ME AS TO WHY YOU LOVE JEGULUS
ALL OF THE QUESTION MARKS WERE GENUINE I LOVE YALL PLEASE DONT HATE ME FOREVER
my bad :3
#SO SORRY JEGULUS SHIPPERS#i’m so genuine i cannot figure out how or why that ship exists#and iS SO POPULAR#jegulus#james x regulus#regulus black#james potter#sirius black#sirius and regulus#sirius and james#wolfstar#jily#remus lupin#rory:rambles
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Too tired for words
Waaagh sniffs sobs hhh.... cries sniffles sniff... wahh... starts rolling on the floor crying...... wahgh
#i genuinely bettered how i draw optimus ! i understood his face better#i changed the eyes' position and shape and git how his eyebrows work and how his face is shaped#i almost sobbed at the. the jaw or what is it called#the cheek shape? what the fuck it's so sad#his big brows made me sigh loudly like ah ahh 😞#but the most important thing was the little thingies at the eye bottom#i would call it eyeliner but it's disrespectful#it's tear streams. Engraved into his eyes sharp#AND RATCHET#i haven't drawn his eyes open once#because there's just something that i can't reach right now.#there's just something about his optica that i cannot grab right now#the art of prime book stated that his eyes were made to be softer than everything else#like he may seem blocky but the eyes!! they tell you he's soft#i need to study them#because if i do not do this#i will never understand what's here and what I can't understand about them#the big eyebrows#and the soft eyes underneath that i right now do not understand how to make soft#also they were supposed to have earphones but i couldn't figure it out#transformers#tfp fanart#margosher arting art#tfp#transformers fanart#optiratch#tfp optimus#tfp ratchet#ratchet tfp#optimus tfp
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so does this mean that he still has two cocks or
#the joke is terrible and untimely sorry#but im really confused like#is the dragon story canon or not#cause i thought that myths are some kind of side stories but then#the scene in the last chapter of the card happened and yeah#still cannot figure out if there is any connection between the myth cards and the main story#genuinely can someone explain it to me#if its canon how did he manage to survive#was he resurrected somehow#does the gragon sylus have anything in common with the sylus in main story or not#lads sylus#sylus#love and deepspace#this game makes me go crazy#love and deepspace sylus
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#wolfwren#sabezra#Sabine wren#Ezra bridger#shin hati#star wars#star wars rebels#swr#ahsoka#ahsoka show#how do you make the poll go longer then a wekk#*week#I cannot figure it out#i've seen longer polls bro#like that one horse one#ok the one*yk#why did ok autocorrect to ok#*ok#YK????!?#oh my god#why#is there a tag limit#I genuinely wonder
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Hi
heres whats going on in the images :3
1) gregory taking tonys pickles out of his burger because tony doesnt like them
2) tony won gregory a jumbo sonic plush at the carnival
3) beckory ringpop proposal...
4) movie night where gregory and tony watched a horror movie and tony does Not like it and gregory finds it funny
5) tony ellis and gregory polyamorous.....
6) tony and gregory sleeping
7/8) beckory hugs/comfort
9) tony complimented gregory and he Died
10) beckory under mistletoe + beckory reading & drawing
#fnaf#five nights at freddys#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys fanart#tftpp#fnaf tftpp#gregory fnaf#fnaf gregory#fnaf gregory fanart#tony becker#tony becker fanart#ellis fnaf#beckory#beckory fanart#idk what you'd call ellis/gregory/tony#but me and juno call it doctor bellboots... if u even care...#also mildly off topic but if anybody is a warrior cat-er Please help me figure out a name to give tony because its genuinely so frustrating#i cannot think of a name for him that fits.
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"Write a fic involving flashbacks to every Life series," they said.
"It'll be fun," they said.
Well, I just spent over an hour & a half working on it & have got a whopping 120 words to show for it.
Because most of that time was spent doing FUCKING RESEARCH.
#I genuinely cannot believe how fucking difficult it was to dig up info on every Life series spawn#Why is this info not on the wiki.#Why can't I just look it up somewhere.#Why did I have to look up seeds & coords & use chunk base#& cross reference against various first episodes & approximations of maps#to figure out what FUCKING BIOME they were in#(Also why does firefox think biome isn't a word???)#(it's a word#a pretty common one even#I promise)#Pretty sure this fic will be worth it#but GODS#verdant rambles#trafficblr#traffic fic#life series smp
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#I cannot figure out why the term 'parallel play' irritates me#its not because i dont like doing things in tandem with other people#maybe because it's being applied to things i dont consider 'play'?#maybe because the term was invented for 3 year olds?#a) it doesnt seem serious enough to describe the desire#b) i do genuinely want to do things WITH people more often than not i feel
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i regularly feel so lucky that i know how to cook/was raised around people who know how to cook
#i genuinely cannot imagine not knowing how to make things#like if there's something i want to eat... i know i can just make it#even if i've never made it before/heard of it i have a foundational understanding of cooking that means i can figure it out w/o a recipe#and i acknowledge how fortunate i am for that bc not everyone is so lucky but i cannot imagine anything different
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I read Hussie's author notes and they were so disappointing. He dismisses Eridan and gamzee as one-dimensional nastyboys, he claims Rose and Dave's true arc was to refuse their quests and they just needed to stop feeling guilty about it, and he says karkat's final frog didn't even matter and he was just worrying over nothing. There's so much potential clearly written in and he just throws it all away bc lol. Your analysis is so much more nuanced has so much more thought put into it both with regards to who these characters are as people and the role they serve in the plot. I'd take your ideas over what hussie thinks is canon any day of the week.
this is super funny to me because i absolutely take what hussie says into account like all the time HAHAHA
Like genuinely I go back to their formspring/tumblr/forum/book notes all the time to see how on-track i am with my analyses. If you like whatever bullshit i'm talking about, then you like hussie's writing!
#like if you read all of hussie's writing back during their formspring/tumblr days#it's all usually very insightful and very clear that hussie not only cares deeply about their characters and world#but also REALLY REALLY UNDERSTANDS STORYTELLING#and it becomes really easy to pick apart what stuff they say at the end of their time on homestuck#and figure out what parts of it are frustration at the audience & what parts probably hold some truth to them#and the thing is i dont even really blame them for turning against the audience#because tbh ive been there (on a much smaller scale)#harassment/witch hunting campaigns are genuinely traumatizing and terrifying#and i really cannot overstate just how much the fandom used to go for hussie's throat over LITERALLY EVERYTHING#it was horrific to watch back then and it's frustrating now#so from the bottom of my heart as somebody who's Been There i *get it* and cant hold it against them#the worst parts of the SU and Voltron fandoms came out of homestuck#now imagine that aimed at you 24/7 no matter what you say for months and months#like people literally called hussie homophobic for saying the trolls are all bi/pan by default#and that even within that framework kanaya is explicitly a lesbian#like??????? yeah i would be pissed at the fanbase too
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Iiiiiii get a little scared me going off on long tangents in replies will scare some rp partners away. On the other hand, I love digging into a muses thoughts and emotions and especially for someone like Bruce, he has a lot going on in there while he also doesn’t typically say much unless he’s out actively socializing. It’s a strange thing where I’m still trying to find a comfortable balance or way to write both the Bat and Bruce, while making them sound like the same guy and also different, without smacking my head into a wall and overthinking things too much.
#' ◁ ılı||ılı ▷ … ¹¹. 𝙾𝚞𝚝 𝙾𝚏 𝙱𝚊𝚝𝚜 🦇#Strange time to have a vent thingy yeah… but I am worried I’ll get too carried away or come off as too OOC and spook people 😔💀#I am learning to do shorter more spontaneous stuff but brain will still attempt to do semi lengthy replies to get some#Kind of quickly slapped together plot we can build off out#I guess this is a reminder there genuinely is no pressure to match my length when it comes to traded replies.#Bruce goes off and as with some muses I hyperfixate on I cannot for the life of me stfu when I get hyped#That is also to say I will be tackling replies with new faces this morning so please bear with me 🫡#Still trying to figure out whether I wanna do short replies until I know how some muses bounce off one another better
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actually yeah i think i am going to make a little post of new years' resolutions/current long-term goals to circle back to next year, maybe, and see how i did!
(very cheerful and hopeful chatter under the cut <3)
i would like to accrue a bit more romantic experience. already kind of starting to glance at the dating apps again like yes actually i would enjoy continuing to explore that, potentially.
i'd like to become closer with the friends i've acquired this year and the friends i have in general! i value quality over quantity and while i would not say no to more friends in my irl area, i have some really lovely people in my life who i'd like to make sure i stay in touch with (as there are so so many of them. which is insane.)
creatively speaking, i'd like to do more drawing this year, hopefully more bookmaking, maybe invest in a sewing machine? the sewing machine is sorta dependent on me actually binding some books.
i would like to actually know what's going on in both of the classes i'm taking instead of just one please god
i'd like to stay on top of work stuff! i feel like i manage my work stuff confusingly. i want to be working in a way that feels up to my standards and satisfaction -- the job tasks i have i either finish too slow or too fast and i want to figure out a balance for that.
i want to continue experiencing new media! i made a super concentrated effort to do that this year and it's been wonderfully fruitful.
i want to learn more about video games, and play a whole bunch of them :)
i want to actually start cooking again and meal prepping consistently. that would be so cool.
i want to go swimming over the summer and also actually figure out ice skating. like girl you literally live right by an ice rink? please try the skates. maybe even invest in some ice skates. that could be so fun. you could have so much fun. you could be living your yuri on ice dreams.
side note i just checked and i found out the ice rink is open YEAR ROUND?????? and actually also contains a FITNESS STUDIO? how have i not been going to the fitness classes right by my house. is this possibly another thing i should add to my list of resolutions. i literally love living here so much it's insane i love it i legally can never leave
i want to spend this summer properly exploring the city! i spent last summer kind of decompressing and getting used to my situation, and i wasn't yet comfortable enough in my own neighborhood to feel adventurous -- just existing here was adventurous lol. but there's so much cool stuff in the city and i do actually legitimately have quite a few people i can drag places now, if i have a destination in mind :) or they can drag me places idk!
i want my 24th birthday to KICK ASS. i have absolutely no idea how i'm supposed to top my 23rd birthday, which was a cozy and wonderfully solitary affair, but i have like five months to think of something.
this one is a little harder to properly measure, just a hope -- i hope very ardently that those in my life right now know how thoroughly they've contributed to this year being a really good one. even if we've only talked like one time this year it meant a lot to me. and i hope that i continue to be a positive part of people's lives! that's important to me too.
#miscellany#2025 resolutions#man i am still fucking thinking about that ice rink. i want skates.#that's like a genuinely reasonable investment. i could skate every friday night if i wanted. i could go ice skating every friday.#i cannot believe i didnt figure this out im going actually crazy.#if i have to move at the end of my grad school tenure to a place that isnt here i will ALSO go crazy. i love it here too much man
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