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peachznscream · 1 month ago

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genunely sometimes do not know how to cope with the world being so cold and bureacratic and people who withold care and essential rights to people over arbitrary rules and money and

#i was a psych appointment the other day on telehealth #and my phone is old so it couldnt do the video call on there #and for some reason my laptop camera wasnt working #and the psychiatrist was like mmm yeah :/ ur cam's off so I cant do this appointment #and I was like ?? hm?#and she was like :/ yeah no this is a phone call not a video chat #and I was like ???? im still on ur portal we're chatting rn like what do you mean #and she was like ! sorry it's the insurance who insists on it #and i was like ?? how would the insurance know whether I was cams on or not #and shes like :/// yeah no cant lie to the insurance people sorry #like I've explained to you my technological limitations are very much tied to financial limitations #and you'd rather abide by made up insurance rules than talk to someone and provide them care they need #how am I not supposed to go feral #I can't go in public without someone getting crazy mad while driving or harassing me for being trans #like really and truly how am I supposed to navigate this world without losing my shit #and it's such a weird binary too of having many lovely people in my life and having community and people who love me and will help me #and like how can humans be so wonderful and kind and soft but also so cold and distant and unflinching #how do i recon with it all!!!!#and so so much frustration in my life just comes to problems that could easily be solved with money #like my dog keeps ripping up my trash bags and making messes every day for me to come home to #and if I had $50 for a locking trash can or like money to get her care while I was gone then this wouldnt happen #but I literally pay all my bills and have like $20 left over every pay cycle if im lucky #and I totally recognize like even this is heads and shoulders above what some people have and I am so grateful to have a car and an apartme #t #and to be able to properly care for my pets but like god damn #why am I spending all my waking hours and energy at a job when I don't even have any god damn money or financial security at the end of the #day #stupid academic voice and I have two masters #anyways #personal

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5mary5 · 4 months ago

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WHAT THE SHIT?!

WHAT THE FUUUUUUCKK HOLY SHIT?! JDJEJXKSNDJD

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blossoms-phan · 2 months ago

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HE LOOKS SOOOO GOOD

#I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU……..#MY SILLY LITTLE GUY #going so feral over this #how am I supposed to sleep in these conditions #im so excited for my moots to wake up and see this #dnp #dan and phil #dannie #ig stories #get behind me baby I’ll protect you from the haters

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theanonymousninja247 · 3 months ago

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✨ Star Friends ✨

When I found out that @chessman-protocol boy Crit liked Astronomy, let’s just say I was beyond estatic and immediately planned this little comic. Here’s to my boy Vincent doing his best to make friends with folks who share similar interests 😅💙

Funny enough, I didn’t realize I put this in Vincent character’s until I looked at the whole thing, but Vincent very much shares the lack of stranger danger the way I did/ I do to this day. To quote one of my past managers I’m “abnormally friendly” or whatever

I can’t tell you how many times even as a small child (drove my parents nuts) that I saw a cool person with whatever connecting factor and I just straight up walked to them and was like “Ok cool. We’re friends now.” And nobody’s really stopped me? So apparently I have friends now. 😆

Vincent however is just a wholesome baby boy who doesn’t realize he’s actually an intimidating hunk of a turtle and randomly walking up to strangers and not saying anything can be taken the wrong way.

Like I said, he’s trying his best. He wasn’t exactly the most socialized if you can’t tell, but he does love dearly and is certainly a boone of a friend to have once you get past the inevitable social awkwardness. He’s loyal to put because he really doesn’t know better, and I adore him for that. Anyway, dunno if Crit knows any ASL or not, but either way Vincent is just excited to meet somebody else who likes space ✨🌌 💙

#just being jayus #doing this ugly and scared #my boy <3 #Vincent my beloved #rottmnt original character #rottmnt oc #original comic #rottmnt #save rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #time to go feral in the comments again; please ignore the ramblings of an insane person #Fun fact: Vincent is mute (late mutation and didn’t fully develop vocal chords) and so he only speaks turtle and partial ASL #Morrocoy Tortoise AKA Yellow or Red Footed Tortoise bop their head to assert dominance and show emotions #Head hopping and headbutting is Vincent’s tic and you can tell how he’s feeling by how fast or slow he goes because it’s a VIBE #Working on this comic was like the preverbal attempt of taking a horse to water #except this horse is a pony (anything under 14 hands is of the devil) and would not even spare it a glance unless it was perfection #Alas mockery and spite is unfortunately my demise and I could not handle the blank page any longer #Can you see how my style changed when the focus and subject changed?😅#Forgive me my son #for I have not learned to draw you from all angles yet.#Why did I make you so pretty and detailed in my head and yet have my hand betray you?!#The true tragedy is when your idea level is not at your skill level bECaUsE I KnOw wHaT hEs SuPpOsEd To LoOk LiKe BuT I CaNt DrAw HiM yEt #So here we are and I am accutely aware of how much work there is to be done. I’m looking at you flippin turtle anatomy #But hey we all have to start somewhere #so here I am #I tried and by golly I will keep trying. Vincent deserves that much 😅🧡🫡#I just looked back at this and realized I MISSED A STINKING PANEL. And Vincent’s shirt.#Flips a table in my mind #Also I’ve never made a mute character before so if anybody has notes especially about ASL PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E lemme know.#Wanna make sure I represent the peoples correctly 🫡🧡

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the-eyes-of-andyserkis · 1 year ago

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#the noise #i made #hello good morning i'm fine #IT'S FINE #sir i'm going to need you to calm down #he cant keep getting away with this #why does his wrist hair make me feral?#how am i supposed to be able to focus??#andy serkis #thinking about that old man again

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triglycercule · 1 month ago

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swapinverse posting rn,,,,, (WAKE UP UNTITLED29876011111 MY LISTENER I KNOW YOU GET NO SLEEP BUT SWAPINVERSE CRUMBS SWAPINVERSE CRUMBS PSPSPSPSPPSPSPS)

anyways currently reworking savior and godDAMN is he soooo,,,,,,, my boy i love my boy. why does he literally combine the melancholic vibe of dust and then whatever the hell killer's got going on in his lore. hes literally so sad and emo and depressed but also has a perfect amount of i-dont-care-ness and built in commands,,,,,, hes so PERFECT my vision of this modernized savior is soooo amazing,,,,, none of you will be ready trust (hyping myself up over nothing)

i think its because i'm finally starting to THINK about my character's,,,,,,, characters?????? like before they were just concepts. i think. like just IDEAS and now especially for savior i'm starting to actually analyze his character and see where things go from there,,,, its sooooo fun i love this sosososos much,,,, now let's see if this streak of analysis will carry on for the 2 i still need to finish finish (crash and vice.SER my glitchy fuckass sons)

google what is the symbolic representation for ribbons and ribbon dancing and silk acrobatics. google ANSWER ME

#that last paragraph is because crash does those :3 he thinks hes so elegant SMH #siphon's supposed to be corrupted nm!ink but then i feel i may or may not have made him too NICE????#like what other traits am i supposed to add to make hin more like corrupted nm aside from the fact that he upsets the balance #and ink's already an asshole anyways!!! just that this ink wont be as energetic and just a tad more evil!!!!!#so what if i didnt do any canon research on anybody's origins that wasn't just the mtt SO WHAT OK #LET ME HAVE FUN WITH THESE CHARACTERS I DONT KNOW WITHOUT HAVING TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM #nevermind youre right...... i guess its time to do research on ink and error and CORE frisk and dream and nightmare....... siiiigh #AUAGHHHH I WANNA TALK ABOUT SWAPINVERSE SOOOO BAD #I WANNA BOUNCE IDEAS OFF SOMEONE BC IM KINDA STUCK FOR CRASH AND VICESER #BUT I CAN'T TELL SECRET MTT NATION MEMBER!!!!!!!! WHY NOT?????#BECAUSE I WANNA SEE THEIR RAW REACTION WHEN IT DROPS OFC WITH NO SPOILERS #listen is that sooo bad that i want people to be surprised and interested when it comes out IS IT #at least One person should be surprised and thats ok for me for nos #but unfortunately that DOES leave me with nobody to yap too........ feel so shahshdgsg #i NEED to talk about these characters i'm gonna go feral djdhshshhhhhhhh #swapinverse my beloved swapinverse my beloved maybe actually by this pace i'll finish in the summer of this school year???? who knows #i MUST make it a comic right??? what else can i do aside from make it s comic #or actually an ask blog i have no idea how ill present swapinverse to the world. but i've always had that issue sooooooo #the main story will be a comic......... other stuff people wanna know id asks.......... and then i guess i draw here snd there #oh gooodddd doing all that is going to KILL me but whatever i'm so excited for this project #i've been developing it since like basically freshman year swapinverse is growing with me 🧡🧡🧡🧡#tricule rant

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transmechanicus · 8 months ago

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Never underestimate the power of a comfy hoodie to ward off Lovecraftian madness🖤

#my stuff #deadass can’t even talk to my therapist abt this it’s so outside their wheelhouse #i need a philosopher of nonspecific piety i don’t need the infuriating suffocation of organized religion #but i require an outside party to assist introspection or i am going to go feral #like how tf do i vocalize a long buried conviction that i’m supposed to be hearing more voices in my head and it’s distressing that i can’t #where are you #i don’t have enough eyes i can’t see #i don’t know what you want. what we need.#i can’t hear you. i’m doing my best but i don’t know what the intent is #know that i’m trying but it feels insufficient #why did you put me here alone what is the lesson this time #i’m hungry i’m lonely i’m of imperfect shape and tormented mind and i want the rest of me or i want OUT!!#give me back my mitosis of eyes

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queenspock · 1 year ago

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Wish we got to see more of Major Reed especially in MACO uniform

#i cannot even describe how feral he makes my brain cells feel #the fact this was one of his first scenes and i was supposed to pay attention to the rest of the episode??#that scene where he grins and his eyes literally light up as he's given permission to use the booth should not be...“interesting”#plot? what plot? major reed is the plot #ugh he's gorgeous #step on me. break my bones. i beg you #this post is going to come back to haunt me isn't it #i disappear for a month and this is what i come back with i am so sorry yes i will continue this nonsense #malcolm reed #enterprise

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maraskywalkers · 9 months ago

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Oliver Stark

OLIVER STARK

#i am losing my mind #sir #SIR #how am i supposed to go to work now #like he keeps doing interviews and wrecking my day #in a good way???#but also like #sir i am going feral #i am in your walls what #WHAT #oliver stark #911 abc #buddie

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curlsinhoney · 2 months ago

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I am very much not normal about Arcane. The brain rot has taken over.

#Sevika has taken over my last braincells #Caitvi...we just need them to fck istg #I cant stop thinking about them. eveyone is so hot?!??!#How am I suppose to get anything done in these conditions!?!??!#they made it for gays and im feral about it #the arcane edits go crazy #I want to be strong and muscular like all the arcane girlies #arcane season 2 #arcane

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crewdlydrawn · 1 year ago

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….I’m sorry, on the “we communicate through tags and ramble in the tags” website… we are now limited to 30 tags per post / reblog ?!?

#tumblr why #tag limit #WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK #how am I supposed to go feral on fandom shit now #I hit the tag limit mid stream #I HAD MORE TO SAY #my post #tumblr update #bad update #bad design #tag limits #fuck you tumblr #you are ruining everything #but you can bet your sweet sweet GUI I’m gonna use my fucking tags #all of them #you’re going to regret giving me a number #because that’s the number you’re going to get every time I post now #using my goddamn tags #why do we follow in the codesteps of TWITTER #it’s just gross really #take it back #change it back #old tumblr please #between this and videos refusing to play I’m getting really fucking annoyed #it’s not like we’ve got other places to go #and they know that #which makes it SO MUCH MORE GROSS AND RUDE #because this is the user base keeping this site alive and even then they don’t fucking care #it’s all about competition and NEW account numbers which is soooooo not the way to have a successful platform #not in the real measurements

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lawrence-songs · 6 months ago

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An anon, meaning well: how does interacting with bendykins feel?

Me, attempting to restrain myself to the best of my ability: ahem. I mean. It's wonderful.

#Frankly even hearing the name mentioned is like having something take over #There is a feral animal in my head and it wakes when the demon is mentioned.#I so often made fun of myself in source for monologuing but now I get it.#It is such a feeling.#I'm going to rant in the tags because I can't bring myself to make this a real post. But it's like seeing a part of myself.#Like the essence of something deep in my bones.#I have to respectfully take myself back several notches around bendykins because I know that more likely than not #They are not *my* demon. And what I remember and the level of comfort and the understanding that we had does not exist here. And that is.#Both deeply comforting and deeply and truly upsetting. It is wonderful that he exists in this world in so many beings. And it is devastatin #That he does not know me. I was so loyal for so long and he doesn't remember me. There is not one I am able to speak to that feels really #And truly like what was once the experience i had because it was so personal. And the few bendykin I know are still far from that level of #What i suppose you'd consider a very close friendship. I knew he cared about me then. I cannot force it on those who are him now.#And I'd never want to.#But the heartache is still there. Of all that time spent for only myself to hold the remembrance of it in my chest.#I don't even remember most of it. Only the feeling it gave me.#And how much I miss that.#sam talks #Sammy Lawrence #Batim #Batim kin #Samuel's vents.

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alonsista · 1 year ago

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honestly how does fernando know I'm brazilian bc like . last year I was at the barricade with a group of fans from peru and they held the peru flag. and this year I was at the barricade next to a group of fans from spain who held the spanish flag. yet when we met he still spoke portuguese to me???? I swear I will never be the same again

#i am going insane thanks #fernando alonso #i just go feral when I hear fernando speaking portuguese #I was losing my shit with a simple Obrigado Brasil from his interview #and later I had fernando speaking portuguese JUST TO ME????????????????#how am I supposed to ever get over this #he is so fucking precious oh my god #f1

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makerofmadness · 1 year ago

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Is there like a not blurry version of this I need to study it like thoroughly but like. I swear in the middle of me doing homework too 😭

Edit: I just realized like it's blurry but. Yam is smiling I think???? Also both milk and mala appear to be praying and I forgot does mala have like a religion or spiritual beliefs that's ever been specified? Anyway YAM IS BEING WHOLESOME I REPEAT YAM IS BEING WHOLESOME

#THE FOUND FAMILY OF ALL TIME ROPING MY BRAIN CELLS AGAIN #I swear to god once I'm done with my soul-crushing homework assignments I will be going absolutely FERAL #I'm already going feral HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HOMEWORK WITH THESE GOOBERS ON THE BRAIN #Cookie run #guild gang #Purple yam cookie #mala sauce cookie #milk cookie #Also I looked at the full image again and istg I saw alchemist and vampire are in it too I need to study the whole thing for blorbo content

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i-hatethisgoat · 1 year ago

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is it gayer to write crowley as femme presenting, using she/her, but referring to her in the past with he/him, OR using he/him in past scenes but also while he’s femme presenting. i need to know for science.

#the idea of saloon girl crowley using he/him is kind of making me go feral but i love using mixed pronouns for her #help #i wanna make it as gay as possible #i can’t sort out my own fucking gender how am i supposed to do it with that bastard #bastard (affectionate)#good omens #crowley #ineffable spouses #aziracrow #fanfic #gender???#i’m using he/him for azi and it makes it so much easier to write when they have diff pronouns but i am open to the possibility of reworking #everything to make it more gender

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lil-artist-blog-fandoms-ocs · 9 months ago

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New version of a character talking to Old version of the same character is the idea that scratches my brain in a way I never knew was possible

#mun talks #tsams #yes I'm talking about today's episode #going feral how tf am i supposed to go to work tomorrow

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