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It only took me 292 days :D
(bec I'm a procrastinator)
Ah I missed my pencils ngl
#This took me so long I#got out of college#finished a telenovela#started another one#got into therapy#finished therapy#finished the other telenovela#got diagnosed with autism#got diagnosed with ocd#painted my nails 90+ times#didn't got into college#got into college again#started another therapy#got insomnia back#got rid of my insomnia#started college#got insomnia another time#started another nelenovela#got dengue fever#got diagnosed with adhd#STOPPED BEING A TEEN SOB#what a crazy year#and forgive my abilities with the camera#my art#long time no see tag#my oc#OH AND I FINALLY GAVE HER A NAME#My abilities changed a lot during this year so I redid a ton of things#I did disappear bec of college
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It really makes me so damn angry how many autistic/ADHD people treat the neurodivergent label as the autism+adhd label. Neurodivergent includes ANYONE who's brain doesn't work the way it's supposed to. This includes people that have learning disabilities. People with down's syndrome. People with cluster A, B and C disorders. That includes systems/people with DID, that includes schizophrenics, that includes people with PTSD. If you have a group that is labeled for neurodivergent people, you cannot act surprised or offended if people that don't have autism or ADHD but DO have other disorders join that group. Because neurodivergent is an umbrella term. And everyone under that umbrella term deserves to be able to find community in groups named with that umbrella term.
#i made this post in honor of my boyfriend#he had joined a neurodivergent group#and got kicked out when group members found out his diagnoses were ASPD NPD and schizophrenia#like damn he deserves a community too#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#autism#autistic#adhd#downs syndrome#learning disability#schizophrenia#did#dissociative identity disorder#ptsd#complex ptsd#ppd#paranoid personality disorder#schizoid personality disorder#schizotypal personality disorder#aspd#antisocial personality disorder#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#hpd#histrionic personality disorder#bpd#borderline personality disorder#avoidant personality disorder#dependent personality disorder
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De aging fics would never not be precious to me, even if the author has no idea of what real children are like and how they're actually not 80% cutesy 20% accidentally funny. Like, the old saying about children and drunks being the only ones telling the truth but apply it to vigilantes who are so used to keeping up appearances they sometimes can't even tell who the real them is.
Like, give me heartbroken baby Bruce showing a grief and vulnerability that his children technically know is there, but have never seen openly expressed. Just seeing Bruce be emotional in general feels like such a shock. It's not like the assumed he didn't have emotions... But maybe they don't always remember?
Give me tiny Dick just infuriatingly pointing out all of the things older Dick has the grace to pretend to not see. Young Dick expressing negative emotions with as much ease as joy, making it obvious how much he keeps under wraps as an adult.
Give me baby assassin Cass so absolutely delighted at being allowed to show love and be loved back that it absolutely destroys everyone because it's one thing to know about her past and a different one to experience it. Baby Cass who has no way of communicating yet but who soaks up everything they teach her, desperate to know how to express herself.
Tiny Jason who is such a delight despite everything. Who is very obviously traumatized by his life circumstances but has a zest for life that is so obviously missing from his adult version. Baby Jason proving that he wasn't too reckless or angry or emotional and everyone having to reckon with the fact that this precious baby is the one they've been blaming for his own death.
Happy go lucky Steph showing way more clearly the trauma of being raised in an abusive household than any of them have seen from her. Older Steph jokes about it and hates passionately her father, but there's a difference between seeing that and seeing a little girl flinching from the adults around her.
A very Tiny Tim who is not yet aware of how not normal it is for a kid to be able to sneak out most nights to photograph super heroes unnoticed. Who doesn't understand why it would be weird for his parents to go investigate their archeological sites leaving him in Gotham. What did they want them to do? Take him with them? It's not safe for a kid in most of those places and he gets to do whatever he wants. What's wrong with that?
Baby Duke who has not learned yet how to mask and is in full Neurodivergent display while everyone around him thinks "no, that actually makes sense". Just, baby Duke completely unaware of the situation cause his parents never forced him to conform. Everyone keeps taking notes as Duke explains how he does things like they're dummies because "duh, it should have been obvious!" (It's not obvious, his parents always accommodated him without making him feel different so he just thinks this is the standard).
Also as a bonus: actual baby Damian being the most adorable little hot patootie ever witnessed. They get to dress him in different costumes and do a photocall. They share it with Talia and she sends them back a bunch of equally silly old baby photos.
#batfam#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson#cassandra cain#bruce wayne#damian wayne#duke Thomas#stephanie brown#i feel like if i had to deal with de-aged me I would be in Duke's situation#where its like “girl how di you got out of an autism screening?!?!”#(said by my own family)#when the answer is: because I'm a girl and in Duke's case because he's black#and lord knows that back then they only diagnosed white boys with very stereotypical behaviors#that was a rant
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Mask Off, Nerd Out:
*all of the brothers have just finished a family dinner with MC. The food was nice, but their human has been oddly quiet throughout the whole meal. As the finished plates are getting stacked up, they shoot each other worried glances*
Mammon: *whispers to Satan* Hey, have they being actin' kinda weird to you...?
Satan: *whispers back* So you've noticed...?
Asmo: *comes up behind Satan and joins* Did anyone upset them today? Like you, Mammon?
Mammon: Hey, it wasn't me...!
*while those three keep whispering, Beel comes over to collect MC's plate. They've been sp checked out that they've barely touched their food at all, they just keep bouncing their leg under the table*
Beel: MC? ... Are you going to finish that?
*his question makes MC snap awake briefly, turning to look at him like a deer in headlights before shaking their head*
MC: N-no! No, uh... I'm fine. Go ahead, Beel.
*they push the plate towards him before going back to staring at the table blankly. Beel eats their forgotten meal, but frowns at them between bites*
Beel: Really-mmphhg-? Are you-*gulp*-sure?
MC: *bounces their leg more rapidly, nodding* Yep. Yep. Totally fine!....
*Mammon finally steps away from Satan and Asmo and nudges Beel to the side*
Mammon: Are ya really sure? 'Cause you don't look fine...
MC: *continues to stare at the table like they're mentally screaming inside, at this point nearly vibrating at an atomic level*
MC: Yep, uhm-hm, all fine, totally good!
*Mammon's about to pull their chair back from the table, but Levi suddenly jumps in between them. For once, the timid otaku looks actually confident about something. Damn near certain in fact!*
Levi: Don't worry, I got this. Leave it to me!
Levi: *takes a seat next to MC*
Levi: MC. Is there something you're hoping to talk about right now?
*MC nearly breaks their neck with how quick they turn to face him, eyes locked on and body finally going still. Slowly... an ecstatic grin starts to brighten their face*
MC: Ohmygod,soIjuststartedthismanga,right,aboutaworldwerepeoplesometimesturnintothesemonsterscalledChoujinandthemaincharacterislike-
*MC keeps talking a mile a minute while Levi nods along happily and the other brothers look at them like they're aliens, but also seem visibly relieved...*
Mammon: Ah. They just had to nerd out, I guess...
#self indulgent post#cause i just got diagnosed for autism#i guess there were signs lol#obey me#obey me shall we date#shall-we-date-obey-me#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me mammon#obey me asmo#obey me beel#obey me incorrect quotes
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when you tell your therapist something from your past and it leaves them speechless

#had a wild session yday lads#well. it was more wild for her ig lol#i keep thinking of that tweet of why do doctors have a hard time diagnosing nd people when school bullies know right away (or smg like that)#(gonna tag this with only the things i got bc it applies to too many to list lmao)#adhd#autism#audhd#trauma#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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People who claim that Aang was a terrible, abusive father to Bumi and Kya and that he never cared about them are so odd to me because like... did you guys not have like parents who work? Or siblings who connect with one parent more due to common interests?
Like kids interpret situations that are not about them as about them. Like when my dad had brain surgery and memory issues due to it and kept forgetting who I am, I thought he genuinely hated me. And I still talk about it in therapy lol. Cause that shit sticks with you, even though my father was always a kind man.
Or when my sister and my dad both obsess over their fave football team and I don't really have that much of an interest in sports but I still feela bit left out.(my father's West Ham obsession is tearing this family apart.)
Like. Loving, amazing parents make mistakes or accidentally hurt their children's feelings. Usually because they're dealing with their own shit. Flawed parents doesn't automatically equal abusive parents.
#raised by parents so emotionally neglectful I got diagnosed with autism#yeah I have daddy issues but my father is actually a wonderful man and was genuinely doing his best#flawed father aang they could never make me hate you#aang#pro aang#tenzin#kya ii#bumi ii#avatar#atla#avatar: the last airbender#the last airbender#avatar the last airbender
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i have been resurrected from the dead by the pure energy of absentmindedly scrolling through rendogs channel and being forcefully YANKED back into my hermitcraft phase by the sound of his voice
#hermitcraft#hermitcraft alignment charts#rendog#docm77#grian#geminitay#cubfan#etho#ethoslab#xisuma#xisumavoid#bdubs#bdoubleo100#keralis#goodtimeswithscar#i am literally boiling alive as i wite this#it’s so motherfucking hot in my room#but can’t belive my hermitcraft phase is back#i TOLD y’all i woild never abandon this account#i literally got diagnosed with autism did my gcses went to college and dropped out of college in between now and the last post#i now am taking a year off#unsure of what to do with my life#perhaps i’ll pursue tumblr full time xxx
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Watching XMen: First Class to unruin my day and remind myself there are sadder, gayer, neurodivergent people out there
#cherik heal me please#cherik#xmen movies#xmen first class#xmfc#charles xavier#erik lensherr#audhd#adhd things#autism#I got diagnosed yesterday it’s so weird to use the tag
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Autistic girls sound off jn the comments
#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#the hunger games#hunger games#thg#pencil sketch#turns out scanning shit makes it look good. who woulda thunk#anyway does this shit piss anyone else off when ppl point it out like#no im not looking you directly in the eye. whatevers in there is none of my business. we are not married.#and inb4 someone says smth abt adhd and autism solidarity. katniss has BOTH peeta has NEITHER#and im going to need compelling textual evidence to believe otherwise.#peetas just got depression and anger issues#anyone else you want me to diagnose?? guess who has bpd. ill give you a hint. its also katniss#they both have ptsd obv that goes w/o saying but ill say it just so no one comes for me
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Sorry for not posting art in a while. I was putting my all into this one particular project. It’s my first time animating complex expressions, voice sync, and body movement so it drained me to hell. Yet it still came out a hot bloody mess.
Tw: mental breakdown
#transformers#artists on tumblr#tfp arcee#drawing#animation with audio#transformer animation#animation practice#my animation#animaion#animatic wip#animation wip#all this effort just for this??#dude it was not fucking worth it god.#tumblr draw#my art#digital art#also I just got diagnosed with autism and ADHD#transformer prime#tfp#girl is having vietnam flashback again
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i love how you draw i love how you render i love how you conceptualize your characters and your world...your work is such a huge Autism Resonance Moment for me (have you said whether you have autism? well even if you dont, my autism is resonanting hardcore with everything youre doing here keep it up!!!)
#answered#anonymous#thank you that was such a nice thing to say!#I'm autistic yeah#got diagnosed as an adult but it definitely explained a whole bunch of things#and I'm familiar with the Autism Resonance feeling it's this electrifying “oh snap” sort of moment of appreciation and deeper understanding#at least in my experience#united by neurodiversity#own art
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I am beginning to suspect that my success in communicating with the socially awkward, highly skilled, specialist technology team members is not just down to "having lots of experience talking to my dad"
#You need something from a guy#And the team go#“ah Colin can be a bit tricky sometimes”#And then I go and have a simple and straightforward conversation with Colin#!?!#And I go#It was exactly like asking my dad for help!#Which I have YEARS of experience in#Why is my dad socially awkward?#Why are details about this One Thing a basis of communication?#Why do I get good results with people 'like my dad' where others struggle?#Hmmmm#anyhooo#The most normal of the siblings just got diagnosed#With the adhd and the autism#And I look at her and go#Gurl YOU are the normal one#... My suspicion grows
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yukio: nissan i know you're autistic which gives you some leeway but you have to commit to your studies and work hard even though im normal i still-
Rin: i thought that stuff was genetic
Yukio: .......
#Yukio gets called autistic by his own brother#U see rin was a big problem so he got diagnosed early but yukio has been masking for 15 years#What im saying is demonic ancestry is am allegory for being autism/adhd /j#Yukio autism truthers rise up#yukio okumura#rin okumura#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist
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Being a former MBTI enthusiast feels like being a secret agent. You silently watch all your peers who still are heavily into it and you're like "sis.... yes maybe you're INTJ...but you know what else you are...showing all signs needed for an autism diagnosis... go to the doc sis...". They're like "only 1% of folks have my mbti!" and you're like "yes queen! you know what else only 1% of people have?"
#i was sure “being infj” explained away that i was different#but then i got diagnosed#and i got back to all my infjs being like “hey guess what”#“it was autism”#and they're were like “same”#and we declared infjs the autism mbti#until we realized#omg dont forget the intjs#theyre in denial#mbti intj#intj#intj female#intj personality#infj#infj personality#mbti#mbti types#myers briggs#mbti infj#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#autism#adhd
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911 IMPORTANT!!!!
what is strahm's Autism Obsession (or..what is it now? "special interest?" "hyperfixation?" i think?? idk what yall call it these days..it was always "obsession" in my case as a kid AND adult)??
AND NO IT CAN'T BE SOMETHING OBVIOUS LIKE..GUN. CRIME. MARK HOFFMAN. MARK HOFFMAN BREASTS. DEAD BODIES. MARK HOFFMAN LIPS. use your IMAGINATION!!!!
#i still ONLY ever refer to my ever evolving Dudes Of Choice as Obsessions exclusively#bc i got diagnosed w severe OCD at 9 so obv we attributed it to that diagnosis!#wasn't diagnosed w autism till 15 so i never grew comfortable with the other terminology mentioned#peter strahm
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