#how many times do i have to say im going back home

[jinwoosbabyboo]

Cramp Simulator

LADS Men and a cramp simulator. This is how I imagine they would handle it.

A/N: I’ve gotten many requests for a cramp simulator so this is for those who wanna torture their man hehe

𝚉𝚊𝚢𝚗𝚎

[Before]

Of course he is berating you with questions. Where did you get this? why do you want him to do this? Will this have long lasting effects?

Believes you when you say your cramps are bad so he’s having a hard time understanding why you want to cause him immense pain

Agrees anyway because he will always do whatever you want him to do

[During]

This would be one of the rare moments you see Zayne break his calm cool and collected composure

“Are you sure you’re not having a heart attack every month?” He’s leaning on any surface he can find long after you’ve taken the simulator off of him

I imagine he has a high pain tolerance, but this was too much “You can turn it off now” you turn it up. “My love please turn it off” red in the face sweating and hands are shaking

[After]

You gave him your heating pad to help with the lingering pain “I was unaware of what you were dealing with every month”

Prepare to be pampered every time you get your period now; he's stocking up all your feminine products, tea, heating pads, painkillers, and your favorite foods and snacks

Monitors your heart closely during the week because he's worried you might have a heart attack

Brings up the option of medical grade painkillers, but immediately changes his mind because he doesn’t want you getting addicted

“Next time you start you period just take the week off” insists you stay home and let him take care of you, bringing you tea and rubbing your stomach

𝚁𝚊𝚏𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚕

[Before]

Overconfident to start — he can sense when you’re not feeling well, but can’t sense your cramp pain he just knows you’re not okay

Believes you when you say your cramps are bad, but "there’s no way they’re that bad" he has a high pain tolerance so “this will be a piece of cake turn it up”

[During]

Trying to hide the grimace on his face when he feels the first ‘cramp’ “Keep going?” “Yea this is nothing” he’s already sweating

Screaming, whining, crying and damn near throwing up “I’m dying there’s no way im not dying I see the light” “You’re not dying” “YES I AM”

“This is what you go through? No wonder you’re so mean” “I was being nice this is what I actually feel” you turn it up and he throws himself on the floor “I’M SORRY I’M SORRY TURN IT OFF PLEASE” gasping for air as he rolls around

[After]

Leaves you little snacks and gifts outside the door whenever you get your period now

Has never asked “Is it really that bad?” again because he knows the answer now; gets pains just thinking about it

Had to go lay down and take a nap after you took the simulator off of him.

Stocks up on heating pads and rubs your stomach and back religiously now

𝚇𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚛

[Before]

Isn’t nervous, but also isn't excited “I’m ready”

Is only doing this because you promised him hotpot afterwards

“You’re no stranger to pain” “Im not a masochist” “Debatable”

[During]

The pain was so bad that it pissed him off “This is complete bullshit” “I’m not interested in continuing this turn it off please”

When you turn it up so show him what you actually experience he’s kneeling at your feet begging you to turn it off “My Star please I understand please end this”

Accidentally grips whatever is near him so hard he breaks it

sweating, red in the face with tears in his eyes

[After]

Nurse Xavier now

Whenever you get your period he’s making you lay down and take it easy all week.

Is helping you in and out of bed

Leaves either a tampon or fresh underwear with a pad already lined in it on the counter for you when you get out of the shower

Loves these weeks now because he can nap with you as much as he wants

Carries you everywhere “Xav I promise I can walk” “With cramps as horrendous as those? You really are superwoman”

𝚂𝚢𝚕𝚞𝚜

[Before]

Nonchalant as always has almost a bored expression

“I still feel pain Princess, but I'll indulge you”

You tell him to sit down, but he opts to stand

"You shot and stabbed me before I can handle this" "I scratched you" "You stabbed me clear through the chest" "What?" "What."

[During]

Panting and red in the face does his best to try and handle the pain

Breathing heavily and doubled over leaning against the nearest surface he can find

“Okay okay thats enough” brought him to knees once again “I thought you could handle pain?” “That does not mean I enjoy it”

Has to sit down for a while completely still like a statue after that

[After]

Already pampered you during your periods, but he’s upped it now

Literally tracks your cycle and makes sure he’s always nearby incase it comes early

Wants you to stay with him the entire time “I need to go to work Sylus” “No you don’t you need to rest”

Makes a nesting bed for you and is at your beckoned call

[l0h3ngrin]

Sae Itoshi x reader

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A/n: this is a pretty old fic i wrote a while back that i posted on my ao3 acc!!

Warnings⚠️: angst w/ comfort, established relationship, NOT proof read, VERY old fic that i wrote😭

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You and your boyfriend Sae have been together for 6 years now and living in a shared house.It was currently 12am and it was pouring outside, you were waiting on the couch for sae to come home two hours ago for your date but he hasn’t showed up. Not a single text or call from him, he’s done this many times but still you got worried and decided to call him, you should have done so earlier but you were too excited for your date night and haven’t thought about it thinking about what he was getting you, it was your anniversary after all.

As you pick up your phone and click his name you see the door opening, its Sae, “where were you?!?” You yelled, “you were supposed to be here two hours ago..” Sae looks at you with a tired and frustrated look, “ I’ll take you out tomorrow lets just go to bed im tired.” As anyone who was stood up for hours would you told him off “Excuse me!? Who are you talking to like that?! Why the hell were you gone for so long? Im not letting you leave until you answer me!” Anger was shown on your face as you started to clench your fists, what the hell was up with him? Sae just stares at you, not being able to figure out what he's thinking about you get infuriated “what, so your just gonna stare? Not even gonna answer a simple question. I see how it is then, fine I don’t care anymore. It’s not like this is the first time either.” You grab your things from the couch and start to walk out the door, before you could fully make it out a hand grabs you.

“What?” Sae just looks at you, this time you can see something, a look of guilt in his eyes, “please don’t leave..im sorry.” You just look at him and roll your eyes “you really think a sorry is gonna fix all the times you’ve stood up on me? Well it won’t. You’re gonna have to try harder than that sae. You know what? Don’t even bother messaging me tomorrow or calling because I’m not going to answer. If you try i’ll block you im done with your crap sae.” Your eyes water as you pull your arm back and speed walk out of your shared house and quickly get into your car and drive off. What you didn’t know is that the reasons for sae working late hours was because he was planning on proposing to you, he was waiting to take you out tomorrow to a fancy restaurant where you guys would eat breakfast and lunch, he was going to take you to your favorite peer and propose to you, everything was prepped and ready for that special day tomorrow. All sae could do was just burst into tears as he watched your car get farther and farther, he knows it was no excuse to leave you waiting for hours on end on dates that you guys would plan, but money was a little tight and he wanted to make everything perfect for you. He loves you, no..he adores you.

You where driving into your best friends house quickly getting out as tears poured down your eyes making them extremely puffy and red, ringing the door bell at least a dozen times and knocking your best friend opens the door quickly, she sees you and immediately shes worried for you. “What the hell?! [name] what the fuck what happened come inside quick before you catch a cold!”

After getting yourself situated and calm down a little you tell your best friend everything thats been happening. She knows about Sae’s plan but all she could do was give you a sad smile and try to comfort you. “Do you want to stay the night? You can stay in the guest bedroom.” She says. You nod your head in agreement and she leads you to the room, she leaves you alone to give you some space.

You decided to wear some of your friends guest clothes that you had found in the closet, after changing you look into the mirror. “What went wrong? I guess..nothing i do is ever good.”

You had a downcast expression, and questions were filling your mind why does he stay with you if he ditches you on dates? Is he tired of you? Does he perhaps think your ugly? …was he…cheating? You shake your head to try and get rid of the thoughts as you get ready to go to bed and soon fall asleep tears still staining your face, “maybe it’s just a dream, maybe tomorrow will be better.” Wrapping up the last of your thoughts as you start to fall asleep, mind going blank. That is, until you hear a knocking from the window. You quickly open your eyes “what was that?” You whispered maybe it was just a branch, either way whatever it was wouldn’t let you sleep till you knew for certain, slowly and quietly getting up from the bed you walk to the window opening the curtains, your eyes widen to your surprise..it’s sae! “What the fuck?” You quickly open the window and let him in “what the hell do you want? How did you even find me?” Sae looks at you and your surprised, was he crying? He quickly but gently cups your face “please [name] im so sorry, i love you so much im so sorry i-i didn’t mean to-“ his voice falters as he starts crying again, “ I didn’t mean to upset you i know I’ve been a bad boyfriend i promise i’ll make it up please i’ll do anything just forgive me my love, i love you so much please it’s not an excuse but I promise i’ll tell you why i left you waiting on all those dates please just let me explain…” he gets down on his knees wiping away his tears, all you could do was tear up as you got down to level with him and caress his cheek. He tells you everything. From the very beginning how hes been thinking about how he wants to propose to you to how he was going to take you out tomorrow. You just looked at him, you felt so stupid for this. “I..i don’t know what to say..” Sae hugs you tightly as he kisses your cheek, “im infatuated with you [name] i promise after this i’ll take you on as much dates as you want, i’ll make up to you for all the times i messed up, please don’t leave me.” You just hug him back as you bury your face into the crook of his neck as you start crying.

Some minutes pass as you both held each other in a tight embrace, as if one were to disappear if the other loosened their grip. Sae lets go and starts to pull something out of his pocket as he looks at you. “[name] no matter what happens i will always love and adore you, you’re the reason im able to do the things i do, if it wasn’t for you i’d be nothing, I couldn’t have made it this far without you. I love everything about you, from your personality to your smile, your looks, those little ‘imperfections’ about you that you complain about so much, everything about you from head to toe im in love with, i know right know isn’t the best time but…will you give me the honor of marrying you…will you marry me [name]?” Sae opens a black box that he took out from his pocket and opens it facing you to reveal a gorgeous diamond ring. Tearing up again you nod your head quickly, “yes yes of course sae of course i’ll marry you, i love you so much, I genuinely thought you hated me, i would always think that nothing i’d do was ever good. I thought I wasn’t good enough for you..” Sae looks at you in shock he quickly grabs your face with his free hand and kisses you, this wasn’t like any kiss you guys ever shared this one was different, it was filled with more love, passion, care, and adoration for you. You stop kissing as you guys hold each others faces, heads pressed against one another as your eyes close. He gently takes your hand and puts the ring on. As soon as this happens the door bursts open and the lights turn on, “What the fuck is going on here?” It was your best friend, you just smile and lift your hand to show her. She smiles brightly and chuckles “not the best proposal but its definitely the most passionate and genuine I’ve heard. You and Sae both smile at this, a look of confusion shows on your face, “Wait heard?”

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A/n: hope you enjoyed this lol i will be posting on and off in the future but using what I’ve currently been working on instead of old stuff i have like the one im posting, this was just for some kind of reference i guess lol bye bye!!

[amiaclone]

I came to kindly ask something about the unmasked square boss that they take hostage in episode 7

*inhale*

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE 😭

You asked I’ll writeee!

*Just as In ho was about to shoot the unmasked guard you grabbed the gun down and turned to the guard*

*He looked to be about the same age as you early 20s or teens maybe? Either way he was young it was wrong but he has his whole life ahead of him!*

*The guard seemed shocked you took the gun and sighed* “Tell us where the headquarters of this place is. Killing you would make us just as bad.” *You spoke in a calm yet stern voice the unmasked guard couldn’t help but stare in admiration*

*As he took us to the place the unmasked guard stuck to you the whole time the others seemed he’d kill him during the first chance they’d get you however seemed different i mean he KNEW he deserved to die but….you gave a nice like home feeling he hasn’t ever felt that in ages…..if at all.*

*You decided to try talking to the guard as he was walking right next to you and maybe find out some backstory as to why guards are guards and hey…..he’s kinda cute.*

“Soo why are you a guard anyway?” *You asked out of the blue*

*The guard tensed he continued walking but he didn’t know what to say would you shoot him if he didn’t answer? What was he supposed to do just tell you?*

“Will you shoot me if i don’t tell you?”

*You quirked an eyebrow* “Why would i do that i need you to take us to the place…..ok and im intrigued that’s all how could they hire someone so young like you’re the same age as me dude….” *You stared at him and couldn’t help but observing his eyes….such beautiful eyes yet they seemed emotionless somehow.*

“Well if you really wanna know us guards are asked in a different way you players are.”

*You felt shocked for a second damn he was gonna tell you* “In what way exactly?”

“Well one thing we have in common is that we’re in pretty bad debt too…..if not more.”

*You quirked an eyebrow* “No way some guy here is in debt to 10 billion you’re telling me more than that?!”

*He didn’t say anything but you assumed he nodded*

“Oh well….what else?”

“Some of us are founded from places like let’s say we are homeless or in my case…..”

(Fake backstory incoming 🔥)

“I was an escaper from North Korea I had nowhere to go in fact i was pretty sure I could get sent back any day in the out world….”

*You frowned ah so he didn’t have anywhere to go that’s sad doesn’t justify anything but you can sympathise.*

“Ah so you had nowhere to go so you just took it?”

“Yes i….didn’t think i had a choice. That doesn’t matter anyway after all im pretty sure I’ll be killed after this….”

“Who said we’re killing you?”

*He quirked an eyebrow for once showing emotion on his face*

“No offense but I doubt this plan will succeed there’s too many guards and other workers that could and will come any minute and the manager….im not sure you’ll make it.”

*You shrugged* “Well if we DO fail why would they kill you?” “Number one rule is never show your face I’ll be killed even though im being forced.” *You pondered in thought you didn’t agree with anything this guy did no matter his backstory but you felt bad.* “Well why don’t you quickly put your mask on before they come?” *He sighed he couldn’t help but find your dumb questions…..cute.* “It’s not that simple.”

“Welll i guess this means you basically have to work with us then?” *Maybe lightening the mood was dumb but what else can you do in a situation like this?*

*Yet even though it’s something he never would of considered the unmasked guard couldn’t help but let out a small smile something he didn’t think he was capable of*

“That is so dumb….” *He stopped himself immediately afraid you’d shoot him for saying that you instead frowned*

“Heyy you could be a little nicer you know.”

“Im sorry-“ “Relax dude I’m messing chill out.” *He sighed in relief which you chuckled a bit out of pity and humour.* “You’re funny who knew a guard could be cool in some way…”

Sooo i hope you liked it sorry if it seemed short!

[shyrule]

i am going to have a hesrt attack this is why i dont go outside

[ganondoodle]

Have you been assesed for adhd?

nope, though im pretty sure i got it ... or its something similar bc although also not officially diagnosed there is no way im not autistic OTL

the only things i have been .. 'diagnosed' with is anxiety and chronic depression, though both of which by a therapist that got arrested for fraud and harassment (hahaha .. ._.) and im not sure how much weight that can hold both bc of .. THAT and bc i honestly have no idea how much a therapist can do (its been many years since then too) and the only meds he ever offered me where like .. drugs ('herbs')

i have been thinking of asking our family doctor about it but im rather afraid of whatever process i gotta go through to get anything that might help since im sure its also not JUST adhd that causing all this (and ... im afraid it could impact how i am treated ... like if they know im autistic are they not gonna take me seriously anymore or stop me from making choices about myself.. welp theres the anxiety ndfjkgndfknvgfdk)

(and a new therapist is pretty impossible bc theres a really big problem of not enough therapists around ESPECIALLY where i live ... also fear bc of the previous one .. haha ._, )

[thebirdandhersong]

Lol

[perilegs]

my sweet little baby man is no longer with us

[pilonciillo]

lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

[zackcharine]

I need to try harder to get out of bed but augh

[ink-asunder]

Having demand avoidance in a medical setting is literally hell. Like, patient autonomy is already absolute ass. It's only made worse when doctors CONSISTENTLY tell you what to do and act like you HAVE to do it instead of consulting with you first like normal fucking people.

[pup-pee]

my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house

hey, whats up w/that?

[iwakuraz]

it'll all be okay because there's only one more day left in the school week and after that it'll be the weekend. wait no what do you mean after the weekend I'll just have to go back to school? what do you mean the cycle of going to school and coming back home completely worn out is gonna continue?

[cairmyart]

when hyunjin said that he went one day to wod and saw minho dancing with his team from soul dance in 2016 before minho joined jyp and then they met in 2017 (jyp) and when seungmin said minho probably wouldn't have met the skz members if it wasn't bc they're in the same group now and minho said he would've met hyunjin. soulmatism.

[pinkcadillaccas]

Anyone else feeling the relentless march of time on this Saturday night

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[gothcarmelasoprano]

maw why are these troll accounts linked through my ex best friends STILL following me