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jack-penindee · 2 years ago

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I say this out of love and coming from a good place --

SOME OF YOU CHICKS (GUYS TOO) NEED TO STOP USING. OR CUT BACK AT LEAST. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I DONT THINK YOU EVEN SEE, KNOW, OR BELIEVE THAT THE DRUGS ARE AFFECTING YOUR PERSONALITY, YOUR CAPABILITIES, YOUR MENTALITY, AND THEYRE AFFECTING YOU MENTALLY. ALL NEGATIVELY AND DETRIMENTALLY.

It's not a good look. And it's not good for you. The things you say, the things you do, the ways you think, say, and do things -- the whole YOU of YOU -- is shifted, different, missing. Newsflash - you're not pulling off any of the things, really, that you think you're pulling off. You've just been trying them on people who care enough about you to let you make it, take it, and fake it like you fooled us all. Or people who don't care at all. Or people who also aren't fooled who are fooling you though. They only fool with you to use you, make use of you, and while you're net-gain useful.

Me, I'm not saint. And this isn't some straight edge talk. I'm just saying come on -- alot of you used to be all stars now you can't be counted on be ok unwatched while you try and chew gum and walk. And I thought and would like to think that it's code when you talk. Something like that, as bad as thatd be. It'd be a thing and a choice and a purposeful decision. Sadly, it's looking and feeling more and more like it isnt. Some times I'm even absolutely sure that you don't even realize, don't know, can't even tell. And that part - that part - is what and why I'm saying that you really should chill. I'm not talking cold turkey. I wouldn't do you like that. Be for real. Come on - I'm not trying to hurt you. But if you never let your phone go even to sleep but you drop it instantly uncaring the moment you even think I'm about to reach for the piece and snatch that to keep it in your hand and away from me that you would have broken it if it wasn't for me and my catching them both and holding them safely (hypothetically) - then maybe start paring down and holding off. Even just a bit longer in between rounds. That's a start. From the heart, and not just mine, I'm fine with you getting high. Go crazy, shit. It's your life. But I'm not okay with you losing your mind and taking the Yoi away. I just gotta say..

#real friends #do your drugs dont let your drugs do you #self care #harm reduction #check on your friends #how you really doin #how you doin

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heymacy · 8 months ago

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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voxmilia · 6 months ago

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"I thought he was cute! That bitch! I'm gonna kill him!" "You didn't see the storm coming? Must not be a very good Oracle."

fhjy ep 6 vs fhjy ep 17 aka Brennan took a very cute scene and decided to break my heart with it eleven weeks later

#fantasy high #fhjy #d20 #fhjy spoilers #d20 spoilers #adaine abernant #adaine o'shaughnessey #oisin hakinvar #oisaine #inkblade #how we doin oisaine/inkblade fam #enemies to lovers potential after she thoroughly kicks his ass #i just needed to contrast drunk happy silly adaine vs disappointed adaine #pov your first crush is a rage affected dick and you can fix him by punching him with the spell that killed your dad #mine: photosets #mine: edits #not really an edit but idk what other tag to use #christina.txt

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suitetarts · 9 months ago

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neil's southern us accent .... uhhhhh 😳

#i really should be avoiding neil's content like the plague bc of What He Does To Me #like rn im gonna go hunt down the stream where this happened so i can see him doing this voice in his slutty tank top #his accent is terrible i love it but the lazy “how you doin” is flipping my insides #y'allstarion #neil newbon #astarion #bg3

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ashipiko · 5 months ago

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misukazu save me

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fear-no-mort · 1 year ago

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btw i loved this so much i love it when rick gets super excited about something and his first instinct is to include morty in it by venting his excitement through stuff like grabbing him and shaking him around and getting up in his face. it’s a really subtle demonstration of like oh that’s how you know you really love someone and it means a lot to me . and also the fact that in this case what rick is getting SO worked up about is the fact that he’s gonna be spending time with morty

#at first i only did 2 screencaps bc i just thought the face rick makes in the first one is silly but #i also really like how morty goes from being like ermmm what are you doin rick. to Smiling #he’s so happy his grandpa is happy….:#lays down #alright goodnight probably #rick and morty #rick sanchez #morty Smith #rick and morty spoilers #odiespeak

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 days ago

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I saw the hairless cat part and I want to had a fun fact to it.

Hairless cat are really oily because they don’t have fur to collect it, so their oils get everywhere and STAIN a lot- Erik will fully loose his minds with all the oils stain the cat would made.

the cat is ABSOLUTELY to go NOWHERE NEAR his closet alright he can excuse it using the kitchen table as a scratching post but he draws the LINE at his silk robes

#snap chats #good morning everyone !!! i feel horrendous. BUT WE BALL #playing sonic riders with the boys later so how bad can today really be yk. esp when i get to think of erik and that fuckass cat...#i should probably give it a name. i mean i did i personally call it 'gracie' but i should give it a proper name. and gender probably #i wont tho i cant think like that rn. anyways gracie just tryna be a doll lil darlin dont mean any harm ...#still i can so clearly hear erik yell out for charles down the hall when he finds his clothes ruined #pleaasssee not the cat tryna get on the bed but erik keeps kickin it out the room #he'll let it back in tho after charles hits him with the :( but he wont be happy about it #alternatively i just made burst a lung if erik was just. 'its either /im/ in the bed or that cat' and now he's on the couch #not at charles' demand of course because erik has to be unnecessary about things You Are In A Mansion With Multiple Bedrooms #Get The Hell Off The Couch. AT YOUR GROWN AGE DOIN THIS unbelievable.#i hope that cat bothers erik anyway you know how cats are the more you show disinterest the more they love you cjvlkaejklej

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year ago

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#lileep #is this their face? i hope so. these are eyes. but their t-pose has them facing straight upward. i assume it is yeah #i really like this evolutionary line actually. i just think it's cool how they're flowers with eyes. and rock-type makes no sense for them #but i do like rock/grass. i don't entirely understand why they start out purple and then turn green but y'know #definitely a fun pokémon. what do i say. if you are a lileep? keep doin what'cher doin

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moeblob · 7 months ago

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I unfortunately picked up Bravely Default 2 again (I bought it back when it released) and then started over since I last played it in June 2021. And. You know what. I like these silly beans. And then I saw concept art for Dag's expressions and I am not the same. Why did they decide to give him huge fangs in it.

(also I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers less for plot but more for characters so if you know anything that happens to characters shhhhh. also the expression concept is below the read more so you can see what I mean.)

#bravely default 2 #dag rampage #selene noetic #i only just recently reached ch2 in the game and i may have a problem #someone was like wait how have you not gotten farther in 25 hours #and im like im sorry its a problem i have an obsession you dont understand #and then he found out i had three of the four party members with two jobs capped at 12 #and then the fourth only had one capped but a bunch high up #and then i told him i was trying to get the gambler asterisk and that meant i had to play a childrens card game #and then i had to do side quests when they popped up #and he was like wait at that point you probably dont need jobs at 12 omg #and im like i know its a problem i cant stop it #so anyway chapter 1 took me forever because i committed to the grind too much #the emotions i feel for silly lil side characters ................ its too real #like even the fact that you beat these two up in the prologue im like teehee funny lil blonde guy #then you dont interact with them in a ch1 quest but they show up again at the same time doing the same quest #and guys i am FEELING EMOTIONS theyre just funny lil mercenaries doin funny lil mercenary things #also please do not tell me anything about the game past ch1 because i want to continue to enjoy experiencing it #which is why i have my ask box closed bc its a game from 2021 and i know im really behind the times #but i managed to not know anything until now and i wanna keep it that way #also i dont really know how to properly draw noses especially when i doodle #but his nose is important and i already struggle with his big jaw so i had to include it somehow #and in the concept art it looks like he has a lil stubble but in game i dont see it so im like ... squinting at he

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kyouka-supremacy · 12 days ago

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Well.

#(I'm back)#It was. Uhm. A chapter #First of all: I'm ENDLESSLY GRATEFUL to the person who sent me the translation basically as soon as the chapter came out.#I even did like 90% of typesetting but didn't finish it because I had to go out #(aka with my friends were literally knocking out at my room and I couldn't make it any more late lol)#Mixed feelings about it? Mostly because there's so much exposition... I'll need to reread it another three times before it sinks in #The color page is AMAZING 10000000000000/10 I love my sskks so much they're so cute I love them so much they're so cute.#Easily the best part of the chapter.#The color page was? Very very pretty too? Like a lot more than usual if you ask me! I can't wait for the volume cover 🥺🥺#It should come out soon shouldn't it? Usually color spreads / pages open the volume...#Akutagawa fake dying again is funny. Like it isssss but also. Idk it's a little lame how we're changing the pov from ss/kk again :/#I can't even tell if I'm being biased or if it's an actual storytelling critique. I don't care right now I just want to see Akutagawa–#being cool rather than. You know. Dead on the ground.#That said! It's also very funny and touches my sense of humor precisely.#Like yeah Akutagawa being like the second strongest pm member and overall one of the most powerful ability user in the world–#that everyone fears (and I know he is! He is indeed for real!)#And yet he always ends up face to the ground 😂😂😂 Like if we don't count the ss/kk fights he literally only ever won against Hawthorne.#And even then he failed to kill him and Mitchell. It's so funny to me. I love him. He's so pathetic #“Wow! Akutagawa is so cool and invincible now!” *ends up biting the dust not even two chapters later*#It's okay because I love him. He's very very powerful and he's also very very pathetic I love that for him #That said :/ I don't really care about Fukuzawa :/ Idk :/ Like :/#Don't get me wrong I LOVE Fukuzawa (I don't. I'm mostly neutral towards him) but this is the ss/kk moment man :/ Whatchu doin #That's about it. Let's see what the next chapter brings!#Everything accounted for I'm glad there wasn't like. A ss/kk kiss or any other big big ss/kk moment #(although Atsushi admiring Akutagawa and thinking about his eyes has its fair share of neatness to it!!)#Because with everything going on this evening I really would have been let down to miss it #But I keep hope for the next chapters!! Please...#random rambles #Had tons of fun typesetting! Even though I don't think there's a point in posting it now. But would love to do it again in the future!#bsd spoilers

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fruityumbrella · 1 month ago

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we NEED more fic recs that are <20k. you cannot always be reccing 100k shit dawg people have jobs. people have adhd.

#cranky cause i didnt get in on a fic at ground level #idk what the finance term is but you know what i mean. i wasnt there for the first two chapters and now its 100k and im not doin that #i really should make a bookmark list of longfics to read on days where im severely bedrotting...alas #finding out more about how other people read fic is so funny to me like #why does it feel like im the only guy on earth who loves it when a fic is less than 10k #<- guy who is incapable of writing fics that are less than 10k but still

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accio-victuuri · 2 years ago

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source: 限時狂想丨0805x1005

#yizhan #untamed bts #cql bts #lan zhan #lan wangji #weiying #wei wuxian #untamed #the untamed #i still find if jarring to see bts moments like this of very emotional moments #they were really out there just chillin #yibo be like - hi zhan ge how you doin down there lol

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azureblooet · 4 months ago

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Bitches out here like “oh the were dissenting we had to kill them” as if dissenters and faith aint the easiest thing to manage in this game.

People: *write about turbulent times and famine in the cult for plot*

Me: skill issue🙄

#azure’s bullshit #cult of the lamb #cotl #like gang there really isn’t much of an actual need to murder followers idk what we doin #bro deadass walk out the temple and do a dance circle #problem solved #yes i know this is a gamification thing but still #rip to you lamb but im different #you been at this shit how many years? embarrassing🙄

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thesaintofnevergettingitright · 2 years ago

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Now. I’m not saying that fans of The Amazing Devil tend to be a touch, shall we say, obsessive, BUT….

If I may direct you to a side-by-side comparison of the Spotify Wrapped data for my siblings vs. me:

Sibling 1 Top Artist

Minutes listened: 2,671

Her Placement: Top 0.5% of Listeners

Total Monthly Listeners: 15 Million

Sibling 2 Top Artist

Minutes listened: 4,635

Their Placement: Top 0.01% of Listeners

Total Monthly Listeners: 10 Million

My Top Artist (The Amazing Devil)

Minutes listened: 14,003

My Placement: Top 0.1% of Listeners

Total Monthly Listeners: 241,710

Y’all…. The math ain’t mathing! I listened to TAD 3X more than Sibling 2 listened to their Top Artist, and that artist has 20X as many monthly listeners. How is their listener ranking higher than mine? By a factor of TEN?

Overall I’m just deeply impressed by the determination, the gumption, the sheer force of will that TAD fans apparently have.

Idk what they put in that music, but I’m reasonably sure it’s changing our collective brain chemistry.

#The Amazing Devil #TAD #mine #are we..... ok?#I mean I know the answer is blatantly NO but. still thought I'd check in #how we doin gang?#Does anyone need some hot cocoa? a blanket?#a soundproof room to scream in for a while?#a weekend meditation retreat?#SSRi's? (jk) (....unless?) (no jk jk)#Anyway good job team #if there's one thing that can be said about TAD fans it is that we KNOW WHAT WE'RE ABOUT #and I really admire and respect that about us #anyway.... what percentage of this fandom are we thinking are neurodivergent?#cuz it's GOTTA be significantly higher than just the general population right?#also. what percentage of us are queer?#you know that tiktok sound that's like #~'do you have any friends who are gay sad or play dungeons and dragons?'#'do straight happy ppl PLAY d&d? I thought we were ALL gay and sad! I thought we were gay and sad TOGETHER!!'~#TAD fandom has the same energy lol #(also ik that a good amount of what's actually happening here is just the law of large numbers)#(but I do still maintain that we as a fandom tend to be a bit more intense than fans of other musicians lmao)

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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dofp having both Time In A Bottle and erik telling charles he wished he hadnt spent so many years fighting him was actually evil really !!!!!

#xmen #xmen dofp #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #snap chats #AND THE FACT ITS QUICKSILVER LMAO is that cause he hates you in like. every timeline im gone bruh doin your old man like that #sorry i was rewatching DOFP because i really needed bitter exes cherik before i went back to college #and the quicksilver segment is already one of my fave moments in the film #1.) its gen a cool sequence 2.) Time In A Bottle is an excellent song #but i was wathcin the movie with my brother and he insinuated the song was cherik adjacent and ouugh i died a little #like how did /i/ not pick up on that ..... my bro dont even fw cherik like that he knows I DO tho #its so funny im invested in marvel for the first time in about a decade and im back to just yaoi on the dome #same as when i was 15 the more things change the more things stay the same etc etc #oh but yeah anyway. what if we all died.#i still think of that Alleged cut bit from the script where (old) erik was supposed to die in charles' arms when the sentinels come #like genuinely i might have just thrown my whole tv away i couldnt handle that !!!!!!!!!!#i love old cherik i fear ........ i love the young version too ofc but theres just a special spot in my soul for old man yaoi vlaekvjeal

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veronicaneptunes · 1 year ago

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Look I'll admit after the reboot I had my issues with Kristen Bell and her clear dislike of the Veronica/Logan relationship but the one thing I'll always give her is that regardless of it not being her favourite romantic dynamic- she never ever phoned it in. Like when she as Veronica looked at Logan, all that love and chemistry and tension was there. She sold it truly and completely.

#honestly mark of a good actress right there #me and KBell are funny because I'd been a fan for so long that its not like i could ever hate her #not at all #she seems like a good natured person #but i kinda feel about her how i would an old friend where she says stuff sometimes or does stuff #and im just like.... girl. do you really need to be doin that #yk what i mean?#like at some point after dax got the podcast especially they were just so intensely in the press all the time #and it started to be like can you guys chill lmao #but i'll always love her as veronica and as ellanor shellstrop #again No hate #you can go through my kb tag and see i do have fondness for her i just saw her too much

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