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On top of beating Final Fantasy XIII itself, I also finished the Episode Zero: Promise novel so I can move right on to the Fragments Before novel before starting Final Fantasy XIII-2. Maybe beat Heavensward in the meantime too.
#like i made it to Azys Lla weeks ago and then just kinda quit#but i also got the new mario party and still havent tried it#and i have ff2-6 pixel remaster#and also type-0 hd and XV pocket edition#and X-2#lots of choice XD#is it bad that I am not even excited about XIII-2 because what I really want is to play Lightning Returns?#that game is so different and unique amd i want to try it#but I dont remember enough from the XIII-2 playthrough I watched back in the day to just jump straight to LR#hopefully that changes when i actually play the game#i am a bit scared of the game too#girl using steam for the first time had to figure out how to mod a game just to get ff13-2 to work at all#that game will crash on the first transition from cutscene to gameplay unless you mod it#which i managed but i am already anxious about gaming on a non gaming pc#or pc in general#so the fact that 2 has a notoriously bad pc port has me nervous#if only square would port it to current consoles#or if only i had a job so i could just get an old ps3 somewhere
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“It makes sense why ASGORE took so long to hire a new Royal Scientist. After all, the old one... Dr. Gaster. What an act to follow!” “One day, he vanished without a trace. They say he shattered across time and space.” “Well, I needn't gossip. After all, it's rude to talk about someone who's listening.”
it’s 2024 and i’m drawing undertale fanart of *checks notes* the gaster followers??? yeah sure alright.
((also i know goner kid is monster kid’s sprite but baby alphys intern has my heart))
#undertale#gaster#wd gaster#sans#sans undertale#alphys#goner kid#river person#reaper bird#gaster followers#ficus guy#spider donut guy#art#doodles#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#CORE#hotland#room 272#ask me about this goddamn mess#truly a game where i pick the most random npcs#like it makes more sense to me that the gaster followers lost their memories#that’s why they’re all so anxious all the time#ficus guy is too scared to ask for a table!!! spider donut guy is scared of being rude to muffet!!!#alphys?????? that’s a walking dinosaur shaped ball of anxiety right there!!!#reaper bird / gaster follower 3????? i am unsure. that’s a bit of a stretch tbh.#anyways CORE-induced amnesia messes with you#sans remembers obviously. it’s sans. cmon
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I am obsessed that Jedi: Survivor explores Cal more or less slipping into the dark side/dark behaviors and patterns and how leaning into emotion as a Jedi can make you significantly more powerful though also extremely reckless and aggressive - however a balance could perhaps be reached by Jedi with the patience and support to understand their darker emotions and how it could be beneficial or harmful given the situation. But they fr don’t. Every time something within that vein happens to Cal everyone is like damn… crazy. Anyway
#that being said I am… so sad they didn’t further flesh out Dagan and Santari#like that was a really big part of the genuine first 1/2 or even 3/4 of the game and then… like#I understand it was mostly symbolic and that Cal and Merton saw the foil of their own relationship (kind of) and that love is not a good#enough excuse to be a monster but also like… that parallel did not come in almost at all#the whole game Merrin was based as fuck and pretty emotionally centered#SIGNIFICANTLY more than cal - and - if it was to be a true parallel then wouldn’t Cal have genuinely scared her in some way?#didn’t it seem like maybe when he embraced darkness he should’ve gone TOO far and Merrin would’ve needed to actually fight him to bring him#back to both himself and her?? they… almost… got there on nova garrun or whatever but.?#Dagan and Santari like that was an interesting as fuck relationship and I really REALLY wish they’d come full circle in the end but. didn’t#I felt like there was a bit of allusion maybe Santari had found a way to preserve herself too but. dude. they were so interesting as doomed#narrative antagonists or like whatever. I genuinely thought maybe Bode’s betrayal would be revealed like Dagan bodyswapped him#and that accounted for his seemingly bizarre switch up like. idk. grasping. and I loved the game do not get me wrong#but like. a lot of potential in a foil always and that did not see it through to the sequel#jedi survivor#jedi fallen order#cal kestis#jedi suvivor spoilers#I know it came out last year but. obviously I have just played it now
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sigh. i think i just do not like dogs very much lol
#just me hi#don't kill me but they are not for me#and i think our dog is alright :) but i am glad he's not mine jfshvh#i'm nervous and unsure about them every time i interact and i don't know why!#tried to tell my mother that at least and she just kinda brushes me off ? so i guess i'll just have to contend with this lol#he's still being trained but i dunno. don't think that kind of animal is for me#which sucks cuz i really did want to like them!! but they're confusing and a bit annoying and a decent sprinkling of scary#and he's a PUPPY. this is the goofiest problem ever jfsvhjfh#+ the dog at work still makes me nervous too.. this is a very Blahhh situation lol#'you've just gotta learn to stop being scared of them' but that Does mean that i have to interact with them more. and it seems#every time i do i just get more nervous ?? urgh#guess i'm not for dogs ! oh wells!#//and in other news why is it that every weekend i do not hesitate to obliterate my sleep schedule Lmfshvjfh#like without Fail it's actually crazy#//OH and it snowed a couple days ago too btw !! like almost a foot of snow i believe which is cool :D#i walked to work and it was fuuuun i enjoyed it :D#though i didn't get a chance to take pictures bc they'd plowed the road by the time i got out </3 it was so cool though !!#//oh also we were playing one of our story games last night w/ siblings :3#it's our longest-running one (it's been ongoing for maybe over a year or so! wild) and the amount of stuff that has Happened is so much Lol#i think last night they helped free half-a-town's worth of people from mine work (the mine turned out to be a crater from a Wish that hadn'#come true so they were mining the tiny shards of the wish-star bc they still have the chance to grant veeery small wishes!) and then also#got the guy that had kidnapped and enslaved them (for ransom + tax reasons) killed “by accident”#/they got into even more arguments with the other characters they're traveling with-#/OH chess also almost strangled one of those guys to death in the mine Lmaooo#there was a whole moment when he realized i was dying jfsvjgh#//yea though i have got to go get some thangs done though..#my dad used all the hot water so i'm just. waiting... stewing.... sauteeing...... gently marinating.............#ooeeoo#yea though !! hope i can work on some ideas i have today !! let's cross hands and hold fingers. wait#anywho Yea i'm gonna get on that 💥 CIAO
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I genuinely love and value and appreciate the storyline and writing in The Stanley Parable. I don’t think I say that enough. I ramble about the lore and secrets hidden deep within so much. I’m just not good at putting my appreciation into words. <3
#People getting upset about too much shipping in the tsp community has been stressing me out.#I LOVE the story to this game. I mean it. I’ve rewatched playthroughs and closely analyzed it like a maniac.#I just feel a little bit scared to interact with people here#There’s a lot of judging that goes on here whether it’s your design#Whether you make content related to the game#And *especially* shipping#Scares me a little.#I just need these two to be in love for the sake of my health /joke#It’s something I enjoy. I enjoy making these characters somewhat my own and enjoying the game in my own way.#Just because I like to draw them romantically doesn’t mean that I don’t:#-Also ship them platonically#-don’t value the storyline of TSP#-or am “completely ignoring the characterization of Stanley and the narrator.”#Sorry just thinking#Inklings!#<3#I still love this community and everyone here! Makes heart symbol with my hands
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Elle having so much fun playing yume nikki meanwhile I was watching her with Aly and getting hit with Motion Sickness o<-< why am I the only one weak against that???
#aria rants#TIS ARIA AGAIN! elle gotten both tired (not used to fronting) and satisfied with her progress so shes resting now#then again tho... cant rlly say much bout elle not being weak towards anything cuz she doesnt care bout any pain orz...#she managed to get so much done all while tormenting me a lil bit. elle as she traverses the darkest areas in the game: :D!!!#me on the other hand: ELLE! EEELLLE!!! ITS TOO DARK!!! elle when she accidentally got jumpscared by a passin player:#OOO! that was surprising! but it sure was exciting! >:3c me who got pretty scared: hwat are you talkin bout#elle is gonna be the death of me. im starting to think she loves horror more than i could ever love it (i am big scaredy cat orz...)
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Can I admit I didn't like house of names solely because there was no pylades
#im sorry hes iconic#i missed him so much#ok there were things i rlly liked about the book#and rhings i liked less#joking aside#i liked the charatcerisation for orestes a lot#i really do wish we knew more about Iante as a charatcer but maybe this is just me sucking at reading#like i didnt have the impression i knew stuff about her and how shes like#outside of very generic stuff#maybe i really do need to learn how to read better im scared if it's a me thing or not#orestes and Clytemnestra's last meeting...damn#yeah my main point is Iante here actually I do like her I just dont feel very attached to her#i wish there were a little mit more moments showing orestes growing closer to her#not saying it was jarring and unexpected I just wish we had a scene or two#toibin's style of writing is interesting#but i also have a feeling that it's muddied by the fact i read it in another language#idk like it feels maybe if i read it in the oriigjnal language i would have appreciated it more#dont take any of this too seriouslh im no book critic and i am bad at reading i srsly feel like i am#i know my faults#im just rambling a bit here#LEANDER AND ORESTES SHOULD HAVE BEEN END GAME!!!! THIS WAS SECRETLY ABOUT THEM ALL ALONG!!!!#jokinh joking im joking
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laying down by a brook with one hand in the water like some kind of tragic prince , , , , , ,
#my break is now over and tomorrow resumes the final hell rush before the end of the semester#well i say break but in all honesty i spent 90% of it working or being so so scared for my car#i did get a little time to clean my room finally and turn into gelatinous ooze#though now i am The Slightest Bit Scared that i have gotten too oozelike and will not be able to fully reform into a functional being#in time to deal with The Horrors#(read: two intensely busy weeks on internship as i basically take over for my mentor all day)#(on top of the big portfolio assignment that my (project) partner Still Has Not Done Anything On)#like as long as i do my part i’ll get a B in the class no matter what but#aheem heem#my gpa that i worked so hard for….. i don’t want it to disappear…….#aaaaa it’s just hard to focus when i am so so tired and really just want like 5 solid days of No Thought Just Video Games And UTAU Dev#before getting back to my own big deadlines#i am looking at this document that i could probably write in 20 minutes but my brain is just. fried meat.#or more precisely i think i can get this done in an hour but Everything Else This Week?#i think i would have an easier time chewing shoe leather than getting my brain to do it all#if it weren’t for the fact that i would Literally go broke if i did not finish all this next semester#i would be soso tempted to take another semester off#only this time for my mental health………….
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Playing through Red&Yellow 2.0 undertale mod and let's just say
I haven't been this inspired to draw something undertale related *specifically* from Undertale itself in years
Also play it if you haven't and you have undertale on pc, it's extremely worth it
#Some from isat ss discord might remember that one time I tried streaming ut and uty and sadly couldn't do it#Because I was extremely bored with ut and having a folder of like 15 geno saves and only final of pacifist didn't help at all#R&y mod actually ignored my previous save entirely#Granted I had it mostly blank but some reset stuff would've persisted#And it didn't I had pure blank ut save with mod working with it and it was so cool#I'm at True Lab rn basically. I had a LOT of regrets not playing it blind on my first playthrough#Bc I watched it before playing late at night and it was super scary but again. Ruined the playthrough a bit#And I'm unironically feeling a bit scared and disturbed while playing rn#And like. The game is still just the game. Yet somehow I'm a bit aware that it's not the same game I know#Also to get me to literally call or talk to all the characters in every single room is an achievement these days#I doubt it'll a rare thing bc ut *is* extremely popular#But I should admit having neutral fight have literally no consequences in the dialogues was a bit sad#Like “here we go again” True Pacifist routine#Which is why True lab SUDDENLY changed it and scared me a bit#Having Chara and Clover react to Flowey appearances was sweet I was getting tired of player being the only one who acknowledges them#Also this mod made me extremely aware how much would've my ut play change if this mod existed in 2017#Like I immediately lost all interest in the geno path bc Chara is already here why would I do that on my own again I have all the saves#I'm not tagging this anything fandom related#random thoughts#night thoughts#Anyway I am a bit wary of the game ending again like aw :( I should've tried doing it little bit less hyperfixed kind of way#Also the borders changes are so cool I've always been curious why not have them in game#Black borders look so boring#Granted ut is still has the biggest screen size compared to isat and omori (I hate their size comparison with passion)#Anyhow I'm extremely sleepy I hope the actual ending won't take too long#Running REALLY did a good job making me want skip something less#I didn't get the Ball Game flag even though I tried but eh I got it once last year that's enough for me#All fun events on thing is also so cool#Anyway
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any hopes for kiwami 3? like things u wanna see added or changed stuff like that
if they dont keep kiryu's goofy walk stance and the hoof-like walk sounds i dont wanna play it
#snap chats#no one understands how much i love that from y3 and y4 its genuinely one of my favorite things about the game#oh but i guess i have to give an actual answer now. HMPH.#id scream if they revived kanda calling mine limp wristed. homophobia in 4k#OK BUT TO BE SERIOUS uhhhh i dont know. im a real simple guy i think#my only like. If This Isnt There Im Leaving deal is mine's palette and im so serious#rgg's scaring me with all the black-hair/purple-suit mine stuff as of late and i cant stress how hard ill vomit if thats in the final#HYPOTHETICAL final anyways. yk3 isnt coming out for. IDK A WHILE#i wanna say i hope they highlight daigo and mine's relationship more but i dont know how theyd do that#i really like how mine's handled in y3 as is so i dont think i want scenes injected like what they did with yk1 and nishiki#someone said a Mine Saga after the game and... hm ... sounds too unrealistic for me to hope for it#like im REALLY trying to think how they could possibly reference the rggo stories in y3 since those are EXCELLENT but#i think . MAYBE. you could reference the story where richardson calls mine as he's driving to the hospital#the only thing you'd have to exclude though is mine stopping by the bar- like JUST keep the phone conversation maybe#cause in that scene that subordinate does question mine if he can really kill daigo and i think thatd be neat. in my opinion.#yeah i dont know. in regards to rggo its hard to think of what i want without intervening things i already like about y3#its a real head scratcher ...#a really good epilogue addition would be adapting that RGGO bit where daigo ruminates on mine. that's a fair ending for him i think#it also fulfills the need to see how daigo saw mine even if its just a little#and to non-rggo readers it could start to answer 'how does daigo feel about everything that happened'#im still so curious as to if daigo was briefed on EVERYTHING that happened but .... anyways....#sorry all my hopes for y3 are just mine/minedai centric fLVKELKA BUT LIKE. i really am content with everything else with y3 surprisingly#idk. i want kiryu fucking up that curry in high definition tho. thats important to me#THEY HAVE TO KEEP THE QTES DURING THE RICHARDSON FIGHT ILL BE PISSED#i need the fight to be AS CAMPY and unnecessary as it was in the og. INCLUDING richardson's voice acting i need it wack as hell#is it weird i actually appreciate the Diet Building Loredumping being like. in replayable-cutscene form#i thought id prefer just One Long cutscene but im glad theres the option to skip those segments#BUT being able to get a refresher in case you missed something somehow#im running out of tags jesus christ i shouldve put this in the main text but vjALjlagj those are all my thoughts for now bYE
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dear gods i adore horror tbh but i am way too sensitive to it
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#idk how to describe 'sensitive' rn i'm dying in the head i should be asleep but Man!!!!!#i search up tons of horror stuff for funsies. movies uhh creepypastas stories real life events etc. fun!#BUT it freaks me out wayyy too much. bcs i really don't deal well w Those feelings of paranoia.#my imagination too good i was scared at night going to sleep bcs i'd imagine what to do if an intruder came in from the bedroom door#or bathroom door and think of how i'd escape Death.........#Did Not Help my area before was kinda yk. chillax. chillax meaning grassy tree-sy backyard overgrown trees#old-ish in a filipino chill neighborhood that isn't very fancy ?????? idk.#and the fact one time my dad almost died and someone standing close to him Did die so. haha. traumatized from that.#I WASN'T THERE..... but i rmbr my dad coming home and the news absolutely terrified me. anyway!#wow... rambling on tumblr at 3 and a half am... Nostalgic.#anyway yeah i love love love horror stuff but i am !!! so bad w them !!! like jesus christ i adore resident evil and bloodborne#is my whole bloodline. or something. but i can't even watch my twin kill 1 zombie in a re game Demo (she can't do it either)#and i can only make it to killing the first monster in bloodborne and explore a tiny bit where there are still no enemies. god.#AAAGGGGHHHhhhh ... and the first point of horror in omori then i stop playing for months...... even tho i rlly wna play more :((#2024 ........ cmon... i will try to overcome my fears more.#i've improved somewhat at least! ...from when i was younger. like. man. i could never stay in night-time in games ever.#ffxv? nah i always have to travel at morning. only when i got strong enough that daemons were nothing to me did i stop#getting scared. ouuughhh... and i always try to be stealthy in games........... for many reasons ofc but 1. Scared#okay i shut up now. apollo rambles of tonight: done and over!
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halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol
#purrs#there’s like 30+ ppl in the class and most of them are high schoolers who already have like at least 20-30 hrs and i have 3. also the#instructor is really nice and means well but she is also a little clueless and she embarrassed me in front of everyone (or maybe i#embarrassed myself) bc she had us all introduce ourselves and say what we like to do and i said play video games and she was like oh are you#a bit of a gamer 👀 have you been to any of those conventions. LIKE 💀😭 NO I JUST PLAY SILLY LITTLE PET GAMES…..#but ajyways um. i don’t have enough driving experience to start behind the wheel lessons yet 💀💀💀💀💀 and we r watching videos rn and it’s so s#scary like istill have such trouble even maneuvering the car around how am isupposed to develop situational awareness and be driving on high#hihways and shit. this is so overwhelming. it’s like ‘every moment ur behind the wheel u and the ppl around u are at risk’ well idont want t#to be at risk or risk others lives. but also i need to move out. help 💔💖#anyways this class has INSANELY long breaks (like 15+ mins thank god) and we might be able to end early every day too so. fingers crossed it#wont be that bad and i’ll actually retain stuff and learn to drive fucking finally. but im so scared#also on thursday we are watching a video depicting a graphic c*r cr*sh so. that’s just fucking great#drivers ed tag
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult#either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason#I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀
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"Yeah, I don't like those online dating apps, Kinder or whatever the fuck people call it these days. I ain't got time to swipe left on their shitty profiles so they'd better impress me!"
#💀 || dashboard games#OKAY I promise I am going to tackle the rest of the smash + pass asks today#I got a bit scared because so many came in and then drew a blank#But Roman is back again and ready to tackle the fuck out of them#Why I did this when they are waiting to be answered is beyond me#Holly and Rue's responses made me LOL too hard with what they got so#This ain't as fancy or funny but why the hell not#I'm so going to regret this
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https://www.tumblr.com/wyseink/164167799585/10-questions-every-fic-writer-secretly-wants-to-be
Is it okay to ask you questions from this ask game? 🥹🖤
If so, I choose 4 & 7 for Wicked Games :)
of course this is more than okay!!
in fact, I’m super happy you sent these in! i always love answering any questions about my fic writing process and behind the scenes of my stories!
4. If you could change anything in [wicked games], what would it be?
Hmm, I think I’d make both Ari and Steve a little less dark? At the beginning of the fic, they both have moments where they do some super questionable stuff. I think if I had a chance to rewrite, I’d tone down some of the non-con stuff tbh — with both Steve and Ari. Just bc it would be easier to justify them as endgame for reader (either one of them, whoever she ends up choosing) if the noncon stuff didn’t happen. What I mean is… maybe if I rewrote it, I wouldn’t make the fic dark, I guess? IDK tho, bc I really like some of the dark aspects of the fic — it reminds me of the gothic sagas I used to read when I was young with all the drama and men being awful etc. but yeah I guess if I HAD to change something, maybe I’d change that.
7. Who was your favorite character to write in [wicked games]?
It’s gotta be Stevie 🥺🥹 His scenes are the most fun to write — his whole tortured, damaged, needy personality felt rewarding to develop slowly. I feel like he’s one of the most complex characters I’ve written — from his backstory (which y’all don’t yet know all about!) to how much he changed from the confident, smooth-talking guy we saw in part 2, to the anger-filled, revenge-driven man in part 3, to the suicidal, tortured and broken man in part 4. And his arc is nowhere near over! There’s still so much left for him, and it makes me so excited to write him! I’m very proud of the drunk window scene of him in part 4 — it was the first scene I wrote in the whole chapter… and the whole chapter kind of fell into place around that scene! So yeah, I’d say Steve is my fav to write! Ari is a close second — I LOVE writing his bickering scenes with reader and also writing about his development as we navigate all the secrets he’s been hiding (a lot yall don’t know about Ari too!) But if I had to pick right now, I’d say Steve!
#although I’m so so SO excited to write both ari and steve in part five!!!#there is SO much I have planned for both of them#their past and their backstories#oh my god it overwhelms me how excited I am to write it#it scares me a bit too but that’s ok#just know that wg5 is the biggest story I have planned ever#I wish I can execute it how I’ve pictured it in my mind!!!#anon#wg ask#wicked games
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× Negative Trait Tag Game.
Tagged by @kharonion and @katsigian , thank you so much💜
RULES: bold what always or almost always applies, italicize occasional or situational, strikethrough never applies.
— VINCE —
aggressive | arrogant | authoritarian | bitter | brutal | callous | cannibal | careless | cold/cold-hearted | compulsive | controlling | corrects others constantly | cowardly | critical | cruel | demanding | disillusioned | domineering | envious | emotionally stunted | greedy | grim | guarded | hard | harsh | hypocritical | impatient | impolite | intimidating | irritable | kidnapper | lazy | liar | lustful | materialistic | mean | merciless | messianic | mistrusting | narrow-minded | obsessive | opinionated | overbearing | over-critical | over-emotional | over-thinking | patronizing | proud | remote | repressed | rigid | rules with an iron fist | ruthless | sarcastic | self-righteous | self-indulgent | taciturn | torturer | touchy | traitorous | unsympathetic | unpredictable | uptight | vain | vengeful
This is a good list, but you know what's missing? deceiving, impressionable, indecisive, manipulative and stubborn!
Apart from that, I feel like I had to italicize a lot here, and that's because Vince is the type of person who really has two different faces depending on which circumstances you meet him under... the kind of pragmatic "True Neutral" alignment character that will do whatever suits his own purposes best in most situations, not too bothered with what is the morally good or bad thing to do.
He is not as cold-hearted as he can come across when he's in his slick "corpo persona" that he puts on when he has to deal with people on a professional level. He was made to believe his worth as a person is defined by how "useful" he is to others, and at the same time he's learned the hard way that showing weakness gets you swallowed quickly in Night City and the corporate world as a whole. It's this constant balancing act between being useful while not letting yourself be used that got him as far as he did.
At the same time, he is a bit of a dick who always wants to be right about everything. Behind the cool exterior is just this angry kid who's been fucked by life over and over again, had extremely high expectations put onto him and puts them on himself now, and has just really gotten kind of numb and disillusioned from the life he's leading. He's too proud and stubborn to ask for or accept help, craving to find some kind of meaning or purpose for himself in this whole mess, and then repeatedly falls for the wrong people and their empty promises.
On issues like his distrustfulness, his sarcasm, and his tendency to lie (about uncomfortable matters in particular) he is working though (not because he sees them as flaws necessarily, but more because it's these things that usually get him into the most trouble with the people he actually really cares about...).
I don't know who's done this already, and as always no pressure and tyt! Gonna tag @honourandsteel, @pinkyjulien, @chevvy-yates (aber echt kein Stress! xD), @imaginarycyberpunk2023 (would be so curious about both Vinnie and Macha here!!), @breezypunk, @timaeusterrored (curious about Vax in particular, but anyone goes if you wanna do this :o), @genocidalfetus, aaaaand everyone else who I'm forgetting now! Consider yourself tagged <3
#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk v#male v cyberpunk#vincent ezaki#tag games#my boy is not okay and has so much crap to unlearn XD#funnily enough I feel like some of his 'negative' traits are also some of his most positive ones#like... over-emotional for example#cause yes he's disillusioned and can be cold and pragmatic#but he's not emotionally stunted - he feels and cares deeply he's just scared about showing it#and it's a struggle because his emotions blind his logic at the worst possible moments#and yes he's a bit vain and arrogant and materialistic - but he takes care of himself as best as he can even on the most shitty days#he is too stubborn to just give up and lie down and die when that oftentimes would be the easier thing to do than fighting tooth and nail#I am OVERWHELMED by feels help
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