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fatuifucker · 1 year

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its been a day and i still am upset about that interaction with that person they literally didnt do anything wrong but i keep thinking about 4th grade me getting excited when someone likes the same thing as me only for me to not impress them and then i go back home crying and wondering why i have no friends

#surprisingly. i dont have many internet friends because most of my friendships with former mutuals are superficial!#and im tired of investing into friendships like those #other friendships just ended just because #and its just very hard for me personally to find friends on tumblr because im very particular about writing #i dont read fanfics anymore because some of them are really just people writing a short paragraph and slapping down several names on it #he'll fuck you until ur crying blah blah blah followed by a list of names from different fandoms like gtfo w that shit #other times its just not it to me ig #i hate a lot of my fics here i absolutely despise my most recent scara fic its so bad #and im not saying this to buy pity or wtv im very honest about this kind of thing #fuck like i cant do art #i dont fit in w the shippers because im particular about my ship tastes #i dont fit in w the self inserts because of that as well #like tf am iiii everyone around me has friends on tumblr and is doing great stuff here #ive been growing this blog for 3 years and have reached 3 thousand followers and it still feels like im alone #tw rant #tw vent

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