#Sorry just thinking

[sunblchdfly]

thinking about soft, slow mornings with bob. he’s sprawled out all over the bed. one arm under you, one arm hanging off the edge. his soft breaths, in…out…god he looked so peaceful. a man responsible for millions of dollars worth of weapons that can cause mass destruction and he looks so peaceful. just taking the time to admire how beautifully the sun’s glow hits his rosy cheeks. his golden hair on fire in the morning sunlight. he does this little thing when he’s sleeping where if he’s dreaming, you can see the corner of his mouth curl upward. it only happens every once in awhile, but you love when you catch it. every single worry you woke up with that morning seems to fade away the moment you look at him. and the cool countryside breeze from the open window makes you burrow yourself further into his warm embrace. you could stay like this forever.

[btwimcal]

if u think about it the general plot of voltron is so weird like what do u mean I need to fly a magical robot lion that almost has a mind of its own that will form into the most powerful weapon in the entire universe?? and I have to bond with 4 other people and be a child soldier??? I’m 17

[pigdyke]

james somerton posting his suicide note on twitter and everything that resulted bc of that is a big factor in why I decided to delete the suicide note that was in my blog drafts and promise to never post something like that. I dont want to hurt anyone like that. I dont want to make anyone feel like that

Im not saying those who are suicidal/attempt suicide are selfish or bad people. James somerton faked his suicide and he's a piece of shit but I'm not lumping all suicidal people in with in lmao. Suicidal people deserve compassion and help, those who have attempted deserve compassion and help and its not their fault. but I think you can also acknowledge that it hurts the people around you. Ive read suicide notes from people I love, online friends, and its something i never want to have to go through again

I think the james somerton situation was a wake up call. I was actively suicidal at time (doing a bit better now) but seeing people talk about their experience with seeing suicide notes posted online and not knowing if someone was alive or dead, and remembering my own experiences with that. I deleted mine. I know im going to go through more active suicidal episodes and that doesnt make me a bad person, I deserve help and compassion, but at the same time I dont want to cause that hurt to my friends, and having the suicide note in my drafts as a "just in case" and fantasising about posting it was doing nothing but poisoning me

[rick-ety]

I genuinely love and value and appreciate the storyline and writing in The Stanley Parable. I don’t think I say that enough. I ramble about the lore and secrets hidden deep within so much. I’m just not good at putting my appreciation into words. <3

[riveracheron]

if i had a nickel for every troubled middle school girl in a comedy horror series who spends a good portion of her story non-verbal but when she does eventually start speaking more its very dry and a little snide who is also protected by a pretty white haired magical lady who seems mysterious and noble and serious by looking at her but actually is a huge unapologetic dork i would have two nickels which isnt a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice

[arcanumb]

writing is so crazy. like it just is. like here i’m gonna make little marks on a page that just so happen to be symbolic and people are going to attach meaning to it divorced from the initial context from which it was written but they’re going to form a new meaning based on their own understanding of the world around them and that’s so funny to me. like hello little people reading my words ! i could write u a poem about soup. or blue birds. but all i can do is direct your attention. it’s up to you to attach and refine the meaning because all i’m doing is guiding you to the poem. idk i love that. i love poems.

[boseobrien]

Bose said that bomika watches dog Batchelor every Sunday. The whole reason Bose even came to Rivalton during a prank war, then never brought up Dog Batchelor sundays again.

They all just causally think that Mika is in love with Bose and then never bought it up again.

Bomika had a main plot sequence in unmasked about them faking dating. It was never resolved in the two parter, and it was never brought up again. (They 7 episodes to bring it up)

[azuresins]

I'll tag his under the 'Finnian Name Theory', I've said a lot of this before but I am immensely interested in many things, at once. Fionn the warrior was given that name later in his life, it wasn't his name at birth. He was born under the name Deimne. There are many legends and myths about him and why his name changed, one of them implies he was named Fionn as a show of respect and to protect him, from enemies. The other legend says he was named for his hair when it turned white. In this particular legend, he was tricked by an entity and put under a spell. It is... very similar to the spell that Sophie fell under, in Howl's moving Castle, so I think this legend might have inspired it. The spell turned him into an old man, and when he changed back to his true age...his hair was still, white. However in all the myths and legends surrounding Fionn, his hair is always said, to be white... and this myth and legend started the tradition of other Celtic warriors (as well as that of the Fianna in the legends), historically dying their hair white. Unrelated but also interesting; 'Fionn' in many parts of Ireland rhymes with 'Fawn.' The "Fianna" (his band of warriors) can also, be translated as "herds of deer." Even his birthname, Deimne, meant fawn/baby deer. There's also one of the most infamous of legends surrounding Fionn where his wive shape-shifts into a doe, and his own son is also said to have been born a fawn that turned back into a boy. Which is why episode 2, surrounding the 'legend of the white stag' in Kuroshitsuji SII, sticks out to me a great deal. There is something extremely... relevant in this series, about the shifting-of-identity... and it concerning hair, in a general sense. Madam Red cuts her hair... The Undertaker uses his hair to conceal his eyes... Agni gets his hair cut by Soma when he's reborn anew... Finny the gardener grows his hair out, Sieglinde cuts hers... Grelle changes her hair color completely as part of their transition... Even recently when they shaved Ginny's head and said it was because of lice... I mean that might have seemed a valid excuse, but it's so damn dehumanizing and SO on the nose with this whole dog-parallel. Ick. ...

[imcringeonpurpose]

was thinking about Limited Life and made up a funny scene where Joel brings Jimmy into a small room and quietly tells him that, if it comes down to it, he should kill Joel and take the 30 minutes. Jimmy, of course, refuses, and the argument escalates until Joel grabs Jimmy's sword and roughly pulls it to his heart. He's practically begging Jimmy to kill him now, to break the Curse.

and he doesn't grab it by the hilt either no no - he grabs it by the blade, and he lets his blood run down the length of the sword, the red a stark contrast against blue diamond. Red is for love.

[the-n3w3st-g1rl-g1rl]

I don't think Flowey could ever go back to being Asriel anymore.

It's not that I haven't enjoyed stories and AUs about that in the past, I have.

But I think Flowey has changed a lot and it'd be too hard for him to go back. I don't think he sees himself as the same person. Because he's not, really.

Flowey has been around for a very long time. His mental health was understandably trash and he made a lot of mistakes that are hard to ever recover from. And I don't think he could ever recognize himself as Asriel at that point. I don't know if anyone would.

He's not the same person anymore. Even getting all the souls and transforming back into his old form didn't bring Asriel back, really. Because he had still existed as Flowey at that point, and he still had the same motivations. Asriel died, really. Flowey is someone new in my eyes. And I think Flowey sees himself that way too, at least eventually.

I think trying to become Asriel again would make Flowey feel worse. Because it wouldn't feel honest to him. I don't think he sees himself as part of the Dreemurr family anymore. I don't think he sees himself as true, close friends with most monsters. I don't think he can relate to his past self, or express himself in the same way. He's too different.

That's not a bad thing. It's just change. Flowey is someone new and he is allowed to exist as someone new.

[suga-tae-jimin]

headcanon that Zamasu uses Mod Vanilla by Ariana Grande, Black uses the pink variant Mod Blush (Fruity, Rose) and their fusion smells like God Is A Woman (Fruity Musk), all of this are fragances btw

[sagittarianpocky]

tbh i have sooooo many grievances with the new godzilla movies. but. rewatching king of the monsters reminded me that king ghidorah's redesign was absolute peak. probably because they generally kept him how he was. as they should've done. for the rest. *coughs in mechagodizlla*

i don't trust them tho. if they ever ruin my favorite kaiju i am going to start blowing things up telekinetically. all of you get behind me

[pokewatcher20]

Someone should make a drawing of Jellie and Laika (the space dog) together

[megkuna]

the thing about doomed fate tragedies to me is u don't have to believe in fate or destiny to enjoy it ... like the pt to me is that it's a nice escapism from the deeply liberal fantasy that Your Individual Choices wield enough power on their own to matter at all in the grand scheme of things

[corals-corner]

Having cyberspade thoughts rn

[kidfur]

how do we know the past even exists? every waking moment, i feel like a newborn. like memories are all so distant and far away. this isnt even a bad thing... i will just have to learn to cope with the fact i know just as little about the future as i do the past. the only time i know thats real is the present, but its like trying to see a 3d object in a 2d plane. i only see cutouts of a much larger thing i can never understand. the taste of strawberries on my tongue. did i eat them? or was that taste lovingly dropped into my mouth like a sweet medicine? how many times have i been born now?