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Extraordinary You & My Skz dr

Took a break from shifting only to find out after watching the Kdrama 'Extra Ordinary You' that my versions Changbin took a lot of inspiration for the dr I'm in from the show! (He created our dr and shifted for me not the other way around)

I haven't shifted again but just having that knowledge and watching that series is weird. I now know why we keep it a secret that we shift from people in our drs that we script lol

If anyone is interested and he's okay with it, I could go into more detail about how the show is similar.

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Taking a break from shifting...It's just too hard now and I'm tired of waking up disappointed.

I barely even dream about my drs anymore, especially my Stray Kids one, I miss Bang Chan so much it hurts and I'm sick of crying.

Channeled messages only make it worse tbh. Maybe after I see them in concert it'll help.

I'm tired of these random ass dreams and that stupid alt cr and original "dr" I could care less about.

They have me in those realities so it's not like anything will change for them whether I shift or not.

I did have one full grounded shift, did that make it easier to shift again? No it didn't.

I sometimes envy those who believe it's just fictional or are just fans, its easier. But once you know you can't really go back.

I'm sure I'll accidentally shift again whether I take a break or not anyway...

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Hi, what do you think of sun conjunct Pluto in synastry? Thank you 💕

Sun Conjunct Pluto in Synastry

Is Intense. Tread carefully with this one because these are two powerful planets. Of course, it’s a conjunction which usually means the energies are fusing but do not forget that a conjunction is still a hard aspect.What you’ll often see with this particular interaspect is compulsive interactions, sexual tensions, and possibly jealousy and possessiveness. The Sun is drawn by Pluto’s depth and this kind of relationship often has a powerful and psychological impact on both people involved. These two planets will draw out each-others deepest feelings and ambitions. The Pluto person is addicted and drawn in/attracted to and sometimes possessive of the Sun’s light and personality. The Pluto person’s attentiveness and even obsession with the Sun will no doubt seductively lure the Sun person. The Sun [i.e. center of our universe] person’s confidence as a result of the Pluto person’s attention can be problematic. I’ve seen the Sun person try to test the Pluto person or play any emotional games to test the Pluto person’s love/adoration and willingness to do anything and everything for them. Think Jocelyn and William from a Knight’s tale but on steroids.In the case of Sun conjunct Pluto, this is such a bad idea dude.It’s imperative to understand that game playing is an absolute NO-NO. Things can get really ugly. On the flip, the sun person will find the Pluto person fascinating, mesmerizing, enigmatic, and highly sexually attractive. This is because Pluto is all 8th house energy infused in one person. The Pluto person often has an ineffable effect on the Sun and despite mutual fascination, and as usual [Pluto will also tend to have the upper hand.] The relationship provides a deep psychic and spiritual connection that may even feel otherworldly, ethereal or fated.  Very very hard to let go of the relationship and each other with this inter-aspect.

The Sex?

Deep and penetrating. Period. The sexual intensity and a desire to know one another at the deepest level can feel all-consuming. You two may get downright addicted to each other. Obsession. Explosive moments in bed. Might even be on the rougher side. The Pluto person will need more and more of the Sun person to the point where they don’t care how, when, or even where they get it. Just so long as they do. The sun person will tend to have withdrawals from the Pluto person and even act out plutonic traits because of the spell Pluto puts them under. The sun is not used to such intensity and darkness but it just can let go. There’ll be feelings of wanting to be together all the time. Fears and paranoia can run amok when you’re apart. Fear of loss/abandonment, infidelity, and betrayal can characterize this bond when you’re without each other, so try to find some light. This is typically an all-consuming attraction that is likely to make both people feel highly adored and possessed by one another. You will no doubt draw out powerful emotions from one another. Constantly.  The feelings run so deep with this aspect that a great amount of maturity needs to be present with both parties.Over-all? If intensity and all-consuming soul-bonds that possess your thoughts are your thing, then this is the aspect for you. Great times with this one but again, balance is definitely required.

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Synastry Compatibility in my Kpop drs

This is purely based off my birth chart over there which is not the same year as here! I may or may not add in examples for how this is accurate to my drs.

(My) Michiru's Birthday: April 27, 1998

Taurus Sun, Moon,Mars and Rising (How very Kpop of me to have a stellium lol) Mercury Aries, Venus Pisces.

Ateez S.O's

Choi San

Liked me since Training School. My first friend in Ateez, Only started dating recently, is in a poly relationship with Woo Young.

July 10 1999

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon, Leo Mercury & Venus, Scorpio Mars, Virgo Rising. Pisces in 7th house.

Chiron (Both in ♏)

Chiron's in 3rd and 7th house

Chiron Opposite Saturn

Chiron Square Uranus

Chiron Trine Sun

Chiron Sextile Ascendant/Rising

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Sun in 1st and 8th

Sun Conjunct Jupiter

Sun Conjunct Saturn

Sun Opposite Mars

Sun Opposite Midheaven/Descendant

Sun Square Mercury

Sun Square Neptune

Sun Conjunct Pluto

Sun Semi Sextile Moon

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Moon in 9th and 12th

Moon Conjunct Saturn (I have this with HJ and YS too)

Node Square Moon

Moon Square Venus

Moon Square Uranus

Moon Trine Rising

Moon Sextile Sun

Mercury

Mercury in 3rd and 7th

Mercury Square Sun

Mercury Trine Mercury

Mercury Trine Pluto

Mercury Sextile Midheaven

Mercury Sextile Uranus

Node Sextile Mercury

Mars

Mars in 6th and 9th

Mars Conjunct Saturn

Mars Conjunct Jupiter

Mars Square Mercury

Mars Square Uranus

Mars Trine Rising

Midheaven Square Mars

Venus

Venus in 4th and 7th

Venus Opposite Ascendant

Ascendant Square Venus

Venus Trine Sun

Jupiter (San's is in ♉, Mine's in ♓)

Jupiter in 7th and 12th

Jupiter Opposite Ascendant

Jupiter Square Midheaven

Jupiter Trine Sun

Jupiter Sextile Saturn

Jupiter Semi Square Neptune

Uranus (Both ♒)

Uranus in 5th and 10th

Uranus Conjunct Uranus

Uranus Conjunct Neptune

Uranus Opposite Mercury

Uranus Square Saturn

Uranus Trine Midheaven

Uranus Sextile Pluto

Neptune (Both ♒)

Neptune in 5th and 10th

Neptune Conjunct Neptune

Midheaven Conjunct Neptune

Neptune Opposite Mercury

Neptune Square Jupiter

Neptune Square Mars

Neptune Trine Moon

Node Quintile Neptune

Saturn (San ♉ Mine ♈)

Saturn in 8th and 12th

Saturn Conjunct Jupiter

Ascendant Conjunct Saturn

Saturn Opposite Mars

Saturn Trine Venus

Pluto (Both in ♐)

Pluto in 3rd and 7th

Pluto Conjunct Pluto

Pluto Opposite Moon

Pluto Opposite Midheaven

Node Square Pluto

Pluto Trine Mercury

Pluto Sextile Neptune

Lilith ( San ♐ Mine ♎)

Lilith in 2nd and 8th

Lilith Square Sun

Lilith/Moon

Lilith Quintile Mercury

Didn't realize how similar him and Mingi's charts are! I have a type 😏

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My Synastry Compatibility in my Kpop drs

This is purely based off my birth chart over there which is not the same year as here! I may or may not add in examples for how this is accurate to my drs.

(My) Michiru's Birthday: April 27, 1998

Taurus Sun, Moon,Mars and Rising (How very Kpop of me to have a stellium lol) Mercury Aries, Venus Pisces.

Ateez S.O's

Song Mingi

My Most recent boyfriend but he's had a crush on me for awhile, just had to get out of a karmic relationship first. Best Friends.

August 9, 1999

Leo Sun, Cancer Moon & Mercury, Virgo Venus, Scorpio Mars, Sagg Rising. Pisces in 3rd house.

Our Synastry

Chiron both in ♏

Chirons in 11th and 7th house.

Chiron Conjunct Mars

Chiron Opposite Saturn

Chiron Square Sun

Chiron Square Uranus

Chiron Trine Moon

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Moons in 5th and 1st

Moon Conjunct Saturn

Moon Opposite Mars

Moon Opposite Midheaven/Descendant

Moon Square Mercury

Moon Square Sun

Moon Trine Jupiter

Moon Sextile Moon

Moon Conjunct Ascendant/Rising

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Suns in 4th and 5th

Sun Conjunct Jupiter

Sun Conjunct Saturn

Sun Opposite Mars

Sun Square Neptune

Sun Trine Venus

Sun Conjunct Pluto

Sun Conjunct Midheaven

Mercury

idk what happened to the emojis....they don't exist anymore I guess.

Mercury in 2nd and 3rd

Midheaven opposite Mercury

Mercury Trine Pluto

Mercury Trine Sun

Mercury Sextile Uranus

Mars

Mars in 5th and 6th

Mars Conjunct Jupiter

Mars Conjunct Saturn

Mars Opposite Mars

Mars Square Uranus

Mars Square Sun

Mars Conjunct Midheaven

Venus

Venus in 3rd and 6th

Node Conjunct Venus

Venus Square Rising

Venus Trine Moon

Venus Quintile Sun

Jupiter (Mingi's in ♉, Mine in ♓)

Jupiter in 3rd and 12th

Jupiter Square Rising

Jupiter Trine Moon

Jupiter Trine Mars

Node Trine Jupiter

Jupiter Sextile Saturn

Jupiter Conjunct Sun

Jupiter Semi Square Jupiter

Uranus (Both in ♒)

Uranus's in 2nd and 10th

Uranus Conjunct Uranus

Uranus Conjunct Neptune

Uranus Opposite Sun

Uranus Square Mars

Uranus Square Saturn

Uranus Trine Midheaven

Neptune (Both in ♒)

Neptune in 2nd and 10th

Neptune Conjunct Neptune

Neptune Opposite Mercury

Neptune Square Jupiter

Neptune Conjunct Venus

Saturn (Mingi's ♉ Mine ♈)

Saturn in 4th and 12th (My 12th house is in Pisces)

Saturn Conjunct Jupiter

Saturn Square Mercury

Saturn Trine Rising

Pluto (Both in ♐)

Pluto's in 7th and 12th (His 12th house is in Sagg)

Pluto Conjunct Pluto

Node Square Pluto

Pluto Square Venus

Pluto Sextile Midheaven

Lilith (Mingi's ♐, Mine ♎)

Lilith's in 9th and 10th

Lilith Square Moon

Lilith Sextile Ascendant

Will be doing one for each member I'm with, as having them altogether in one post would be too long! Any questions feel free to ask!

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Hello! ✨✨ Thank you for your answer! It was so cute! 💕 I was wondering if you could explain how N.N./S.N. could be feel in synastry when aspecting the angles of the other person (asc/I.C./desc/M.C)??

Hey Bere!! 💕💕💕💕 OOF I’m glad we got to talk about it!! 💕💕 🤗 I’ll do my best for this one too! 💕

[Below Cut: Synastry - NN/SN 🌙 aspects to Angles  ]

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Seattle!! Right after my birthday too! 😍

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three hearts (?) with minsung

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Marvel DR Memories

5/15/24 AM Been more focused on my Fame drs but I had another memory while watching FMV's yesterday. I came back after the snap (which I wasn't gone I was with The X-Men after that happened) I learned that Bucky was one of the ones that had returned or survived the snap but after losing me he went back into Cryo sleep. I barged into SHEILD headquarters and demanded to see him. I essentially got him out and then we joined with The other Avengers to try and Fix things. We weren't together then but had a bond.

Had another memory of when I was a child in HYDRA. I was actually at a playground with Zemo (it was just him & I there were no other kids unless they were Widows) Strucker & Reinhardt showed up demanding that we come back to the base. Zemo objected, "She needs a break and some semblance of normalcy." "What she needs Helmut is to comply. We don't need them getting lax." Reinhardt replied. "She's a child…" Zemo sighed in defeat when they gave a warning look, "Alright we're coming." I was doing a barrow pose in the dirt. "You're upside down." I giggled. He gave me a small smile and then picked me up. "C'mon Prinzessin, we got to go." "I don't want to work anymore, I'm tired," I complained but let him carry me. "I know…but once you're done, you can rest." He whispered as he carried me to the car.

5/15/24 PM I had a dream, amongst a lot of other weird dreams, that I was in space with SHIELD on a ship/home base. Which on AOS they do go to. The others had to leave so they took a space shuttle or pod and left Jemma and I there because the ship was blowing up and only we could stop it…I'm not sure if Daisy was there, I did see her but I think she left with the others. I do remember that happening with Jemma on the show and they thought she'd died and Daisy was distraught because she had been against the plan. That could mean I went with Jemma to protect her and that's how she comes back later…I'm assuming I will get memories once I rewatch that season.

5/17/24 I had a dream I was hanging out with Clint Barton at my place and he was telling me how he was rooming with Loki at Avenger Tower and hated it. "He's a chaotic mess." I told him, "Well he is the god of chaos." Clint just scowled. Then a while later he said he had to go. He was acting weird and awkward. I thought it was because Clint liked Natasha more than me and started getting upset over it, almost crying. Clint grasped me by the shoulders looking me in the eyes as he said, "Are you serious? What did I tell you before? Of course, I like you more, I just thought you didn't like me. I've been in love with you for a long time." Then he kissed me. I also had another dream about Hawk Eye and I fighting skeletons conjured by a sorcerer (that I think was Baron Mordo, comic version) in a graveyard at night.

5/27/24

I had a dream, could have been a memory but if so I was seeing through the villain's eyes. Yes, they were Hydra pretending to be Shield, and they were stealing this item I'm not sure what it was, it was largely black and looked like a weapon of some kind. They were at a house party we were at, and they snuck out the back at night, into this car that was waiting. I'm pretty sure it was Tony's cabin house we were at. Daisy noticed something was going on and frowning she walked quickly out the back onto the patio where everyone was having a bonfire, I did notice Bucky and Steve were there, so either this was the past or Steve didn't go back in time to be with Peggy. I followed her asking what was wrong, It was in first person but I could tell my hair was longer and I think I was wearing a black dress and leather jacket. Daisy's hair was shorter, but she also wore a leather jacket with a grey hoodie, flannel, white t-shirt, and jeans. She was looking around and said, "It's HYDRA. They were here…I need to go look for them." "I knew I sensed something," I replied, I was going to join her but she told me to stay here, "Stay with Bucky, he missed you." Then she walked off and I woke up. I think I have a form of either future sight as I do here or telepathy where I can see through that person's eyes and know what they are doing…If so either Dr Strange or Xavier taught me that. I'm thinking Strange.

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Venus conjunct Jupiter synastry

Venus conjunct Jupiter in synastry is considered one of the best aspects to have. This is because of the immense joy both parties experience when they are together. They tend to spoil one another and feel like they’re on cloud nine. They feel like the luckiest couple around. They feel like they were destined to be together and just feel each other is the bees knees. This aspect helps greatly tone down any negative aspects existing in the synastry. This makes them look forward to seeing and being together. They love to do anything together. This Is one of those relationships where you can expect to over do it sometimes with the love expression. A lot of outsiders see the pair as lovey  , hyper , exciting and beautiful. Jupiter expands whatever it touches therefore there is a lot of love here. They are very fun and playful. They joke around a lot and can be seen smiling often at one another. They flirt a lot and love to dress up together just for the heck of it. They enjoy being seen in public together. They are people’s favorite couples. They rarely tire of each other. But look to other aspects. They can have big celebrations and weddings if they marry. If they are friends or family then they will just enjoy shopping together or warm , good times. They can enjoy the most mundane tasks when the other is around.  

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So I'm pretty sure my 10 yr old shifted...maybe more than once idk.

He said he had a dream where he was walking home from school and then there was a hole in the ground and he fell through a portal.

Into the One Piece universe, where he became friends with Luffy and Zoro. He didn't look animated but they did, then Luffy gave him a devil fruit (gumgum) which made him animated like them and able to stretch like Luffy.

But he didn't know he couldn't swim with the devil fruit so when he went into the water he almost drowned until he "woke up" back here.

He also told me that they wanted him to drink with them but given his age they gave him apple juice while they drank beer. Also Zoro liked his earrings.

I did ask him if it felt real and if he saw himself in first person and he said yes.

I think my shifting abilities are rubbing off on him but he already has gifts so I'm not surprised!

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Dom Baron Zemo aesthetic

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Changbin couldn’t stop mixing them up 😭

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Yeah you heard about Plutonic synastry but have you ever heard of Uranus synastry?

If Pluto synastry is glazed with addiction and sensuality, Uranus synastry is like walking into a crowd of people and just as you turn around, you felt as if you have just seen your one and only person.

Venus-Uranus in synastry is often what I deemed as the love-at-first-sight placements. Everything Uranus touches, it brings electricity and its intensity is so different from anything you have encountered before. Makes you wonder why and how over and over but you just can't explain.

This synastry is infamous for its unpredictability. Every touches, every look, every word spoken will always mean something, will always be layered with such meanings. Not warm and cozy like Moon synastry, not passionate and raging like Mars synastry, not dark and hidden like Pluto synastry, Uranus synastry guarantees you to take you to lands you weren't familiar with, to open you up to experiences you never know you could reach.

— wrote something for almost all synastry but realized I forgot about this one, it's time to make up for it:")

love,

saint jenx🪐

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what does pluto conjunct ascendant mean in synastry?

Pluto conjunct Ascendant in Synastry:

✭ meeting the other, especially if the conjunction is close can feel very 'meant to be' or fated ✭ reason for that is the fact that the Ascendant person is an exact representation of the way Pluto tries to 'survive', thus gains and loses fear/power ✭ Ascendant person will be attracted to the magnetism, mystery and sense of power the Pluto person exuudes, even though it can be intimidating

✭ this can lead to strong sexual tension, can create a desire to ‘merge’ in that sense

✭ this offers crucial and deep transformation for the Ascendant person: the Pluto person represents a 'darker' part of there self image, meaning that Pluto can teach them how to truly step into their power and explore hidden parts of themself, overcoming fears that hindered their self expression ✭ the journey and truths both are confronted with are not for the faint of heart in that sense, thus they most likely will stick closely together

✭ The Ascendant person helps the Pluto person embrace their power more and be less afraid of it, this can lead to high appreciation of the Ascendant person; it’s reciprocated with devotion, honest and loyalty

✭ but this can also trigger possessive tendencies of the Pluto person and can also add to ‘addictive’ tendencies of the connection ✭ both can seek out experiences that fill them with feelings and make them feel alive in that sense, both need to pay attention that it doesn't happen at the expanse of the other and that it doesn't become self destructive for the sake of keep riding those high waves of emotions - another reason why this can become an 'addictive' connection ✭ Pluto can feel weirdly called out by the Ascendant person because they can reflect parts they have a hard time facing/integrating: Pluto can take this as an opportunity for self reflection or fall into retreat or at worst even power control as they try to 'fix' these feelings inside of them ✭ defenitely leave a mark on the other: even if the connection ends, both leave it more reassured and who they are and what serves them and what doesn't ✭ can become less fearful of the world together

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MANIAC, KBS

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This song reminds me of Reality Shifting, especially my dr selves!