#i don’t want to be alive

[ash-unnoticed911]

Rant?

Can we just talk about how attachment issues and like fear of abandonment ALMOST ALWAYS FUCKS YOU IN THE ASS?

Like

Literally, it bends you over and fucks you. Over and over.

You sit here and you think ‘oh hey. Maybe this time it will be different…’

Then you get that pit in your stomach? You know the one..

Then ? You’re awake when you should be asleep and you wanna cry but you can’t because if you would’ve listened to the voice inside you, then you wouldn’t be in this position yeah? DUMB ASS. You are a dumb ass who obviously doesn’t listen.

And then you just repeat the same cycle and same shit over and over and over expecting a different result(:

STUPID.

[vacantgodling]

gender dysphoria is BAD today boys :)

[piercedbritt]

I dont want to let you in any further.

Just leave me alone already.

I will not create another obsession.

[kamajisplace]

DID WE COME FOR ME TODAY SPECIFICALLY I did not ask or want to be accosted by all these mf thilbo memories today but god damn, no sleep for me THANKS TUMBLR

Thranduil [to Tauriel]: What do you know of love? Nothing! What you feel for that dwarf is not real. You think it is love? Are you ready to die for it?

And immediately after that Bilbo runs to Ravenhill to warn Thorin. Runs through the fire of war and the horror of surrounding death.

Because his feel for this dwarf is REAL. Because this is LOVE. And he is READY TO DIE for it. 

[myrainbowtornadoworld]

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[rystiel]

i keep seeing people say the doctor shouldn’t have feelings for rogue because he’s married to river…? river song… who has also married multiple people… one of the most polyamorous characters in the show…?

[drowning-in-the-nothing]

sad. (This is Utter Shit and I Don’t Even Know Why I’m Keeping It.)

…just don’t want to be at work

…just don’t want to exist here

…just want to be sad—

Alone.

In the dark.

I can’t stand who I am…

…just want to know how to stop this…

I know it isn’t healthy to feel like this

But I don’t care and I don’t want to get better

Cause there’s comfort in the familiarity

This poem is anything but comprehensive

Or cohesive and barely coherent

Simply a congregation of shitty thoughts

And even shittier feelings I’m drowning in

But this is where my head is…

Kyle Stewart

2/25/23

[artby-mld]

As the World Caves In

[lazylittledragon]

does anyone else experience the adhd-created nightmare of having to choose between having a healthy daily routine and getting anything done at all

[ash-unnoticed911]

You’re gonna sit here. And say something . WORD FOR WORD

Then

ILL SAY ‘I’m sorry I guess I should do - - and -‘

AND THEN YOURE GONNA SIT HERE SND SAY

‘I didn’t say that’

IM

Fucking

Sorry

WHAT?!

Am I going balls to the wall insane?!!! Or did you just fucking gaslight me? AS IF IM STUPID

[vigilskeep]

the lucanis romance pacing is kind of objectively terrible, no idea what the writing thought process was, but it’s so funny in-world that it basically circles around to a win for me

[julietwiskey1]

I genuinely believe that Jinx is still alive. The final shot was of an airship leaving, similar to the first shot of Powder (after the bridge scene) watching an airship go overhead. Powders first spoken line was “one day, I’m gonna ride in one of those things.”

Pair this with Caitlyn holding Jinx’s bomb fragment while looking at ducts leading out of the hexgate. Along with the last memory shown with Jinx being from Vanders POV and not Jinx’s. I think Warwick must of let her go or something, seeing Powder again in the monkey bomb. Whatever was left of Vander let her go.

[chrissy-kaos]

…Tired of losing my nightmares are lucid I ain’t won a battle in my head since this war’s fuckin’ begun…..

[starryy-leo]

I think it should be said this whole thing with the book is for fun.

At the end of the day, unfortunately Gravity Falls is a dead show, it’s been dead for years. It’s great that we have new content, but we have to remember at this point we’re really only to expect scraps. We aren’t owed anything as a fandom and we should not go at Alex for any reason beyond joking support. I haven’t seen anyone do that but I’m just saying. This is all for entertainment and fun.

There seems to be a major connection between TBoB and The Great Gatsby, the second being about letting go of the past so it doesn’t haunt you. The timer on the website? The negatives? The dead ends? Maybe it’s Alex’s way of saying this is the end. To let go. To move on.

[gatoburr0]

Even though Acht, Captain and Octavio didn't survive in the AU, could we still see some designs of what they'd look like if they did please?

Yep! Also decided to put some refs for their animals csknfkso

Actually captain 3’s design was the last one I did and I ran out of energies so it looks too rough 😥

Bonus.

[halflifebutawesome]

MAY 16, 200-