#headmate count

[multiplicity-positivity]

Is it okay that we've never known the real count of our head mates? We have very heavy barriers between us + aphantasia and as a result even though I'm always in front (idk why? I've just never ever been able to leave the front, I'm not always in control though, when I'm in front and not in control t feels like I'm watching the body from above) and sometimes I'm aware that someone is in front with us, I still am not aware of how many of us there are or what most of them do. There have been many times where I can look back and say ohh someone else was in front w/ me and that's why we behaved that way but I cant easily identify anyone at all especially when I don't even rlly know what makes me "me"? All of us refer to the body as "I" frequently but it's more like different versions of the same person with different likes/dislikes sometimes and things like that, and I have some of that stuff in my notebooks but I can just never actually talk to them much at all and have no idea how many of us exist

hey, this is totally fine and tbh we feel like this is a normal experience for many systems, especially those who are newly discovered or still trying to make sense of their plurality. it took us over 2 years to get more or less of an accurate headcount of how many alters we have, and that was with a ton of work internally and pretty intensive therapy every week. and tbh there are probably even more alters that us in the main fronting group don’t know about… it comes with the territory of having dissociation issues.

it’s okay to not know how many headmates are in your system. maybe that answer will come with time and effort, or maybe not, but we think what’s more important is showing respect, kindness, and acceptance to the headmates that you do meet.

if you’re not already, you may find it useful to start using the simplyplural app to keep track of the headmates you know about. you can leave notes in some conspicuous place to urge the other members of your system to use it too. that way, y’all can collaborate to start building a database of your headmates so you can at least start trying to get a better idea of how many members your system has. of course, you could alternatively start keeping track of this information in a notebook or document. hopefully, with time and patience, you’ll be able to get a better idea of the size and scope of your system.

we hope this helps… we know trying to learn how many members are in your system can be a daunting task, especially if you have strong dissociative barriers between headmates. but we’re wishing you the best of luck with figuring this out! rest assured, your experience is pretty common, especially for those of us who struggle with heavy dissociative barriers between members.

[rottkitt]

okay. so people have headcanons about oj having different liquids, but what about taco?

we all know she’s a veggie taco. what happenes if we add spices? and meat? what kind of meat does what thing? which spices affect her in which ways?? does it make a difference what vegetables she has????????

if we add paprika and peppers to make her spicy does she get freaky

[marrmora]

Quick question:

Is anyones requests for phone backgrounds/lockscreens open?

I reaaally want to get some of my headmates, but at the same time I dont really know anybody with requests open for that and willing to do homestuck

[divinecompass]

created systems / headmates interact with this post!!!! spread the love and find each other 🫶

[headmateelevator]

hold the door!! someone's coming in!

name(s) - Tommy , Theseus , Sage , Amaryllis , Cole , Hide , Imp , Raccoon , Icarus , Rascal , Auburn , Rouge , Bandit , Dire , Mutt.

pronouns - he / it / disc / song / axe / bloom / imp / bite / lone / cringe / pog / lake / stick / fanta / fire / demon / fang / blood / moo / boom / bark / fun / red / shout / game.

gender(s) - transmasc , happycolorsgender , happygender , tommyInnitCharic , Demongender , Bitething , muttial , thingmutt , boymutt , traumamutt , muttfreak , weirdpup , muttlexic , partygender , confettigender , loudpartygender , sillynsilliergender , Fungender , Goofygoobergender , Hapifriendix , Happygender , Partygender , Sillymaxxed.

orientations - bisexual , demiaroace.

role(s) - trauma holder , mood booster , rehabilitator , double agent.

species - humany demony thing.

source(s) - c!tommyinnit , DSMP.

emoji(s) - 🩹 , 🖍️ , 🌈 , 🎨 , ⛺ , 🏚️ , 🪵

likes - records , discs , music , animals , cool sticks , diet Coca-Cola , the color red , dragons , Fanta , oranges , trains , flowers.

dislikes - silence , sudden loud noises or movements , loneliness , being cold , injury.

front triggers - fun things , music imp enjoys , minecraft music , raccoons , source things , sourcemates , another fronter feeling unsafe.

personality description - very excitable and generally talkative, loves being around friends and trusted people and will talk their ear off for hours when he gets the chance. though he can get easily nervous or scared in unfamiliar situations, or when he's around crowds of untrusted people or on his own. will be very wary of some sourcemates at first, and will be slow to talk to them, though if he's given time he will warm up to them.

typing quirk - all caps, rarely punctuation other than exclamation marks. (ex: THE QUICK BROWN FOX JUMPS OVER THE LAZY DOG!!)

typing example / small message - HELLO ALL!!! I AM WRITING A MESSAGE BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE IT ABOUT!!!!! SO I AM WRITING IT ABOUT JUST THAT!!! I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A VERY GOOD DAY!!!! GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!

faceclaims -

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[scars-and-fragments]

HELP. US

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Mod Dave you’re a system???? Same lmao

SYSTEM GANG yeah we call ourselves brainstuck. because thats where we are. were In There

i already promo'd the blog before but we have a system sideblog @brain-stuck that we just kind of. reblog plural shit and stuff about our sources (were MAD fictive heavy) and we like doing ask games and whatever. just kind of a Get To Know The Headgang kinda deal

im the tumblr cohost so i do all the posting on main . some other headmates of mine may tag posts on this blog but were always gonna be under 'mod dave' so it doesnt get confusing

-mod dave

[shock-micro]

random idle thought: is marrying a system just legal polygamy

[haymarketvtubestuff]

"No, I need to see you, face to face."

Ellie made the demand of her familiar only because she didn't feel comfortable just hearing the words of consent being stated in her head. After all, anyone was allowed to say anything in the headspace. The witch wanted Fruma to say it out loud.

A mist presented itself before the mistress of the ancestors, and solidified into a leonine figure. When Ellie had first encountered Fruma (granted, through a black mirror while Ellie was handcuffed to a hospital bed), she saw it as a beast with sentience, feral in appearance and more typical of a male lion. As the years passed, Fruma took on a more feminine frame that matched Ellie's heavy-set and semi-muscular appearance. It was, for Ellie, like gazing into a foggy mirror. She repeated her question.

"How do you feel about piloting my body? For more than just running errands?" A mischievous smirk on her face reminded the sheyd of the game at hand. The spirit wasn't sure how to respond, and gave an expression of worry and concern. Ellie waved it off and changed her own to that of comfort and consolation. "Rosa came up with it, in fairness. Benefits of polyamory and all that." Her expression remained as it was - a genuine invitation, a smile. The sheyd sensed no malice and, exhaling, released the tension in its face and shoulders.

"When?"

"Tomorrow night, if you'd like. Before Rosa gets home from work. I think she'd like the surprise."

----

The librarian had a long day with after school programs, and was looking forward to a calm night of reruns, leftover risotto, and a glass of Prosecco. She didn't hear the soft padding of bare feet on the living room carpet, thanks to her phone still playing a podcast at maximum volume - but she did sense the breath on her nape before the gentle bite, followed by a kiss and more kisses tracing to her left ear. Rosa shivered - while she was a domme in the bedroom, she enjoyed when her pet was forward with her wants.

And it wanted. She could hear it in its voice.

"The taste of you is more delightful than wine, and your name is like the finest oil - so does this maiden love you."

The tone was, to Rosa, far more poetic than her wife normally had when she wanted to be used as a toy. More ... biblical. The librarian slowly turned to face her spouse, and she saw the hunger in her eyes. She smiled.

"My wife doesn't normally speak Torah when she wants ..." Rosa paused, tracing her hands up the trouser legs of "Ellie". She kept her right hand over her spouse's erection, massaging it through the khakis, her own smile shifting towards that of a predator as she felt "Ellie" shiver and heard her panting. Her other hand traced its way up to Ellie's right breast. Rosa stopped before payoff, savoring the sound and sight of the hungering beast before her.

As soon as she finished the sentence with "... this", she tugged at Ellie's nipple. A roar came forth from "Ellie", unbidden, but the look of hunger remained. Ellie's cock was somehow growing more full. Rosa giggled, watching the beast under her command know its place and find itself wanting more. She gave "Ellie" a gentle kiss on the lips, as well as her own mischievous smile and gaze.

"Oh, Fruma, I am going to have fun with you tonight."

[carnage-cathedral]

can someone please help end my vicious and unending self-fakeclaiming cycle

[observatory-12]

Why the fuck is our headcount so low are we going to get jumpscared by three new people soon or are three old people just gonna pop out of the ether aughhhh

[bistrocule]

Queer artist + coiner culture is havin' two separate flag folders on our phone: one for flags we make and another for basic flags to colour pick from for pride art.

-- Terry (he/it)

[bluestar-bah]

Can I have a creators choice genshin impact ^^ preferably fem

Nilou (Genshin Impact) Pack!

[Note: Please enjoy! I'm specifically doing it more based off her skin and how it played into the summer event that happened... sorta recently lol. ]

Name: Nilou, Lumiona (Nickname Lumi?), Azalea

Emoji/Sign Off: 🌷🦋

Species: Fairy/Human

Age: 19

Pronouns: She/her, fae/faer, bloom/blooms, fleur/fleurs, magic/magics, sparkle/sparkles, flor/flora

Gender: rainydaycoric, foremizzlen, dreamaesic, noctofloric, nillamatchia

Sexuality: sapphic ace

Source: Genshin Impact

Personality Traits: quiet, kind, honest, caring, creative, artistic

Other Info: loves singing and dancing, as well as caring for other people and animals. Very skilled at gardening. May have magic in headspace, if you have one. Loves origami and goes out of her way to learn new origami, especially those of animals and flowers.

Appearance:

Credit 1 (official) 2

[chxrrie-bxmb]

WOAH? SOURCEMATE???!?!?!? IN THE REAL LIFE??! (I hope Gojos still there and I dont just embarrass myself LMAOAO)

- 🩵 (Gojo from Kojin)

OMG HIII

ngl it wouldve been very funny if you did embarrass yourself but you did not!!! your pride and dignity live to see another day!! /silly

[8-bit-garden]

This is the actual mood chart, but there's a lot of really interesting information in the actual post!

P-treon: 47andcounting

[aria0fgold]

Playing minecraft singleplayer isn't usually this fun but as a system it got really fun in a way where it also simultaneously fixes my horrendous sleep sched by being so lenient with the use of creative mode from time to time.