#i hate how much it wares me out. i was si productive during the summer but now im not at all | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

iwakuraz · 2 months ago

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it'll all be okay because there's only one more day left in the school week and after that it'll be the weekend. wait no what do you mean after the weekend I'll just have to go back to school? what do you mean the cycle of going to school and coming back home completely worn out is gonna continue?

#mole talks #ive been back in school for..... one week.#im so tired i can't stop feeling tired all of the time now this is horrible #i have to walk around school so much and im forved to be around other people anf its just exhausting #for me school would be better if they removed all social aspects #and all you would have to do is work and you wouldn't have to see other people ever #(apart from the teacher who is teaching you about the subject)#because if theres no forced socialisation that also means....... my classmates would never be ableist towards me again #:[ i can't believe i have to continue going to school #and ill probably have to continue going for many years to come #i hate how much it wares me out. i was si productive during the summer but now im not at all #and i JUST started school. it only gets worse from here #i just wanna learn. i dont want some annoying kid to call me slurs #i dont want to wear a uniform that makes me feel uncomfortable in my own skin #i dont wanna walk around the corridors feeling like everybody is staring at me and judging me #i dont want to go home feeling too weak and tired to do anything #i just want to learn stuff #i don't think i even really care about how going to school is good for my future because i don't know whats in the future for me #i just want to learn things in the present #:[#wow i have a lot of homework i need to do. i say i don't mind the work but i haven't finished all of this yet so maybe im just lying #im gonna cry. i dont want to go back to school tomorrow i dont want to be surronded by people who hate what i am #but also i dont want the teachers to infantalise me anymore! im not a kid. im 16. treat me like everybody else im not a kid #why am i crying into the tumblr void again

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