jaerie
jaerie
still pretending i’m somebody, i’m somebody
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jae. queer. gender shifter. professional fan. impulse traveler. hotel expert. fic writer.
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jaerie · 1 month ago
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These were the fics I read in February 2025. This month, I was once again amazed by this fandom's talent and how stories written years ago can still bring so much joy today.
🩷 feed a fever, starve a heart by @insightfulinsomniac [E, 12k, omegaverse]
When Louis turns twenty-one, he receives a call from the National Secondary Gender Services alerting him to prepare for his first rut. Everyone presents two to three days after their twenty-first birthday, and all heats and ruts require medical supervision just in case one thing goes wrong:
Rut fever.
Louis is certain his first rut will be normal. He hasn’t seen the only person he ever had a crush on in childhood in nearly three years, and besides, they were only ever best friends.
Everything will be fine… right?
🩷 Bijou by @kingsofeverything [E, 6k, friends to lovers]
Being in love with his best friend wouldn't be so awful if Harry didn't have to listen to him constantly complain about how the guys he dates don't measure up.
🩷 Too Young by @jaerie [E, 18k, omegaverse]
Accidentally bonded as 8 and 10 year olds, Louis starts resenting Harry once they were old enough for him to realize what had been taken away from him and now they're roommates who fuck out of obligation,
🩷 Click by @allwaswell16 [E, 5k, college/university AU] via @podfic-pals
When Louis got assigned a roommate, he wasn’t exactly thrilled, but as far as roommates go Marcel was a pretty good one. That was until Marcel started clicking a counter everywhere he went...
🩷 Dear Blue by TheIfInLife / @larryismyotpuniverse [NR, 9k, omegaverse]
Harry wasn’t sure what he was expecting to be on the living room table but a stack of papers definitely wasn’t it.
The paper on top was a plain piece of notebook paper, Louis’ scrawl all over it.
‘Some people collect coins or knick knacks or even dolls. Me? I collected Valentine’s Day cards. When I was six years old, I met the love of my life, my mate. The very same day, he wrote me a card. I saved them all and this year, I wrote back.’
🩷 Chaos by @haztobegood [100 words, mature, drabble]
Against the barricade, it’s complete chaos.
🩷 I Trust You by @neondiamond [teen and up, 1.8k, omegaverse, asexuality]
As an asexual Omega, Harry deals with his heats a little differently than most. His Alpha Louis is nothing but supportive.
🩷 incalescent by @eleadore [E, 5k, omegaverse]
The onset of heat is something Louis still hasn’t learned to recognize.
🩷 When you look at me like that, my darlin', what did you expect? by INnenaHeart / @thechavier [M, 1k, bi awakening]
Louis realizes he's into men because of a long hair, chelsea boots wearing, Harry
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jaerie · 1 month ago
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Happy 28th!! I read a bit less this month (and A LOT in another fandom) but still enough to get a good list together! Rereads are marked with a *
all the sins you didn't have by brooklyn_babylon / @twopoppies (99k)
It’s 1880, and premier danseur Harry Styles is running out of time. At twenty-five, he’s fast becoming too old for the lecherous benefactors who frequent The Paris Opera Ballet’s infamous backstage, and the only way to ensure he isn’t left penniless or rotting away in a brothel is to secure a permanent patron. Enter Lord Louis Tomlinson: wealthy, young, handsome. And, unfortunately, a notorious rake. Harry strikes him and his gigantic ego off the list immediately… At least until they realize they have a common set of enemies and a common goal: revenge. Though their ruse starts smoothly enough, the decadent freedom of Belle Époque Paris gives way to the rigid social rules of aristocratic Victorian London. Can a relationship that started as a calculated deception withstand the harsh realities of societal expectations and family duty to become a love more honest and profound than either has ever known?
*lemon eyes by turnyourankle / @turnyourankle (50k)
It's not proper for omegas to mess around with alphas before finding their bondmate. But Harry doesn't give a damn what's proper and fully intends on getting as much experience as he can before even trying to find one. As far as he's concerned, the right alpha won't care, and he'll have some fun on the way. And who better to start with than Louis Tomlinson, the alpha with the worst reputation on campus?
*devil town by kingsoftheimpossible / @robertwire (50k)
“Mmm,” Louis hums, tipping his head slightly in acknowledgement. “You know what I reckon all the baseball games you’ve seen have in common?” Harry rocks on his heels, uncertain, drifting. If it were daylight, if he could see Louis’ face, maybe he’d see where this was going. As it is, he hazards a guess, smiling beseechingly even though Louis probably can’t see him very well. “That I didn’t know what was going on?” “I reckon,” Louis says, taking the cigarette from his mouth and flicking the ashes to the ground, “you only ever paid attention to baseball when it involved paying attention to me.”
*bloodsport by tofiveohfive / @clancysletter (40k)
“You know how our next game is against the Cardinals, right? You remember how vicious those guys can get. I wanted us to come up with some plays, maybe work on a block from the left—” Louis stops when he hears a chuckle. He doesn’t think he’s said anything particularly funny, so he turns to Harry, waiting for an explanation. “‘S funny, ‘s all.” Harry throws his finished bottle somewhere near the other discarded ones. “This is the first time you’re talking to me in eight months, and it’s still about football.”
*Ready to Fall by whoknows (21k)
“Ninety and rising,” Nick says triumphantly, as though making Harry’s heartbeat pick up by thrusting an obscenely attractive person in front of his face is any kind of success. “Louis Tomlinson has just walked into our control room and suddenly our dear Harry Styles has lost all ability to speak. Could this be some kind of strange coincidence?” “I hate you,” Harry hisses, forcing his eyes back into Nick’s direction, uncaring that the mic must have picked it up. “I thought we agreed that you were going to play fair.” “I’m sure I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Nick denies, except he’s holding up a picture of Louis’ face now, sharp cheekbones prominent, soft lashes nearly sweeping against his cheeks as he looks down, and his fucking mouth – “A hundred and two!” Nick crows, all but clapping his hands together in glee. “The highest it’s ever been!” “To be fair, I did bend over the desk on purpose,” Louis’ voice comes crackling in the headphones. Harry practically breaks his neck whipping his head around at the sound of it, gaping at him through the glass panel. “You can’t really blame him for getting a little excited about that, can you?”
too young by jaerie / @jaerie (18k)
“Do you think it hurts to get a bond mark?” Louis asked one day. Harry shrugged. “We could bite each other to see what it feels like?” “Yeah, I want to know,” Louis nodded as he pushed himself back and forth on the swing just enough that his feet never left the ground. “Do you?” Or accidentally bonded as 8 and 10 year olds, Louis starts resenting Harry once they were old enough for him to realize what had been taken away from him and now they're roommates who fuck out of obligation
*don't have to go to the pool by kingsoftheimpossible / @robertwire (12k)
Louis is the captain of the swim team, Harry is in love with him a bit, and there's this ritual before Big Meets. Everything goes fine. alternative summary: a suspicious lack of swimming for a story involving a swim team.
Where You Hiding, Dream Girl? by quickedweed / @becomeawendybird (3k)
Niall invites all his friends over to help him get ready for his epic proposal-turned-surprise-party, but everything goes sideways when his girlfriend Emily comes home too early. Louis can't believe he's making them all hide, but she's just glad she didn't have to wait outside in the cold like they originally planned. She's even more forgiving when she ends up in a compromising hiding position with Emily's friend Harry.
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jaerie · 1 month ago
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Too young
Author: @jaerie
Cover: @valeries-creations
Trope: ABO
Mood: angst-sweet
🏷️ : suppressants
Words: 18K
They bonded out of curiosity at a very early age, maybe too early, maybe too young for the love to survive
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jaerie · 1 month ago
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These fics kept me company in January of 2025. Thank you to all the writers for providing me with stories and places to retreat to 🤍 It was much appreciated.
☁️ i'm going out tonight by @disgruntledkittenface [3k, mature, established relationship]
Louis hasn’t been appreciating his boyfriend Harry. He only realizes it when Harry takes matters into his own hands.
Inspired by Bejeweled by Taylor Swift.
☁️ Honk by @allwaswell16 [3k, mature, omegaverse, soulmate goose]
Louis was not a romantic. He never really dreamed of finding his soulmate. Definitely not like this. Never like this.
Harry was a romantic. He’d always dreamed of finding his soulmate. Just like this. Exactly like this.
☁️ a little, then suddenly by @holdingontochaos [34k, explicit, friends to lovers]
Written for the Aro/Ace Fest 2024.
Prompt 12: Gray-Asexual (demisexual) Harry falls in love and gets attracted to his best friend Louis after fifteen years of friendship.
☁️ This Ain't Red Wine by @letthemusicmoveyou28 [9k, explicit, vampire au]
The one where Human Louis accidentally finds himself at a Vampire only party which actually turns out to maybe not be the worst thing.
☁️ Woke Up Feeling Knotty by @jaerie [7k, explicit, omegaverse]
Beta Louis has a kink for knotting and the secret aesthetic porn blog he runs about it is more than proof. When he accidentally finds out his alpha best friend Harry is one of his biggest fans, he knows he has to come clean after everything that has already happened between them. Harry just might be willing to help him out anyway.
☁️ To Carnally Know by @insightfulinsomniac [9k, explicit, vampire AU]
At the age of 25, vampire Prince Louis is forced into an arranged marriage with another member of vampire nobility, the enigmatic Duke Harry. Coming from a traditional and conservative family, Louis has rarely left the grounds of the Tomlinson Estate. Reluctant to agree to the marriage, Louis barely wants to meet the husband who is handpicked for him. That all changes when he quickly realizes how eternally fated they’re meant to be, and how deeply he can fall for someone in such a short amount of time.
☁️ You Only Fall In Love Twice by @beanno28 [57k, explicit, polyamory]
Louis meets popstar Harry Styles while he is working at a festival and they hit it off right away. When he is introduced to Harry’s boyfriend, Zayn, Louis is invited to learn about their world of Polyamory. Will he decide it’s not for him or will he embrace the new lifestyle? This could be the start of something new…
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jaerie · 2 months ago
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you know what i fucking miss?
oh anna. i miss oh anna.
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jaerie · 2 months ago
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jaerie · 2 months ago
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jae my friends and i love your works and we also miss your omegarry fics 😔 anything coming soon? bc love your writing!
(absolutely no pressure, just curious) x
Honestly I do love writing, it’s just been really hard to get words out for a long time. So I can’t put any timeframes on anything, but I do have quite a few starts of things and every once in a while get really inspired. So you can use “soon” extremely loosely 😂 but thank you so much for reading because getting comments and knowing people will actually read things makes it a lot more motivating to finish something.
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jaerie · 2 months ago
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I saw that they're trying to ban smut in Oklahoma so obviously the only response was to pull out a bunch of gay filth from the unfinished archive and splatter it all over the internet. When they come for me, I want to make sure that I've REALLY earned the punishment hahaha No fancy fic post for this, but here ya go!
Too Young (E, 18k, abo) by jaerie
“Do you think it hurts to get a bond mark?” Louis asked one day.
Harry shrugged. “We could bite each other to see what it feels like?”
“Yeah, I want to know,” Louis nodded as he pushed himself back and forth on the swing just enough that his feet never left the ground. “Do you?”
Or accidentally bonded as 8 and 10 year olds, Louis starts resenting Harry once they were old enough for him to realize what had been taken away from him and now they're roommates who fuck out of obligation.
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jaerie · 2 months ago
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I didn't live through the fight for gay marriage for this to be happening barely 20 years later.
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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Fuck I guess I’m going to have to start writing again huh
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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listens to one direction and pretends it’s 2015
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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Are you leaving the fandom? Or tumblr? Or both? I’ll miss you. Wishing you all the best 🍀
Noooo, not leaving. But TikTok might be. And I’m posting some clips that I never posted on YouTube and stuff and thought some people might be interested!
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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I’m posting a bunch of one direction clips over on tiktok as a possible last hoorah -> erodainnkeeper if you’re interested
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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dw i am annoying myself too
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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y’all still read cult fics?
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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Hiiiiiiii! Happy new year!! I read this fic the other day, "One More Time" by BostonKatie617,
https://archiveofourown.org/works/46077436
and was IN LOVE with it!
Do you know of any similar fics, with singing shows and competitions that aren't the X factor?
Thank you!!
Hi, anon! You're welcome! I'll have to check out that fic! Here are some more fics with singing competitions!
Out of the Wild by @jaerie
Louis has spent most of his life as a wolf in the wild, Harry has spent most of his life as a human in the city. Their worlds collide during the audition process for the hottest new singing competition. What happens next should have expected.
All Shook Up by @littleroverlouis
Memphis, Tennessee is looking to crown the Ultimate Elvis Tribute artist. A majority of the contestants are content to shake their hips on stage, but singer-songwriter Harry is taking it more seriously. He is confident his voice and charisma will send him straight through to the finals.
He is already polishing his crown before even setting foot on stage, until he meets a fellow competitor. Louis is talented, charming, and a natural born performer. He commands the stage— and Harry's attention.
Harry has his eye on the prize and the Ultimate title, but what happens when someone becomes the ultimate prize?
The Words I Sing by irishvelvet
Louis is enjoying his Hiatus when his management decides that it'd be best for him to be one of the coaches in the upcoming reality show, Next Big Star. He is tasked to find a prodigy he could train, but then he finds Harry. And Harry, he's just everything and so much more.
or
The fic where Louis is the coach, but Harry is the one who opens up his world. Featuring Harry and his extensive knowledge of song lyrics which he uses to flirt with Louis.
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jaerie · 3 months ago
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Last Lines...
from fics I read and loved in 2024 - part 1 Part 2 | Part 3
2024 was (yet another) incredibly difficult year, and as usual fics helped get me through! Thank you to all of the fandom content creators who make the most incredible worlds for us to enjoy. Here are some last lines from fics I enjoyed reading during 2024.
As always, make sure to show your thanks by reblogging, sending kudos, and leaving comments for the fandom creators!
When Louis finally lets her go, it feels like a painful farewell.
“As for what it’s called, I was thinking of calling it ‘Will you go out with me?’"
Louis grumbles. Harry grins. Life is good.
Finally, they’re living their dream come true.
Maybe he was never meant to know. And maybe, that was okay.
They have a train to catch.
“Don’t I know it.” He winked.
“I love you too,” Louis whispered. The room was dark around him, pitch black, but Harry was the light pouring out, filling him up. “My sunshine, my baby.”
We want all the new deets on Louis and Harry, but we will have to wait to see what both their next steps are, and hopefully Harry can bring us along for the ride with his amazing photographs!
The moon shines down on them, glistening into the sea. The only people there for the moment being Harry, Louis and the moon.
Louis chuckles despite himself, hurrying after Harry. They really do.
So now, just a month before the 2023 season begins, Harry and Louis walk into McLaren headquarters as teammates and lovers, excited for another season, and the rest of their lives. 
"Love you, Lou." Trailing his fingertips up and down Louis' back, Harry says, "Can't wait to marry you."
Louis laughs and collapses into the wall behind him, feeling lighter than he can ever recall, counting down the seconds until the gig is over and he has his boy back in his arms.
And Harry wouldn’t refuse that request. He was in for a very happy life indeed.
Authors tagged below the cut!
@beardyboyzx @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed @absoloutenonsense @nobodymoves @jaerie @londonfoginacup @itsmotivatingcara @harruandlou @slowlyseducedbycurls @babyhoneyheslt @babyarcanacasey @antidotetogo @kingsofeverything @xogucciblue @softfonds
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