#i cant do this self insert shit alone

[rainbowgod666]

Boi my lancer self (yeah i have a "me" self-insert OC all based on the same template of a modifies gen 5 male protagonist [the one from the first bw games] because hahaha autism goes brrrrrrrrrrrt) canonically is in an "Open relationship" with his PEGASUS FRAME MECH.

He would find this girl after "One Of Those Nights" and give her the biggest bear hug ever

More of Mars, my Lancer character. Also shoutouts to this girl for immediately getting the vibe I was going for:

There are definitely at least five different pilots that she did this to who consider her their rival and will actively seek her out if they find out she's nearby.

[fatuifucker]

its been a day and i still am upset about that interaction with that person they literally didnt do anything wrong but i keep thinking about 4th grade me getting excited when someone likes the same thing as me only for me to not impress them and then i go back home crying and wondering why i have no friends

[lavenoon]

Kindled Spirits AU

Soulmate AU revamped with a Y/N <3

Basics: Soulmate bonds are 1) not necessarily romantic, 2) not a given and not always between just 2 people, 3) not necessarily reciprocal (rare, but happens) Basically soulmates are bonded via dreams - meeting within dreams, or dreaming of each other’s memories, anything in dreams is fair game Plays a year after the pizzaplex fire and given that I had the idea a good while ago none of the dlc is included in the premise, also bc this is based on an old self insert fic Y/N is extremely audhd because that I refuse to take out

Y/N has spent most of their life assuming they don’t have a soulmate, which is a relief because they’re plagued by nightmares/ stress dreams a lot. They got used to those, and when some other hazy dreams crop up later in life they don’t think much of it.

Then one night they dream of burning. An indoor playground, they stand in the middle of it, filled with hopelessness and self hatred they cant explain (the irony of Sun burning to death). They don’t feel alone though, and though they can’t see anyone else, they know someone else is there. It's both a comfort as well as agonizing, and the care for that other person is evident, despite the whole emotional cocktail. They go through the entire dream incapable of changing anything, and then wake up still feeling hot but also cold and clammy, phantom flames still licking at their skin. All while they cope with the idea that maybe they did have a soulmate, and that is now past tense.

For an entire year they go around thinking they witnessed their soulmate(s?) burning to death via dream, not telling anyone about it but carrying that guilt.

They move, and find a new job - the Pizzaplex is hiring! No one wants to be a security guard anymore after all that weird shit a year ago, so even though Y/N lacks the qualifications, they get hired. Rotating shifts, day (morning/ afternoon) and night. The first time they walk past the daycare, it flashes into flame - but no, that’s just coincidence. It’s the first indoor playground they’ve seen since then, it’s hazy dream memories worsened by guilt, it’s not the same.

Y/N befriends the daycare attendant, and the naptime attendant - they talk to Sun sometimes through the slide, and Moon usually bothers them on their security rounds. They do meet Sun first, after trying to be helpful throwing down some stray ballpit balls down the slide, and a curious Sun crawls up just to get a ball to the face. Y/N feels very bad about that, and given their lack of scripts for how to interact with animatronics, they just fall back on the scripts they already have. Sun doesn't seem to mind, so it's all good! Then one night they shout a belated "Good night!" down the slide, after the lights in the daycare have turned off, and barely avoid falling when suddenly Moon stands behind them, asking them just what they're doing. He makes his dislike of their flashlight promptly known, and then they have a menace of a shadow for their rounds.

That goes on for a couple weeks, until Sun asks them inside of the daycare to address a few concerns they could please relay to management?

And then the perspective is just undeniable. Y/N gets caught in the flashback, seeing it all burn again, and Sun startles them out of it. They don’t tell him. They can’t. But they realize that he’s been forced to work in a direct replica of the place where he burned to (temporary) death.

After that they keep trying to broach the topic of soulmates in general, but Sun and Moon are very much convinced that as animatronics they are not people, and they can’t dream anyway, so how would they have a soulmate? So silly!

Dreams and personhood are very connected in this AU - with dreams linking souls society just assumes that anyone without dreams is not a person. (Is this a societal issue for other humans who don't dream? Sure! People are people and will exclude others for any reason!)

Meanwhile Y/N starts having more dreams - they assume because now they live closer, actually met their soulmates, there’s less of a barrier to only have the super traumatic stuff make it into their dreams. In fact, they are kind of relieved that their usual nightmares are exchanged for extremely mundane “watching kids play in the daycare” or watching themself being bothered by Moon from his POV.

It’s a struggle trying to convince their soulmates that they are in fact people, while wondering if the bond is reciprocated because how would they tell? Sun and Moon can’t dream, there’s no confirmation that Y/N is their soulmate too! Lots of fear of rejection that’s holding them back here

But also some shenanigans at this time, like Y/N knowing that Moon follows them on their routes, and calling him out on it when he tries to stay hidden. He asks how they knew, and they bluntly reply “it came to me in a dream”. Moon laughs, then asks for the truth that they don’t know how to give after he rejects it so easily. They end up deflecting and he goes back to being a menace.

Also Y/N being somewhat anxious once they realize that Sun uses "friend" for many people (whenever they do see him interact with adults, which isn't often) and awkwardly ask for confirmation because oh no what if he's just being polite and they read too much into it? They almost regret it when he proves that Moon isn't the only menace and makes sure they know he considers them their friend after! Moon continues being a cat in his affections, so when Y/N asks him the same he ends up positively surprised, somewhat guilty (due to the secrets he keeps, and the danger he still believes he poses), but mostly ramps up the friendly annoying to the max

And then Y/N ends up impulsively telling Moon. He wants them to be joking - asks them to, even, to take it all back. When they refuse he reacts more in anger and accuses them of deluding themself, suggesting they need medical attention. They get angry then, too, because is he really telling them to go to a doctor after they confess something like this? It ends badly, with Y/N fleeing the scene and then avoiding both Moon and Sun for a good while.

Until Sun requests their presence about a “security issue” in the closed daycare, and Y/N goes even knowing he’ll want to talk. He’s concerned more than angry, but disbelieving all the same. Y/N’s patience is running thin when Sun, desperately, asks them just what they were dreaming about to be so convinced - what made them think they're linked to an animatronic like that? - so they tell him about the fire. They also tell him that they were telling the truth that one time with Moon. Sun (and Moon) get their own flashback, and Y/N ends up frantic, apologizing for bringing it up like that, while the boys are just terrified that

1) Y/N had to see that, experience it via dream

and 2) just what else could they have seen?

Moon in particular is terrified - he approaches them a bit later, asking about other dreams they might’ve had. Even says “they would have been nightmares”. He assumes that Y/N must have witnessed the virus induced murders and has no idea how to assure them that he’s not that, after he reacted in so much anger at their initial confession. His concern doesn’t really lessen, and more shifts upon being told that “I wouldn’t know, all my dreams are nightmares anyway”.

Mostly themed around growing closer after that, and working around “we don’t need to dream of you to know we like you, and we do!” as well as uncovering the past trauma Sun and Moon have gone through (and are going through, still trapped in the same building in a replica of where they burned).

Also Sun and Moon struggling to accept their personhood because if they’re people, then they are traumatized and were (and are being) mistreated for a long time, and that’s also hard to come to terms with. Some thoughts towards animatronic emancipation though I never got that far in the fic, so mostly comfort and slice of life as they work around the little bump in the road of their soulmate bond. Y/N opening up about their own dreams, and why it's so difficult to say they had any nightmares based on Sun and Moon's experience before the literal death experience not just breaking the ice but rather melting it at record speed

Would remain platonic/ ambiguous because it was very important to me that soulmates aren't necessarily romantic, and they all have bigger fish to fry than whether or not they'd like to go on dates - given that that's hardly an option while Sun and Moon cannot leave the Plex. The reassurance and relationship beyond the bond actually is the most important part, with Y/N admitting to both Sun and Moon and also themself that they enjoy having them as soulmates, of course! But they'd be friends with or without those dreams, given that Y/N initially approached them both before they even realized. Which is also a relief, because Sun and Moon do feel bad over not being able to confirm that it's reciprocated - they feel like it is, they want it to be (and isn't that the most important part?)! But they don't know. And that's okay - because they found each other, dreams or not, and they won't lose that <3

This is as much as I have right now, and as much as it'll stay for the time being! Enjoy <3

[thecluelessdoctor]

hi

so recently

i was watching a bunch of videos on blogthegreatrouge

and remembered my once love for PJs Daycare. but now i know its disgusting like.. so bad. so is she. i just. ugh.

so, im going to remake it. i mean remake that shit i will do my best to make it better. starting with removing all the fankids characters and ships because.. sanscest is w e i r d.

anyway, for the people who some how dont know what im talking about is heres a summery. if i spelled that wrong shut up no i didnt

Tw: SA, suicidal thoughts I suppose, gr00ming basically

pjs daycare was a AU for undertale made by blogthegreatrouge. the au, was as it says, a daycare. basically all the sans aus were children, from like 3-6 i think, and the characters were... sanscest ship characters or sans fusions. one of the caretakers, and our- basic mc, is Paperjam, or PJ, the fusion between ink sans and error sans. i say fusion because i think that what they were originally intended to be before the fandom... yoinked them. aslo i refuse to ship sans aus together because thats WEIRD AS ALL SHIT. anyway. those are the basics, shipkids/fusion sanses are the caretakers and the sanses are children. interesting concept ig (i will make it better trust)

ok now that we have the basics down, lets get to the story. this was a ask blog so there wasnt much story, but from what i do remember, there were 2 major plot lines. the first plot line was uhm. borderline gr00ming. basically fresh sans, the satire sans au, has a crush on PJ. this fresh is i think about 3 yrs old. so ok, hes a kid, kids are weird. he claims he wants to marry pj. again, child, children say that stuff alot. and you think pj would be yk, normal and be like " no no, we cant do that" nicely and shit. WELL HE DOESNT. THIS BITCH SAYS "we cant get married righ now, but when your all grown up we can ^^" IM SORRY HUH. SIR. WHAT. not only that, later, there is a ask of how would pj react to adult fresh. in which its super weird with really gross sexual tension. not only that, lets follow in this aus rule, aus made by the same creator/s are gonna be related. ok. error, fresh and geno/aftertale are brothers. kinda weird but lets keep going here. pj in rouges interpretation is a ship child. A SHIP CHILD. MEANING FRESHIE HERE IS IS UNCLE?? ITS SO WEIRD?? also there is a mini plot line where ink and error like each other and its a big deal even tho, again, CHILDREN. also same person but i digress.

our next plotline is... where shit hits the fan. so, error, gets deathly sick and needs to go to the hospital. didnt know monsters had hospitals but ok. geno, error's older brother who is at most, 5, gets really depressed. and ik depression can come at any age, however, GENO here tries to commit farewell. this. doesn't. make. sense. a child isnt old enough to even comprehend death that well, let alone have the feeling to die AND ACT ON IT. not only that, right after stopping geno from leaving this mortal plane (isnt he immortal though?) they completely forget about it and have this weird romance between palette and goth (swap sans and dream sans) (geno and reaper) and its super weird, and gross (not as gross as nerd and jock but still) and palette is weirdly obsessive over goth and shit so its all just a huge pile of SHIT

oh yeah there is also this weird plot line with like this trio of mini villains, one being rouges self insert i think so. yeah.

anyway, that was pj's daycare. i will be reworking and remaking the entirety of this au. so uh.

yeah.

it will be posted. anyway bye

[verdemoun]

hi im back on my "overlooked things" bullshit

the gang and clothes. oh god that must've been chaotic. What the fuck do you mean you don't have to wear a union suit. What do you mean you??? Just??? Get to dress however you want??? Hello whY IS THERE SO MANY WOMEN WEARING PANTS WOW???

Comfort clothes. Kieran and clothes was already mentioned once, but I'm thinking about others. Some stick to their style, probably. I see Hosea as such a guy. John is living out his emo dreams /j

Charles, his newfound hobby of (insert vague gesture here) you know, and special clothes for this sort of thing. And protection. Good gloves, goggles, all that. Mate's in heaven. You cant tell me otherwise.

The first shopping trip is a fucking journey every time a new person appears. The availability. Prices. The materials. PRINTS. (I work with prints on fabric and lemme tell you. That shit is wild even for me. Let alone 1899 people.) The vast amount of styles and all that.

And, dumbass designs of course. The weird ones you can get from AliExpress or whatever and it's a fucking trip every time. As much as I wanna say it's Sean who discovers those first, I'd say it's Arthur. My guy wasn't too quick to learn tech and stuff so he saw a nice tshirt for a low price, ordered it, and he didn't look at it what was written.

His 1899 mindset of "i have it therefore it cannot be thrown away i can't afford more" wins out and he keeps it. You can't tell me otherwise.

welcome back always get the happiest hand flapping stim getting to long asks

absolutely assuming every woman who wears pants is a lesbian for the longest time

wearing pajamas for the first time. clothes being so plentiful they have a designated for sleep. and sleepwear being so much more comfortable than a union suit or ye olde undergarments the first time most of them wear flannel is a life changing experience.

bessie accidentally bought hosea clothes whenever she saw something she thought her husband would like it was her way of coping with him being gone for so long. he is rocking the brown loafers looks like he owns a yacht the beige pants but also coziest old man sweaters

john and arthur both just wear slightly modernized versions of their regular clothes they are dorks. john has the black leather bikie jacket with stupid fashion belts and buckles he looks amazing like generic punk outfit

CHARLES bordering on hoarder with the gloves. guilty of buying gloves in different colors just because he likes the color even though he already has 3 pairs of the same glove. most of the time enjoying the comfort of looking like a southern dad with the plaid and jeans but also work pants with the extra knee padding and a dozen pockets a different tool in every pocket walking down the street need a screwdriver? tape measure? wrench? electrical tape? timber screws? always on hand.

lenny and sean are the temu fashion disasters. bird shirts floral prints galore. the technicolor because it's so new to them!! the most hideous busy patterns but somehow making it work

sean accidentally bought a blue lives matter shirt and lenny had to draw the line and explain sean no. he started wearing it inside out instead of throwing it out and attempted to bleach the crappy iron off

arthur is so self conscious and so convinced he is ugly he is hyperaware of not sticking out in modern era he went through plain shirt and unremarkable pants for months. guilty of having a hoodie he won't leave the house without until he eventually settles on just modern era gunslinger outfit. owns 4 versions of the same outfit because he has npc energy in modern era can fit every piece of clothing he owns in a backpack.

[jack-ackles]

RANT:

[True Beauty]

Warning: han seojun and hwang in yeop fans are requested to NOT read this 🤫

please tell me that it's not only me who finds han seo jun annoying. like,, boy you know that girl doesn't like you, she likes your friend and he likes her too, they love each other and desrve to be together.

then in the end, the way writers made him some kind of sacrificial hero for "giving up" on jukyung and "letting her go" to suho.. when she was never HIS to "give up".... ooooh so fucking sad isn't it?

i hate that majority of posts, tweets etc under true beauty hashtags are about how fucking cool, miserable and heartbroken seo jun because the girl he liked didnt love him back all while jukyung went through hell and back with her journey of self love and body positivity, suho literally lost half of his family and had to suffer so much but ohhhh look, the self appointed kabab me haddi is the show stealer here.

it really really really doesn't help that hwang in yeop just contiues to do roles where he is the miserable second lead who doesnt get the girl (18 again, sound of magic) and now he will play the character of he zi qui in the remake of the chinese drama go ahead where he zi qui was miserable and suffered alot and didn't get the girl (mostly because he ziqui never liked jianjian in a romantic way but his insecurities were eating him up when he found out jian jian and ling xiao were together and not to forget, the major part of go ahead drama was focused on jian jian's father and whole family trying to tell hi zi qui he was the part of family and not outsider and helping him to overcome his insecurities and fear of abandonment.) and you know WHAT? i am TIRED of seeing this actor in these heartbroken second lead roles.. like, PICK A BETTER SCRIPT DAMMIT!!! i'll have to see 1000 more reels of people crying that how his character deserved better, and others are just side characters in their own show because mr. i-am-miserable-because-the-girl-i-like-doesnt-like-me-back deserves better 💁🏻‍♀️

i just can't understand why this guy cant go for different roles and not just the same one again n again. he should try main roles. it definitely is not like he is having shortage of options cuz he prolly is in demand after true beauty. idk how am i supposed to enjoy the go ahead remake with his miserable ass face on screen again.

coming back to the main point: i can't, just can't understand why tf han seo jun is so fucking overrated when he is literally like every other second lead ever! you cannot go through any suho-jukyung content without people crying "but han seojun🥺" under it. this over hyping only makes his character even more annoying because people romanticize him so much that they just make up delusional narratives about how he was better than suho etc etc etc.

han seo jun is likable and cute when you don't have annoying people inserting him everywhere and crying about him. the overhype just repulses me alot.

phewww. i have been wanting to say this all since a long time cuz i am annoyed as fuck seeing han seojun everywhere overhyped to the point that people sideline suho-the actual main lead and downplay everything about him. and also say shit about jukyung.. like, leave my baby alone it's not her problem the kabab me haddi was stubborn. this all just gets on my nerves after one point because not matter how much you try to avoid it.. these things just comes back to haunt you when you try to ignore them.

i just wanted to let it out.

thank you for reading my rant.

[rainbowninja00]

title pending!

so there's this idea that's been bonking around my mind for... years? I'm not sure how many but it's been a while. so, it started with the idea of characters based on the 7 deadly sins (original I know) and grew into a whole false tv show in my brain. first off, LONG POST WARNING!!!!!!! just letting yall know. second, there is some inspiration from Ready Player One here, if you haven't seen it, dw you dont need the context of the story, just the idea of a VR kinda thing for the internet, EXCEPT your body ceases to exist outside of it when you arent in the internet (tm) so no bullshit someone's gonna get you while you're in there! I can and will go into the intricusies of how the internet (tm) works but there are other things I wanna expand on. mainly, our main characters!!! there are 8 main characters: one for every sin and the protagonist. (some images included to show off the general vibe/colour palette of the characters all from pinterest) starting with our main character, she doesn't really have a name cause i cant think of a good one, but she's 14-16, new to high school and experiencing the internet (tm) for the first time, she's been online, but never in the actual world before. I like to think she wears mainly black and white with hints of red or other colours in the beginning and gains more colours as time goes on and she learns more about herself and the world around her. she is heavily inspired by moon girl from marvel's moon girl and devil dinosaur

next, Pride! she is the general leader of the group since she's the most commanding and takes no shit. she tries to keep the kid safe and out of trouble, she has her own in securities and such that I can go over in a stand alone post about the specific characters. she is kinda inspired by garnet from steven universe but only in a design way.

then we have the most developed and a literal self insert: lust! he's the resident "heart throb" of the group and is probably the silliest of the group, also the one the protag meets first. he is the insighting incident in many a misadventure cause its easy to use him for that. I will go into this more later, but he's lust cause he lusts for a relationship, he's a sad boy (like me) inspiration is angel dust from hazbin but only in personality.

envy and greed are twins, identical within the internet (tm) and fraternal outside of it cause oh yeah, the 7 are all real people too. they work together very well and put on a show of wanting what the other has to outside observers. the only inspo I can think of is the general aesthetic of grossology and mammon from helluva from a design stand point.

(pretend there's an image of a big ol oversized hoodie here, almost all those photos have people in them and I dont feel comfortable with that) wrath was one of the hardest for me to pinpoint initially, his thing isn't being angry, he makes others angry by being goofy and messing with them. Like kel from omori, also his design SOMEHOW ended up being cowboy esque in my head??? so like clover from undertale yellow.

sloth is actually my favourite, she loves hyperpop, all things pink and pastel, loves performing songs with lust, but she's sloth because she doesn't do anything unless it interests her, no chores, no responsibilities, she leaves the internet(tm) the least out of them all. I saw an artist on twitter once and was like YEAH THATS THE VIBE but I forgot who they are TwT. she is also based on moon girl design wise. BEE AND PUPPYCAT AESTHETIC MY GOAT!!!

(idk if this is fan art, if it is and someone knows who made it lmk)

last and sadly least is gluttony, I don't really have them super developed, and if anyone has any ideas for them I would love to hear it!

If anyone wants to see or hear more I will happily yap about it for hours, PLEASE I AM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES FOR PEOPLE TO REBLOG THIS I just wanna know if anyone would be interested on hearing more so I know if I should bother typing up more posts on these guys! (also id appriciate help w/ the title)

[rodolfoparras]

Right?!?? Calling it predatory is beyond awful and it just reeks of vilifying queer people. We aren't safe from it in every day life and now we aren't safe in our online spaces too?? Particularly in a space we curated for us because we want to write and discuss our queer fics?? And the sheer irony of (presumably) straight woman saying we are acting like a woman in gay bar like.....GIRL- GIRL ARE YOU HEARING YOURSELF-

And the twitter situation omg I have to briefly rant. Someone I follow commented on (albeit 2 years old) post of this straight girlie who was whining about the fact that character she likes was confirmed gay and how she wanted to keep drawing him in straight ship with her female self insert but people were mad at her for doing so. Like no shit 😭 she kept doing it for months after and I think she eventually stopped but like erasing character's sexuality like that when he canonically struggled with being gay too is just gross.

And my gods- girlies acting like Astarion is straight and guys acting like Shadowheart is straight is bane of my existence when all companions are canonically queer!!

As for games, Imma finally be able to properly play all of my favourite games because my laptop is so fucking old that it takes forever to play Sims 4 (admittedly I do have billion mods) let alone something else. I only played BG3 on my bestie's PC and I'll finally be able to do it properly 😭 I swear the only game I don't have any problems with playing on current laptop is Monster Prom. I tried playing Resident Evil 4 (another big hyperfixation) and it was so ungodly slow.

-🔮

Right?! And it’s literally on the verge of painting us as PREDATORS for writing fics? Like come on love both me and you know you aren’t that stupid to think what I do is predatory 💀

Also yes!! Like I said a privilege take to make by a straight woman 😭 like the self insert community isn’t a sacred straight space and fanfiction as a whole is not even a straight space 😭

Some ppl will never stop fascinating me bc I don’t understand this obsession straight people have with canonically queer characters. I don’t think I’ve ever seen an exclusively lesbian character and gone “let me make a male insert fic for her” like there is a whole lot of entitlement there. Not to mention how these little self inserts they make are always catered to white women. There was a Valentine’s Day cod post and i believe all characters except for gaz’s partner were white they will literally do anything to ensure there’s content for them

Also I can imagine how slow sims must’ve been my friend who has a good game set up still has issues with the game and I cant even imagine your situation also resident evil sounds like sm fun to play! I’ve only watched play through but I’ve loved every one of them!

[my-silly-rabbit]

1, 10, 11, + 16 for the self insert asks! for bonbon!!!

1. what are the basics of your self insert? name, date of birth, height, etc.? name: Bonbon Benson

age: around mid 25+ to mid 30's. it depends on the timeline. birthday: 1/12. same as mine! i give all my s/i my bday~

height: mmmmmmmm idk. 5'4 . my height ig lol

likes: FREDDY FAZBEAR'S PIZZARIA! and mainly Springbonnie ~!, pizza, dancing, pop music, video games, and robotics. dislikes: spicy food, uncomfy fabrics, silence but also sudden loud noises, kids that aren't Williams.

fun facts: she ALWAYS wears bunny ears that she made herself.

uummmmmmmmm idk lmao 10. how do the other characters feel about your self insert and f/o’s relationship? oooo i have a lot to this one

henry: depending on the universe, sees Bonbon as a casual friend. he's happy that William found love again and finds her a joy, though can get on his nerves. post..... everything, he sees her as an obstacle to drag around his mission to find William. they both have opposing views and Bonbon has stopped hiding her involvement but she says if he rats her out, she won't hold bad. henry values his plans to die more than just feeling the minor satisfaction of seeing her behind bars plus shes part of all this too. she deserves to be set aflame like the rest of this mess. even if when they find springtrap, they tackle and bite each other and break their hips. they are glued together till shit is settled. bonbon WANTS to die with william. That is her main mission if henry plans to kill him. she would LIKE to take him home but..... she's old and tired of being alone. if complying a bit means seeing him again, she'd...try. but it's not easy. (tbh them actually bonding in a fucked up way might actually be cute but the outcome is the same.) michael" oooh boy. he did NOT like her at first. too clean and cutesy. anyone who likes his dad SUCKS (besides uncle henry). but as she starts babystting, he realizes that she has a bit of a 'cool babysitter' edge. not telling his parents about minor shit and talking with him instead of shouting or ignoring. she knows that the aftons arent the best parents and is blunt with michael about it. Michael is confused why someone like her still cares about people who arent good parents and he never truly got an answer for that.

post....everything, Michael starts to see her as a second mother but bonbon admittedly doesn't try to keep in touch. michael looks too much like him...but she still tries to have him over from time to time he helps her to make sure her house isn't a total mess.

by the time Michael goes missing, she's already hunting William down with henry, and both beet with Michael again at the same time. he gets the biggest hug but Michael, who was most likely told by Henry her crimes, pushes her away and yells at her that she never truly cared and was just around for his father. that she never truly wanted him around and just used him for labor. Despite Bonbon crying after being yelled at.....he's not wrong. bonbon sucks guys can u tell lmao.

Elisabeth: oh boy. bonbon tried EVERYTHING to get this girl to like her. everything under the sun. gifts, praise, ignoring her, giving her space, being in her face, bribes, secrets, but NOTHING would keep this lil lady from stopping her "BONBON IS THE WORST BABYSITTER WE EVER HAD!!" tantrums. even when Michael and even try to tell her to quit it and she is not that bad and lets them off the hook for a LOT, she never quits. maybe its "IM DADDY'S PRINCESS" attitude or just having another girl(?) in the house but she just can't stand bonbon. bonbon loves her dearly! She is William's favorite! how can she not!! she tries SO HARD to get her to like her but NOTHING WORKS.

Even: he's glad to finally have a shoulder to cry on. though Bonbon admittedly has little empathy about his fear of the animatronic. she cant see it and tries to get him to like them to no avail. but she gives up after a while and doesn't torment him with them.

Clara / mrs. Afton: in universes where they are a polycule. Clara adores bonbon. bonbon was very nervous about even the idea of suggesting something together but god., they already were something. she gives her face kisses way too casually, and hugs her every time she sees bonbon. clara thinks bonbon is the best person to include in their family and bonbon adores her right back. she always worries that hes not 'good enough' for such a pretty woman but shes perfect in Clara's eyes. tbh they might be more in love then bonbon and Afton are but there love for each other is just as strong for him together.

11. what kind of outfit(s) does your self insert wear? mmmm take this art and some photoes from my pintrest

16. freebie! name a fact about your self insert you want everyone to know.

UUMM OH! The reason she sews buttons on her clothes is to fidget with them. they are her main fidget and she loves the smooth texture and shapes.

[davekat-sucks]

actually, if that very polite and not at all deranged karen anon thinks bro's fights with dave were abuse, do they also think dirk/brobot's battles with jake were abusive too or nah because dirkjake are soulmates4evur? and that one was even worse because jake said brobot touched him inappropiately and made him uncomfortable, so add sexual harassment to the list too. oh wait, jake is a man and toxic yaoiz, so nevermind his feelings don't matter, just like jade somehow raising herself since she was a toddler and having to do taxidermy with her dead grandfather's corpse doesn't either. like nuDave said, his friends were just whiny bitches, it's all about that strider self-insert manpain.

i bet baby dirk, who ALSO raised himself and did acrobatic pirouettes off of a building, orchestrated that too since birth with cal. evil son of a bitch. no apple juice in his baby bottle for a month.

and now that i think about it, how come john crocker/poppop didn't transition if june was always meant to be?... nevermind, that is also probably baby jane's fault too for killing him too early at the tender age of 86. add murderer, fascist AND transphobic to HER list of crimes.

omg i cant take it anymore! i dont want my very realistic, gritty, tonally mature and emotionally fulfilling comic be ruined by those beasts! someone stop these bigoted abusive emotionally manipulative babies please! I WARNED YOU ABOUT THOSE BABIES BRO! I TOLD YOU DAWG!

They probably don't think Dirk's brobot on Jake is abusive. Jane may have gone worse with the sexual harassment under the influence of the Juju and the tiaratop when mind controlled by HIC (before actually going on rape in Epilogues), Dirk was able to do it in a more indirect way with his robot and Auto Responder-HAL. Considering what we don't know much about how Alpha Bro Dave raised Dirk, it can be assumed Bro Dave might have been more neglectful of Dirk's feelings before he chose to go fight ICP and dying. Leaving Dirk left alone for himself from then on. The Bro Dave could be like the one we know, thinking of irony and whatnot. So add that personality in an adult form and you got a dude who can't be honest with himself and thinks bad shit is good and any genuine good stuff is bad. Yes, Bro Dave would try to do a good thing in fighting ICP so that HIC won't fully takeover, but it doesn't erase the fact he CHOSE to leave Dirk alone. It's not like Grandpa English, Grandma Harley, or Poppop John Egbert, where they died in accidents. He and Alpha Mom Rose Lalonde, CHOSE to leave their kids behind before the game started. Jane was just lucky to have Dad Crocker around. Poppop's death likely mirrors to Nanna's in that a meteor hit him when Jane and the other kids were sent from it, with Dad Crocker raising her as his daughter. Guess the fandom will think Jane is transphobic for accidentally killing him. But considering it was JOHN himself who sent the kids on the meteor in the first place to make it happen, does that mean he is killing himself in a sort of sense? That's not a good implication at all. Dirk and Dave are awful people, yet nobody calls them out on it.

[challahbread]

OKAY because it's insane and i will be giving live updates going forward (i cannot help my Blogger's Temperament) here is the account of my Situation to this point. i was gonna autobio comic-journal it but drawing is way too hard.

so because i am a cringe failwoman leeching off family who cannot find a job and is too sucky to try that hard, the other day i decided to read in the park of the ~cool~ neighborhood i usually loiter in as an excuse to get out of the house. i am sitting there reading alone w my ice cofy and i notice a guy also sitting alone near me, he doesn't look TOO unnatractive and he's my age-ish and actually funnily, not to lift the veil too much into my Real life but he kinda looks like humanstuck of the love interest in this comic i made (where the protag was obviously a self insert) (however also funnily in the followup i will never write i was gonna break them up and have protag go back to her highschool gf because i no longer found the love interest i made that appealing LOL). ANYWAYS im like ok.... experimentally takes cigs out... and bam bait hooked he comes over and asks to bum and we start talking. he's a musician and writer, he's very offline, stoner (obvs), we both write emo menthol illneth shit so we show each other (mine is better tho i'm not even gonna pretend w u guys)... yknow on paper its checkmark after checkmark on the traits i like list but in my actual emotions i got that fluoride stare. anyways he says he has to go and we give each other our numbers and as he's leaving he turns around and says "by the way,!! you're cute!" and i say "you too..!" wow perfect meetcute. i guess. sidenote i cant stop thinkingh how funny it is that i was literally ~dark mysterious troubled beauty reading kafka alone in the park~ like i got this manic pixie dream girl shit FINESSED.

ok act two. i go into a store and eventually later as i'm heading home i run into him again, i'm like "haha i thought you were leaving!" and he's like "i was but i went back to find you again..." once again romantic on paper, MILD POLICE SIRENS IRL, but whatever we hang out a bit more and i show him some places i like in the area (including the comic store which has my aforementioned comic in stock w the characters we look like hugging on the cover ^^;) at some point he says "you have pretty eyes" and i go "ahAHAHA THANKS,,," while autistically avoiding eye contact. anyways now the tumblrinas are caught up bc after that is the overly affectionate texts and then asking a girl you met Once out. "but challah thee bread if every alarm in your body is going off why are you still doing this" A) because i'm in too deep and can't cleanly back out and more importantly B) because i want to have sex. next question!!

[silvershiverz]

my littol guy, main self insert rn (he is the silver to my shiverz lol)

some random things i didnt feel like adding in the pic

so cuz theres no official look for the ash people that i know of, its a great opportunity to just. make shit up! so i decided theyre a dull color and have spiky tails (somethin about hair turning to nail KERATIN etc etc).

also hes shorter because ash people being small weird little guys is funny (not super small, just a bit noticeable. the mix of metkayina tho makes him appear just short, but average short YKNOW. small for. manhandling purposes wink wink wink wink

hes so bad with spears and bows, he prefers his weird scythe things to anything else. something far range but still controllable is what he needs, and when he gets to it hes just winging them around and its chaotic but also organized, to him at least

his ikran name is isaac because i like it :] isaac is just like. MY IKRAN hes mine so hes THE ikran for any of my na'vi ocs yknow?

he scares children in his village, never on purpose. sometimes he uses his strange looks to his advantage, his hiss is stuttered and the rattle of his tail is enough to freak them out when theyre intentionally bothering him. even if it works, he always feels bitter after, and wishes it wouldnt.

not expressive like. at all. he feels A LOT though, sometimes his emotion cracks through for a second, but hes quick to hide it. he prefers to handle it alone.

likes to collect pretty shells, but he only grabs the best. sometimes he takes them and makes them into a bracelet for himself or someone he cares about

the tooth on his neck belongs to an akula! dont ask any questions (he found it, akula's scare him to death)

honestly doesnt have a preference when it comes to being on land, in the air, or in the water. he feels he sticks out like a sore thumb either way

likes to bite affectionately, its not something he really thinks about. he'll bite himself as a stim of sorts, so if someone is close enough he might just do it to them instead

the scar on his eye actually extends to his forehead, he has an injury that affects his memory, and occasionally has dissociative episodes. he works twice as hard because he wants to make it clear hes still an effective warrior

speaking of, he is an effective warrior!! he cant bring himself to kill anything more than like.. a fish and he only trains alone because his weapon is not a fighting weapon, its a killing weapon if that makes sense. he doesnt wanna seriously hurt anyone

careless when it comes to his own safety. he will throw caution to the wind if someone he loves is being threatened, ESPECIALLY if its isaac (this is true for all of my na'vi, isaac is wholly beloved smh). will do crazy dumb shit (thats why he has a bullet wound 💀)

never lets his enemies know hes afraid, very nonchalant and bored about most things, and honestly hes pretty passive in general.

fidgets with things constantly, his clothes, rings, etc hes fuckin everything up

thats all i can think of so. hi skdfjsf

[loser-jpg]

guess who came up with an entire new thought out story idea bc they were listening to music then info dumped to their friend only for the friend to tell them that coming up with that much detail in like an hour is not normal :D.

anyway heres idea:

so its set before normal tech basically renaissance era but not really bc i dont feel like drawing fancy dresses

so the main character (guy 1) is like the heir to this noble family and bc of that a lot of ppl want to kill him, so this one prestigious college (not really bc characters are like 22-28) has a good security system so he decides to go there and he has a girlfriend there but the girlfriend he notices is always paying attention to this one guy who never talks to ppl much (guy 2)

so guy 1 hates him obvi but recently the main guard of the security system retires so the security goes to shit and one night guy 1 is walking when this girl shows up behind him and trys to kill him but then guy 2 shows up and just fucking bashes the girls head in. like she didnt have a second to do anything before shes bleeding out on the ground.

so guy 1 and guy 2 are just staring at eachother in shock as guy 2 is absolutely covered in blood and then runs away like "oh shit i fucked up" but guy 1 is standing there w 3 things going through his head "oh fuck that was kinda hot", "i could so use this/him (for evil schemes >:3)", and just insane obsession cuz this guy just shows up outa nowhere and kills someone for him no hesitation.

so for a while after this guy 2 is freaking out because if someone tells he doesnt think hes going to get out of it even for self defense because the girls family had donated a ton of money to the school and he thinks guy 1 hates him so hes like "well im fucked" but through this time guy 1 is silently being nice to him. everyone else still thinks they hate eachother. also the school finds the body so ppl are on edge bc they dont know what happened

eventually they end up alone and guy 2 confronts him and is like "i thought you hated me?" "i did" "so why didnt you tell anyone" "you saved me, why would i tell anyone? though im suprised you didnt say anything yourself" "i knew her, she sat next to me in class, her family was well respected at school. if i said anything no one would believe me. her name was anne." "Forenich. Her family spent the past few months donating money to the school. her grades were disastrous and her familys reputation was even worse. the only reason her family did a thing was probably to get her in the school long enough to try to kill me." "and why that? what if it was just a spur of the moment thing?" "unlikely, i happened to look at her file, she handed the paperwork to drop out just a week ago, and to do this right as the head guard resigned?" "how did you even see her file?" "a family name goes a long way here" "huh?" "...you have no clue who you go to school with do you. I am the HEIR to the *insert family name here*. I am the MOST important person at this school. I deal with assasination attempts on a typical tuesday. And seeing as this school has become unfit to protect me, and you have no hesitation to kill for me im going to offer you a position, for my permanent time at this school or until it becomes safe for me to live here again, you will be my personal guard. of course your studies will come first as i cant be protected by someone incompetent."

and so guy 2 is just like "WHAT JUST HAPPENED MAN" but isnt complaining cuz if some hot guys gonna be ordering him to be around him he aint gonna complain.

the majority of the story is just going to be guy 2 liking guy 1 thinking guy 1 doesnt know but guy 1 knowing and also liking guy 2 but slightly more insanely obsessed. guy 1 is way more cunning and manipulative than guy 2 and guy 2 is kinda just along for the ride ready to kill if guy 1 says to.

i only have like one actual plot point/arc but its gonna take more time to write out and my fingers are tired of typing so ill write it later.

[tiredsilverfox]

This is just a long post of me venting/ranting since it should be save to do now that i got rid of those 2

Do not get mad if u choose to read this urself, if u read this only to get angry do not take it out on ne

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Links to other stuff I related to=

i feel like if i ask for help again ill just...

Screenshot that is kinda relatable

you know what its fucking hard trying to get help

Broken mask comic thing

Raccoon meme

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sorry about this vent but I need to get things out of my mind

Does anyone ever regret even trying to get medical help bc what if ur just an attention seeker?

Like somedays i want to completely disappear where no one knows me & completely get off the internet so i cant be attention seeker or even be 💀 bc i wouldn't be able to be an attention seeker (or would ppl still see me as that? Would they think that i did to get attention?)

i honestly think about cancelling my appointments completely...

i know making this post makes me attention seeker but i just needed to vent

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But at the same time...

If u seek me out after i blocked ur accounts just to call me names u being a drama llama isn't my fault

If u urself read my vent post & then get mad that isn't my fault

I have the exact same right to vent in the internet just as anyone else who vents in the internet

I should be allowed to reach out for help without feeling horrible about it

But at the same time i cant help but blame myself for everything

All this anxiety & stress with depression is making me numb. My physical health makes life harder. I dont have the energy to react so i just close myself & go numb. I just lie in my bed all day tired questioning my worth

Im never claim to be a good person bc of what i did in 2020(about), hell maybe i do deserve all of this. Maybe this is what karma is? But those ppl are no better than me, did the same exact shit that i did

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The quilt of not being like others

I grew up around ppl who like gaming, old stuff, series, movies, going outside, social/got along with ppl, loves christmas & Likes vehicles I have been listening ppl liking movies, series, eating sweets, who celebrate holidays, ppl who play games & know who they are & love music

Im nothing like that & it makes me feel so wrong I do not like sweets or gaming, i'm not the biggest fan of holidays. I prefer to be alone inside, I have mixed feelings about music. Not overly interested in vehicles & I have been questioning my identy since 2019

The quilt of being different & the self hate

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Why are ppl like this?

Like I can eat some sweets little bit but not all (cant eat cake, muffins, specific type of candys, chocolate & so on) but the biggest reason is that I just dont like it or the texture (yes, my stomach starts hurting easily when I eat stuff like this but its not even bad, its just more uncomfortable than full on painful) I just do not like Sweets/sugary stuff but its like ppl cant just take the no but now that i exaggerate it suddenly ppl just take the no?

Why do ppl always react like this when u say no to something like this?

Not even gonna start about how some ppl react when i say i cant eat something, like im soooo sorry for having health issues, sensory issues, having different likes/dislikes than u, for being a Picky eater like im soooo sorry /j /neg

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Im tired & idk what to do

Im way too (insert word here) to leave the house & get to school in time. I am autistic with, anxiety & chronical pain & idk what to do. Its all too much but asking for help isn't easy either but i am an adult, this is what everyone expect me to be able to do & when I cant do it, it feels like everyone is mad so its hard to even admit it out loud how much school I have already missed. I honestly dont know what to do

The concept of leaving the house in pain, traveling trough the sensory nightmare in pain trying to get there in time, spends all the time there & them make my way back home in pain & over whelmed/simulated its just too much for me & so i dont even wanna leave the house but i need to bc thats what im expect to be doing

I am trying to get medical help but that hasnt really been working out that well. Maybe i do need to drop out but i need to stay in school for medical help.... idk what to do

Having to ask for accommodatioms(?) In school Is terrifying bc then i would have to admit the situation & feel like im letting everyone down but what else i can do?

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Me= hey heres me boundaries

Specifically my parents= not gonna listen, respect or remember that got it!

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Parents= u want tv?

Me more than once= no

Parents= still gives me tv bc listening & taking me seriously is apparently too much

Me= gives it back not long after that christmas knowing they will probably never actually listen me

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Me last year=I do not want gifts, thats my boundary. Bc of my childhood i feel uncomfortable with gifts so these gifts for my 19 bday should remain the last from my family, gonna let my relatives know later on if they send anything (they did so I told them)

Christmas 2023= family= heres gifts even after u said no

Grandma oct 2024 but got it today= I know u dont want gifts but I still decided to send u this hopefully u dont offended

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Me now= i mean it would be nice if my boundaries were respect but ok i quess u do u

The problem is thay if u let them push the small boundaries after everything its still too much

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[murfpersonalblog]

I have to interject. I don't want to be rude or nasty, I really want to get to the bottom of this.

How is it not gender essentialism to say that men who wear dresses are inherently the female-coded ones? Regardless of their actual behavior, while clothed in and outside of said dress?

Isn't it sexist & homophobic to attack people for insisting that gender is MORE than clothes & hair?

YES, clothes are fundamentally important for signalling one's adherence (or RESISTANCE) to gender norms. But it's funny how y'all hyperfocus on the Mardi Gras outfit Lestat wore in 1x7 when he ate the baby--a public COSTUME Lestat barely even wore once (which was mostly an ANDROGYNOUS gender NEUTRAL skort, not even a full skirt, as he was still wearing his suit--the gender-flexible king/queen of Mardi Gras--a holiday all about flipping social norms upside down!); while never engaging with the Matador/Killer pajamas & wifebeaters Lestat REGULARLY lounged around in AT HOME when he choked his child & "broke" his spouse in 1x5 (X X).

It is sexist & downright misogynist to reduce wearing dresses to embodying femininity & womanhood, when sometimes it is an expression of societal RESISTANCE for men & women to crossdress--a POWER move. As if everything about being a woman (or being female-[coded) solely boils down to the clothes we wear. I'm a cis woman, and I wear pants & sneakers everyday--AIN'T I A WOMAN?

This is ESPECIALLY nefarious when so much on the convo contrasts Lestat's campiness to Louis as a masculine thug/pimp/boss/etc--as if LESTAT didn't own that whorehouse (which Louis bought from HIM & Tom Anderson); as if they weren't BOTH rocking suits all of S1; and as if they weren't BOTH dressed in COSTUMES at Mardi Gras. Even Lestat in the S3 promo/teaser is PERFORMING--y'all know wtf a STAGE PERSONA is; why're people being so effing OBTUSE?

Lestat PLAYS with gender; it's all a GAME to him. He can do what he wants!

Gender's ALSO expressed in BEHAVIOR, SOCIAL DYNAMICS, & HIERARCHICAL POWER. That's FAR more serious than a silly holiday costume.

Yes, Caroll Cutshall said Lestat's Mardi Gras costume exuded both feminine AND masculine energy. But she also talks very candidly about the VISUAL HIERARCHY OF POWER that clothes ALSO represent--particularly for characters with power over LOUIS.

The same way it doesn't matter what roleplays Loumand had in S2 wrt Maitre/Arun ("Maitre only when it's hot or convenient"); we have the same power imbalance between Loustat in S1, as it doesn't matter how many dresses Lestat wears, or how much he bends gender norms--he'll ALWAYS be the one on top of Louis in the pyramidal power structure. "It's not as simple as choosing a new family configuration. Now I'm your cousin; now I'm your aunt--I am your Maker!"

@the-vagabond-angel SAY THAT SHIT RYAN like not only was it sexist bc that implies that only women clean the house but also it’s like trying to make the who’s the man and who’s the woman question seem deep and profound when it’s rlly weird like why are we trying to make their relationship appear hetero they’re gay @nightcolorz EXACTLY ITS SO HOMOPHOBIC

It's not about saying that all women are housewives, or that all housewives are women--it's about the what the GENDER ROLE reflects about the conditions under which Loustat lived together & apart in NOLA--the EXPECTATIONS Lestat put on Louis & their relationship; and the ways Louis either conformed or contradicted those expectations--LEAVING Lestat alone in 1x3, 1x7, and 2x8. It's about LESTAT'S abandonment issues, and creating Louis as an eternal companion to save him from the curse of vampire loneliness.

No one is saying that mothers can't dominate & terrorize their households. But you cant pretend that Lestat represents the problematic mother--the Medea or Clytemnestra--when he's been projecting nothing but Agamemnon & Jason this whole time. XD

Anne Rice said VERY explicitly that she is LOUIS. SHE self-inserted herself as Louis to represent HER EXPERIENCES AS A MOTHER.

Lestat represents the power & autonomy she RECLAIMED once she'd processed her grief & depression over her daughter dying; and the complicated feelings she had about her husband Stan--she originally named Lestat LESTAN--the T was a TYPO that got stuck in post. Lestat was her husband, and she was Louis.

Sure, we can (& SHOULD) discuss AR's complicated/problematic approach to gender, both IRL and in TVL, but it is NOT homophobic/sexist/etc to point out the whys and hows of Louis & Lestat as conceptual frameworks for telling a story about a mother's grief.

@kaleidoscope-vol2 They are still doing this now. It's super weird people want to put these characters into heteronormative boxes and also believe mothers are never abusive in real life. People have lost their damn minds.

It's not about not seeing Lestat as a contradiction of mothers who are never abusive (which is a fundamentally stupid thing to assume, since we literally see the ways that both Florence (& Gabrielle!) emotionally abuse/neglect/manipulate her sons. And then there's Akasha, the MOTHER of ALL vampires, who's the literal worst).

It's about understanding the parallels/cycles of abuse that are perpetuated by BOTH of the characters, both on each other, and on Claudia:

Louis as the "emotionally vacant" parent who neglects his spouse & child to wallow in disassociative misery as the "unhappy housewife--" and appellation which Louis NEVER denies or rejects, mind you. It's not about what Louis IS--it's about what Louis FEELS; about how HE thinks he's being treated by other people; and what he thinks that makes him: "Who are you, Louis? If there were no me, if there was no him?" Cuz Louis "carries him in HERE!," in his heart/mind. Louis even became more & more like Lestat, ultimately chokeholding Claudia EXACTLY THE SAME WAY HIS FATHER/MAKER TREATED HIM AND HIS DAUGHTER.

Lestat as the physically abusive patriarch who treats his spouse & child EXACTLY THE SAME WAY HIS FATHER TREATED HIM AND HIS MOTHER. Even in the books, without the raw brutality of Ep5, we see how Lestat terrorized his fledglings--and the books explicitly put Marquis de Lioncourt IN LOUIS' HOUSE. Lestat's father LIVES with them, front and center, as the physical manifestation of the ways that Lestat literally CARRIED his father with him!

Neither the show nor us as fans are ignorant or ignoring the ways Louis is an abusive spouse & parent, but you're talking apples & oranges to delude yourselves into thinking Loustat's household represents anything BUT a bastardization of the traditional nuclear family they were trying so hard to mimic--pretending to be normal humans, pretending to be a normal family, when they ARE different, and they (gay vampires) CANNOT fit into societal molds & mores--that's the TRAGEDY of The Unholy Family! Cuz Louis DID try to be heteronormative--INTERNALIZED homophobia!

Folk are more interested in hyperfocusing on Lestat, tee-heeing at his c*nty camp yaasification; rather than listening to what Louis the Liar™ has to say about HIS pain & suffering at the hands of the man he loved the most.

Engage with the show past the surface level, and realize that CLOTHES are just PART of the ENSEMBLE of the socially dictated ways that power dynamics & imbalances are expressed on this show--even amongst gay men.

Remember b4 iwtv s2 dropped u would get crucified by the fandom if u said that lestat was gender none confirming bcus apparently abusive ppl can only be masculine? Even tho said embodiment of masculinity and patriarchal gender roles literally cross dresses and does drag like, in canon. What the fuck was that 😭😭. And apparently Louis is the submissive bottom exclusively bcus he cleans the house? And that’s progressive apparently? 😭 to suggest that Louis is “woman coded” bcus he gets beaten by his partner and does house chores?? I’m just glad the fandoms a little better now bcus oh my god 😭😭 what the fuck

[aphrodeiities]

very intrigued because i never read for him (plus he’s sexy), so im reading for leon kennedy. (couldn’t include pics so ima reblog them instead).

✞ 𝐋𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃𝐘 ✞

pluto is an amateur cop (trainee or new hire) for the raccoon city police department. before the outbreak you were ultimately known as the “rookie”, but also beat the odds of living up to that title. you’re *insert surname* now after earning respect two weeks in—someone threw sexual comments and was met with solid punches🤭 you’re claire redfield’s replacement, so you’d be the interchangeable character instead of her.

leon would definitely be your savior, or at least try to be. we all know that he’s the number one protector of raccoon city (loved showing off that badge lmao) and that he’s invested in its number of survivors, but because you’re someone he’s familiar with you’ll be one of his top priorities. and damn it, he knows that you don’t need his help (especially since you’re intent on reminding him) but he can’t help himself and doesn’t really try to. lmao he’s such a sap fr because he’d still be pining after you despite the world going to shit. def the “after this is all over, wanna go on a date?” before shooting a zombie’s brains out. he’s also a man whore idc what the game portrays, this man has bodies and not the ones he killed lmaoo. so he’s physically attracted to you ofc but bc y’all can’t dtm he’d replace his lust for invasive questions. not uncomfortable ones but ones that make your eyebrows pinch or jump. he’s like a little boy fr or a kid in a candy store, just excited to be around you for hours on end. the rule of sticking together so we don’t die alone makes him feel wanted or needed by you, it’s kinda selfish but not intended to be. he’s giddy. it’s like your crush coming up to you for the homework answers and y’all end up exchanging numbers in the process.

how would (aged up) mike from stranger things perceive me?

brah this long ahh ask

thank you for your patience kim I KNEW LEON WOULD LOVE ME IM HIS OTHER HALF. and i would say YES :) <3 to his offer for sure!

your question - how would aged up mike from stranger things perceive you?

shufflemancy ⬎ 

⟶ iris by pastel ghost

⟶ say it right by nelly furtado

⟶ night drive by my!lane

⟶ warning by kojo funds

⟶ [i like] the way you love me by michael jackson

⟶ empathy by crystal castles

i dont know if you view mike from stranger things romantically, but if you do, mike would be aware that you feel a type of way towards him, i feel like he isnt as stupid as the show portray him as, it could be because you could be obvious about your emotions as well. in the end mike would be someone who is grateful for how you perceive/feel about him.

i do see that if you were a character in stranger things, you would be a character very close to mike, due to the fact that you will know things about him that other people dont know. and if you werent an original character, i do believe that he will easily let you in, unlike how he was compared to max [love her sm].

with the songs that have come out for the shufflemancy it does seem like mike would find you to be a character that is very magical-like, he would find you to be someone who is ethereal, that could be another reason why he would let you in easily, he would think of you to be someone who is a great asset to the team.

i see that your character would be someone who does not have the best home situation, or he could be aware that you are someone who could get over-whelmed, because there's this issue of him being very empathetic towards you, but i feel like compared to his younger self, current mike is someone who is open about most things and would be a great listener.

there would be moments when mike would think your character does revolve the idea of love? it might sometimes annoy him because of what they're going through right now, there could be moments when he cant or wont be able to think about romance because their lives are in danger.

overall, i do think that mike would like your energy, aside from traits he could perceive as flawed, mike would think of you to be one of the least annoying people in the group.