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Synastry Compatibility in my Kpop drs
This is purely based off my birth chart over there which is not the same year as here! I may or may not add in examples for how this is accurate to my drs.
(My) Michiru's Birthday: April 27, 1998
Taurus Sun, Moon,Mars and Rising (How very Kpop of me to have a stellium lol) Mercury Aries, Venus Pisces in 12th.
Stray Kids S.o's Bang Chan
First real boyfriend. Met in training school, Sana from Twice set us up, dated for three years until we broke up because of our careers. Got back together, in the recent dr Changbin made, two years later and are now engaged.
October 3, 1997
Chan is a Libra Sun, Moon and Mercury, Scorpio Venus, Sagittarius Mars and Gemini Rising. With Pisces in the 11th house.
Chiron (Both in â)
Chiron in 6th
Chiron Square Midheaven
Chiron Conjunct Saturn
Chiron Semi Square Mercury
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Sun's in 6th and 12th
Sun Opposite Moon
Sun Square Uranus
Sun Square Jupiter
Sun Conjunct Sun
Sun Sextile Ascendant
Node Sextile Sun
Sun Quintile Mercury
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Moon in 6th and 12th
Moon Opposite Venus
Midheaven Square Moon
Moon Trine Neptune
Mercury
Mercury in 5th and 11th
Mercury Conjunct Saturn
Mercury Opposite Sun
Mercury Sextile Jupiter
Mercury Sextile Midheaven
Venus
Venus in 6th and 11th
Venus Trine Venus
Midheaven Sextile Venus
Venus Sextile Neptune
Venus Quintile Moon
Mars
Mars in 6th and 12th
Mars Square Jupiter
Mars Square Midheaven
Mars Square Uranus
Node Square Mars
Mars Conjunct Sun
Jupiter (Chan's in â Mine â)
Jupiter in 9th and 11th
Jupiter Trine Venus
Jupiter Semi Square Uranus
Saturn (Both in â)
Saturn in 11th and 12th
Saturn Conjunct Saturn
Saturn Opposite Moon
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Venus
Saturn quintile Jupiter
Uranus (Both inâ)
Uranus in 8th and 10th
Uranus Conjunct Jupiter
Uranus Conjunct Uranus
Uranus Conjunct Midheaven
Uranus Trine Sun
Uranus Trine Ascendant
Neptune (His in â Mine â)
Neptune in 8th and 9th
Midheaven Conjunct Neptune
Neptune Conjunct Uranus
Neptune Conjunct Neptune
Neptune Conjunct Jupiter
Neptune Square Moon
Neptune Trine Mercury
Ascendant Trine Neptune
Neptune Trine Ascendant
Neptune Sextile Mars
Neptune Sextile Pluto
Pluto ( Both in â)
Pluto in 7th and 8th
Pluto Conjunct Pluto
Pluto Conjunct Mars
Pluto Opposite Ascendant
Node Square Pluto
Pluto Sextile Uranus
Pluto Sextile Sun
Lilith ( His â Mine â)
Lilith in 4th and 5th
Lilith Opposite Saturn
Lilith/Ascendant
#personal#synastry chart#kpop dr#reality shifting#dr s.o.#skz dr#Bang Chan and I#high level soulmates
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It is driving meâŠcuckoo bananas that Daniel uses his job as a socially acceptable way to chase the high he used to get from drugs and Armand not only is fully aware of this, but he himself then PROVIDES that very high when Daniel beats him and exposes his lies to Louis.
#i think i need to be put down#interview with the vampire#armandaniel#devilâs minion#daniel molloy#armand#danielâs addiction is such a cornerstone of DM and his relationship with Armand- this being a way it manifests is utterly brilliant#and like sure Danielâs taken down many powerful people but what can compare to the high of beating a 500 year old vampire?#no other high will be enoughâŠand we havenât even seen him drink Armandâs blood yet!#and like!!! Danielâs never gonna want anything less than all of armand in his monstrous glory#because like hell will he accept armand making himself small and palatable- better the unfair fight than a hollow victory#true monster soulmatism#freak matching on levels never before thought possible#gonna need these two surgically removed from my brain at this point
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You guys donât get it, they used to be the high 5 heroes. They used to be the high 5 heroes guys. They used to. They used to be starry eyed freshmen. They had to choose each other. They had to have awkward introductions. They had to pick that name together. Iâm never okay ever.
#Iâm a firm believer in the idea that the rat grinders care about each other as people#not bad kids level obviously. they havenât had the same experiences that led the bad kids to be so close to one another.#but man. three hours a day in those woods? theyâre teenagers. I promise they arenât all business out there.#like maybe they arent soulmates but they have to be friends to some extent#(I have latched onto the scene of Ivy and Oisin playing beer pong like my life depends on it)#(please it makes me so sad to think about them)#oisin hakinvar#ivy embra#kipperlilly copperkettle#mary ann skuttle#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#buddy dawn#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#the high 5 heroes#the rat grinders#txt post
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SOCIAL MEDIA CAN AND WILL FUCK YOU UP
We have established that what we think about manifests in the physical.
We also know that our emotional vibration, translates to the 3D.
Before social media, our mindset was engineered by our immediate environment, books and TV.
Now, we consume so much content that it is ALTERING OUR THOUGHTS.
SOCIAL MEDIA CAN ALTER YOUR MINDSET NEGATIVELY OR POSITIVELY.
Perception becomes reality.
If you consume content of women who have multiple plastic surgeries your brain, after 1 month/year/decade will think of it as the "norm". "It's okay to get plastic surgery, let's change up our nose!"
Watching videos of people talking about their loneliness will evoke that feeling within you. You will start empathising with them and before you know it you will feel lonely too.
ONLY follow and interact with content that makes you feel good. Inspirational people and accounts that help you cultivate the mindset which aligns with your goals and dream reality.
Don't let them take away your power.
#level up journey#soulmate#high value mindset#law of manifestation#manifesting#lawofattraction#law of assumption#astrology#high value woman#business#entreprenuership#wealth mindset#mindset#mindfulness#sacred feminine#inspiration#intuitive messages#intuitive#investment#personal improvement#personal growth#self development#personal development#discipline#advice#philosophy#boss quotes#tarot reading#ethics#social media
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albus severus is the human embodiment of be gay do crime, in this essay I will-
#shitposting in its rawest form#im right though#this boy saw that phrase said bet and never looked back#harrys a cop its neccesary rebellion#and he is into some dark magic shit i am telling you right now#he has been dabbling#he commits low level crimes on the daily#and is very open to high level crimes when the situation arises đđ#source: my brain#also actually the entire fucking play#that is not a teenager who follows rules or makes sound sensible decisions#hes the type of kid to just go out one day and accidentally commit fraud embezzlement buglary and join the mafia or something#half by accident half just cause he felt like it đ€·đ»ââïž#scorpius is not like this yet is always by als side when hes getting into trouble so he might as well be lmao#the be gay bit is very self explantory#he would commit unspeakable crimes for scorpius which just ties it all together so nicely#scorpius is the source of his gay and his crime đđ»#hashtag soulmates đđ#albus severus potter#scorpius malfoy#hpcc#scorbus
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anyway i need to hang out with my brother again he is the one person who i am pretty sure knows literally everything about me so he's the only person i trust that i can absolutely not disappoint. nothing i can do could be worse than the sum of everything i've been doing to that poor man (and him to me) the past 19 years
#especially now that im back into literally the only interest we actually share on a deep enough level to enjoy it together LOL#i mean we were also both into hannibal but thats just not an enjoyable show to watch together its too much effort#but wow that time we read das boot slash fanfic on the bus together that was awesome#and the time we wrote fanfic together lol LITERALLY WHY DID WE STOP#he has only gotten cooler and more comfortable with his gayness since then we need to write fanfic again âŒïž#anyway i feel sorry for every person in my life but i dont think anyone ill ever know could ever have as close a relationship to me as him#were platonic soulmates lol but like not in the spiritual sense bc its pretty obvious that its not some supernatural bond#its juuuust shared trauma haha and the fact that our trauma is so complex and layered that only we will ever truly understand each other#there has been a really rough patch where we practically did not talk for 4... 5? whole years im serious. maybe on the weekends sometimes#while we were stewing in our own shit. but now were inseperable i think it actually pisses off the rest of our family because every time#theres some event where we meet again (we live like 5 hours apart) we only hang around for like an hour before we get in his car#and drive somewhere and hang out there for the rest of the day and night and only return at like 3am drunk#in a sense i guess were catching up on all the missed time#to be honest we both had some horrible shit going on in our heads me with the transgenderism and toxic relationship#him with his anger issues and (what he calls) psychopathy. like ill say this much he was not a good person as a child he was a devil#he was quite literally what some describe as born evil like u know those satans spawns kids that cut off babys fingers and dissect rabbits#all that yk. and i was his first and most frequent victim due to availability lol and my parents did not know any of it and if they did#they ignored it. so yeah u can imagine the relationship was a little strained and for a long time i lived in fear of him#also due to all the death threats and attempts on my life HAHA its kinda funny because i can say all this all detached now#but i think to anyone else this sounds mad as hell. like im not talking roughhousing or being mad at each other#he was always scarily calm and hyperintelligent he was actually diagnosed with some form of like super high intelligence that#makes kids capable of being really manipulative and thats what he used at every turn. everything was always calculated that was scary#if he was nice to me i would question if he was trying to lure me somewhere to hurt me yk?#anyway. sometimes those old thoughts come back when were hanging out alone but mostly i know hes changed and worked on himself#sorry oversharing oh wow
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Thanks for the tag @ladyshivsâ!
If youâre up for it, absolutely No Pressure, Iâm going to tag @eueliosâ, @witchfallâ, @rosaindomitusâ and @honor-among-thievesâ! Tiermaker here.
#bookish.txt#there's a Weird Number Of caveats on my sorting of 'soulmate au'#mostly bc i'm eh on it when the assumed Amatonormativity levels are too high#but sometimes there's interesting takes on it!#so. its actual place on the list varies.
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They better HUG and KISS ON THE MOUTH on Tuesday. I need comfort for all this hurt thatâs headed our way on Tuesday.
itâs valentineâs day!! we deserve the clinging hug and romance and heavy emotion and âi thought i was going to lose youâ and the relieved tears and the desperate âi love youâsâ and the hands touching everywhere for reassurance and the foreheads pressed together and the fretting over wounds and the kiss that speaks a thousand words and the murmured apologies and the whole world stopping around them because they are each otherâs hearts and lifelines and support systems and theyâre back in each otherâs arms and never plan on letting each other go. we deserve it all! as a treat.
#since ronen pointed out the air-date as a bonus with the episode im expecting some high levels of soulmateism love#if they arenât going to give us an in-universe valentineâs day episode we deserve justâŠ.love pouring out of them and iâm sure we will#also expecting some valentines day bts/promos @ fox/ronen đ#answered#anonymous
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Back in the first few years of the 2000's, there weren't many visible queers to look up to and so we went hard for the ones we had and it fostered my need to support queer artists for the following generations ever since. For a pair of closeted baby gays in high school, hearing wlw openly singing about it was a form of liberation we didn't have anywhere else at the time. That show in 2003 was one of the first places we timidly let our true rainbow spirits fly and Indigo Girls music will always hold a place in my heart as part of my coming of age soundtrack in the LGBT+ world. They spoke last night about their appearances being cancelled by parents at schools in the 90's because they were out, how students protested against it that they still see at shows even now, and how it feels like we are quickly sliding back into those times today. My high school girlfriend and I helped to establish the first LGBT club at my high school that still exists today and it breaks my heart to think about the way we were treated back then for being a part of that group happening to the teenagers there today when it feels like we had grown so much as a society even in my short lifetime.
There are still challenges, but our strength and visibilty feels more powerful now than it did back then. I was so excited to go back and see them the last two nights after 21 years and feel the empowerment of a determined teenager again. Continue to wear your rainbows and be visible and proud for those who need it. Support each other, take care of each other. Let's not allow history to repeat itself.
#amy ray was one of my OG butch lesbian crushes#i was so nostalgic that i texted my high school ex last night#hahahaha#we were soulmates that just found each other when we were too young#and didn't have the tools or maturity levels to survive all the challenges that come with a heavily closeted relationship#not making that work out is one of my biggest regrets in life#damn im over here really going through it huh#oh well#its just another piece of jaerie lore#hahahahaha#i was ALMOST a lilith fair level lesbian back then#almost#makes me want to post pix bc at this point in my life i think its hilarious#hahahahahahahaha#what a time to be alive
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okay guys i may have gotten the haikyuu brain blast that i've been waiting for. that's right baybee i'm talkin' post-time skip Ali Roma/ASAS pre-game, during-game, and post-game kghn moments muahaha
#yes it will just be a vessel to promote my kghn adgenda WHAT ABOUT IT#they WILL be married btw. because in my brain they got married a little after the olympics for Funsies#also Hot Take: but i don't think kagehina ever went through a dating phase#i think they both just knew and established this non-conventional romantic-ish relationship somewhere along the line#but it was never âyes we are boyfriendsâ#because i feel like for them it's always just been âthis is my partner. in life? in crime? both.â#and then getting married was literally just shouyou spitballing ideas and tobio taking them seriously#nothing changes between them btw they are still the exact same#like i have a bit planned where they meet outside the washroom#and then another part near the end where shouyou talks about mushy feelings without being mushy#because âyeah my husband is also my soulmate and my lifelong partnerâ is such a normal concept for them#and i also think it would be cool to have shouyou explain how exciting it is to be playing against each other as opposed to With each other#like i truly think there is nothing more exihilerating to those two than playing an official world-level volleyball match against e/o#there is no better high than pulling off a killer serve and seeing your soulmate pick it up like it's nothing#or pulling off a crazy insane cross-court shot that blows right past your husband's attempt at a block#BUT IDK GUYS I MIGHT JUST BE INSANE#volleyball guys
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[TEASER] THE LOVE PROGNOSIS (m) â JJK.
for as long as you can remember, youâve always been a hopeless romantic.
the girl whoâs always dreamt of cheesy encounters with her soulmate, grand love declarations, and a cute little beach wedding to boot. the kind of girl who thought her high school jock boyfriend would make good on his promise of keeping contact until college. that girl who thought the guy she met at 19 at some sleazy frat party wanted more than just sex. the girl who thought that her boyfriend at 21 would finally be The One after he introduced her to his parents on New Yearâs Eve. youâre the kind of girl who thought that it was smart to get a boyfriend in her first year of med school and get proposed to in fourth year.
but reality pretty much slaps you hard right on the face, because love, unfortunately, doesnât come grand â itâs simple and itâs quiet, but it is quite painful, especially when the love that youâve been seeking for all your adult life has just been right under your nose all this time.
PAIRING jungkook x female reader // mingyu x female reader
GENRE r18+ (fluff, angst, smut) MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
WORD COUNT 1.2k words for this teaser but the fic currently is at 22k words (heavily unedited). the final estimate is around 30-35k đ€
WARNINGS/MISC medical!au, roommates!au, surgeon!jk, surgeon!reader (they are both 4th year residents and are co-workers), corporate lawyer!mingyu, oc and jk are bffs since med school but their love language is fighting each other <3, jk and mingyu are bffs during undergrad, jk sluts it out quite oftenđ, hopeless romantic!oc, weddings and engagement themes, the angst is a bit extreme (medium level tbh) on this one, itâs the⊠yearning? one sided-love?, the surgeons gang: jk, oc, nayeon, doyeon, taehyung <3, multiple sex scenes (will specify once the fic comes out), i personally have only acquired a degree on Bingewatching Greyâs Anatomy so my medical knowledge is.. you see.. greys anatomy đ BUT! i did a lot of research for this pls dont crucify me. the full list of warnings will be indicated when the full fic comes out đđŒ anyways warnings particularly for this teaser: drunk oc, implied alcohol consumption, germaphobe jk lol
NOTES hello awrkive nation!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to do something for jkâs birthday this september and this is what i came up with đ i am so soooo so incredibly excited to announce this fic to you guys đ”âđ« ive been working on this on and off since the last week of july and its currently at 20k words so its coming along really well đ« its gonna be a HUGEE HUGEEE fic since its estimated to be around 30k words which will be a first for me hehe <3 pls look forward to it and REPLY TO THE COMMENT SECTION IF YOU WANT TO BE ON THE TAGLIST (pls do not send an ask for taglist request đ«¶đŒ) LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK!!!!! I WANNA HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS <33333
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âHey, swing me.â
You tell Jungkook, situating yourself more comfortably on the wooden platform attached to the chains.
âA dollar per minute.â He says, standing up from his own seat and placing himself behind you.
âI thought you hate capitalism? What is this?â
âThis is forced labor.â Jungkook says with a groan that you think is a feigned exasperation, since you begin to feel movement right after it.
âYou broke my hairdryer the other day. Consider this your compensation.â You look up at him to give him a smarmy smile.
Fom where youâre seated, you realize just how⊠big his presence is. Itâs not the looming, ominous type, though â itâs quite the opposite. When Jungkook surrounds you, you find a bit of comfort in it. A huge one if you want to be honest to yourself.
âAnd I already bought you a new one. Weâre even.â Jungkook squints his eyes at you.
You laugh.
âYouâre gonna borrow and break it again.â
He visibly winces. âTouchĂ©.â
Jungkook swings you while you talk about your day, just like usual. He asks you about your laparoscopy that kept you from having lunch with the rest of your friends at the hospital earlier that day, about your new scrub cap, and you gossip a little about the new lab tech having a crush on the scrub nurse you both know.
For all his complaints earlier, Jungkook seemingly doesnât seem to mind having swung you for the past ten minutes now. Heâs relaxed and gentle with his movements, and his voice is quaint and soft as he talks to you.
But then you start to feel bad for him so you tell him to stop, standing up from the swing.
âOkay, your turn.â
Jungkook gives you a big grin.
âNice.â
You chuckle at his enthusiasm when he sits on the swing chair this time around. But when you attempt a push, he barely moves, prompting him to laugh.
âWhat weak ass push was that?â He says incredulously, looking at you.
You jut your bottom lip out. âYouâre heavy and Iâm drunk.â
The second time you push him is more forceful but then Jungkook voices out a complaint after the third, fourth, and every single time you do it. You roll your eyes at his tantrums, but then suddenly, you think of a much better idea.
You push him off the swing with all your remaining strength even though your body feels like jelly from all the alcohol you consumed an hour ago.
âWhat the fuck, __?â
You burst out in boisterous laughter at Jungkookâs state, his hands and knees planted on the ground. He then sits on it, clapping his palms together to get rid of some dust that gathered on his skin.
Without thinking too much about it, you make quick steps over to his direction and situate yourself beside him.
Jungkook looks at you, confused, but you only give him a grin.
âLetâs lie on the ground.â
âWhat? No!â Jungkook immediately opposes it. As you expected.
You scrunch your face. âOh! Look at me! Iâm Jeon Jungkook and Iâm a germaphobe and Iâm afraid of dirt!â You say, intentionally making your voice a pitch higher.
Jungkook deadpans. âPathogens can kill your cellsâ metabolic machinery, so, yeah? Iâm afraid of dirt.â
You roll your eyes at him and while he goes off about how they can also cause a toxic massive immune reaction, you push his chest forcefully which catches him off guard, prompting him to lay on the ground. Before he can say anything, you take his arm out to spread beside you and you use it to rest your head on.
Jungkook stops his rambling after that.
âSee, shut up.â You say, backhanding him slightly on the chest. You fix your gaze at the skies. âThe sky is beautiful tonight. Worry about your pathogens next time.â
Jungkook chuckles, and you feel the vibration of his body as he does so, being so close to him. As you peer up to look at him, you see him folding his other arm to lie his head on it.
You smile, going back to looking at the sky.
âThis is like in The Notebook.â Jungkook says after a beat of silence.
âRight?â You grin. âAnd with the pathogens, too.â You tease.
Jungkook laughs, pinching your arm in his reach. âGod, shut up about your pathogens.â
You chuckle at the irony.
âThatâs me,â you point upwards, referring to a big twinkling light in the sky. Then, you move your finger towards the star beside it. âAnd then thatâs you, âcause Iâm a bigger star than you.â
You feel Jungkook look at you from his position. âYou are so drunk.â
That causes you to giggle, clutching your stomach because you canât stop laughing at pretty much everything tonight.
âI feel like I'm not anymore. My head just feels like itâs floating but no, definitely not drunk.â
âWhatever you say.â Jungkook says, chest vibrating from laughing at you.
âHm. Race you to sleep, Jungkook.â You snuggle on his armpit. As you do, you smell a waft of your water lily springs body wash from Bath and Body Works. âCan you stop using my body wash?â
âWhat?â You can hear Jungkook say, but as he calls your name and more, his voice starts fading. â__? Hey, donât sleep on me.â
You hum, eyes still closed.
â__, hey!â Jungkook grazes your arms. You can feel your head moving as Jungkook starts to sit, guiding your back to sit upright. He calls you again, gently tapping your cheek to wake you up.
The truth is, youâre really sleepy, but not so much that you canât hear him anymore or move on your own.
Jungkook gives up trying to wake you up, though, convinced by your acting. Soon, he goes over in front of you, reaching for your arms and placing them around his neck.
âJust put your legs around me, yeah?â He whispers against your hair once youâre glued against his back.
You hum, intending it to sound like a mumble so Jungkook thinks you donât actually understand.
Jungkook fixes your legs around him, standing up, bouncing a little to get you nice and snug in his back. You smile at the prospect of a piggyback ride.
âI know youâre awake, silly,â He says suddenly, his voice painted with amusement.
You stifle your laughter against his neck, breaking your supposed to be convincing act.
âRace you to the car, Kook.â you whisper into his ear.
Jungkook scoffs, but he doesnât say anything more until you reach his car. He wears your seatbelt for you, though, and tells you to drink more water from his tumbler.
You fall asleep easily mid-drive.
In the morning, you wake up with a banging headache, your eyes catching the sight of a post-it note on your desk with one tab of Advil.
morning/afternoon stinky i made porridge before i left for my shift just heat it up again when you wake up
ps: your medical bill from my personal care will be discussed later when i get back home. no friends discount allowed
â your angelic friend, kookie
You chuckle at the (annoyingly elaborate) sketch of an angry bunny on the side.
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#jungkook fluff#jungkook smut#jungkook angst#jungkook scenarios#jungkook imagines#jungkook fanfic#jungkook ff#jungkook x reader#jeon jungkook x reader#jungkook x you#bts fluff#bts smut#bts angst#bts fanfic#awrkive
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Dead of Night - Spencer Reid
Likes are always appreciated but reblogs and feedback keep artists going!
Summary: Spencer stumbles upon a secret dark fantasy of readerâs and does everything he can to be the one to fulfill it.
Word Count: 3.1k
A/N: This is the first time Iâve ever written anything with themes like this so feedback is definitely appreciated. Not proofread cuz this is long and Iâm tired ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ I fully understand if the themes included in this are not for some of my regular readers and I encourage you to scroll if youâre not comfortable with any of the following warnings.
TW: perv!spencer, dom!spencer, mask kink, knife play, blood, dubcon, kind of cnc but itâs emphasized repeatedly that reader initiates and is in control of what is taking place, unprotected sex, penetration, creampie, degradation (slut), pet names (doll, angel) religious imagery, gun mention, std testing mention, fem + afab reader, soulmate talk
Rating: R, 18+
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You knew it was wrong, youâd seen just how easily Penelope was able to track someone down through their âanonymousâ profile on websites just like this one, but your desires got the better of you, and you just had to try.
Your profile was nondescript, your age, a vague physical description of yourself, and a link to a meticulously detailed account of your wildest fantasies. After weeks of back and forth, chatting with a few equally nondescript profiles, you found the one that you really clicked with, the stranger you decided youâd let sneak into your window and do whatever he wanted with you. After an std panel and the agreement of your safe word, you decided to fully commit, sending this complete stranger your address and logging off for the night.
Even though you knew this was a stupid idea, you werenât a complete idiot, you had plans in case anything went south, including placing your handgun in your bedside table for easy access if you, god-forbid, had to use it. Placing yourself in a high-risk situation was the whole point, and you couldnât wait to see how it turned out.
You spent the remainder of your afternoon preparing, doing every grooming ritual youâd usually do before a date, but this time felt somehow more important. You didnât even know what this guy looked like, and yet, you wanted to be the picture of beauty for him. It was silly, but you always pictured yourself the prettiest youâd ever been when you daydreamed about being ravaged by a stranger. You wanted to be completely irresistible in every way, and you were doing everything in your power to accomplish that.
As the sun finally set, your excitement levels began to rise, anxiously awaiting the arrival of your masked suitor. You opened the bedroom window just above your fire escape, the cool night air drawing goosebumps over your exposed skin, only a thin lace slip and matching panties adorning your frame. You crawled into bed, double checking your bedside drawer before pulling your comforter over your body, eagerly drifting off to sleep.
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Spencer had been keeping a secret, one that he did not want you to know about, until today. A few weeks ago heâd stayed late to finish up some paperwork for the last case youâd been on, when his pen ran out of ink just as he was about to sign off the last document. He walked to your empty desk, reaching across it to grab a pen from the cup next to your monitor, when his arm brushed against your mouse, causing your display to light up.
He knew he shouldnât snoop, but curiosity got the best of him, scanning through the title of each tab open on your browser until a certain website caught his eye. He went against his better judgment and clicked the tab, his jaw dropping upon viewing your profile, and with it, the graphic description of your sexual proclivities. His brain immediately cemented that information in his mindâs eye, fit to torture him for days after the encounter.
He couldnât stop picturing himself fulfilling all of those desires for you, having to excuse himself to the bathroom several times a day to take care of the bulge in his pants just from being around you. He eventually bit the bullet, creating his own profile on the website and messaging you as an âanonymousâ suitor, beyond pleased when the two of you hit it off. He felt bad not telling you, but this was a means to an end that would surely leave you both satisfied, and the devious part of him won out this time.
He did everything you asked, getting tested so he could fuck you raw, he was apprehensive about the risks of a potential pregnancy even without the fear of std transmission, but the way you begged so beautifully in your messages for him to creampie you was more than enough to convince him. The moment he got your message with your address, he went out and purchased a mask to conceal his identity just like you asked, and anxiously waited for nightfall.
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The graze of fabric against your skin gently woke you as your bedding was pulled down off of your body, your mind clouded from the deep sleep youâd been sunk in seconds before. You rolled onto your back, starting to lift your head until a large hand clamped over your mouth, forcing your head back down onto your pillow. Your eyes widened, darting around the room before settling on the masked figure on top of you. You tried to scream against his palm, but the sound simply reverberated back against you, muffled by his strong grip.
His free hand made quick work of cutting off your slip, the thin fabric splitting easily against the blade of the knife in his grasp. You struggled underneath him, weakly pushing at his strong shoulders, feigning defense as the heartbeat in your cunt grew stronger by the second. You couldnât believe this was actually happening, the adrenaline coursing through your veins making you feel almost high.
âDonât fight it.â He hushed, holding the knife flush against your neck. You slowed your movements, settling for shifting your legs against his. He removed his hand from your mouth, freeing it up to gather your hands to pin them above your head as well as give you an opportunity to use your safe-word if need be.
He trailed the knife down your body, your chest heaving with shaky breaths as the blade scratched a small cut between your breasts, warm droplets of blood forming in itâs wake. He followed the curve of your body, leaving shallow kitten scratches until he reached your hip, using the tip of the knife to carve a heart into your skin. The sting of each movement set every nerve ending in your body on fire, the wetness pooling between your thighs increasing by the second.
He pressed his thumb to the wound, smearing the blood down to the waistband of your panties, using the digit to pull the fabric before letting it snap back against your skin. You gasped, your labored breaths growing more desperate as he brought the blade to slice the fabric, exposing your embarrassingly wet cunt.
âLook at how wet you are, you love this, donât you?â The condescension in his tone felt almost half-hearted, and the more of his voice you heard, the more familiar he started to sound, but you couldnât quite place why. You looked down at him, watching his every move as you tried to place him.
He set the knife on the bed, using his now free hand to yank his pants down, his hard cock slapping against his thigh. Your eyes went wide at his size, looking just long and thick enough to have you a little worried about being able to take him raw, but the thought of being stretched to your limits sent another wave of arousal straight to your core and helped quell that fear ever so slightly.
âIf you donât want this, just say the word.â His words dripped from his lips like honey, sickly sweet, and in that moment you had never felt more sure of your desire for anything in your life.
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Spencer wondered if the way he was feeling was akin to that of religious psychosis, so engulfed in your very being that he ought to worship at your altar for the rest of his life, fit to carry out any act you requested of him.
His brain kept your description of your fantasy scrolling in the back of his mind, catering to everything you had written to a T in hopes of making this a night youâd never forget. The only thing at the forefront of his thoughts, however, was the intoxicating sounds you made every time he gripped or marked your skin. Each note sought to pull his focus, threatening his plan as it tempted him to lose control all together. He couldnât do that, his conscience too righteous in its goal to keep you as pleased as possible.
He took his time, marking you just the way youâd requested, his cock twitching with every whimper that flowed out of you until he finally reached your core, the lace of your underwear glistening under the moonlight cast through your open window from how wet you were. He wanted to sink fully into you without a care in the world, but he had to make sure this was absolutely what you wanted. He was, to your knowledge, a stranger after all, and the last thing he wanted was for you to be uncomfortable in any way.
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You frantically shook your head in acknowledgment, spreading your legs wider for him, ready for this tall stranger to finally be inside of you. Your eagerness spurred him on, a surge of confidence washing over him as he let go of your wrists, his large hands gripping your hips and pulling you further down the bed. He lifted your legs so your knees rested atop his shoulders, his rough movements making you gasp.
He brought his cock to your core, running the shaft through your slick folds before slapping the head against your clit a few times, the repeated hits making your hips jolt ever so slightly. He hummed low in the back of his throat, lining up his tip with your entrance before thrusting forward, bottoming out inside of you in one fell swoop.
âYouâre so tight.â He grunted, one hand holding an iron grip on your thigh to hold your leg up, the other digging fingerprints into your hip. You gasped once more at the intrusion, feeling more full than ever before as he set a steady but unrelenting pace. Your gasp turned to crying moans, brows furrowed in awe at the way his cock stretched you so deliciously, prominent veins rubbing against the contours of your sensitive walls.
Each snap of his hips had his balls slapping against your ass, the lude sound mixing with his grunts and the wet squelching where your bodies met in the most intimate way, the decibel level in the room reaching an all-time high.
You bit your lip, trying to quiet yourself to at least somewhat lower the noise and not disturb your sleeping neighbors, but the absence of your desperate moans was not lost on him. His pace slowed, his left hand firmly gripping your chin to force you to look at his masked face. His eyes met yours through the thin slit in the dark fabric.
You knew those eyes, those big, soft brown irises, so comforting, yet darker than you recognized, pupils far more blown than youâd ever seen before. You knew him, but there was no way. Your mind must have been playing tricks on you, because there was no way that Spencer Reid would do anything this perverse, let alone with you.
âLouder, slut.â He squeezed your cheeks, forcing your lower lip out from under your bite.
âI-Iâm not a slut.â You mumbled, barely above a whisper.
âOnly a slut would leave her bedroom window open, practically begging a stranger to come in and fuck her.â This was far too brazen to be Spencer, you thought, a level of blunt confidence youâd never in a million years expect from him.
âI-I didnât mean to.â You stuttered over your words, raising your voice in an attempt to half heartedly defend your actions.
âWell then, you should really be more careful next time.â He laughed, releasing his grip on your face before playfully slapping your cheek and increasing the pace of his thrusts, his now free hand finding your clit. His calloused thumb drew broad strokes over and over and over against your sensitive bundle of nerves, a knot tightening in your stomach as you drew closer and closer to your release. You turned your head, trying to bury your face in the pillow as you writhed underneath him, your body frantically looking for relief.
âOh donât be shy doll, let me see how much youâre enjoying this.â His tone was almost sing-song, clearly enjoying this just as much as you were. He pressed his body down closer to yours, almost pinning your thighs against your stomach, the change in angle forcing a borderline scream from your lungs, crying out strangled âuhâs with every stroke. You looked him in the eye, desperate to know if this deity above you could possibly be your nerdy coworker, and every interaction youâd had with him flashed before your eyes.
Every fleeting glance he took at your chest or your ass, the way he lingered behind you in the field, feeling his presence even when you couldnât see him. You couldnât think of a time he wasnât around a corner when you turned it, always near whenever you needed his help on a case. You always secretly hoped he'd make a move sooner or later, but you never thought it would be anything like this.
He was omnipotent, knowing exactly how to make you feel things youâd never felt before, pushing your body to levels of pleasure you never thought possible. You thought you might disappear, your brain short-circuiting as you tried to make sense of everything, finally understanding why the French refer to orgasms as the little death.
Your walls fluttered around him, the sounds leaving you reduced to pathetic whimpers as your vocal chords grew strained.
âThatâs it, cum on my cock, angel.â He groaned, his thrusts growing increasingly desperate. The pet name surprised you, but if he saw you as an angel, how fitting considering how godlike he felt to you in that moment. You could tell he was close, and if your orgasm was what would get him to cum inside you, then so be it. Your eyes glazed over, your hands clawing at his back as you chanted âfuck, fuck, fuckâ like a mantra, wave after wave of euphoria washing over every nerve in your body.
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Spencer was a man possessed, his primal urges leaving his mind completely uninhibited, so lost in your body that he thought he might need divine intervention to ever leave you.
He didnât quite understand where the sudden dominant urge coursing through his veins had come from, but he didnât care to dwell too much on the thought, content to fuck you into the mattress until you screamed his name.
He knew that wouldnât happen, but he secretly hoped youâd realize who he was, wishing for nothing more than for you to want him for him. His heart felt like it may burst at the thought, the desire to be wanted as he was ever-lingering inside of it, that being the very motivation behind his lingering tendencies from the start.
As your heat contracted around him, he felt an embrace like no other, hoping the myth of twin flames to be true. If this connection wasnât proof of it, how could he rationally explain anything? He knew the scientific reasoning behind it, but it didnât feel like enough, such a finite explanation for a feeling so sempiternal.
He wondered if you felt the same way too, so lost in his every desire that he let himself dive into the delusion, using the pet name he wished he could call you every day for eternity.
Your chants and cries as you came set him free, his hips stuttering as he finally filled your aching cunt to the brim with his seed. He hovered above you, catching his breath, watching your expression soften as you rode out your orgasm, practically glowing.
When he finally snapped out of his lust-fueled haze, he fully remembered his role, pulling out of you and quickly scrambling to stand, fixing his pants and underwear. You had agreed to his departure after, and as badly as he wanted to hold you until you drifted off to sleep, he respected your wishes more than his wants. He walked to the window, lifting his leg to climb out of it when you cleared your throat, drawing his attention. He turned, seeing you sit up, hazy smile on your face.
âThank you.â You sighed, and he gave a nod of acknowledgement before slipping out of the window and into the night.
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When you awoke, you had a couple minutes of doubt in which you thought the events of the night before had all been a dream, until you moved to get out of bed and winced at sting from the shallow marks adorning your body and the dull ache between your legs. You smiled to yourself, before looking at your phone and realizing what time it was. You were going to be late, and panic set in when you realized youâd have to go to work in the makeup youâd fallen asleep in last night.
You rushed out the door, checking your makeup in a compact mirror in your car, wiping a small bit of smudged mascara off of your brow bone before walking into work.
âFun night?â Derek quipped as you walked through the doors, always the first to poke fun at your perceived escapades.
âYou could say that.â You laughed, setting your handbag on your desk before joining the team to walk to the conference room.
âWhat happened?â Penelope asked, almost panicked, taking your arm in her hand and pointing to the only visible cut on your body.
âOh thatâs nothing, I just scraped my arm on my car door.â You reassured, smiling at her. As much as you loved your best friend, she didnât need to know the truth of your little white lie.
âYou should really be more careful next time.â Spencerâs voice came from behind you, his hand gently resting on your hip before squeezing right where the heart shaped cut from the night before was inlaid in your skin. His words reverberated in the space between your ears as your brain processed what heâd just said.
Realization hit you like a semi truck, your lips parting in shock. Your suspicions had been correct, and you almost wanted to turn around and kiss then interrogate him right there. You couldnât do that though, having a full work day in front of both of you.
Now you just had to figure out a time and place to broach the subject with him without completely humiliating yourself.
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part 2 can be found here
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PAC - How will be 2025 going for you ?
Hi guys , its almost 2025 so here a new reading for you . Just close your eyes , trust yourself and choose a picture.
Divider credit goes to- @uzma-qureshi :)
Pile 1. Pile 2. Pile 3.
Cards - 7 of cups ( r ) , 3 of cups ( r ) , 3 of sword ( r ) , The Devil ( Bottom)
Ok so pile 1 , i think this pile is for very specific group of people. You guys literally coming out from a very toxic situation it can be a relationship or a forced situation for you where you feel stuck in your current life or may you you still can feel that it's hard for you to move on from some kind of big break from life or in a very Negative situation, please take care all of you. for the first 4 month i think you you may be try to get out from your current situation and may be try to find solution there will be not much option and possibilities for you but you will try to fight from the situation that you are facing and again it's very specific so you may be feel troubled from commitment issue to a particular situation or relationship. You will try to solve all our past things and maybe work on things that provide you more opportunity and stability. Please try to walk out of any situation that hurts you either its relationship or something else. No matter how beautiful the view is, the Window hurts . There will not be a supportive environment Around you. Maybe you feel that your family members or your family are not giving you much support they have to. Or may be you try to cut yourself from other to heal within yourself. It's more likely for people who have a toxic relationship you may start To heal from the pain of a breakup or a heartbreak situation and let go of what is causing you pain , self-talk is really important in this process. All the best.
Pile 2.
Cards - Queen of cups ( r) , The sun , king of cups , 8 of Cups.
Dear pile 2 you may feel lacking support or resources around you currently or in the start of year or end of 2024. You can also feel you need nurturing or healing before entering in 2025 you need to sit and heal your innself And you may want to work on yourself this new year. 2025 looks very positive for you. You may start healing your inner child and be happy like a child like the sun card. You take care of your inner child or maybe do something which gives you nostalgia of your happy childhood days. But sure there is so much happiness and success coming for you . Your heart will be ready to experience all happiness and find the whole word in his playground or garden. You will be bright again. There will be support for you and you feel compassionate about anything to you. I see there will be financial support or gain can come for you. But be careful there can be too many choices in front of you or you may feel confused Where you should invest your money and you can feel a lack of commitment toward things or money spending. Great cards . All the best.
Pile 3 .
Cards - The magician, 9 of pentacles ( r ) , lovers , 6 of wands ( r ) .
Pile 3 , I see you are very determined about your thing and action . You are very creative currently or at the start of 2025. You have a vision And you want to manifest it in the new year. You set your goals and are ready to go for it. But be careful with spending money and how you invest it. You may try to push yourself hard and may lose your health, so take note when you are giving someone money or spending too much. It's important for you in your long term goals. Next lovers card pops out. You may find a great romantic connection or person there are high chances or you may try to take a connection on the next level to meet your soulmate. I told you are ready to manifest this in 2025 but be careful again how much you are investing your feelings and money in anything. There can be problems and delays in good news or in some kind of success but don't feel hopeless. It can be a sign of patience and keeping faith. Best of luck.
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âWhat if the way you hold me is actually whatâs holy?â | Matt Murdock x F!Reader
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Pairing: Matt Murdock x F!Reader
Warnings: SMUT! (18+), shower setting, oral f!receiving, masturbation, fantasizing, beard appreciation (kink?), dirty talk, mentioned unprotected p in v, slight Dom!Matt, DDBA!Matt, improper thoughts about a certain crucifix necklace, (kind of) religious symbolism, mentions of choking, praise kink, pet names, âgood girlâ, not perfectly edited (shocker)
Summary: Fantasies about your late-working boyfriend take over your much needed self-care showerâuntil heâs suddenly (and unexpectedly) right in front of you when you are about to take care of the problem yourself.
A/n: So, the Born Again trailer brought me back from the dead and made me so fucking needy for this man. I thought this would be the best opportunity to rewatch Daredevil and practice writing Matt again because Iâve been a bit out of practice lately. Letâs just say the experiment was successful, but I definitely owe it to my hormone levels. The gif below inspired this fic (as it probably has done to many writers in the fandom these past two days). Anyway. If you want to listen to the song I was listening to while writing, itâs âGuilty As Sin?â By Taylor Swift, hence the title. Other than they, enjoy, and feedback is always appreciated!
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The warm water from the shower head above runs down your clammy skin, seeping into your pores and aching muscles. You have been dreaming about this ever since you got home from work.Â
The apartment is quiet, save for the little noise you make in the bathroom. Matt called you earlier, telling you he would be late and that you shouldnât wait up for him; you expected as much after he and Foggy caught a high-profile case a couple of weeks ago.Â
When he isnât busy at work, he tries to fulfill his duty to protect the city. Youâre not mad; you knew what you were signing up for when you fell in love with him, but that doesnât change the fact that you miss him sometimes. Or rather, all the time. It doesnât matter if heâs at work or wandering around in red leather, searching for a fightâyou always miss him.Â
Thereâs not a day that goes by that youâre not worried he might not come back to you. You can only hold on to the thought of him coming home in the middle of the night, crawling into bed beside you because heâs too tired to shower, wrapping his arms around you as though you are the only thing anchoring him to reality. It makes you appreciate what you have in him.Â
The thing about Matt is that he feels he has to do penance for every little thing he has ever done, whether his actions hurt people or not; he loathes himself for who he is, which is absurd to you but to him, it makes sense. Perhaps itâs the catholic in him, or all those years of losing soulmates, or maybe itâs both.
His shampoo smells faintly of sandalwood and the rainforest, but only if you focus closely. You like that it makes your skin soft, and when you wrap yourself in his silk sheets at night, itâs almost like heâs all over you before he physically can be.Â
You close your eyes and you focus on the feel of him, imagining your hands are his. You imagine his calloused fingers trailing over your heated skin, exploring every dip and every curve, even though he already knows the wonderland of your body inside and out. His lips on yours, traveling down your neck to your shoulder to your chest⊠a shiver runs down your spine, pooling in your core. Youâre on fire, and he isnât even with you.Â
Heâs at the office, sleeves probably rolled up, the first two buttons of his dress shirt undone, loosening his tie with that strained look he gets when heâs stressed. Or maybe heâs on his way to Fogwellâs Gym so he wonât disturb you before he puts the suit on, fists raining down on a sandbag as sweat drips down his body, and he grunts whenever he lands a hit.Â
You were just trying to have a nice shower, but Matt always manages to invade your every thought like a burglar on a mission.Â
Itâs just not fair how he always looks so sinful when heâs at his witâs end. Oh, you love that look he gets when heâs feral. And you suddenly remember how long it has been since you got to touch each other. Since he let the devil out on you. Since he came home in the middle of the night and fucked you into the mattress because he was still so full of adrenaline.Â
It has been so long since you two got to have a nice dinner together and you last rode him on his leather couch until you were both sticking to it, not even thinking about stopping; since he devoured you for hours and hours and hours until you were almost severely dehydrated and overstimulated from the orgasms he tore from you.Â
You bite your lip so you wonât moan into the void of the bathroom. If you touch yourself now, he will know when he comes home. For a moment, you consider it. You slide your hand from your chest down your stomach. The water is slowly starting to grow cold. You just need to take the edge off. Lower, lower, and lower, andâ
âDonât,â Mattâs voice reverberates in your ear. His hand slides over yours, calloused fingers on the back of your hand.Â
The veil of fantasy burns to the ground. Your heart stops, then picks up the pace at a million miles an hour. In an instant, you turn around to face him, a gasp dying on your lips.
Heâs right there, clothes discarded on the floor before the shower, no doubt. The golden crucifix around his neck offers a sinful contrast to his milky skin. You have always wondered if he was made out of marble rather than skin and bone. How can one person be this beautifulâthis close to perfection and still be human?Â
Matt is close enough for you to feel his heartbeat against your own. His hands slide to your forearms to make sure you donât slip. You can see your wrecked reflection in his hazel irises.Â
His unfocused gaze is right on you, boring through your skull into your soul. Only he can read you like an open book, listen to your body, and know exactly what you want, what you crave. He thinks of himself as the devil, but all you see is an angel. Heâs the sun. To you, at least, heâs everything. The moon, the sun, the stars, and the entire fucking universe.
He caught you when you were about to touch yourself, and heâs naked. Really fucking naked. This is not how you imagined tonight to go.Â
His chest heaves with a deep inhale of your scent, forehead coming to rest against yours.Â
âYouâre home,â you whisper.Â
His lips curl into a smileânot a smirk but a genuine smile. âYeah.â
âBut you said you guys had that case, and then you were gonna go outâŠâ
Matt cuts you off, âI missed you,â he says. âCouldnât go out without seeing you.â
He chose you over the city. You never doubted Daredevil meant more to him than you, but hearing it out loud almost brings tears to your eyes.
âI missed you too,â you answer. So much. Days, weeks, seconds, all the fucking time.Â
Heâs so smug about it, too, when he tells you, âI know.â
The water keeps falling around you, drowning out the noise of the city and pearling off his necklace. He should have taken it off. If he wanted to shower with you, he should have taken it off because the need for him that makes your cunt pulse in desperation feeds off of the mere thought of taking the cold metal into your mouth while he pounds into you like a madman.Â
He doesnât look agitated, not at all, but there is a dark shadow falling over Mattâs bearded face. Itâs a calculated shadow rooted in a need for control, and who are you to deny him the only thing he can control? Â
âHey,â he grabs your chin, âTell me. What were you doing in there, hm?âÂ
You bite your lip. âJust⊠showering.â
âJust showering?â He brushes his nose against yours. âYou know I can hear your heartbeatâŠâ
You nod. Your lips brush, but he doesnât kiss you. Not yet. You can taste the remnants of his last coffee, the familiar warmth of his mouth on yours, but he refuses to give you the satisfaction. You crave him so much that fireworks have started erupting on your skin wherever his fingers dare to travel; it isnât fair. He isnât fair.Â
Matt studied the science of driving you crazy, and now you are bordering on the edge of madness. Alone.Â
âMhm. So, I know youâre lyingâŠâ He moves to your cheek, his breath hot when he speaks, âAnd I know when youâre touching yourself. âCause I can smell how fucking wet you are, sweetheart.âÂ
There he is. The relentless, feral animal you fantasized about before. The man driven by primal need and the sheer power of his senses rather than rational thought, and yet he knows exactly what he is doing. Heâs a musician playing you like a delicate violin, pushing her to the breaking point but never fully destroying.
âLike I said,â you breathe, âI missed you.â
He presses his lips to your cheek, almost like a reward. âI know,â he says. âProbably been thinking about me, too, with your hand on your pussyâŠâÂ
You swallow a needy moan that would have been too embarrassing. Itâs been a long few weeks. Neither of you will be able to resist for long, you know that, so you decide you have to be bold tonight. âAnd whatâre you gonna do about it?â you ask.
Though stunned for a moment, the smirk on Mattâs face isnât far out of reach. âThatâs my girl.â
Your back hits the now warm tiles of the shower wall before you can string together another remark, and then, finallyâfucking finallyâhis lips are on yours. Kissing you. Devouring you. Breathing air into your aching lungs. He tastes like paradise, the Garden of Eden, and the six circles of hell all at once. Itâs all the same to you, anyway.Â
As long as youâre with him, you donât care where you end up. No amount of torture could take away the love you feel for him, and you know that with Matt, even weathering the stormy seas of hell would be worthwhile. Itâs sick and twisted how far you would go for this man, but you canât find a single bone in your body that cares. Â
His tongue forces its way into your mouth, tasting you, and inhaling you like his sole source of life support. You donât bother fighting for dominance; youâre all his. Your body is telling him to command you. Your mind is screaming for him to touch you in any way he pleases, so help him God, and the chain around his neck keeps sinfully dangling against his toned chest. You want to bite it. Youâre going to bite it. But not yet.Â
When it is time for you to swim to the surface for air, he pulls away. His lips move from yours to the corner of your mouth. He kisses there, taking his time to explore what he has explored many times before. But Matt Murdock is an addict, and you are his drug of choice, so why would he ever stop?Â
He kisses your cheek, your eyes, and the bridge of your nose. Thatâs how he sees you. Either with his fingers or his mouth or both. Touching you. Listening to you. He wants to see you in his own way. In a way that is far more intimate than you admiring his objective beauty could ever be.
âSo beautiful,â he whispers between kisses. When he says it, you know it has to be true, even when you donât see yourself in the same light as him.
His beard is rough where he kisses you. He has grown it out quite a bit, not having the time to bother shaving. The specks of gray that have started appearing as he got older should be illegal, you think, staring at him through hazy eyes. It should be illegal to look this good.
You caress his face, palm covering the entirety of his cheek. So beautiful, you want to say, but you donât have the words.
The confession of love tumbles against your skin, softly, breathlessly, and he dips his head into the crook of your neck. He seeks your pulse point to press his lips against the beat of your heart. Your head falls back against the tiles. Heâs a fucking menace, but heâs gentle about it. So, so gentle.
The hands-on your hips pull you closer, as close as you can get. Your nipples brush his chest, and you can feel him growing hard against you. Heâs hot, red, and flushed, and with his lips against your neck, sucking and biting and licking some more, the shower water isnât the only thing running down your thighs. Youâve been wet just thinking about him; Matt is here now, and he has no intention of stopping until youâre screaming his name.
Your skin is raw from the way heâs moving his face against you, suctioning his lips right where he can feel your pulse reaching for him. Reacting to him.
âMatthew,â you moan, breathless. âPlease.âÂ
He hums, fingers digging into your flesh to keep his composure. The sound of his name from your lips in such ecstasy makes his cock swell to the point all he wants is to sink into you and fuck you against the wet shower wall until you canât walk anymore. He wants to wrap his hand around your throat, just holding you there as you take it like the good girl you are. God, he wants to do so many things to you.Â
He wants to push all of your buttons and reward you for it. He wants to feel your nails running down his back until heâs bleeding. He wants to eat your pussy until you forget your name, and when heâs done with that, he wants to do even more because that is the kind of animal you turn him into. That is what you do to him. You consume him with your mere existence and your love you keep pouring into him like a glass about to overflow, a glass so full yet so fucking empty at the same time, and he has been neglecting you for far too long to hold back nowâyes, the water bill be damned!
âI love it when you beg,â he growls, feeling his voice vibrate through your skin. Like heâs in your veins.
You whimper. Oh, that sound. That sweet, sweet sound. It seems to do him in. Matt sinks to his knees like he would in front of God in churchâlike Mary knelt in front of Jesus after he got crucified. But there are no stained windows, no crosses, and no confessional booth in sight; youâre his place of worship, and your body is the altar. You are the only constant in his world on fire. You always want him to set you on fire, too.Â
Once on his knees in front of you, his cock straining high and mighty against his stomach, he grabs your thigh and places it over his shoulder. No rush. You can barely catch your breath.Â
Burning along the inside of your thigh, Matt kisses his way toward where you need him most. Your core yearns for him. Your hand slips from his face, searching the tiles behind you for something to hold onto.Â
Heâs quick to bring your hands back to his hair. âDonât let go,â he says.Â
Itâs almost embarrassing that the only sound you can make is a grunt, and when your brain finally catches up, itâs too late. Heâs impatient. Desperate. And he places his lips in a gentle kiss against your clit. The sudden contact makes you jolt, but that is not nearly all of it.Â
He tests the waters. Once, twice, even a third time, gently kissing along your slick folds. You instinctively tug at his hair, but that doesnât deter him. Matt inhales your scent, tasting your essence on his tongue; he would bathe in it if he could.Â
You cry out when he dives in. He parts your folds with his tongue, sucking and licking until his face is covered. The obscene noise of lips smacking against wet skin goes straight to your head. He can hear the wetness gushing out of you, every twitch of your muscles and hitch of your breath, and he sucks a little harder on your sensitive clit. Youâre scared you might fall.Â
âFuck!â Your moans are as obscene as the sound of him eating you out. You grind against him, at first involuntarily, but then he moans against you, and you canât help it; the vibrations he sends through you continue to pool in your cunt, tightening the coil that is waiting to snap.Â
Matt prods your entrance with his tongue, the tip of his nose digging just right into that sensitive bundle of nerves he lost when your hips first jerked. Heâs completely out of it, hooded eyes rolled back into his skull while you are almost splitting yours open on the dark tiles. The cross necklace is sticky with his saliva as he drinks from you like you are the spring fueling his ocean. Heâs thrusting into his hand, pre-cum leaking from his cock, but his mouth never wavers. He has a job to do.Â
Your walls clench around what little of his tongue is inside of you. There is nothing more arousing than the sight of him touching himself because the taste of you is bringing him to the brink of an inevitable orgasm. Because he wants to come with you. Because heâs desperate and he can only imagine being inside of you as he licks away at you. Itâs a kind of dedication that makes you feral. No one has ever loved you quite like he has, and no one will ever eat your pussy as only he can.Â
âMatt,â you choke out. âFuck, Iâm gonnaââm gonna come. Donât stop. DonâtâŠâ
As if he could. He flicks his tongue from left to right, painting shapes you have never felt before over every last of your nerve endings. Youâre quivering. Youâre shaking. You are turning the bathroom into a concert hall for the symphony of your pleasure.Â
He doesnât stop to tell you to come, that would be futile. You couldnât possibly stop the wave headed for your shore. You canât warn him. You canât do anything other than let it happen. The coil snaps and your orgasm crashes into you at full force, shattering you into a million pieces. You grind against him until youâre sure he is branded into your skin forever.Â
Matt holds you through it, working his tongue against you to prolong the electricity running through your veins. He gets lost in the echo of his name, stroking his cock harder and faster, and within seconds of you, heâs coming, too. He spurts into his hand and on your thigh, moaning deliciously into your pussy. For a moment, heâs stiff, though as you are starting to come back to him, heâs starting to come back to you.Â
The aftermath of your orgasm is quiet. His lips slip from your swollen folds eventually, and he pulls away to rest his cheek against your inner thigh, the one resting over his shoulder. Heâs still catching his breath, cock softening in his hands, but when you look down at him, heâs a wreck. For you.Â
Slowly, he rises back to his feet. You look at him, unsteady now on both of your feet. He wraps his arms around you. âYou okay?â he asks softly.Â
You lean into his hand when he places it on your cheek. âYeah,â you nod. âIâmâŠperfect.â
âYou were so good for me. So good.âÂ
The distance between you dissipates, foreheads falling together in absolute exhaustion. He smells and tastes of you. You kiss him softer than you ever have. âI love you,â you whisper, and he smiles because he knows.
You donât count the minutes you stay like that, kissing. It might have been an hour, not nearly enough. Matt reaches for the water when it starts getting cold, and he lifts you to wrap your legs around his waist.Â
You frown. âArenât you going out tonight?âÂ
He shakes his head. âNo, sweetheart,â he says, âIâm not done with you.â
âOh?â
âYeah. Gotta make sure you know how much I missed you.â
The giddy smile on your face when you kiss him again is involuntary, but not unnecessary. He giggles, too, before you finally shut him up.
Hellâs Kitchen can live without him for one night, that much is for sure. And when he finally thrusts into you and you bite down on the golden metal of that godforsaken crucifix to stifle your scream as he fucks you to hell and back in a way that is gentle yet possessive, you know this is the only place Matt needs to be tonightâfor both of you.
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WHY BEING GRATEFUL IS THE KEY AND NOT JUST A CLICHĂ
Imagine this. You board a plane and go on a stunning Greek island with your family. Let's say Santorini, as an example. On the first day there you have a disagreement. Your parents want to go and try this restaurant but you don't. Maybe on the fourth day your sister takes a jab at you or your brother drops wine on your white dress. You've walked all over the island, visited all the beaches, had a few cocktails and by the fifth day you're bored.
And then, on the night before you leave the island you start thinking about the past few days. Your brother's silly jokes and your mom's words while she caressed your hair. You remember the smell of the flowers at the caldera and that amazing Kyoto you had at a bar overlooking the Aegean Sea. You reminisce by the pool and think that after the holidays everyone will go on their own way. You have exams, your brother has to go to work again, your sister and your parents back to your hometown. Suddenly tears start flowing and you think "will this happen again?". Now, you feel grateful that you got to spend time with your family. It doesn't matter your friends had a "galcation" at Ibiza or that someone made fun of you for still going on holidays with your parents.
Sadly, we feel grateful at that moment before we lose something. After losing it, we feel regret. Regret we didn't feel grateful when we had it. Be it our health, loved ones, pets, opportunities, lovers or tiny moments of love.
Sometimes our life feels like the movie "Inception", a dream within a dream.
We chase cars, money and fake things with only a monetary value attached to them.
That's why all successful people talk about feeling grateful. It's humbling yet spiritual. It makes you realize your very essence of humanity inside of you. Never take anything or anyone for granted. Ever.
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Kinktober 04/10/2024 Lando Norris - Edging
Plot: Lando just loves making you wait until the last minute to get what you want.
Warnings: Kinktober, oral (m and f receiving), fingering, edging, orgasm denial? Sex etc 18+ Minors DNI
You and Lando had a very active sex life. It wasnât the be all and end all of the relationship, there were many aspects to Lando Norris that drew you in, like how clingy he was as a boyfriend, or in a group of people you didnât know heâs always hold your hand and keep you close.
He was the definition of a perfect boyfriend, heâd helped you whenever you were overwhelmed and sad, or when you were so excitable you felt sick. He was there for most of your big life choices youâd made in your young adult life and he was your soulmate. Everything he did outside of intimacy was why you originally fell for him.
But the sex was of course the cherry on top.
You guys both had a very high sex drive so it was common for you guys, whenever you were together, to be intimate.
Thatâs why right now you were on a random hill in Nice, in the backseat of his car while his fingers pumped in and out of you. You panties hung over the gear stick in the front, long forgotten when his hand had first dipped into them on the drive up here and how he had to pull over in a little secluded lay by the minute he himself got hard.
âFucking hell, the things you do to meâ he groans as he takes his finger out of you, an obscene wet sound matching as he did. His fingers pull to his lips where he licks them clean, a cat like grin appearing on his face afterwards. Lando always got an insane level of pleasure from just watching you get so close before he took it away. Your sex life with Lando was anything but vanilla.
âLan please!â You whine wiggling forward to try and get more contact with him, you were always desperate for his touch but tonight you were on fire whenever he wasnât touching you. You were actually a very clingy couple, and very pubic about how much you guys loved one another and needed to be around each other in a tactile vicinity.
âPatience baby, all in god time. You gonna be a good girl for me?â He asks and you nod your head, your eyes blown out with a lust filled gaze that he just adored.
âArenât I alwaysâ you ask and his nods, kissing up across your jaw before encasing your lips in his. His fingers start to play with your clit again, before his fingers enter a second time. You immediately feel yourself get the butterflies and Lando feels your tighten around his fingers.
âAlready baby? You can hold out longer than that pretty girlâ he smiles going quicker, a gasp coming from you as you reach forward to grab his wrist to help his movements speed up.
âThatâs it. Oh my god, right thereâ you cry your head falling back onto the window of the car that has started to collect condensation from the warm breaths around the car.
âYour so closeâ Lando says in a teasing manner as he slows all the way down, before coming to a complete stop and pulling his fingers out once again.
His hand comes up to your boobs, and starts to pull at your peaked nipples. His mouth latches round the left one while his hand kept his attention on the right.
âBaby please, stop teasingâ you cry looking at him before you head rolls back as he starts kissing down your body, not leaving an inch untouched on unnoticed. Down your stomach, to your hips and across to your thighs.
You never got angry with Lando when he did this, because you actually enjoyed the feeling on his edging you. Of course it left you frustrated because you wanted the feeling of that sweet release but you also loved watching his face as he saw how he was affecting you.
Also, Lando did aftercare for you like no other. So getting a little frustrated and a few tears here and there was all worth it.
âBut I love the little noises of frustration you makeâ he says huskily as your fingers thread through your curls as he dives in, his tongue licking strips up your folds before focusing on your clit, making your thighs come up and encase around his head.
âFuck fuck fuck, Lan, oh my god. I-â you cry as your legs start to shake around his head, gripping him into your further so his nose in nudging against your clit while his tongue bullies its way into your entrance. Despite the extra pressure of your legs around him, his grip on your thighs loosens you as he slows down his movements.
âLando please, I canât I need you baby pleaseâ you sob, a hand going up over your forehead as you flush hot from frustration of not being able to orgasm.
âAwwwww is my baby begging?â He asks looking up at you from his lowered position seeing the tears streaming down your face makes him grin, but knows he canât continue to be too mean to you as thatâs 4 times heâs edged you and he can see how much you need him right now.
He sits down, and pulls you onto his lap, he pulls himself out of his pants, helping you slip down onto him. With how wet you were it was incredibly and embarrassingly easy.
He helps you bounce up and down, your legs having no energy from the amount he made them shake. The obscene noises coming from between your legs as he thrusted in and out of you and both your breathy moans fill the car.
âPlease Lan, let me cumâ you cry as you look over his blissed out face from how tight youâre already squeezing him. He had got himself pretty worked up just from pleasuring you and denying you so he was now at the exact place you were. He helped you bounce quicker as he pulled you into searing kiss, one where teeth were clashing and one of his hands tangled up in your hair.
âHowâd I get so lucky, fuck weâve gotta have sex in the Porsche soonâ he says as he pulls away from kissing you. Heâs now thrusting in and out of you with vigour as he holds you down in place. Youâre cuddled against him, your head almost hitting the low roof.
âOh my godâ you say and Lando feels you slump against him as you shake, the built up release leaving your body in a blinding fashion. You are so exhausted that your head rolls into his neck as he continues to pump in and out of your sensitive hole.
âLanâ you moan, and that whiny fucked out voice of yours is all that it takes to have him painting your walls white and releasing inside you.
âFuckkkkkkâ he breathes out as he brushes your hair back and looks over at you while his hands rub over your back in a comforting way that has you shivering.
âYou did so well for me, gorgeous gorgeous girlâ he says scratching his nails up and down your back in a comforting way that almost has you falling asleep on him.
âMmmmmmâ you mumble nuzzling close into him, your boobs pushed up against his bare chest which was warm and you could feel the soft beating of his heart.
âDonât you think we should get home now baby? Weâve got a long day tomorrowâ he offers and you nod, he helps you into one of his large Quadrant hoodies and pulling your comfy joggers that youâd worn back on.
âAwwww my baby looks so snugglyâ he coos as he helps you into the front passenger seat.
âLetâs go homeâ he says, he knew he wouldnât get much out of you, you always went very quiet after he edged you that way, your mind being pretty fuzzy for some time after and he took over with helping you out and almost talking for you.
âI love youâ he smiles kissing you and brushing your hair back.
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