#ily

[luveline]

i Always want to hear about ur life u never have to ask to post an update on ur own blog

warning for talk of weight please don’t read if you don’t want to!!

So, just a further preface that i think all bodies are beautiful, but also know that fatphobia is soul destroying, and I don’t want anyone reading this to think that I beleive I’m more beautiful now ive lost weight, only that I feel more beautiful and that’s cos of so many things! Please, if I mention one of my feelings, know it isn’t because I think fat people aren’t beautiful it’s just because I have so much like self hatred in my head and it’s quieter now I have recently gone down another dress size, so that’s like four since I started dieting, which is a nice non-scale victory, but also I can see a difference physically in my body and it’s so exciting 😭

it makes me so happy to start wearing new clothes while feeling less insecure, if that makes sense. Like, I’ve recently discovered that I can wear clothes with necklines that aren’t simple t-shirt style to the throat, and it is amazing. I feel so pretty all the time to get to actually express my own taste in fashion without having a voice in the back of my head telling me I look ridiculous, which isn’t to say I’m now perfect but it’s just so different to put on top with little sleeves or to wear a slim fitting shirt. I’m still definitely considered fat I think, or chubby, at least to some people, and I don’t mind that at all, like I know I still have rolls and love handles, but the last 20lbs ive lost had made the most noticeable difference in my appearance. I feel like ive been dieting anf working out for years (I haven’t though only 9 months) and its a tiring process, not fun to be in your head, but also feels at least a bit worth it to get to have a confidence boost? Like!!! And the best part really isn’t so much the aesthetic as the health improvements for me, like taking an hour long walk around the fields and getting home feeling invigorated rather than exhausted, and my hormonal issues improving naturally cos of it is great! I also had a very honest conversation with one of my friends about how much I miss her and talking to her more, and like trying to explain to her why I haven’t been asking to see her as much, and like just getting to know we’re on the same page about so much stuff is such a relief, I struggle to be honest with her and my other friends and I still wasn’t as truthful as I could’ve been about everything, but I guess I used to always think that she was cooler and sweeter and nicer than me, and she is really, but idk I felt like I wasn’t such a terrible evil thing either. also had a different honest conversation. With a different friend and I’m trying to be like less ? not annoying but less frustrating as a person, like to be braver about things, and I think it’s working! work is actually bad!! like idk I keep getting in trouble for things that I can’t actually help. Yesterday I got told off for talking but it was literally my coworker telling me to go back to the pod cos my manager had a dif task for me and my managers manager saw us talking and told me she was gonna start calling me elvis ?? But honestly I can’t own up to feeling miserable about it, I think she just runs out of stuff to do sometimes, or maybe I do deserve a telling off for my two second chat 😭 not even in a sarcastic way cos like she’s my boss right if you see me stealing work time you gotta say something. And then my section leaders anre anlso a little unhappy with me sometimes cos I’m not that good any my job, but I did ask for more hours against my better judgement BECAUSE! I’m finishing university in 1 month and two days, which is scary, but I’m glad it’ll be over, cos I can’t say I like it. Doing assignments gives me a headache!! And then five days after I finish uni I’m going to Manchester to see DJO!! so it’s a great celebration.I have been walking a lot more, and I think it’s really helping. Like even though at work I’m on my feet from clock in to clock out walking around, I think walking outside is really good for me (and everyone of course). It’s like even though it’s such a long walk to get from my house to town, getting over it has widened the world up a little bit, and has stopped my mam from being annoyed with me if I ask her to get me something while she’s shopping.

I honestly think that my hair cut has like transformed me maybe? Like along with the weight loss. Seeing it, I can’t understand why I ever had long hair. It just suits me so much. I’m not great at styling it all the time yet so sometimes it looks like puffy from blow drying but it’s great and the sunshine lately makes it a much lighter colour, like I’m still clearly a redhead but it’s just nicer lately. I think I really did used to hide behind my hair and now it’s all gone but I don’t feel exposed, it’s just like a cute accessory or something haha im definitely bummed about how little I’m writing but things have been so crazy lately, I think trying to keep a schedule with it would exhaust me to the bone, but I did write a little fic of Spencer and bombshell at the beach and I love those two so much, and I’ve been adding little bits to other long fics, so it’s not like nothing is happening.also haven’t been reading very much, but maybe now ive kicked ***** *** to the curb i can remember my me-time, i was really enjoying reading again, my kindle was in shock from actually being used! I’m trying to make this summer the best of my life so far cos im so rubbish ive never done anything exciting and im REALLY trying to remember to get my passport! I might tomorrow walk over to the shops and get my photos taken so i can finally submit a new application. But for the mean time ive got three concerts to look forward to and a little holiday to west wales in July!! Found out my estranged father is going to Puerto Ricoand got super jealous, like, he’s the worst and he gets to go to Puerto Rico?? Beautiful Puerto Rico???? I think there was something else I wanted to mention but I can’t remember. Today, both my older sisters came over and so it was just my mam and all my sisters and my mam made us an amazing roast dinner, it was genuinely amazing, and she spent so long cooking, it was really nice and luckily everyone had a good time. My nan gave me a £5 note for Easter to buy an egg cos she didn’t manage to get me one and it reminded me of when I was little and every time you’d go to her house she’d try to give you money😭 so cute 😭 also this isn’t an update but I put the £5 in my savings tin cos I’ve had one since before I started dieting and I have no clue how much is in there but I’d love to know. Does anyone else have one of those metal tins you have to tin open to get into? I really want to know how much is in there because I’ve always just tried to put my change in there, but if you open it — you know how much money is in there and it stops being savings, it’s just money added to what you have, or at least it would be for me. And i want to use it to buy some new clothes when I get to my next goal weight, which is about 20lbs away, so I likely won’t know what’s in the tin for a while. Anyways if you read this far I love you and I’m glad you care enough to bother! Life is so hard sometimes and I’m sure some of you have witnessed me in really rubbish moods, but even though things aren’t really perfect right now I feel alright for a change, like, I just feel normal, not perfectly well rested or like 100% content but it’s sooo nice to not want to hurt myself and to just watch TV without constantly checking my phone!! I worked a lot last week cos I kept picking up shifts but this week I don’t have to go until Friday, so luveline gets to be in the house for like 100hours. I have to do some of my uni assignments cos these last two are the most important ones both worth 40% respectively, but besides that nothing is expected of me, which i am insanely grateful for !! As I am for you if you’re reading, thank you for wanting to know my inane life update

[doppy-enjo]

Like to charge, reblog to cast

[fyodorsushankaaa]

@losairr trust me you make me say that at least twice every day <3

i hope i am not just a mutual to you but also the strange creature in your bushes that makes you say “jesus fucking christ what was that”

[sparklebabybear]

Toys/Stuffies PSA!

Here’s a few things I wanted to remind you about your toys and plushies! It’s important to remember!

✨ Your toys love you so much!!! You are their best friend, don’t forget that!

✨ Toy Story is fictional! Your toys don’t feel sad or upset when you don’t play with them for a while! They understand, and they’re happy regardless. When you get new toys, they’re happy to have new friends!

✨ Stuffies need to be washed. Make sure you give them a nice warm, relaxing bath occasionally. Stuffies don’t breathe like we do, so they enjoy being soaked underwater sometimes. They’re also very flexible! Ringing water out of them and scrubbing them is like a nice massage!

✨ They like the washer and dryer! It’s like a theme park ride! Just make sure it’s gentle, you don’t want them getting hurt!

✨ If you wake up, and a plushie is on the floor, don’t feel bad! That means they went on a super secret mission to make sure there were no monsters hiding anywhere

✨ There are plenty of ways to play! There is no one way to play, so don’t feel bad if you don’t interact with your toys the same way as someone else, or even if you don’t have any toys! Here’s a post on some non pretend play ideas!

✨ If you can’t keep a toy, don’t worry, they’re not upset! It’s just the beginning of a new adventure for them!

✨ It’s okay if you struggle to give your toys names and personalities! As long as you like them, that’s what matters!

Personally, I love thrifting my plushies and toys! It’s like reaching an animal from a shelter, versus a pet store! :3 all toys deserve love 🩵

[damicxyy]

nagi is literally ice bear!

[chasingmisprintedlies]

this is exactly what it feels like with you

[foxy-alien]

Mercymorn wip

[rodrawss]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANJI LIGHT OF MY LIFE, MY FAVOURITE LOSER, MY HUSBAND AND MY WIFE, THE GUY THAT HAS INFESTED MY BRAIN FOR THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF, MY KIND AND SWEET BOY YOU ARE SO LOVED AND DESERVE EVERYTHING💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[multiversefanfics]

RIGHT!! thank you for reading🫶🏽

Naughty Girl

Pairing: Joaquin Torres x Fem!Reader Warning: Minors DNI!!! smut, oral (f!receiving), p in v (unprotected, don't be silly, wrap your willy), masturbation, fingering, dirty talk, daddy kink Summary: You didn't want Joaquin to go to work yet, so you got creative. Word Count: 1,237 A/N: Whew.

Most nights, you slept naked, any chance to have skin to skin contact with Joaquin was always at the top of your list. Last night was no different. You laid under him, thinking of creative ways to get him to stay home today, then it dawned on you, there was only one way he was staying home.

Joaquin groaned as his alarm went off, he reached his arm over and turned it off, he looked back at you and smiled wide placing a kiss on your cheek

"Good morning, gorgeous." He cooed, stretching his back out

You mumbled good morning and watched as he got up to get ready for his morning. He slipped into the bathroom and started the shower. You had to act quick, he wouldn't be in the shower long.

You perched yourself close to the edge of the bed, spreading your legs, you sucked softly on your middle and ring finger to get them a little wet, not that you needed it you were already soaked from just looking at Joaquin.

You slide your hand between your legs and rubbed small steady circles on your clit, you slid one finger in your entrance pulling out your arousal and smearing it on your clit. Soft moans escaped your lips, but you had to slow down you needed to save your orgasm for him.

As if he was listening, he walked out of the bathroom.

"Alright, baby, I gotta— Woah." He licked his lips and took in the sight that laid before him.

You smirked at him and shoved your fingers inside you once again. You arched your back off the bed, moaning out his name. He slowly strutted over, falling to his knees in front of you.

"Come play with my pussy, daddy." You pulled your fingers back, looking down at Joaquin

He squeezed his eyes tightly and let out a long sigh

"Baby, I gotta go, I'm gonna be late." He watched you play with your breasts knowing damn well he wasn't going to work today.

"But I'm so wet for you." You placed your two fingers close to his mouth. "And I taste so sweet."

Joaquin leaned forward and sucked on your fingers, moaning against them.

"Fuck, Sam's gonna kill me." His lips ghosted your clit, right before he attacked it, hungrily.

Your back immediately arched off the bed, trying to reach for anything to ground you. Joaquin was like a wild animal licking and sucking every ounce of your juices

"Fuck, fuck fuck." You chanted like a holy prayer as he shoved his tongue in and out of your entrance continuously.

He pulled his lips back, shoving two fingers in you, making a "come hither" motion which drove you insane.

"That's it, baby. Let me hear you." He smirked up at you, licking your arousal off his lips

You felt your legs start to shake, but you didn't want him to be done, and honestly, you knew he wouldn't be done. He was just getting started. Your thighs clenched as your orgasm washed over you, moaning out his name loudly.

His fingers slowed, your hips bucked up, chasing his fingers as they slowly pulled out of you. Once they left your throbbing core, a whimper left your lips. Joaquin stood up and unbuckled his belt, sliding his jeans and boxers down.

"Flip over." He demanded

You did as you were told and turned over, resting on your knees and elbows, you arched your back just the way Joaquin liked. He moaned at the sight of you, he took his finger and slid it up your slit, you jerked forward already super sensitive from his mouth.

"Daddy is gonna take good care of you, I promise." He took the tip of his dick and rubbed it against your clit coating it with your juices.

You moaned lowly, pushing your ass back against his hips, he gripped your hips and held them there.

"Patience, princess, I got you." He murmured against your shoulder blade, pressing wet, slow kisses down your spine.

You shivered under his touch, sucking in your bottom lip. You spread your legs further, arching your back to its previous position. He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer to the edge of the bed, while swiftly slamming into you.

You let out a loud scream, a moan following right after. He kept his arm around you and continued to pound in and out of your pussy, he let out low groans as you clenched around him. His hand made its way to your clit and rubbed slow deliberate circles.

"Fuck Joaquin, please, baby don't stop." You mewled, feeling his tip hit your cervix ever so nicely.

Just then, his phone rang, his hips never faltered. He reached over and looked at the caller ID. Sam Wilson. He looked down at you and smirked.

"If you stay quiet, I'll reward you with an orgasm, make a noise and you won't cum until I say so." He growled lowly

Joaquin answered the phone using his best "sick" voice. "Sorry, Sam, I've been wanting to call, but I've been so out of it."

He thrusted deep in you, your hand flew to your mouth to contain the moans ready to escape your lips.

"Yeah, I know Sam." Joaquin pulled out, then slammed back in you

Your muffled moan sounded a little louder than you anticipated. Good thing Joaquin didn't hear it. He's trying to wrap up the phone call, but Sam is a chatterbox. You took that to your advantage, you clenched hard around Joaquin's dick, causing him to let out a low groan.

To that, Joaquin thrusted harder and deeper into you. At this point, he was determined to have you make a sound, but you combated it. You moved your hips against his, smirking against your hand a small moan escaped his lips.

"Y-Yeah, Sam, I'm good, just a little nauseous. I gotta go, I'll see you tomorrow." Joaquin hung up the phone and threw it to the side.

"So, you wanna play games, huh?" You knew you were in for it now.

Joaquin gripped your hips and pounded long and hard into you, and you felt your legs start to shake, you knew you wouldn’t last long. Joaquin knew it too, that’s when he slowed his hips.

“Joaquin, p-please I’m sorry.” You whimpered, trying to move against his grip.

He tightened his grip and stayed still

“M-move, please baby, please.” You begged repeatedly

He rubbed your spine soothingly, shushing you

“Okay, baby, shh, I got you.” He started moving his hips once again

You leaned your head on your arm, not being able to take much more. You moaned against the comforter, rocking your hips with Joaquin. Soon, another orgasm rushed through you, your body shaking and clenching, Joaquin not far behind. He pushed deeper and shot his seed into your pussy.

Joaquin stayed there for a second, breathing heavily, he slowly pulled out of you and fell beside you. You collapsed on your stomach and looked over at him, smiling weakly. He turned his head in your direction and smiled back at you.

"You did good, baby." He tapped your butt and chuckled

You rolled into his arms and rested your head on his shoulder and sighed happily. you got him to stay home, let's see if you can get him to stay home tomorrow too.

A/N: This is my first Joaquin Torres smut fic, i hope you guys like it if you want to be tagged in future fics, comment here

Main Masterlist - Joaquin Torres Masterlist

Taglist: @cherryresidence @sidkneeeee

[morbidpaintz]

yeah they gay keep strolling

Sable and Mikaela has been rotting a small part of my brain lately and i welcome it

[naammiii]

SANEMI SHINAZUGAWA FIC RECS // mdni!

my protector - @/kingkatsuki

needy hashiras - @/saintkaylaa (multi smau)

filthy monster - @/pseudowho

I love you - @/nerdyweebfreak (multi)

hidden affairs - @/ayyy-pee

sharing a bed - @/ponderingmoonlight (multi)

compass - @/peachdues

whiny sanemi - @/xxsabitoxx

just a kiss - @/nyctoaerah

slutty birth control - @/peachdues

asking for sexy time - @/saintkaylaa (multi smau :3)

the last jewel - @/ilylovelyz

roomates - @/xxsabitoxx

behind the red curtains - @/strawberrymochin

you’re the reason I don’t want the world to end- @/kingkatsuki

breathless - @/daisies-daydreams

fresh sheets - @/doumadono

nsfw alphabet - @/vrystalius

look at me - @/tbaluver

kissing his scars - @/nyctoaerah

seeking softness - @/flametrashira

tutoring session - @/xxsabitoxx

camp maple - @/dreaisgrayte

bite - @/kenziebluex

I DONT OWN ANY OF THESE FICS!! // CREDS TO THE WRITERS!! <3

[bibiboba-03]

those fanfics

Jason: Give me the suit back replacement

Tim: *gives the suit back*

Jason: Why tf are you giving me the suit?!? YOURE THE TRUE ROBIN

Hehe lowkey love them tho

[frosted-co0kies]

girl you make me yurious

Bonus doodle

[silkieluv]

#17

“I’m the original Jay, of course, you guys are just copies” CRYING. SOMEONE HUMBLE THIS MAN’S EGO ASAP

Snake attack but it’s just my favorite moments #1

Be careful what you wish for 1/2

[livvymd]

okay i have a request !! maybe being on inside with george 👀 and a friends to lovers happens but also like drama??

Inside Trouble.

(A George Clarke x Reader fic set on Inside) notes at end of fic!!

You never expected reality TV to be this intense.

Sure, you knew Inside was about strategy, social manipulation, and surviving weeks locked in a house under 24/7 surveillance—but you didn’t realize just how personal it would get.

Especially with George Clarke in the mix.

You and George had been friends for a while before the show. Maybe even best friends. You always joked around, filmed videos together, and people constantly asked if there was something more between you. You always denied it.

But in here? With cameras watching, emotions running high, and George acting weird—it was getting a lot harder to pretend.

Day 8

"Y/N, admit it, you’d be lost in here without me," George teased, flopping down beside you on the couch.

You shot him a look. "Please. I’d be thriving without you weighing me down."

He gasped dramatically, hand on his chest. "That hurts. You love having me around."

You rolled your eyes, but your lips twitched. "Keep telling yourself that, Clarke."

Someone from across the room chuckled. "You two do realize the entire internet is shipping you, right?"

You froze.

George, on the other hand, smirked. "Yeah, well… they might be onto something."

Your stomach flipped.

But you laughed it off. Because that’s what you always did.

Day 13

Lately, George had been distant. Not in an obvious way��he still joked around, still sat next to you at dinner, still teased you in the group challenges—but something had changed.

And you weren’t the only one who noticed.

"He’s jealous," one of the contestants whispered to you one afternoon.

You blinked. "Of what?"

She smirked. "C’mon, Y/N. You’ve been spending more time with Matt. And George? He’s fuming."

You glanced across the room. George was talking to someone, but his eyes kept flicking over to you. And yeah, now that you were looking for it—he definitely wasn’t happy.

So, of course, you had to test the theory.

You laughed a little louder at Matt’s joke.

And that was when George stood up and left the room.

Day 14

You found him in the kitchen later that night, leaning against the counter, looking pissed off.

"Alright," you said, crossing your arms. "What’s your deal?"

George scoffed. "I don’t have a deal."

"You’ve been acting weird all day."

"I’m fine," he muttered, avoiding your gaze.

You stepped closer. "George—"

"Do you like him?"

You blinked. "What?"

His jaw clenched. "Matt. Do you like him?"

You stared at him, heart pounding. "Why do you care?"

George exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. "Because I—" He stopped, shaking his head.

"Because you what?" you pushed, stepping even closer now.

George’s eyes darkened, frustration flickering into something else. Something intense.

"Because I can’t stand watching you with someone else." His voice was low now, rough. "Because I’ve spent years pretending I don’t feel this way, and this stupid show has made it impossible to ignore. Because I—"

You didn’t let him finish.

You grabbed his shirt and kissed him.

It wasn’t careful. It wasn’t hesitant. It was weeks of tension, months of denial, and every single moment leading up to this one.

George groaned against your lips, hands gripping your waist, pulling you closer like he’d been waiting for this. Like he was desperate for it.

You melted into him, your fingers tangling in his hair, tilting your head to deepen the kiss. The kitchen, the cameras, the whole show? Gone.

When you finally pulled away, you were both breathless.

George swallowed, eyes flicking between your lips and your eyes.

"Well," he murmured, a slow grin spreading across his face. "Guess that settles that."

You laughed, still catching your breath. "Yeah. Guess it does."

And just like that—Inside had never felt more dangerous.

notes:

i would be lying if i said that requests without much infomation don't freak me out HELPP. i kind of just assumed you were talking about that one show 'inside'

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