#i don’t know who i am
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#girl blogger#tumblr girls#girlblogging#female hysteria#hysterical#female manipulator#i’m so lost#hell is a teenage girl#i miss you#i don’t know who i am#mentally unstable#the female urge#hyper feminine#heroine chic#90s supermodels#just girly things#i’m just a girl#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#lana del rey#lana unreleased#lizzy grant#im going insane#sullen girl#female rage#girly blog#i want a perfect body#just girls being girls#girl blogging
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MATTHEW ???????????
I MEAN ARE WE KIDDING
LET ME LIVE
AM I MATT GIRL NOW ????
WHAT IS HAPPENING
#el rambles#matt sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo#the sturniolo triplets#be still my heart#i don’t know who i am
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Anyone else having a quarter life crisis ??
#i don’t know who i am#i don’t know what to do#i’m just a girl#im so tired#bed rotting#forever#actually dissociative#dissociated#bye
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#vent#i just wish that#i could find happiness again#it’s been so#so hard to find it recently#nothing i do#nothing works anymore#it’s so tiring#im just so tired#i just want to be happy with myself#with my art#but i cant#i keep comparing myself#to peoples popularity#to their art#and i’m disliked a lot#i’m a bad person#i feel like people shouldn’t like me#but people do#and it confuses me#they tell me i’m a good person#and they tell me why#but in the end i can’t see it#i don’t know my personality#i don’t know who i am#i don’t know what i am#i don’t feel right#when i look in the mirror all i see is the words disappointment written across my face#delete later#because i’m not supposed to vent i’m supposed to draw
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i don’t know who i am and i don’t think ill ever know and that is the scariest fact i will have to live with until i know otherwise
#trauma#i don’t know who i am#who am i#i am not mentally well#i want to be okay#i wanna kms#mentally unstable#tw depressing stuff#depression relapse#tw depressing thoughts#kinda depressing#i’m sorry
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Genuine question: any of you ever feel like you’re not one person but kinda a bunch of people that keep switching constantly? I don’t mean it in a “multiple personality disorder” kind of way and not in a “I’m different with friends and different when I’m with strangers” kind of way. I mean it as in: I love quiet places and being alone and reading books and the aesthetic of the rain and the forest AND I love being social and the vibes of a karaoke and a dance party and singing along in a group and climbing on tables to dance there AND I love the aesthetic of an elegant scholar and the idea of studying various subjects and being educated and mature AND I love the idea of goofing around and I want to go to a paintball and have a water pistol battle and I want to do silly things and experiments that just can not end well like putting things into a microwave AND I want to be all sarcastic and kinda like an outcast and insult people and wear black AND I want to be girly and wear dresses and pink and glitter and be bubbly and friendly and lovely and nice to people and always have cookies so I could offer them to others and be the sunshine kind of a person AND…
Like, some of the wants are contradictory so it doesn’t make sense to be all these people at once and in one moment I’m one of them and in the next I’m another but at the same time it’s all me?
I really hope this post will find others who feel like this too and can share their wisdom with me cause I have no idea what “be myself” even means rn
#personal#am i the only one?#I have so many personalities#i don’t know who i am#who am i#i want too much#I want to be so many people#personality disorder#does anyone understand#does anyone else feel like this#does anyone else experience this#does anyone else feel this way#does anyone relate#does anyone else get this#anyone relate?
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I look different every single day 🙀
#girlblogger#like4like#grunge#mutuals#y2k grunge#explore#body dismorphia#face dysmorphia#actually mentally ill#i don’t understand#i don’t know who i am
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#actually bpd#poetry#bpd#bpd culture is#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#fp bpd#franz kafka#i loved you#toxic relationship#lettersfromscarlett#letting go#letters#i don’t know who i am
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Everyday there is an internal fight between being Bettie Page cheetah print alt baddie and being pink Lana Del Rey coquette 50s hair baddie
#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#coquette#i wanna be perfect#i don’t know#i don’t know who i am#bettie page#this is girlhood#girlhood#female rage
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I don’t know if I’m a lesbian but if one day Gillian Anderson ask if I am I would say yes only for her (and maybe other middle aged actresses but that’s not the point here)
#gillian anderson#fangirl#i don’t know who i am#but straight isn’t it#but i also like men unfortunately#txt#dana scully
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This isn't REAL.
This isn't REAL.
This isn't REAL.
#aesthetic#weirdcore#traumacore#black and white#black#weird#depressive episode#depression#trauma#i want to disappear#i feel sick#sick#i don’t know who i am#who am i#trauma aesthetic#weird aesthetic#i want to scream#vent post#vent blog#vent#filth#breakdown#i’m so tired#i’m just a girl#im going insane#going crazy#i want to kms#i wanna die#Spotify
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Pinpoint
I worry i am no one
I can’t seem to pinpoint who i am
I ask my friends
They say they love who i am
But i can’t fathom who they’re referring to
I am most often wearing a mask
It’s reflective
Do they only love me when i wear a mirror?
I keep it strapped to my face
to hide my forever tear stained cheeks
I keep it close to my heart
so the glass cuts anyone getting too close
Why is this cage a comfort?
It’s not.
I’ve spent too long wearing my mirror
They’re mirror
It’s morphed into me
Who am i?
I can’t seem to pinpoint who i am
I worry i am no one.
#poets on tumblr#poetry#poetry on tumblr#original poem#poems and poetry#poems on tumblr#poem#rachelswords#who am i#finding myself#i don’t know who i am
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i hate this i hate this i hate this
#i don’t think i actually have a personality#i change it to much around people i’m not sure who i am when i’m alone#and i think one of those personalities had fucked up everyone’s perception of me#so no one takes me seriously#and i hate it#i don’t know who i am#but whoever that is#i fucking hate her#juno.txt
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having a full identity crisis over here don’t mind me
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Who am I?
#actually traumatized#traumacore#i don’t know who i am#who am I#identity disturbance#identity is confusing#bpdcore#cptsd#traumatizedjaguar#identity confusion#anger#angry#anxiety#sadness#rage#gif
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Your comfort character at the moment? (From any piece of media)
it may sounds harsh to say it but probably tommy shelby when it comes to fictional (& jonah hauer-king aaaand jakub gierszał and imagine dragons 🥲)
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